H A D A L Y

'94 | she/her | just a bimbo trying to be smart | this is my place to write about things

[metagynoid]

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Please, minors, do not interact with my thirsthy/NSFW/attention seeking posts. I'm glad to be your cool auntie for everything else.

Hi <3 I'm Hadaly. I was born in 1994 (so retro). Trans woman. Non binary. White. Bi/grey. Socialist. If you want to know more…

▷ Anti-colonial, anti-zionism, anti-racism, anti-TERF, anti-ableism… You know, all the good antis.

▷ Trans woman as a political identity because I fall entirely in that social position and understand completely that experience, but individually, I know I'm something else.

▷ European and Spanish, but from part of its African region (Canary Islands), near to the coast of West Sahara, and deeply historically related with South America. So for black and brown native Africans I'm white 100% but towards South Americans I'm a ton more privileged half-fake whitetina, and for USA/Canada Americans I guess I'm too much ethnic for being in their concept of white, racism and colorism seems like such a mindfuck there. But let me clarify: I don't believe you're racialized being white but having certain genes that you know thanks to a DNA test you bought through internet. That "I'm 2% Romani! I can use the g-word!" kind of discourse is so cringe. Socialization is above DNA almost all the time.

▷ I'm fat and tall, like really tall, so fatphobia have been and will be always a thing in my life, even when I got/get "thin" (for my perspective and fat people perspective, but not society, because being big and a woman it's enough for the system to ostracize you).

▷ Communist in big scale, anarcho-socialist in small scale. Sometimes I'm a traitor bc I can fall for consumerism or materialism, but every creature has their contradictions.

▷ Feminist, of course (we need to proclaim this word). Completely against bioessentialism, so when I use AFAB/AMAB terms are because social coordinates, not because innate sex privileges/oppresions. Ah, and misandry doesn't exist as an oppressive system or whatever, I can accept it as a term just for trauma response of some people to misogyny (like androphobia).

▷ Have a university degree in audiovisual communications and had the big opportunity of specializing in scriptwriting and production, but I've always loved postproduction. Trying to get into the academia, just to make it accessible for everyone.

▷ I'm partially anti-AI. LLM's and even real AI can be a positive thing for humanity, and it has been good already with certain uses, like analytical LLM for science, but under capitalism, the mainstream genAI is just another step further to tech-feudalism fascism. Must be notted that is a deep topic, so this is a really superficial summarize of my thoughts.

▷ My dreamed utopia is a socialist ecotranshumanist society.

+ I'm really into: cinema, videogames, books, plastic and performace arts, astrophysics, esoterism, health self-care, nature, technology…

[neonfretra]

do you want to play dead bodies with me

[machinot]

I would take a job pushing the Sisyphus rock if it paid 20 an hour and I could wear my headphones

[metagynoid]

u know, just imagine Sisyphus smiling

[hotvampireadjacent]

Me in grade school: people don’t like Malcom x bc he was more aggressive in taking down racism . I guess. (He barely gets a passing mention in the history books I read In school)

Me as an adult who actually read his writing: ok so they just don’t like him bc he was correct. Placing the blame where it belonged and they don’t like that he didn’t politely ask for people to stop being racist. They hate that he fought for his rights.

[creatingblackcharacters]

I hope I don't ever have to hear "racism is an American thing" and "there's less racism in Europe" ever again 😭 the fact that it wasn't enough that people just had regular experiences with racism to be believable, it took seeing literal white supremacist riots?? Okay. No more "they're European so their politics-" are the og source of racism, yes. 👍🏾

[shiveringsoldier]

The person who tweeted “y’all can’t even boycott Chick-fil-A” was right then and continues to be proven right now

[soup-mother]

Every demographic of marginalised men on the planet expects the women they share a marginalisation with to simply shut up and tolerate the abuse they face from said men in the name of "not dividing the community". And yet every single time this comes up you get people batting as hard as they can for the supposedly liberatory right of men to tell women to shut up and telling you that you're only talking about it because they're [marginalisation you also experience]

[mousidy]

if you lose interest in a trans woman when you find out she has a vagina then die

[mousidy]

we're not sex toys we're people 👍

[mousidy]

oh noooo you can't fit her into the "tranny shemale futanari dickgirl" sexual archetype OR the "pure, Natural cis woman crafted by god" sexual archetype? you have to respect her as a person rather than as a sex object? fuuuuck that must be really hard for you I'm sorry

