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accepting anxiety, part 3
taglist under cut
Keep reading
THIS LITERALLY TOOK ME OUT
Patton didn’t respond because he was the one who took the picture
I’M LITERALLY DYING ON THE FLOOR
ROMAN NO
It’s around that time of year, and you know what that means!
In our holiday spirit, we—@stardustlogan and @viclouis—decided to host this year’s Sanders Sides Secret Santa! (Ah, the alliteration. My 8th grade English teacher is trembling.)
You may be familiar with how Secret Santa works, but just in case, here’s what’s going to happen:
1. Sign up by filling out our sign-up form here.
The information you provide in the form will decide what kind of gift you’re going to create and receive, so be sure to fill it out as accurately as possible!
You can specify which characters, ships, types of gifts, and more on the form. Your safety and comfort comes first, so please make sure that you mention it if certain characters/ships trigger you (e.g. Deceit, Remus, ships with either of them, etc.)
2. You will then be matched with a giftee, for whom you will create your gift according to their Secret Santa wishes.
3. Once you have finished making your gift, you will submit it to us via email or a file sharing platform (i.e. Google Drive, Dropbox, etc.).
4. Gifts will be posted on this blog starting on Christmas Day (Dec. 25th) for your giftee (and the fandom :D) to enjoy.
Posting will be spaced out over the span of around a week so that your creations don’t get buried under everything else that’s being posted, so don’t fret if you don’t see your gift or your creation posted just yet on the 25th!
5. Have fun perusing all the beautiful new content and, if you like, making your guesses, but please maintain secrecy—that’s part of the fun! That means don’t post your gift on your Tumblr, personal AO3 account, etc. just quite yet.
6. The big Secret Santa reveal will take place on Jan 7th, which is when we will post a list of all the Santas involved and tell you who created which gift. After the 7th, feel free to post the gift you created anywhere you wish to.
Except there WILL be winning this Christmas, for both giftees and Santas :DD
Here’s our schedule:
September 6, 2019 - Sign-ups open
September 20, 2019 - Sign-ups close
October 11, 2019 - Wishlists sent out
December 11, 2019 - Gifts due
December 25, 2019 - Gift posting starts
January 7, 2020 - Santas revealed
If you want to be a part of the exchange but are unsure whether you’ll be able to commit, there are options to become either a Pinch Hitter (someone who makes a gift—possibly at short notice—if a santa drops out or is otherwise unable to complete their gift) or a Beta Reader. Details about this can be found here.
You can find more information as well as the rules & guidelines on our main page. Make sure to follow this blog so you can keep up to date with all the latest news and announcements!
Please don’t hesitate to get in touch if you have any questions, and have fun creating !!
Random Theory/Discussion
“But the Duke and the Prince literally wear the black and the white!”
“Yes, because they’re your sides. That’s how you see them.”
So... the Side’s primary colours are based on the rainbow, and their secondary colours are based on how Thomas views them. Interesting... let’s go through.
Roman and Remus are self explanatory. As is Deceit I think, given as he’s a ‘Dark Side’.
Virgil is too, I’d say. Sure, he may not be one of the others anymore, so it seems like he shouldn’t be in black. But he’s still Anxiety. Thomas knows him under the title of a mental health issue, and as said in Embarrasing Phases, Virgil’s previous ‘phase’ of being a ‘Dark Side’ is part of the foundation of who he is now. Also, Thomas will never stop seeing him as the emo we know and love.
Patton is interesting. His secondary colour is grey. You’d think, with how Thomas seems to regard Patton’s viewpoints, it should be white. Thomas sees Patton as near perfect, an innocent guide for right and wrong. But his colours grey. Sure, it’s more of a pale grey than a dark one, but it’s not pure white. So... Thomas doesn’t see Patton as quite as good as he seems. Maybe it’s because morality is subjective. It’s likely a play on the phrase ‘morally grey’. Also, we’ve seen what Patton thinks is morally right isn’t always what makes Thomas happy, so that may show why Thomas doesn’t seem to see him as ‘pure’ as Roman.
But this leaves us to the final side: Logan. Logan’s secondary colour is black. Black. The same as the ‘Dark Sides’. Isn’t that interesting? In Excepting Anxiety, Thomas says that Logan’s arrival must have meant he’d done something wrong. It seems Thomas regards Logan as less a ‘good helpful teacher who helps me learn’ and more a ‘strict teacher who makes me feel small and berates me for making mistakes’. After DWIT, things may look better for Logan, but his shirt’s still black. Thomas sees him as ‘Dark’ for some reason.
