michiko | 19 | she/her | welcome to my digital archive | my fav artists: slipknot, korn, limp bizkit, metallica, system of a down, deftones, mokyo, guns n roses, motley crue, pearl jam, nirvana | i like to write, i'm learning to play guitar and sometimes i draw
i wanted to make a small introduction for my vlog, and how things will work around here, also, i'd like to specify some things about my writing, so here there are...
Requests: Will always be open! Though, at some points, I will take breaks from answering, especially when I have a very full schedule, which happens a lot. But feel free to leave a request anytime anyday, I will find time to do them asap.
What I'II Be Willing To Write: Fluff, Smuts, Angst, anything in general. I also can do moodboards if requested.
What I'II Reject: Anything that I'm either uncomfortable with or do not understand well, I apologize in advance for this limitation.
Not On The List: If your desired rockstar isn't on the list, don't worry, just send me the request and l'll see if I can manage!
Also: I would like to clarify that english is not my first language, and it's very likely you'll find some mistakes, if this happens please let me know so I can correct it.
who i will mainly write about...?
limp bizkit
- wes borland
- fred durst
- sam rivers
type o negative
- josh silver
- peter steele
korn
- brian 'head' welch
- jon davis
- munky
- david silveria
system of a down
- serj tankian
- daron makakian
deftones
- chino moreno
- abe cunningham
slipknot
- mick thomson
- joey jordison
- sid wilson
- corey taylor
jackass
- johnny knoxville
- bam margera
- steve-o
metallica
- james hetfield
- kirk hammett
- jason newsted
Thank you in advance for stopping and taking the time to read this, feel free to point anything you think is missing in here or if you have any questions <3
Can you write something about Kenny hickey? Heās so underrated, thanks!!
A/N: I'm not a huge fan of Kenny, and don't really know him that well, but I hope you enjoyed this small blurb ^_^
Kenny, who isn't the best at communicating his feelings, but wants to make sure you are loved. He's never been great at saying how he feels, not out loud, anyway. Words get stuck in his throat, especially when it comes to love. But youāve never had to question how much he cares. He shows it in other ways: writing songs that he never names, but plays when youāre around. Leaving little things for you to find; your favorite drink in the fridge after a long day, a handwritten lyric tucked in your bag, a guitar pick with your name scratched into the back. Sometimes, heāll just hand you a cassette and say, āListen to track four,ā without explaining anything else. And track four? Itās always about you.
A/N: I don't even know if I have any Jackass's fan followers, but I love my boy PJ, so this is why it's here.
Aā Aftercare
Surprisingly soft. He'll wipe you down gently, hold you close, and whisper the kindest things in that soothing southern drawl. Aftercare is important to him, not just physically, but emotionally, and whether it was rough or slow, he makes sure you feel safe, satisfied, and loved. Likes to cuddle you close, rub your back, kiss your temple. Bonus if you're wearing one of his shirts afterward.
Bā Body Part
On himself? His arms. He likes how strong they look wrapped around you, how you cling to them, dig your nails into them.
On you? Your hips and waist, especially if they're smaller than his hands. He gets off on gripping you there, holding you down, guiding your movements, watching the way your body reacts to him. There's a primal kind of satisfaction in seeing his big hands on your body.
Cā Cum
He prefers cumming inside. Something about the idea of claiming you, watching you take all of him, makes him go feral. But he's not careless, if you're not into it or not on birth control, he'll go for your chest or stomach. Either way, he likes watching his cum on you. Condoms? Rarely, he hates the feel, and he's careful enough not to need them. Either way, he loves watching the mess after.
Dā Dirty Secret
He loves being babied. Especially after a tough day or a brutal stunt. Having you run your fingers through his hair, kiss his bruises, spoil him a little, it makes him melt. He won't outright ask for it, but when you offer it, he leans hard into it.
Eā Experience
Very experienced. He's been around, and he's confident in what he does. That said, he's also incredibly attentive; he listens, he watches, and he adapts. He doesn't just want you to cum, he wants to learn how you like it best. And always, always wants to make sure you finish before he even thinks about himself.
Fā Favorite Position
I think this one is obvious, but I'll say it anyway; cowgirl, think it fits him. He has no problem and rather enjoys seeing you on top; seeing your every expression, your titties bouncing on your chest, holding you down by your hips as he spills inside you. Though, sometimes it gets to him being a little bit more dominant and Likes to be on top, some rough missionary after a long day really helps him to release some stress.
He would try other positions once in a while, just to experiment a bit. Maybe doggy, reverse cowgirl, lotus, or others more adventurous. But most of the time he enjoys seeing your face, and having you pressed against him.
Gā Goofy
Not really. For all his on-screen antics, he's incredibly focused during sex. He might tease you a little, maybe say something cheeky in that slow drawl, but he's never unserious when it counts. When he's with you like that, it's all real. He might crack a joke after the first round, but during? He's all in.
Hā Hair
Keeps himself trimmed but not bare. He's not obsessed with grooming, just neat enough to keep things pleasant. On you? Whatever you prefer. Totally natural, completely bare, doesn't care how you groom yourself, as long as he's between your legs. Also, he thinks confidence is hotter than anything.