[mousidy]

it's funny that both trans and cis women alike are reduced to our genitals, but with trans women it's especially extreme. transness is thought of as infinitely worse than cisness in every way, so why would you ever desire a trans woman if not to play with her one unique feature? and if she doesn't, or can't, put out, what's the point of her? what value does she even have? she's just a sex toy, you can just throw her out

[mousidy]

[mousidy]

Sorry but I’m exclusively attracted to afab people. I wasn’t sent to conversion therapy twice as a teenager only to have people on the internet guilt me into trying to like people assigned male just like the Mormon counselors wanted. I will always advocate for trans rights but this kind of rhetoric will only hurt you. You cannot guilt or coerce people into sleeping with you or rather, you can, but you should’t.

I've been wanting to unpack this particular terf argument for a while but I'm not even sure what I wrote that you could be responding to here. yes it's bioessentialist to see trans women as our assigned sex before what we actually are, but that fact alone does not obligate you to sleep with anyone

it would be fatphobic to announce that you don't want to sleep with fat women, and someone simply calling that out alone would not constitute pressuring you to sleep with anyone you didn't want to

it's not carte blanche to announce all the minorities you don't want to sleep with and aren't attracted to

[mousidy]

also I promise you there are quite a lot of trans men who do not want to be told how attracted to their "afabness" you are. your obsession with people's government sex assignments is gross. spare us your essentialism and just don't fuck people you don't want to fuck it's that simple

[mousidy]

the fact that some trans men call themselves lesbians is not a blank check for you to reduce them all to their agabs. it's disgusting. stop

[metagynoid]

and also, there is AFAB people with penises, and AMAB people with vaginas/vulvas, both of them functioning, and some even since they were born (trans intersex people exists)! categorizing your sexual orientation by people assigned sex at birth it's completely absurd, pure bioessentialism, and that Mormon counselors would agree with you on that too. you don't support trans rights, you just support what is convenient for you so you don't have to double fact check your biased priveleged discourse while using your trauma to ease your conscience

[gardengnosticator]

““Let us free Ireland,” says the patriot who won’t touch Socialism. Let us all join together and crush the brutal Saxon. Let us all join together, says he, all classes and creeds. And, says the town worker, after we have crushed the Saxon and freed Ireland, what will we do? Oh, then you can go back to your slums, same as before. Whoop it up for liberty! And, says the agricultural workers, after we have freed Ireland, what then? Oh, then you can go scraping around for the landlord’s rent or the money-lenders’ interest same as before. Whoop it up for liberty! After Ireland is free, says the patriot who won’t touch socialism, we will protect all classes, and if you won’t pay your rent you will be evicted same as now. But the evicting party, under command of the sheriff, will wear green uniforms and the Harp without the Crown, and the warrant turning you out on the roadside will be stamped with the arms of the Irish Republic. Now, isn’t that worth fighting for? And when you cannot find employment, and, giving up the struggle of life in despair, enter the poorhouse, the band of the nearest regiment of the Irish army will escort you to the poorhouse door to the tune of St. Patrick’s Day. Oh! It will be nice to live in those days! “With the Green Flag floating o’er us” and an ever-increasing army of unemployed workers walking about under the Green Flag, wishing they had something to eat. Same as now! Whoop it up for liberty!”

— James Connolly, Let Us Free Ireland! (1899)

[drumlincountry]

[lostverdania-moving]

“If you remove the English army to-morrow and hoist the green flag over Dublin Castle, unless you set about the organisation of the Socialist Republic your efforts would be in vain. England would still rule you. She would rule you through her capitalists, through her landlords, through her financiers, through the whole array of commercial and individualist institutions she has planted in this country and watered with the tears of our mothers and the blood of our martyrs.”

— James Connolly, Socialism and Nationalism (1897)

[yossyislandd]

racism literally bleeds through the cracks of everything and if you dare to even barely point it out everyone will kill you

[yossyislandd]

racism runs so deeply in people that if you call it out you are calling out them, and instead of sitting down and examining their own racism they lash out at you for being sooo meansies to them. you don't even have to be talking about anyone's racist behavior in particular because it makes racists so uncomfortable they will come forward themselves and act like you're targeting them specifically. it's okay when they do it because they're doing it in the correct way, in the nice way! they don't mean it like that. in fact they're actually being progressive. you're the cruel one for acting like their racist behavior is racist. you're the problem if you're bothered by their comfort racism. you're the bitchy colored person who makes eeeverything about racism when it so clearly isn't. i'm fucking sick of this.