And, if this whole secondary colour thing is true, I am very interested to find out why.
lil fluff based on a hc (will reblog when i find it again)
Virgil never felt welcome, not since he first showed up when Thomas was in middle school. Patton tried his best, but even he couldn’t hide his discomfort with the new side. So, Virgil hid in his room until he couldn’t take it anymore, usually for a few days at a time, when he would then venture out into the common area. But the fact that, even after he had been there for so long, there wasn’t space made for him -- it hurt. But he didn’t want to say anything, he didn’t want to burden or inconvenience the others. So he just sat in different places that weren’t meant to be sat on, like the coffee table, or the counter, or -- on particular occasions -- the top of the refrigerator.
Logan never understood Virgil’s reasoning for this, so he wanted to do some research. He approached Patton one afternoon, asking him if he could attempt to befriend Virgil, and eventually find out why he behaved so strangely. The moral side agreed, and immediately set off to find the youngest among them. He found him, surprisingly, underneath the ledge of the counter, playing on his phone.
“Care if I join you there, kiddo?” He asked, startling poor Virgil. “Oh, sorry!”
“I-It’s fine, just give some warning next time....” The boy shifted uncomfortably, then made room for Patton to join him. The other eagerly sat beside him, smiling and bouncing in place slightly.
“Whatcha doin’?” The paternal side asked, peering at Virgil’s phone screen. The other shied away slightly, then changed his mind and showed him the game he was playing.
“I didn’t know you played Pocket Camp! You should add me!” Patton pulled out his own phone and showed him the code, which Virgil reluctantly added. Patton was, in many ways, his first friend.
They played on their phones together, sharing items with each other and enjoying each other’s company in silence. Virgil slowly relaxed, feeling less apprehensive of Patton as time went on. When his phone eventually died, he actually wasn’t afraid to talk to his new friend. He felt comfortable enough to smile at his jokes, too -- but only a little bit.
The two continued this routine until, one day, Virgil invited Patton back to his room. He said he didn’t want to be around the other sides at that point, and his friend agreed.
“Hey V, can I ask you a question?” Patton asked once the two were alone.
“Um...sure Pat, what is it?” Virgil sat on his bed, folding his legs under himself and looking at Patton wearily.
“Why....why do you seem like you don’t wanna be around us? You know you don’t need to be anxious, right?”
This simple question seemed to open the floodgates, as Virgil looked as if he’d just collapsed into himself as he answered. He told Patton how he felt about Roman’s jokes, how he felt like Logan never listened to him, how he felt like everyone else devalued him and never made him feel welcome in the common area, how he didn’t want to bother anyone for fear of it being dismissed....everything that he’d been keeping to himself, he let it all go. Patton was shocked into silence, but when he realized the weight of Virgil’s confession, he rushed to comfort him. He took Virgil’s hands and crouched in front of him, holding them securely and looking at his face the best he could.
“Kiddo, I know that it seems like we don’t want you there -- but we do. Roman was the center of attention before you came, and he’s not the best at being in the background. Logan isn’t that expressive, I know, but he does enjoy having you around. He likes having someone to debate with and provide new views on things, even though sometimes they aren’t the best for Thomas. And I know that you and I have the same goal -- to keep Thomas safe and take care of him, just like Logan does. Roman is in his own world most of the time, but....that’s just Roman. It doesn’t mean that we don’t want you, okay?”
Virgil seemed to find comfort in Patton’s words, until a question came to him; “Then why does the sofa only have three seats?”
Patton was taken aback, and had no clue how to answer him. He simply tried to comfort the side until he was told that Virgil wanted to be left alone. He tucked the younger side into bed and left the room, immediately going to Logan to tell him about the issue.
The next morning, when Virgil ventured out of his room, there was a new grey recliner with a poorly knit lavender blanket over the back of it. Not only that, but the tiny sofa had been replaced with a sectional -- with plenty of room for all four sides. Patton was standing with the other sides, watching for Virgil’s reaction. He simply stood speechless, eyes wide, until he saw Patton and asked, “Did you do this?”
“We all did,” Patton answered, “we want you to know that you’re welcome here, and that we love you. And the recliner is yours.”
Virgil didn’t know what to do, so he launched himself into Patton’s arms, shocking all of them. It was the first hug he’d initiated on his own. Patton smiled, holding the smaller side close. Maybe things really could get better.
Random lil Remus/The duke headcanons
Remus hardly sleeps. Sure, you might think that the darkness around his eyes is just eyeshadow but that’s what he wants you to think.
He just can’t settle down a lot so it’s not uncommon that he’s up for nearly eight days in a row.
But the moment he’s out he is OUT. Like you cannot wake him up.
Remus can’t stand certain noises. Chewing, sure that’s fine. Horror movie screams? A little worse but still fine. But scratchy loud sounds will literally freak him out. Imagine rubbing a metal fork against a glass plate.
Remember when he said “Nails on a chalkboard”? Yeah, that’s why he said it rather than making the sound.
