I feel lost. Everything I considered my home is gone. Every time I begin to feel I belong somewhere⊠I have to leave. Iâm trapped between what I want and what I know I canât have.
Noah Kahan
đ
Not today Justin
Keni

tannertan36
One Nice Bug Per Day
Claire Keane
Mike Driver

No title available
macklin celebrini has autism

bliss lane
Jules of Nature
taylor price
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
Sade Olutola
todays bird
hello vonnie

#extradirty

titsay
đ©” avery cochrane đ©”
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Malaysia
seen from China
seen from Greece

seen from France
seen from United States
seen from Switzerland
seen from Canada

seen from Spain
seen from Switzerland

seen from United States

seen from Morocco
@mercurialstudies
I feel lost. Everything I considered my home is gone. Every time I begin to feel I belong somewhere⊠I have to leave. Iâm trapped between what I want and what I know I canât have.
Somewhere I Belong
everyone is taking about peter and tony, wanda and vision, bucky and steve.. but i didnât see one single post talking about rocket and thatâs what personally affected me the most. all rocket ever needed was family, and he found one. he finally found people that made him feel like home after feeling so utterly alone for so long, he was finally happy, he felt like he belonged somewhere. and he lost it all. every single one of them. his reaction to grootâs death was what made me cry, and he doesnât even know about the rest of the guardians, he is still not aware of the fact that all of his family is dead and that he is all alone. again. can we please talk about that, because that one messed me up real hard.Â
will never look at rocket the same way ever
Redefining My Bullet Journal System
The bullet journal is probably something youâre no stranger to. Itâs been circulating around the internet for a while, and itâs one of the main subjects of studyblr posts. However, when I started college last semester, I found that I no longer relied on my bullet journal to organize my tasks and structure my responsibilities anymore. Instead, I tried out a bunch of productivity/task-organization apps: Taskade, Actions by Moleskine, Any.do, Todoist, Wunderlist. None of them seemed to have what I needed, so I decided to give the bullet journal method another try.
The first thing I reflected on was why I stopped in the first place. At first I thought it was because the method itself allowed for a lot of freedom and Iâd get confused as to what things to include and how to structure everything. But then I realized that it was in fact because I had previously been bullet journaling for other people instead of myself. Since I had what one could call an âartsy bullet journalâ, I tended to focus more on the artistic aspect so that it would get more likes and reblogs after I posted it, when I should have been focusing on how it can organize my life. I realized that the bullet journal is a tool; the focus should be on life itself, not the bullet journal, but you can use the bullet journal to add value to your life.
At the beginning of the year, I deconstructed my organizational needs and attempted to apply that to my bullet journal method. I stopped looking at other peopleâs bullet journals and started thinking about my own needs and preferences. I thought about how I would best organize my time so that I could accomplish all of the things I want to accomplish in the different aspects of my life.
Supplies
The fact that I only have 2 main supplies allows me to bullet journal anywhere, anytime.
The Structure
The Practice
Simply having the tool to organize your life isnât enough - you should also have a practice, a habit, for using it.
Going Forward
One thing Iâd like to work on is future logging. As of now, I think in terms of months, since the my main commitment at the moment is my education, and monthly planning has worked out for me. But I think if Iâd like to tackle on larger projects - e.g. my YouTube channel that I just started - Iâd need to do a lot more future logging.
Another useful thing I want to try out is to summarize my journal entries in the form of notes. Recently Iâve been audio journaling (15-20 minutes of me talking to myself), and itâs been pretty effective. However, I have no way of âskimmingâ the entries like I would a written journal entry. Summarizing them would help me retain main ideas of each entry and remember the things I said that are or could potentially be important and useful.
Final Thoughts
If you donât think your bullet journal is adding value to or improving productivity and organization in your life, I think you should reconsider the way youâre approaching the system. I found a method that works for me; yours might be different. While it can be beneficial to draw inspiration from other people, do whatever helps you the most, not what other people tell you you should be doing. After coming up with an appropriate structure, make sure you maintain the practice. Â
First place in beginnerâs editorial writing division of journalism competition FAILS #100DOP challenge
Thatâs my attempt at making a headline. Hahahah anyway...
Hey guys! Havenât updated the 100 days of productivity challenge thing I started on this blog. So technically, I failed.
That doesnât mean I havenât been productive, though. Glad to say I actually won first place in a beginnerâs editorial writing competition against around 20 other participants in this inter-school journalism event where there were other divisions. Iâm rearranging my priorities and am figuring out a great many things, but this blog isnât going to be on hiatus. Just inconsistent posting and whatnot. Iâll go again with the challenge (update daily) when I can.
Hope youâre all having a productive days!
10.02-03.17
4-5 of 100 days of productivity
MATHSCI SHADOW ART + ORALCOMM + PERDEVÂ /Â Yesterday, today? Blur. Helped finish a class shadow art project the past few days, and thatâs whatâs occupied me yesterday and most of today.Â
For OralComm, a project for the second quarter was given! Vlog about anything for anyone. Iâm going to be analyzing a movie/show character, or maybe Iâll make a DIY or study tips video.