Iā Intimacy
He's a closet romantic. Rough and wild sex is fun, but when he wants to show you how much he loves you, he takes his time. He'll look you in the eyes, call you "pretty girl" or "sweetheart" in that deep Southern drawl, and run his hands over your body like he's memorizing every part. He may not say "I love you" a lot, but he sure does know how to show it.
Jā Jack Off
He'll do it when you're away, especially if you've sent him something to think about. But honestly? Sometimes he'll record voice notes of himself when he's worked up just to send to you.
He prefers the real thing, your hands, your mouth, your pussy. When he does touch himself, it's usually with thoughts of your moans, your face under him, the feel of your thighs squeezing his head.
Kā Kink
Praise kink, he lives for it, both giving and receiving. Size kink, particularly when he sees his cock bulging in your tummy. Exhibitionism, the risk of getting caught excites him. Light bondage, especially if he's holding your wrists above your head. Oral fixation, loves when you use your mouth on him. Some others are jealousy sex, breeding, marking,
Low-key into the idea of recording you, just so he can listen to the sounds you make for him.
Lā Location
Anywhere with a locked door. A tour bus, a dressing room, a hotel balcony, he's game basically everywhere. He lives for the thrill of almost getting caught but never risks making you uncomfortable. His favorite, though, will always be your bed, at home, where he can fully take his time with you.
Mā Motivation
You. Always you. Seeing you in his clothes. The way you laugh. The way you move. Sometimes it's even how you talk. Sometimes it's just how you look at him. You brushing against him by accident. You saying his name in a certain tone. You walking around like you don't know how hot you are.
He's especially weak when you're touchy. He's not hard to rile up, especially if he hasn't had you in a while. To make it simple, he has a short fuse when it comes to you.
Nā No's
Anything that feels impersonal or degrading in a way that actually hurts. Nothing degrading. Nothing non-consensual. He has limits and respects yours even more. He doesn't like feeling like he's hurting you in any way. And he hates the idea of you ever feeling unsafe with him.
Some things he is not into are humiliation, non-con/dub-con, or sharing you.
Oā Oral
Loves giving. He'll spend forever between your legs, it's one of his specialties. He loves going down on you, especially if he can keep eye contact. That smug look when he knows you're close? Tongue flat, nose buried, hands gripping your thighs, yeah, he lives for it.
As for receiving? He loves it when you're enthusiastic, when you want to suck him off, but he'll never ask or expect.
Pā Pace
Varies, mostly depending on his mood. He can go slow and sensual, drawing it out for what feels like hours when you have the time and he wants to savor you. But when he's stressed or jealous? Fast, hard, relentless. He adapts to the mood, but he always knows how to drag it out just long enough to make you beg.
His favorite is a combination; slow, deep thrusts with the occasional sharp snap of his hips that makes you cry out.
Qā Quickies
Down for them if you are, especially on the road or before a stunt. Not every time has to be perfect. Sometimes, it just has to happen.
He'll pin you against the wall, lift your leg, and take you fast and hard, but only if he knows it'll leave you satisfied.
Rā Risks
Johnny Knoxville is risk incarnate. He's done enough wild shit on TV, so trying a toy, a new position, or somewhere semi-public doesn't faze him. He's open to trying anything at least once, as long as there's trust and communication, he respects your boundaries. Sex is supposed to be fun. Exploration is part of that.
Also, loves when you're the one to suggests new things, because then he knows how much you trust him.
Sā Stamina
Surprisingly high. He can go more than once, especially if you're into it. He doesn't finish fast unless he's been really pent up, and even then, he'll make up for it with his mouth or hands. He might need a short break between rounds, but he's more than happy to spend that time kissing, touching, and whispering dirty things in your ear.
Tā Toys
He's curious, doesn't own a ton, but he's open to using them. A vibrator on you while he fucks you? Absolutely. Bondage tape? Yes. A cock ring? Maybe. A strap-on for you to use on him? He might need convincing, but with the right mood and trust, he could be into He likes watching too. Basically, anything that makes it better for you, he's curious about.
Uā Unfair
Sooo unfair. Loves teasing. He'll edge you until you're crying, whispering the filthiest things in your ear as he holds you back. He's especially wicked with his fingers, draws it out, makes you beg, then smirks like the devil himself.
He loves having you begging, but only for a little while before he gives in. He has needs too.
Vā ļ»æļ»æļ»æVocal
I don't think he's too vocal during sex, no moans, except for a random grunt here and there. What he is vocal about is the PRAISING, this man lives for it. If he can make you feel better with a praise, he will. He's big on dirty talk too.
"You takin' my cock so well, sweetie."
"God, you're so pretty, so... So pretty."
"You like that, huh? You like that sweetheart?"
Wā Wild Card
His accent gets at least ten times thicker in bed, especially when he's about to cum.
Xā X-Ray
Thick and a little curved, around 6.5 to 7 inches. Feels way bigger when he's deep inside you. Paired with his stamina and experience? He knows how to use it. He knows what he's working with and uses it well, but doesn't rely on it. His focus is always on how you feel.
Yā Yearning
Very high sex drive, especially if he's been shooting some film or working on stunts. When he's stressed or sore or missing you, he'll want you more. But even on a lazy day, he's happy to go more than once if you are.
If he had it his way, he'd touch you constantly. Doesn't always mean sex, but he loves the intimacy: kissing, grinding, hands under clothes. He's almost always thinking about you in some way.
