not without you

will you go somewhere with me?

[meretbannerman]

rae. 20s. bisexual. formerly known as @ice-sculptures

lover of bad television and non-canon gay ships. tracking #tuserrae.

here you will find:

tv: 9-1-1, yellowjackets, heated rivalry, etc.

other: ladies in pop music, fashion, photography, books, hockey, and a lot of personal spiraling. please feel free to send me your tv/book/music recs!

additional info:

this is not a fandom blog, this is my public diary! i talk about my shows & interests from time to time, but i don't gif or write fic/meta anymore — please don’t follow me for any real fan content.

i'm a very firm believer in the concepts of agree to disagree & to each their own. unless it pertains to fandom racism or bigotry, nothing i say re. my opinions is ever a dig at anyone who believes differently. even if we don’t see eye to eye about something, i'm always down for a good faith discussion about anything!

i love getting to know people, but i'm also chronically ill and always tired. if i don't reply to your message or ask, please know that it's never personal!

if i liked your gifset but didn't reblog it, it's probably in my (really long) queue!

sideblogs: ↳ @wellcollapse: 9-1-1 on ABC (inactive) ↳ @cellebrini: ice hockey ↳ @byersbros: stranger things

links: ao3 | storygraph | letterboxd | twitter | bluesky

[chimugukuru]

Thank you to THE @kidovna for the gorgeous art of my kiddo Ushi!

She captured Ushi's very essence and was so awesome to collaborate with! I can't say enough good things about the experience and their art in general (seriously, if you haven't seen her work, go check it out!).

Image description in ALT and under the cut.

A young Uchinaanchu (indigenous Okinawan) woman stands in front of a light green background. Her hair is shoulder length, brown-black, and wavy-curly. She is wearing large clear plastic square-framed glasses showcasing her dark brown eyes. She has a serene smile on her face. Her light-medium skin has a slight yellow undertone. She wears a warm yellow sweater with a red crew neck collar, turquoise cuffs, a two strips across the torso. One is narrow and the same red as the collar, and the other is wide and the same turquoise as the cuffs. Her cutoff, Bermuda-length jean shorts are held up by a dark blue belt with red hatching symbols common in Ryukyu textiles. Her crew length socks have turquoise and white stripes, and she is wearing high-top converse-like shoes. End description.

[meatdiaz]

finding people who subscribe to the same headcanons as you is as close as we can get to god tbh

[meretbannerman]

guys i think tumblr is maybe a little too self deprecating as a whole. Can we please fix the vibe

[meretbannerman]

much love to my self hating mutuals i am just like you but i would like to like myself a little more and i want the same for all of you. it’s not easy at all but i think maybe we can fix it if we try hard enough. Can we please try. if not for yourselves then for me

[meretbannerman]

guys i think tumblr is maybe a little too self deprecating as a whole. Can we please fix the vibe

[meretbannerman]

actually I’m not attracted to anyone anymore #MyNothing

[meretbannerman]

i have news everyone. i am no longer bisexual. i am Nothingsexual and also Nothingromantic

[weltenwellen]

Carol Rifka Brunt, Tell the Wolves I’m Home

[3liza]

do you live in seattle (the american city)?

yes

no

Remaining time: 4 days 13 hours

please reblog to get this poll out of my bubble, i want reach

[3liza]

so ive been meaning to do this poll for a while because my hypothesis is that seattle is the most Tumblr city, likely in the entire world. tumblr has a huge american majority userbase obviously, but just for comparison going forward, only 0.22% of the american population lives in seattle. as of this reblog, this poll is showing 4% of respondents are seattleites. given, this isnt scientific at all, because my blog just has a lot of seattle connections and seattle followers, but it's still an impressive bias

[meretbannerman]

every time i go to the city i’m always reminded of how wonderful it is and how much i love it…it’s so diverse and so beautiful and so rich with culture and history and the food is fantastic and the architecture is so cool and i’m just so glad that it exists 💜

[meretbannerman]

ummmm to be known is to be loved. Like genuinely 🥹

[ravenclairee]

HEATED RIVALRY — 1.04 "Rose"

[crabussy]

some of you are my very favourite followers and you don't even know it #myspecialsecretfavouritefollowers

[tall]

[capacity2]

I’m literally always saying this. U have to kill yourself to just look like some guy in a shirt

[probuccalfat]

being fat and feeling fat are not the same things at all. they’re totally different. you can be fat and not feel fat, you can be thin and feel fat because being fat is not a moral failing or virtue like it’s a physical characteristic but feeling fat is really internalized feelings of shame and perfectionism and fatphobia like it’s patriarchy and capitalism at work. ask yourself what you really mean when you say you “feel fat” and you’ll realize you’re using fat as a replacement for “bad about myself” or “worthless and ugly” or “judged” and associating real awful and difficult feelings with weight but that’s not where they’re coming from.

[meretbannerman]

it's very hard to build a wardrobe full of staples when your size keeps fluctuating so often

[meretbannerman]

wait i think investing in a good few belts might change my life

[capacity2]

There really is a game people are playing and I don’t know I just I just don’t know how to participate