[tamamoland-of-destinys-demise]

trans men actually have a lot of visibility you just gotta look into any issue affecting exclusively or primarily trans women and you'll see that people loooove platforming trans men when it's at the expense of trans women which to be fair does seem to be their preference a lot of the time but it's fucking surreal and bizarre, like

court decision defending specifically transfems being excluded from from playing on women's teams? no transfems interviewed but here's some trans men we interviewed one of whom just wants to push his new book

panel on the transfem experience? no transfems speaking on it but here's three trans men larping as experts one of whom is just detailing his fetishistic fantasies about them with open contempt for transfem lesbians in particular

in the face of all the backlash against letting trans women play sports with other women, here's a story about a women's team letting a trans athlete on the team! no, trans women still can't play with other women, this is a trans man and we interviewed him while we and he and everyone else pretended it was a progressive cultural victory

[closet-keys]

block this zionist I found spreading genocidal misinformation & encouraging people to mark one of my friends as a scammer. I'm really tired of this shit.

People in Gaza coordinate with family, friends, and trustworthy allies outside of Gaza to set up GoFundMe campaigns. The campaign host then directly transfer the money to their bank accounts. This is an established thing. My wife does this for Mahrah's family.

GoFundMe is not even the preferred fundraising platform of Palestinians and it routinely discriminates against them, deleting their campaigns over nothing. The reason many feel compelled to use this platform anyway is because people in the global north trust it more than other platforms, so it is worth the effort and risk of all of this to get more donations.

This constant suspicion of everything Palestinians do is the reason they are using GoFundMe in the first place, and then these zionist assholes will foster suspicion about that too. enough. block these people.

This is the kind of behavior that gets people's accounts deleted repeatedly. This behavior costs people precious time and resources they do not have while they are literally dying of malnutrition and untreated injuries and illnesses. Do you understand that when someone in Gaza has to remake their account, that delays getting things like pain relief? People who spread this kind of propaganda are directly torturing people.

[mousidy]

if you lose interest in a trans woman when you find out she has a vagina then die

[analogdelight]

i think you should have to come out as cis or straight. stop assuming it's the default and everything else is a deviation.

[analogdelight]

you can reblog this btw. make cis people feel uncomfortable about assuming they are "normal" and we are "other". make straight people feel uncomfortable assuming they are "regular" and we are "deviant".

[modwyr]

the problem with liking video games is that the gaming industry is genuinely so evil and needs to be wiped out

[biohorror-human]

ive become the friend that's too woke after saying it's weird that anomaly games are experiencing a cross-breeding with border control games without addressing the fascist politics being critiqued by the border control games so we end up with stuff like "animal hospital", a game where you work in a hospital, and have to take patients, but some of the patients that come in seeking aid are actually eldritch monsters, pretending to be patients so they can prey on the weak and vulnerable.

and isnt that just so fucking topical. "yeah there's an evil other that preys on the vulnerable. and they look and act exactly like everyone else until you inspect them closely on a camera and the true nature of the monster is revealed. and even though they attack people on the street all you have to do is refuse them service and they leave on their own" just let me call ICE on them at that point

[biohorror-human]

if your BORDER PATROL GAME is so moderately political that youtubers can play it and the only thing they come out with is "WOAGH!!!! border patrol game but with WAIFUS!!!!" you gotta get shot im not even joking someone has to killy ou

[khbsd]

and this isnt even mentioning the ableism present in "oh your face or skin looks different than *normal*" or "hmmm your proportions are off and therefore BAD"

like people who are accident victims exist! people with different phenotypes and syndromes exist!! hyper policing other peoples bodies to sort them into inherently bad and corrupted and good and pure is real fucking weird and fascist!!!!!!

[mira-mazing]

The modern Border Patrol Game is a disgrace to the legacy of the game they're all based on. Papers, Please.

[biohorror-human]

theres a lot of "papers, please" worship happening in the notes so im gonna take this time to tell everyone that papers, please is not anti fascist at all. it's "anti authoritarian" and takes place in a fantasy eastern-european country with soviet aesthetics and your character lives in a socialist housing bloc and this is positioned as a bad and oppressive thing.

as i mentioned in my original post, the problem with the cross-pollination between anomaly games and border patrol games (but even border patrol games on their own) is that they refuse to critique the fascism. Papers, Please is equally guilty of this, but at least it tried to take a political stance, even if that stance just ended up being liberalism.