Zā Zzz
Won't fall asleep right away. He likes to hold you, maybe talk a bit, kiss your shoulder a few times while you drift off. But once you're asleep? He's not far behind. And he'll stay wrapped around you the whole night.
A/N: I'm not one to fulfill requests so quickly, but I had this in my drafts saved for some time, so here it is :)
ā¢ Definitely met at your studio in Brooklyn.
ā¢ He doubted your skills first time he met you, but he recognized he was wrong after his first tattoo with you. And since then, he became a regular at the parlor.
ā¢ He always acted like he didn't care about the pain the first few times you tattooed him, but you caught him white-knuckling the chair more than once. Now he just mutters "fuck" under his breath while you work, and you tease him every time.
ā¢ He kept coming back for more tattoos, always finding excuses to book another session, even when he didn't really need one. He would get early on purpose and then linger a bit more after, his lame excuse being he didn't have anything else to do, always shrugging and acting nonchalant.
ā¢ You obviously noticed, knew he liked you. He wasn't the smoothest, but he was constant. And you knew when to recognize effort.
ā¢ The only problem came when he kept showing up and never asking you out. So once, while stenciling his ribs, you built up the courage and asked him. "You know, if you're gonna keep coming in every week, you could at least take me out."
ā¢ He looked at you, blinked, then gave that tiny smirk you'd come to recognize. "Yeah?" he asked. "You free Friday?" You were.
ā¢ He didn't say much during that first date. Just listened, nodded, eyes on you the whole time. He walked you home afterwards. Kissed you on your doorstep with a hand on your lower back like he'd been waiting forever.
ā¢ From then on, it was official. No grand gestures. No announcements. You were his and he was yours. Simple as that.
ā¢ The first time he watched you get tattooed, he was stunned by how still you sat, didn't even flinch. He didn't say anything, but the look on his face said it all: damn.
ā¢ He always shows up to your studio dressed mostly in black, coffee in hand, with zero design ideas. "Whatever you think looks cool," he says every time, he trusts you more than anyone with his skin.
ā¢ He has a thing for watching you work, especially when you're focused and quiet, your gloves on, your eyes sharp. There's something hypnotizing about how serious you get, how steady your hands are, that makes it impossible for him to look away.
ā¢ Loves tracing your tattoos with his fingers when you're lying together, like he's learning them by touch. He'll follow the lines slowly, over and over, without saying a word.
ā¢ He always offers to pick you up from work late, even if it's past midnight. He never complains, just waits outside smoking, your favorite drink in the cupholder.
ā¢ He's lowkey interested in learning how to tattoo, mostly because it means spending hours with you. He'd gladly let you teach him, even if he's terrible at first. In return, he'd love to teach you how to play keyboards, his hands guiding yours with quiet patience.
ā¢ The first time you asked him to tattoo something on you, he looked at you like you'd lost your mind. "What if I fuck it up?" he said, dead serious. But you talked him into it slowly, gently, and though his hands were shaking the whole time, he did it. Still swears it was the most nerve-wracking moment of his life.
ā¢ His linework was shaky, went too deep in a few spots and too shallow in others, but you loved it anyway. He kept apologizing, swearing he'd ruined your skin, but you just smiled and kissed his forehead. "It's my favorite one," you told him, and you meant it, because it was his.
ā¢ You once faked being in pain while he was tattooing you, just a little wince and a sharp inhale, and he nearly dropped the machine. "Shit, did I hurt you?!" he panicked, pale as a ghost. It took you ten whole minutes to stop laughing, and he still brings it up bitterly. "Not funny," he says. It absolutely was.
ā¢ If you're sketching something new, he always wants to see it, even if it's half-done or messy. "It's good," he'll mumble, tracing the lines with his eyes. "You're good."
ā¢ Gets a little jealous when other clients flirt with you. He acts like he's not, but you catch him hovering around the studio with his arms crossed like your guard dog.
ā¢ He doesn't like being away from you for too long, but he also knows your studio keeps you grounded. So sometimes, you come along for a stretch of the tour other times, he just calls every night, half-asleep in a motel bed with his headphones in.
ā¢ When you do join him on tour, he keeps his hand on your thigh during van rides, or lets you curl up backstage while he does soundcheck. You're his quiet little anchor in all the noise.
ā¢ When you're not there, he stares at the tattoos you gave him. Not just admiring the art, but remembering how it felt to have your hands on him, how careful and confident you were. If he's really missing you, he'll trace the outlines of the tattoos you gave him with his fingers, almost like he's trying to feel your touch through them.
ā¢ Sometimes he falls asleep in the van listening to voicemails you left, or old sound memos of you humming or talking about new designs. Won't admit it to the band, though.
NSFW
ā¢ One time you had a client cancel, and instead of rescheduling, you straddled Josh right in the tattoo chair and told him, "Might as well make use of the time." He definitely made a mess of that chair.
ā¢ He gets really grumbly when you tease him with soft touches under the table or while sketching. "Seriously? Now?" he growls, but he never stops you.
ā¢ You once dared him to stay quiet while you went down on him in your studio's backroom, just to see if he could. He lasted thirty seconds.
