This Is Me Trying

INTJ | 22 | Economics | bpd

[thehopefulquotes]

“And I can’t be running back and forth forever between grief and high delight.”

— J.D. Salinger, Franny and Zooey

[linguistness]

Le futur proche & le futur simple

1. Le futur proche

-> for immediate or certain actions

je vais

tu vas

il/elle/on va + verbe infinitif

nous allons

vous allez

ils/elles vont

Examples:

Je vais aller en France.

Je ne vais pas aller en France.

Tu vas manger ce croissant.

Tu ne vas pas manger ce croissant.

Vous allez écouter attentivement.

Vous n'allez pas écouter attentivement.

Examples of "verbes pronominaux":

Je vais me doucher en 5 minutes.

Le soir, ils vont se coucher vers 22 heures.

Vous allez vous coiffer tous les jours.

2. Le futur simple

-> for hypothetical actions in the near or far future; predictions, dreams, promises, weather forecasts; after "quand", "lorsque", and "dès que"

je + ai

tu + as

il/elle + verbe infinitif + a

nous + ons

vous + ez

ils/elles + ont

Some irregular verbs:

être (serai, seras, sera, serons, serez, seront)

avoir (aurai, auras, aura, aurons, aurez, auront)

faire (ferai, feras, fera, ferons, ferez, feront)

voir (verrai, verras, verra, verrons, verrez, verront)

aller (irai, iras, ira, irons, irez, iront)

Examples:

J'irai en France.

Je n'irai pas en France.

Tu mangeras ce croissant.

Tu ne mangeras pas ce croissant.

Vous écouterez attentivement.

Vous n'écouterez pas attentivement.

Examples of "verbes pronominaux":

Je me doucherai en 5 minutes.

Le soir, ils se coucheront vers 22 heures.

Vous vous coifferez tous les jours.

[fuzzznstuffingthatcomesout]

I feel like a bad partner because of my bpd. My episodes are exhausting. I'm exhausting. I can't help I'm broken, but I can help my behavior. I'm so sorry. I know I apologize too much. I'm sorry you have to walk on eggshells. I feel guilt, knowing that a different partner could be easier for you. I feel guilt knowing practically no one will put up with me. Why do you?

[bigsmallworld]

People say they need to watch Anatomy of a Fall again cause the first time they got distracted by the hot french lawyer when then again I want to watch it again so I will be distracted by the hot french lawyer in question.

[charlesoberonn]

And possibly the most important one that explains the rest

Happy July 5th

[bob-belcher]

ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND 2004 dir. Michel Gondry

[cassie-lmao]

"if you are fully aware of yourself, why do you keep acting like that?" babe slapping self awareness on top of bpd only grants the ability to watch yourself self-destruct straight from the vip section thats all it does literally

[borderline-culture-is]

BPD CULTURE IS wishing that non-bpd people would understand how 90% of what people consider to be "manipulative behavior" from us is literally just.. us expressing emotions. Me expressing how I feel guilty for being so draining and apologizing for how I behave on bad days (ex: ghosting, or meltdowns) is not so I can win your affection or pity, it's literally just so I can explain how I feel in a way that you can understand me better..

It gets so tiring when everytime I try to express my own guilt and shame about my disorder I get accused of "guilt tripping" "manipulating" or "being attention seeking" instead of actually being recognized for how I feel.

Like, c'mon guys.. I'm a person too.. I'm allowed to be sad and feel lonely and feel guilty and I should deserve the same comfort/to be heard as much as someone without BPD 🥲

.

[mfdeluna]

Después de las fiestas -Julio Cortázar

Y cuando todo el mundo se iba

y nos quedábamos los dos

entre vasos vacíos y ceniceros sucios, 

.

qué hermoso era saber que estabas

ahí como un remanso,

sola conmigo al borde de la noche,

y que durabas, eras más que el tiempo,

.

eras la que no se iba

porque una misma almohada

y una misma tibieza

iba a llamarnos otra vez

a despertar al nuevo día,

juntos, riendo, despeinados.

[mfdeluna]

Paso mucho tiempo mirando mis venas

Creo saber porque lo hago

Paso mucho tiempo mirando mis venas

Porque me prometen qué hay salida

Me prometen que tengo la decisión de detenerla

De detener esta vida que hace que pase mucho tiempo mirando mis venas.

[clownboybebop]

me: to really understand Frankenstein, we have to take into account that Mary Shelley was surrounded by creative men who really didn’t take her seriously, so in addition to sci-fi horror, it can also be read as an exploration of female creative frustration and-

The burglar that broke into my house: bodily autonomy?

me: exactly. Now,

[mfdeluna]

I sometimes feel bad for all the people that have met me. Please excuse me for being myself, I haven’t done it yet.

[mfdeluna]

College makes me unhappy often, it sometimes gets to the point where I forget why I am doing what I am doing. However, I have our movements in mind every day, I wake up in the early morning and study knowing that some day I will have the power to make greater things and that this is just the beginning of my own revolution.

[mfdeluna]

[wilhelm--fink]

Friday: Mexican government puts a 9.8ft barrier around National Palace and other buildings to “protect” them ahead of a planned march to mark International Women’s Day

Saturday: Women turn it into a memorial in honor of the almost thousand women who are murdered every year in Mexico just for being women

[mfdeluna]

I want to live without existing,

I don’t want anyone to remember me.

Maybe then I would not care this much of what others think of me.

Maybe then I would be able to live a littler happier.

[mfdeluna]

I am a bit sad because mandarin season is almost over in Mexico City, but I also wonder what would happen if they were here all year long, would I still love them?

Hm, the answer is yes, I would love them anyway. They would still be themselves.