For PerDev, a special project was given out for those who wanted to boost their grades. Helped out those who I could today!Â
After the painting, I think my mind decided to chill a little. Thus, relatively low productivity. Rest is good. Being passive? Fine, too, if thatâs how one rests. But resting for too long isnât good. Same for being passive.
Thatâs why tomorrow Iâll pick up my pace again. Gotta keep improving. Rest will come in the weekend!
(PS: I actually have been procrastinating studying for a competition on Thursday and getting ready for another one on Saturday, so yeah. I want to pick up my pace so I can do my relatively better best.)
10.01.17
3 of 100 days of productivity
GENMATHÂ / Finished the painting! Decided to let it become quite surreal with the fused mouth thing going on there. Painted most of the day and evening. Made a brief write up about the Golden Ratio before watching American Gods.Â
The subject of the portrait is a Kalinga Igorot (an ethnic group in the Philippines) woman. The painting was inspired by social issues in the Philippines involving the indigenous people, specifically the ones regarding the violation of their ancestral lands, and how Iâve been feeling lately. Also, I used acrylic paints.
Anyway, time to sleep. Heh. I have to break this habit of sleeping really early.Â
09.30.17
2 of 100 days of productivity
GENMATH & RESEARCH1 / Oh man, oh man. Today was tough... It isnât even âtodayâ anymore, hahaha. Started my painting for General Mathematics. Just posting the sketches for now.
I aim to show how the golden ratio can be used in art, particularly for producing a painting with effective composition... Sure hope I achieve it well.
Finished up midterm group paper for Research 1.Â
Itâs actually 1:26AM now and Iâm dying inside.Â
I feel like I couldâve done waaay better today had I managed my time better and actually planned before painting. All I had was a concept and I even thought of just painting something else a couple of times. And I did. Twice. All I got from it was:Â
Next time, focus on what you believe is the rational thing for you to do. Donât give up when it gets tough. If you do, itâll only get tougher.
Ignorance in Astrology
So, in astrology, it is common to find many people doing and saying ignorant things. Astrology is an Aquarian practice, so therefore, it is frequently misunderstood and perhaps ridiculed by others. Iâm going to list a few uneducated arguments and combat it with some information. Hopefully this post can help you challenge what you know and how you currently view astrology.
âI hate this sign! I hate that sign!â This statement is pretty ignorant for several reasons:
Unless you have an interception in this certain sign, you actually have this sign ruling a House somewhere in your natal chart. So technically, youâre hating yourself if you hate a sign.
Most people base their hate on Sun signs. Astrology is much more than just your Sun sign⊠The personâs sun sign may not even be what you hate about the person! This also doesnât really justify people hating signs in other planets either, because hating a sign in any way shows the ignorance you have in accepting the positive and negative qualities a sign can have. At the end of the day, it will always be wrong to incorrectly place bias on something that is inherently neutral.
âI donât relate to my sign at all.â Well, good news for you. You are more than just one sign. You actually have a lot of planets, houses, and aspects that can describe you, even though your Sun sign is still very important.
âAstrology is too general! These descriptions can apply to everyone.â Of course the descriptions you find online are general and can be applicable to everyone. It doesnât make practical sense to make a pinpoint, specific description for you unless you pay an astrologer to do it. The astrological descriptions are catered to everyone, and with that in mind, the descriptions are made to describe a placement purely and accurately. However, you are a mix of descriptions, and itâs up to you to synthesize those descriptions accurately and use astrology to find yourself. Also, the more general descriptions you gather, the more specific your chart will be. How many people in the world do you think would have the same exact number and types of astrological descriptions as you? Astrology is only too general if you donât know how to use it.
âThe horoscopes in the magazine arenât accurate so therefore, astrology isnât accurate.â Do you really think a serious, educated astrologer would write horoscopes for a magazine? For the record, for any horoscope, you use your Rising sign, not your Sun sign. If you want things to be even more accurate, go get a predictive transit reading from an astrologer.
âAstrology is tied to the occult! Itâs evil and demonic!â The occult is technically defined to be something supernatural or magical. There is nothing magical or supernatural about astrology, for the basis of it is to observe peopleâs everyday, normal behavior to see how it correlates with their birth charts. There is nothing evil about observing someoneâs behavior, and trying to make sense of it. There are many sciences that actually do this.
âI donât believe in astrology because of my religion.â Astrology, first of all, is something you donât believe in. Astrology is something you observe with. You donât believe in astrology, you work and observe with astrology. You donât need to observe something to believe in it. It is entirely possible to believe in a certain religion and practice astrology at the same time.
âThereâs thirteen signs instead of twelve signs.â No, there isnât thirteen signs. Ophiuchus is not a sign. The astrology that everybody knows of, tropical astrology uses astrology based off the seasons, and not the constellations. Therefore, Ophiuchus is not a sign. There are twelve signs for many symbolic reasons, and it would make no sense to add an extra sign. Which planet would Ophiuchus would rule? What kind of expressions would Ophiuchus have? How would Ophiuchus connect to the other signs?