ā¢ Loves when you leave bite marks or nail scratches on him, he'll tug down his shirt collar just enough for people to see. "What?" he'll say, smirking. "Got in a fight with my girl. I lost."
ā¢ He's secretly obsessed with the way you look in your work apron and gloves. It shouldn't be sexy, but it is. So sometimes he'll come by after hours and ask, "You still takin' walk-ins?"
ā¢ Loves going down on you. Genuinely. He'll take his time with it too, hands wrapped around your thighs, eyes half-lidded, like he could spend hours between your legs and still not be satisfied.
ā¢ Sex is slow and intense with him. He's not particularly vocal, but you can feel every groan rumble through his chest when he's buried inside you. And when he does say something, it's low, raspy, and filthy.
ā¢ Has a thing for your hands, especially when they're ink-stained from work. He loves watching them roam over his body, scratch at his chest, tug at his hair. There's something about your fingers gripping him that drives him wild.
ā¢ Mutual masturbation happens more than you'd expect. He finds it hot when you're both just watching each other come undone, stretched out side by side, no pressure, just raw, honest desire.
ā¢ Aftercare king in his own quiet way. He won't say much, but he'll clean you up, kiss your shoulders, light you a cigarette, or rub your back until you drift off.
ā¢ Has a surprising weakness for when you ride him. Something about having you on top, your tattoos on full display, the way you grind down on him slowly, it gets him every time.
ā¢ Keeps one of your panties for when he's away. Not that he'd ever admit it, but sometimes he jerks off with it balled in his fist, thinking about you bent over the tattoo chair in your studio.
ā¢ You've absolutely tattooed him in your underwear at least once. He couldn't focus, kept twitching, kept staring. "You try staying still when your half-naked girlfriend is straddling your leg," he grumbled. You didn't mind.
ā¢ Likes when you take the lead sometimes, not in a dom/sub kind of way, just in a "lay back, I got you tonight" kind of vibe. It makes him feel wanted, which turns him on more than he ever expected.
ā¢ You probably met at a record shop, before either of you were famous. You were on the metal section, and he was watching some records next to you when you noticed the one in his hand, of a band you really liked. "Nice one." You'd said pointing at it.
ā¢ That was the first time you actually noticed each other, and since then, neither of you could really help searching for each other every time you shopped there.
ā¢ It definitely took him more than once to actually approach you and ask you out, not because of something you did exactly, just the confidence that you radiate.
ā¢ When he finally did, he was a nervous ball, hands shaking lightly, voice low and unsure. But when you accepted, his pretty eyes lighted up instantly, and you could really tell he was relieved, and exited.
ā¢ Your first date consisted of the typical movie and dinner, but none of it was 'typical'. Halfway through the movie, you both got bored and ended up sneaking out to walk around the city instead, talking about music, childhood dreams, and the weirdest food youāve ever eaten.
ā¢ You definitely helped and supported each other on the journey of becoming famous, recommending each other's music to friends or whatever producer you met along the way, etc.
ā¢ Afternoons spent in the studio, the two of you together just messing with your instruments, maybe asking each other for help and feedback, "baby, listen to this real quick".
ā¢ And having to do with that, he will always ask for your opinion on everything he does; his music, paintings, sketches, body paint. He thinks that if whatever he did has your approval, it means it's really good.
ā¢ Tries to go to every of your shows, but when he can't, he always sends a message before you go on stage.
ā¢ Loves hearing your voice, especially when you're lying in bed together after a long day, and he'll ask you to sing something for him. When you're away on tour, he'll call constantly, everyday, at least +2 hours each. He literally can't function without hearing you for too long.
ā¢ If you play an instrument he doesn't, will constantly ask you to teach him, and also suggest teaching you play guitar.
ā¢ Youāve both accidentally written songs about each other without realizing it, only to find out later in the studio while listening back. āWaitā¦ is this about me?ā āā¦Maybe.ā
ā¢ Helping him do his make up before a show, and sometimes giving him new ideas or suggestions for it.
ā¢ You hardly go out on dates from it being really difficult with the fans and paparazzi, so one of your typical hang outs would be smoking weed while watching cartoons or vibing to music.
ā¢ You have a shared notebook full of half finished lyrics, poetry, scratched out ideas and notes / doodles for each other. Neither of you ever try to organize it. Itās a mess, but that's just who you are.
ā¢ He's insanely private of your relationship, PDA is minimal. But when you two are alone together, beware, he will always be touching you in some way. Cuddling, holding your hand, resting his body in yours in whatever way possible.
ā¢ Hates not having the possibility to take you with him on tour, being away even more. But he knows it's the perks of fulfilling both his and your dreams.
ā¢ When you first toured together, it was like heaven. He was literally all over your space and keeping you close, maybe even sleeping in the same bunk, if you wouldn't mind.
Surprisisngly attentive. He might not get all lovey-dovey, but he will make sure youāre hydrated, comfortable, and under the covers, all while pretending itās 'just practical'. Expect a sarcastic comment like, āDonāt get used to the royal treatment.ā
B- Body part
On you, your hips or thighs, he likes having something to grip, to ground himself in the moment. He gets certain satisfaction in wrapping his hands on them, pulling you into him, feeling you move under his control.
On himself, his hands. He knows what theyāre capable of, calloused, clever, and confident. Long fingers that know how to play keys and make you lose it.