A lot of the clothes he wears has a very similar if not the same texture as his normal duke outfit. His clothes usually have a couple or few different textures on them like softer silky textures, sequins, beads, and his sash is a great example.
He also likes deceits clothes and those textures too. Not that deceit really minds nor cares when Remus just shoves his face into deceits chest or stomach to rub his face against the cloth of his shirt very happily while the snake is reading a book.
The darks sides decided to gift him a chew necklace to lower the amount of times Remus will probably die from chewing or drinking cleaning products.
And it worked out pretty well actually.
He taps all of his fingers when he starts tapping one because if he doesn’t t all of them at the right pace, it can and will bother him.
He also loves picking and poking at sequins and beads and ruffle-y things. The dark sides have noticed that he only does it when he isn’t talking or when he’s rambling absentmindedly.
He just has this habit that basically he feels like he ALWAYS has to be doing something. Anywhere from small fidget-y things to running around whacking things because he just likes doing stuff and can’t stand to sit in one spot.
He’s very much someone who speaks his mind. If he doesn’t like the thing, he’ll say it. If he likes the thing, he will make sure you know that he likes the thing for the next ten or fifteen minutes.
His thoughts are either very random and scattered or he will think about one single thought for ten minutes straight.
He really likes deceits scales. Like. Really fucking loves them. They’re scary! He likes scary.
Okay so maybe the deodorant isn’t actually deodorant and is actually marshmallow fondant because he has a HUGE sweet tooth. Mostly he just likes to suck on lollipops.
He has a cape! Now that I’ve seen the costume close up. He loves the cape, he wrap himself in it like a burrito and roll around in it on the floor.
He wasn’t actually told to knock anyone out before he revealed himself. The others just kinda said for him to go up there and tell Thomas a bunch of different things.
He actually only heard “Tell Thomas a bunch of different things”.
He loves singing dancing! He’s terrible at it BUT he has so much fun while he does.
He’s been rehearsing his villain song for months before that video and it consisted of all the dark sides laughing their asses off outside his door while he belted “EVERYBODY SINS, EVERYBODY DIES-“ at the top of his lungs.
He likes walking around on the ceiling and it’s not a rare sight to find him sleeping on his bedroom walls rather than his bed.
For some reason I just kinda think he loves Chinese food a lot.
But he doesn’t eat with chopsticks.
Or a fork.
Or any cutlery whatsoever.
It’s just so that he doesn’t eat the silverware too.
He may be a duke, but you can’t look me in the eyes and tell me that he doesn’t have a crown of his own bc it has pretty sparkly things on it.
Speaking of which, he loves pretty sparkly things. A lot of the things in his room are sparkly and he owns ten cases of glitter glue and shiny confetti.
He will sit on the floor cris-cross-applesauce all the time.
He loves rainstorms! The moment it starts raining he will run out of the house to jump around in the rain and puddles and get messy in the mud.
Very oblivious to any and all romantic gestures unless you’re horny. Like if you loved him you’d have to say it bluntly to his face and hope for a good response.
He gets very excited around fairly normal things or reacting to normal events or gestures.
*shaking someone’s hand rapidly and happily bc he’s excited to meet them*
“WOULDNT IT BE WEIRD IF YOUR HAND FELL OFF RIGHT NOW?!?!”
I have more common sense in my pinky toe than he does in his whole body.
this is by far my favourite moment in SvS: Deceit absolutely losing his shit haha
I’ve come to a point in my life where I need a stronger word than ‘fuck’
— Virgil
Wouldn't it be fuckin wild if Thomas and Co. dropped a new light side in the coming videos
I have a slight feeling the entire fandom would go fucking feral
I like the implication that we're not already feral
We're feral but in a polite way
Someone quick, make that our slogan
Remus: Do we need wine?
Roman: No, I need wine, YOU need to put your pants back on.
Remus: But life is so freeing without them!
Roman: Pants. On. Now!
last day to reblog
you now you want to.
Gonna have to wait a whole year if you miss this.
MY TIME
Concept!
Tiny Logan squeaking “Falsehood!”
Reblog if you agree!
That is happening, and imma tag you in it. Brilliant!!! I love!!!!!
Okay, thanks to this genius idea from @cefmua56 , here we go! @romananalogicality @irish-newzealand-idian-dutch @pirate-patton @leesacrakon @princeyandanxiety @princey-must-slay @holdnarrytight
@toxicsanders @analogicalityhell @musicsavedmefromdeath @availe
“Come now, Logan, you must eat something! Open up, Littlest Professor.” Roman tried again to get the bespectacled tyke to eat the forkful of eggs, but his mouth remained stubbornly closed.
Beside him, Virgil smirked as he easily fed a happy, babbling little Patton. “You know he hates eggs, right?”