âAstrology has been disproven by science, so therefore, it is not true.â There are many things science isnât able to prove. Science is a constantly changing and dynamic subject. There are so many things we as humans do not know. It is completely arrogant to say something isnât true because your way of understanding the world (which is essentially science) isnât able to prove the workings of astrology. Scientists who have âdisprovenâ astrology, do not know astrology themselves. It is impossible to disprove something you donât know. Astrology does not have to be invalidated by science. We canât just properly invalidate something we donât fully understand.
âAstrology canât predict my future.â Astrology was never meant to predict the future. Astrology is not an occult subject, so therefore, it doesnât deal with supernatural subjects unless someone ties it into their own occult practices. Astrology as a subject has never claimed to predict the future, but to only point to several possibilities instead of an infinity. Astrology never promises a single, specific answer. Thereâs no way to get a specific answer when we tie in circumstances and time. Life is too dynamic to predict the future and when people start to panic and become fatalistic about their futures, they really forget the beauty of unpredictability.
â12 signs canât define 7+ billion people.â The problem with this statement is that astrology defines people not with âjust 12 signsâ but with planets, aspects, signs, rulerships, and so much more. All of this is located in your natal chart. It is an assumption to think that astrology would generalize the world population to just 12 âpersonality types.â The signs arenât even âpersonality typesâ to begin with, they are expressions, which can be applied to other planets, which will then give you a better picture of who you are. By the way, there are more combinations of natal charts than people currently living in the world right now. Thereâs actually 9,039,935,178,448 combinations if you leave out a bunch of variables. You can find the calculations here.
âAstrology is an outdated practice, so therefore, itâs not accurate.â Astrology was started by the Babylonians. The Greeks and Romans, ancient civilizations that people constantly look up to even today, practiced astrology. Science was also heavily used by the Greeks and Romans, which was a long time ago, so shouldnât science be invalidated also with the logic of that argument?
âIsnât astrology always going to be biased because humans are biased?â Humans are indeed biased, but astrology is inherently neutral. Astrology is only as good as the astrologer, because at the end of the day, the quality of astrology depends on those who practice it. Thatâs why it is essential to open your mind and gather your thoughts from other people to get a better picture. It is so important to not base astrological facts on your own experiences, but to take into account of other peopleâs. Humans, due to their unique natal charts will be biased, but this does not mean that being ultimately close-minded is the end result.
Of course, these are not all of the statements that can be argued against astrology. There are many more arguments, and you are completely welcome to add to this post.
09.30.17
Study Idea No. 1
Observe someone with the use of astrology.
09.29.17Â
1 of 100 days of productivityÂ
PEH / An assignment on the history of aerobics. Took me a while to get aerobic's history neatly on some paper since my mind's always been a messy place, but hey it's done!Â
Turns out post-WW2 tech and comforts got Americans into sedentary lifestyles. Was a big factor in the rise to fame of Dr. Cooper's book "Aerobics" (1968).
An introduction
You know that feeling that you want to get things done, but everythingâs just floating in your mind? No organisation, no coherence.Â
Well, Iâve been experiencing that for a while. My headâs been bursting at the seems with ideas, concepts, questions, and plans that Iâve been wanting to pursue for a while now. I saw that tumblr had this big community of the curious and the studious, so I decided to join in.
This studyblr is how Iâm going to deal with pursuing all of my studies. Whatâs different here is that my studies arenât limited to my formal education.
â THE BASICS
- Mer - 17-years-young - First year senior high school - Humanities and Social Sciences - ENFP-T
â LIFESTYLE
- Explorer - Author - Artist
â ACADEMICS
- Here are all the subjects Iâm taking this semester: â Earth and Life Science â General Mathematics â Language Arts â Oral Communication â Personal Development â Physical Education and Health â Politics and Governance
â PERSONAL STUDIES
- There will be a lot of subtopics and anomalous topics, but these are my current focuses: â The Golden Ratio in relation to beauty, its significance â Becoming an editorial genius â The art of public speaking â The art of human relations
â SOME INSPIRATIONSÂ
@aavillainess @obsidianstudy @studypetalsâ @studyreliefâ @studyneuronsâ @emmastudiesâ @libraeryâ @eintseinâ @dungeonstudyâ @aescademicâ @studylustreâ @getshitdonetbhâÂ
An explanatory note
Mercurialstudies is a personal blog that will be filled with notes. Yes, notes. This is where my brain-dumps and brainchildren will go!
This blog will comprise perhaps too many notes on a plethora of topics. The topics will generally be some of those tackled in each syllabus of the classes Iâm taking, and those Iâm interested in.Â
Just so you know the loose limitations of my notes, Iâll tell you a little bit about me. Iâm a seventeen-year-young old soul who loves to solve math equations and loves to write. This doesnât necessarily mean numbers and words love me back, though. This blog will be a means to improving my communication skills while I try share things with you!
I love to learn, love to share, and thatâs ultimately what lead me to make this blog.
One can consider mercurialstudies a studyblr that goes beyond the studies that school brings, so I guess Iâll be making an in-depth introductory post soon.
For now, thisâll be it. #
Dis is my cat Snoddas chomping on about on a sunflower in the sunset
09.30.18
Study Idea No. 2
What are the effects of consuming sunflower seeds on animals, specifically cats?Â