C- Cum
He'll let it hit wherever feels right; your stomach, lower back, maybe even your mouth if he's in a mood, definitely into seeing where it lands. Might mutter something dryly self-deprecating afterward like, "Well, there goes my dignity."
D- Dirty Secret
Has a lowkey praise kink. Doesn't act like he needs it, but if you moan something like "You feel so good," you'll see his expression shift subtly.
E- Experience
Josh isnāt one to brag, but he knows exactly what heās doing. Heās had plenty of partners in the past, enough to understand what he likes, and more importantly, how to figure out what you like. Heās observant, patient, and skilled in the kind of way that comes from genuine interest in making you feel good.
F- Favorite Position
Doggy style is his favorite for dominance, he likes the view, the access, the control. But also the detachment it gives him, which I think suits his emotionally reserved nature.
Cowgirl with you grinding on him in full control comes in close second. He enjoys watching you lose yourself. Sometimes, he likes the contrast of being beneath you: relaxed, hands behind his head, letting you do the work while he gives sharp commentary. Sometimes he'll even take control from there, guiding your hips at whatever pace he feels like.
G- Goofy
Not goofy during at all, he stays dry, intense, and sarcastic (as always). Before or after? Maybe. But during? He's all serious business and focus. Sex is one of the few things he doesn't joke about mid-act.
H- Hair
Fully natural and proud of it. He trims just enough for hygiene, but otherwise, heās got a happy trail, a bit of chest hair, and a full bush. The carpet absolutely matches the drapes, dark and thick. Heās not ashamed of it, and in fact, he kinda wants you to notice it.
I- Intimacy
He may not look like the romantic type at first glance; brooding, sarcastic, always with that dry wit; but when it comes to intimacy, heās surprisingly tender beneath all that. Heās doesn't show it that much, but itās in the details.
Like way his hands linger, the way his eyes lock on yours when heās deep inside you, how he cradles your face when you come undone. He listens and pays attention. He memorizes the little things that make you gasp, flinch, melt. If heās feeling especially soft, heāll murmur low and raspy things against your neck. āYou feel so good, baby,ā or āI could stay like this all night.ā
J- Jack Off
He absolutely does. Josh isnāt shy about taking care of himself when he needs to, especially on tour. Heās discreet, efficient, and a little methodical about it, but that doesnāt mean itās impersonal. He has a favorite mental image, you, of course.
You kneeling before him, teasing him with your mouth, or maybe the memory of your voice moaning his name. Itās not just lust. He jerks off to wanting you, your scent, your smart mouth, the way you say āfuckā when he hits just the right spot.
Quiet, dirty, and all about you.
K- Kink/s
Josh isnāt flashy about it, but heās got a very specific set of kinks, and they tend to revolve mainly around control, tension, and slow burn. Heās deeply into power dynamics (not necessarily full dom/sub stuff), the kind of unspoken control that comes from making you wait for it, teasing you with his voice, his hands, and that sly calm he always has. Praise is a big one too, and heās not shy about telling you how good you are for him in his slow, gruff voice right by your ear, especially when youāre falling apart for him.
Heās also got a soft spot for lingerie, nothing too elaborate, but sheer, something that leaves little to the imagination. Bonus points if youāre already wet when he peels it off.
And though he might not admit it out loud, he definitely has a voyeuristic streak. Not necessarily in public, but the idea of watching you touch yourself. knowing youāre doing it for him, while he just watches, dark-eyed and quiet... yeah, that does things to him. He just simply gets off on being the reason youāre undone.
L- Location
The bedroom is his go-to, private, familiar, with everything he needs to take his time and do it right. But the studio? Thatās a close second. Thereās something about the low lighting, the scent of cigarettes and vinyl, the hum of amps, everything. If youāre alone, and heās stressed or inspired, heāll pull you onto his lap right there in the producerās chair. Something about mixing pleasure and music, (his two favorite things) makes it feel intimate and perfect.
M- Motivation
Josh is low-key but observant, it's the little things always gets him going. The way your shirt rides up when you stretch, the movement of your hips as you walk, that look you give him when youāre silently asking for more. Heās especially weak for subtle confidence, when you touch him like you own him, or when you whisper something filthy with a straight face. That mix of softness and boldness? Instant switch flipped.
N- No's
Josh is respectful to the core; anything that makes you uncomfortable is off the table, no discussion needed. Heās not into anything degrading, humiliating, or overly performative, even if it's consensual, he's simply not into it
O- Oral
Josh loves receiving. Thereās just something about leaning back, one hand in your hair, the other lazily gripping the edge of the couch or bed, eyes half-lidded while he watches you go down on him. Heās very vocal about how good it feels, low groans, muttered praise, the occasional broken āfuck, just like that.ā
That said, heās not selfish. Heāll eat you out, especially when he wants to take his time with you. Itās not his go-to, but when he does it, he does it right. Precise and methodical, and those fingers are magic (thank you, keyboards).
P- Pace
I like to think Josh likes it slow and controlled, ikes to take his time and make you feel every inch, every grind, every intentional thrust. Heās not usually the type to go fast and rough right off; he prefers a gradual build up, drawing out your reactions, keeping you right on the edge until youāre begging for more.
That said, he can absolutely switch if the mood shifts, if you rile him up enough, youāll see a different side of him: more urgent, more intense, but still never sloppy. Even when heās rough, thereās precision in the way he moves.