“What?! No! Why didn’t you tell me sooner?”
“Because it’s fun watching you suffer.” Another spoonful of scrambled eggs mostly made it in Patton’s mouth, and the darker side quickly wiped up what didn’t with a napkin.
“Uuuuggghhhhh, Viiirrrrgiiiilllll!!! How could you betray me like this?! I thought we were in this together, Hot Topic.” How the smirk on Virgil’s face got even more evil, Roman couldn’t tell you.
“Oh, we are. But just because YOU forgot Logan’s favorite thing to eat doesn’t mean I should always have to remind you, Princey.”
Roman glanced at his young charge, who was now frowning sadly at the tray to his high chair. “I tol’ you ‘Oman dudn’t like me.” he muttered softly. Patton’s giggles stopped, and he immediately shot an alarmed look at the logical side.
Roman put his hand under Logan’s chin, forcing him to meet his eyes. “I like you very much, young sir. I am just a FOOL for forgetting our love of Crofters!” He proclaimed it dramatically before whirling towards the fridge, missing the beaming smile that spread over Logan’s face.
“At least put it on some toast. Do NOT - PUT THE SPOON DOWN!” Virgil tossed his napkin on the table in annoyance as the royal ignored him, uncapping the jar and getting a heaping spoonful.
“Here comes the airplane!” He made dramatic noises, and Logan clapped with delight before obediently opening his mouth and eating the jam.
“COOT!!! Lo lo SOOOO cooooot!!!!” Patton was squealing and wriggling in his chair, and frankly Virgil had to agree.
Logan’s face turned bright red, and he scowled at his giggling counterpart. “Am not!”
“Are too!”
“NOT!”
“TOO!”
Finally, Logan slammed his tiny fists on his tray, pointing a finger at Patton.
“FAWSHOOD!!!!!”
Everyone froze, the adorable squeak slowly fading from their ears.
“AHHHHH!!! LO LO SOOOO COOOOOT!!!!!” Patton shouted before leaning over and yanking Logan into and enthusiastic hug by his tiny clip on tie. Roman couldn’t help the delighted noise that came straight from his heart as Logan rolled his eyes and buried his burning face in his friend’s shoulder. A strangled sound came from Virgil, who was staring at the scene with wide eyes, one fist to his mouth as though trying to suppress a scream.
Roman slung an arm around his shoulders, pulling him in for a one armed hug.
“That was the cutest thing I’ve ever seen in my entire life, and I am so mad I wasn’t recording it!!!!” Virgil hissed, before hesitantly returning the hug.
I love this so much💕💕💕💕💕
Have you ever seen something you wrote forever ago pop up on your dash and been like “oh shit, that was ME????”
I would die for this cat…! What a cutie!
amazing
Random cat: Meow
Virgil: You sly bastard I would’ve never thought of that
Roman: Wait so can he actually speak cat or is he just messing with us?
Logan: Knowing him, it might be both
Logan Sanders appreciation post because I just have so much love for him.
I mean
Look
At
Him
He’s
So
Good
AGREED!!!
Even when being salty, he’s valid.
Look at him. Look at this dork. How do you not love him?
He is the best
Pro-tip to young trans guys:
If a stranger misgenders you, please please please do not ever utter the phrase, “I’m a man.” It sounds very unnatural and immediately sounds overly defensive.
My advice? Just look at the person like they’re an idiot and, in the deepest voice possible, say, “Uh. Alright, then.”
Just act as though they made a huge and obvious mistake, and don’t get flustered. If you’re comfortable with it, handle the situation with humor and say something like, “Man, I know I’ve got a babyface, but I didn’t think it was that bad.”
People are saying that you should be unapologetic but the keyword here is “stranger”. You could be in danger if the person is transphobic, and you have no way of knowing their stance if you don’t know the person. So writing it off casually ensures the most low risk way of making your gender known.
Posting this again because of the new information added on.
wondering if maybe you or other Fanders wanna check out my sanders sides oc ask blog? my bois don’t have many asks yet, and they’re getting restless. you didn’t even say our blog name, Riley. ILL GET TO IT WHEN I GET TO IT, BPD! Why the yelling? YELLING IS THE SPICE OF THE VOCAL CHORDS! Lev, you made that joke on the blog already. Aw, shoot! Perhaps a pun or something for next time. Anyways, the name of our blog is ask-villegas-sides.
Will do! Go check them out, guys!
It’s really a pleasure to see you around, from the all the funny/ important things you post to the amazing writing you do (even if it is a rare occurrence). I hope you’re doing well and are happy!
Thank you! I didn’t mean to disappear like I did, things have been rough recently. I’ll be online as often as I can though, and I’ll eventually get around to answering asks and stuff again. Thank you for sticking around, anon!