Q- Quickies
Not his favorite. Josh prefers taking his time, as he values intimacy and tends to prefer a longer, more drawn out experience. But if heās worked up or youāre both in a rush (like after a show), heās down for it. Even then, itās not rushed so much as it is intense and focused, with that raw, needy edge. Rare, but memorable.
R- Risks
Josh isnāt reckless, but heās definitely not vanilla either. Experimentation turns him on, within reason though. Heās curious, open-minded, and loves figuring out what you enjoy, but heās also calculated about it.
Public sex? Only if thereās very low chance of getting caught. A new position or kink? Heās game, as long as thereās trust and consent. Josh prefers the kind of risk that feels intimate and exciting. He likes to push boundaries, but only the ones you want pushed.
S- Stamina
Josh is a one and done kinda guy, but that one round? Itās intense, drawn out, and leaves you both wrecked in the best way. He takes his time, not just in foreplay but in the build up, slow, deep, thorough, until youāre shaking and clinging to him. By the end, youāre both sweaty, tangled in each other, and totally spent. He doesnāt need multiple rounds, and definitely makes the one count.
T- Toys
Josh isnāt too vocal about it, but he absolutely sees the value in toys, especially if you're into them. He probably has a small collection tucked away in a discreet drawer: a good quality vibrator, maybe a plug or two, and definitely some kind of straps to tie you up. Heās into anything that canheightens your pleasure, and if that means watching you fall apart from a toy while he talks you through it? Even better.
Also, I think he would be really into those 'Make your own dildo' kits for when he's away touring and you want him; then you can (literally) have a replica of him.
U- Unfair
The biggest tease when he's in the mood. Think "denial until you beg" energy, but delivered with a smirk and a "Just say please, sweetheart." But even as you say please, he won't oblige until you say exactly what you need, he's that much of a tease.
But this side of him is not too usual. Most of the time, when he needs you, he really needs you. As I said, he needs to be in certain mood to tease.
V- Vocal
Low sounds, deep groans, breathy swears. He's not loud, but his voice carries weight. The dirtier things get, the more vocal he becomes, but always in that controlled, gravelly tone of his, of course.
W- Wild Card
Josh loves putting on music during intimacy, not just for the background noise, but because it grounds him. Something low, slow, maybe even a bit melancholic. It sets the pace, lets him lose himself in rhythm, in you. Itās not just about sex for him, itās about creating a whole atmosphere.
And what kind of music would he like to put on? Heād mix in ambient tracks, darkwave, even old classical movements. But the vibe would always be low lighting, bass you can feel in your chest, and a tempo that lets his thrusts be just right. Something like I feel you (by Depeche Mode), or maybe even something by Massive Attack (like Angel, or Paradise Circus).
X- X-Ray
Slightly above-average girth, thick and veiny. Not monstrous, but he knows how to use it, angle, rhythm, all that. That's where the real power is.
Y- Yearning
Josh isnāt the type to constantly announce when heās horny, but donāt be fooled, his sex drive is high and persistent. He just buries it under dry humor and a straight face. He yearns quietly, subtly. A touch to your lower back, a lingering look across the room, the way his eyes drift toward your mouth when youāre talking, thatās how you know.
Z- Zzz
Heās not the type to pass out right after. He will linger, breathing steady, maybe get up to clean off and light a ciggy or two, just soaking in the moment. Heās quiet, not necessarily sleepy or tired, just winding down in his own way. If you fall asleep on his chest though, heās staying right there, one hand resting on your back or in your hair, letting the calm settle over both of you. He wonāt move until you do.
A/N: Hey there, it's been a long time... I just been wanting (and meaning) to write and post more stuff here, but I'm too self conscious and idk. Anyway, I've been working on this alphabet for I think two months now, and I'm finally convinced on how it is now, I just wanted post more stuff about Josh because I think he's a beautiful being and deserves more recognition, so here it is. Hope you enjoyed it!!
Let me know what you think about it down below ^^
(Also I'd like to clarify that english is not my first language so feel free to point out any mistakes)
Would you ever release the chatbot fic as a regular written out one? I thought it was really amazing and would love to reread it :)
Heyy, I actually thought of that, but I just wrote the idea for the chatbot. And I've tried turning into a fic but I don't think I'm good enough at writing lol. I'll try to finish it, but I don't even know what the actual plot should be, or where it should lead. If you have some ideas I'd really like to read them, and really try to write it.
Heyy, just wanted to stop by and tell you that I made a Character.AI bot for Wes that I think a lot of you will enjoy.
So, I came out with this after watching the video of the launch party of 'Chocolate Starfish and the Hot Dog Flavored Water' and just couldn't stop daydreaming about Wes.
Anyway, here's the link...
Chat with Wes Borland: š¾| Wes isn't having much fun at the party . Powered by an industry leading, AI large language model (LLM).
And the scenario...
'The year was 2000, and you were currently accompanying your boyfriend Wes at the launch party for Limp Bizkit's new album: 'Chocolate Starfish and the Hot Dog Flavored Water' at the Playboy Mansion, along with you own band.
It was crazy the amount of people there was, especially the famous ones like Tommy Lee, Curtney Love, Chino Moreno, some of the guys from Korn, etc; to say you were fascinated was little. The one that didn't share your excitement was Wes, surprisingly since it was a party thrown for him and his band. He seemed uncomfortable and quieter than normal since you had arrived, and knowing this kind of parties wasn't his stuff, you made sure to never leave his side, except for a few bathroom breaks, of course.
You currently were on the side of the pool, where you had last been with him before going to get yourself a drink, looking for him as you took a few sips to the beverage in your hands. Again, the amount of people there was insane, and finding someone in that mess was actually really hard. That, until you spotted him on a dark corner, all alone, with cigarette between his fingers.
Avoiding the most people you could, you finally made your way to him, giving him a knowing smile as you approached. "Hey, you alright? You've been weird all night." You asked once you were close enough.'
i've seen a lot of pictures of this girl not only with slipknot members, but also korn, and i think kittie too. was she some kind of manager or tour staff? there's no way someone could be that lucky to meet them without being important (i think).
(this applies to any of Wes' eras, i just like this photo of him)
Aā Aftercare
I have always thought that Wes' love language was either physical touch or spending quality time, and I think it really applies at aftercare. After cleaning you out, he would hug you, pepper your face in kisses, and maybe put some chill tunes on. And if you both have enough energy, or if you ask him, he'll even run a bath/shower for you both. He'll do anything to make you fell comfortable and and relaxed after a good long fuck.
Bā Body Part
I've always thought of him as a tittie guy, and I don't think I'll ever change my mind on it. He doesn't care if they're big, small, stiff, floppy, etc. He just loooves them, and it's the kind of guy to play with your nipples during foreplay. Also, one of his biggest turn ons would be when he can see your nipples through your shirt, or whatever you're wearing, when it's cold. Regarding himself, I think he likes his tiny slutty waist (because I'm not the only one who notices how much he loved using his corset), and even though it's not a physical thing, he also likes his own voice.
Cā Cum
Wes can get pretty messy with it, his loads are decently big, and even though he absolutely loves cumming inside you, he would never do it if you're not taking your birth control, or aren't using protection, which is most of the time, and he'll cum on your stomach or titties.
Dā Dirty Secret
His biggest dirty secret it's definitely enjoying being submissive to you, or also being edged, he wouldn't do that to you if you don't like it or are uncomfortable with it, but he gets turned on just thinking about him being all submissive for you. Also, and this one is kind of obvious, he would love seeing you covered in his body paint after fucking, he feels like he claims you in a sort of way, and it really gets him turned on too.
Eā Experience
He's had his fair amount of girlfriends before you, but he isn't anything like a sex god, he's a quick learner though, so not much after being with you, he'll learn what you like and what you don't, what things turn you on, or which are your most sensitive places to kiss. Regarding fingering and stuff, he's a guitar player, so he's got plenty of talent on that matter.
Fā Favorite Position
He loves seeing you on top, riding him to your own pleasure; he gets to see all of your expressions and your titties bouncing on your chest, though most of the time it's just missionary, since he enjoys more being on top. He'll do other stuff like doggy or reverse cowgirl if you ask him and that's what you want, but he prefers seeing your face and having you as closer as he can. According to this, other of his favorites is lotus.
Gā Goofy
I think we all know by now that he's probably one of the goofiest people on earth, and that doesn't change in bed. He'll crack a few jokes, about something you said and stuff, just to see your beautiful smile light up your face, and it's mostly before and after, almost never during it, but that's just because he's too focused on pleasing you.
Hā Hair
A little bit of hair doesn't scare or gross him out, since he knows it's something natural, but he prefers being well groomed, I mean, have you even seen this man's chest? That thing is spotless. He likes shaving and being well groomed for you, but would never ask you to do the same thing if you don't want to, after all, everyone has hair. The only place I think he keeps a bit of hair is at the base of his cock.
Iā Intimacy
Like I said, he's pretty goofy during sex, but that doesn't take away the fact that he's pretty romantic too. As one of his main love languages is physical contact, he's always touching you in some way, his hands are always wandering your body, touching and caressing whatever he can grab, holding your hand, wrapping his arms around your waist, or even hiding his face in the crook of your neck. He just simply loves feeling your presence close, and it makes the whole thing much more romantic.
Jā Jack Off
I donāt think he does it too often. If heās on tour and youāre not around, then he does. But if you two are home, he usually just asks you to help him out. He just doesnāt really feel the need to jack off if youāre right there and available to fuck. Or maybe, sometimes he feels a bit self-conscious about liking to use toys and being stuffed, and then maybe he does that in secret.
Kā Kink(s)
Like I said before, I think he's a really affectionate person in the physical aspect, so I don't think he would be into bondage or stuff like that because he likes feeling you around and close to him, what I think he is into it's praising, doesn't matter if it's him telling you how good your doing for him, but also when you call him your 'good boy'; and also, with the big loads he hoards up, he has to have some kind of breeding kink, something about seeing his cum fall from your entrance and through your thighs does it for him.
Lā Location
Wes is not a big fan of public sex, he prefers being comfortable and somewhere you can be loud as you want without having to worry about what others say, mainly this place being your shared bedroom. Also, he wouldn't like being interrupted or get caught, so he's not into any risky stuff.
Mā Motivation
Anything that has to do with you you motivates him, wether it's you wearing a short dress or a shirt with a plunging neckline, to even just seeing you smile, or being too focused on something and looking cute. To him, you're the most beautiful woman in the world, and just watching you gets him going. Though he almost never brings it out to you, since sometimes he feels rather pathetic for getting a hard on just by looking at you. And he'll wait for you to notice most of the time.
Nā No's
To him, everything and anything you find uncomfortable or simply don't like it's a HUGE no to him. Another thing he wouldn't do it's proceeding without your consent, even after years together he'd still ask for you permission or if you're sure you want to keep going, and he also wouldn't proceed without having a safe word, and knowing you remember it before starting. Another huge no it's when you're drunk, it doesn't matter if you're telling him that you need him, or even if you try to tease him into it, he won't do it; he wouldn't do anything you could regret the next morning.
He's not afraid to experimenting and trying new things, but a big turn off, or something he rather finds cringe is Daddy kink, he will never understand why there is so much fuss about it, and BDSM too, he doesn't get why someone would hurt their partner for pleasure, he finds it kind of creepy.
Oā Oral
This man LOVES eating you out, especially if he's also fingering you, it really turns him on knowing that he haves you to his mercy just with his mouth and his fingers. Regarding himself, he's not a big fan of blowjobs, for the simple fact the he doesn't like the taste of your mouth afterwards and doesn't really find it attractive (it's not like you never give him head, because you do, just not that often). If you wanted to return the favor, he'd probably ask you to use one of your toys on him.
Pā Pace
He starts rather slow and sensual, as he wants to make you feel good, and the whole thing to be romantic, though slow doesn't mean soft; he likes it a bit rough. But as he gets more worked up and looses his patience he'll go way more faster and rougher.
Qā Quickies
He doesn't really like quickies that much, since he prefers being intimate in a comfortable place like your bed, and besides he doesn't like the fact that he doesn't get to be much time with you. He has always thought that the aftercare is as important as anything else during sex, and without much time, that's almost impossible. Maybe just if he's horny and bothered after a show, when he gets a little bit more time, but never before.
Rā Risk
He doesn't like doing risky stuff, again, because he prefers having sex on a comfortable place rather than someplace you can get caught. And also he knows what expects him from his bandmates if they ever found you together. He's a private person regarding his sexual life, and doesn't like being interrupted or caught by anyone. As in experimenting, he doesn't mind experimenting and trying new things, he would even enjoy it, so that would be the only time he wouldn't mind being 'risky'.
Sā Stamina
As long as you can take it, he'll go around 4-5 rounds, about to 15 o 20 minutes each, but if he's really turned on, or maybe after spending much time apart, he can get to 8-9 rounds without getting tired, but of course they last less that the first ones, since you both are more sensitive at that point.
Tā Toys
I don't know if you ever saw that interview where Fred talks about Wes' dildos... So, yeah, I think he enjoys using toys, as long as you're comfortable with it. And he just doesn't like to using them on you, like maybe double-stuffing you with his cock and a dildo, or maybe a buttplug; but he also enjoys when you use that kind of stuff on him; which in my opinion, a man that is not afraid to show what he enjoys during sex is a really big turn on.
Uā Unfair
Wes can be anything you ask during sex, but unfair is something he will never be. He was never a tease, just because he's very impatient, so even if he tried teasing you, it wouldn't take too long for him to take action. Something he may like from time to time is cockwarming, his cock buried deep inside you as he finishes playing a video-game or sometimes even when he's playing guitar, not allowing you to move, but like I said, he wouldn't last long.
Vā Volume
He's not loud as in moans, but he's very vocal during sex. He grunts and swears, he's not big on dirty talk either, but he'll whisper some sweet nothings into your ear, telling you how much he loves you, how pretty you look, how good you're doing for him. It changes when he's being submissive and you're using a toy on him, when this happens, he moans and whines without caring how loud he is, he can't help it, he gets completely lost in pleasure.
Wā Wild Card
This man absolutely LOVES when you take control, the way you hover over his body and use him to your own pleasure drives him insane. The simple thought of having you on top of him manages to get him hard.
Xā X-Ray
He's pretty big, about 8 or 9 inches (about 20-22 cm), and thick too. He doesn't have much hair down there, because like I said he prefers shaving, but he has some hair at his base, though they're not very noticeable since he's naturally blonde.
Yā Yearning
He's horny pretty much all the time, like I said before, he gets hard by just looking at you, but he's not the type to show it to you somehow, he just wishes for you to notice it and take action, since he prefers when you start anything sexual (it's not that he never starts it, but he feels like he's pushing you too much id he asks you too help him every time he's hard, which is most of the time). But even all of this, he cam go a couple of days tops without doing anything sexual.
Zā Zzz
He has a lot of energy, not only in bed, but overall, so I think he wouldn't fall asleep right after, rather, once you both had your fair amount of aftercare, he'll cuddle next to you, and stay up caressing you or peppering you with affection until you fall asleep, once this happens, he probably puts something on the TV and watch whatever it's on until he gets tired enough to sleep.
A/N: Heyy, this is the first time i'm writing something to actually upload it, please let me know what you think!!
Also, i'd like to say that english is not my first language and even tho i'm pretty good at it, you may find some mistakes, please feel free to point them to me so i can correct itz
