Chebrets`

ua/eng • this is how to dissapear

[asmybreathkissesthewindow]

beautiful questions from Deep listening by Pauline Oliveros

[mikewheelerisaqueerler]

eddie laughing to himself when he notices how flustered mike is around him oh he knew

[missingglower]

eddie would be so fucking disappointed by s5 mike, he would be like #notmymike

[flickergatedaughter]

victory post for surviving the longest 6 days of our lives

[missingglower]

i usually don't let the media defy me or have control of my emotions: after all, i am more than what i watch on my laptop.

then "sorcerer" came upon my screen. i saw a little version of me in will, and in mike i saw a girl i loved and cared for deeply.

have never been so proud of myself until then. of being who i am. i let myself believe that i, a queer kid in small town could come out, could be proud and never be afraid again.

i had a weird gut feeling that i won't stay like that for long and oh fuck i was right. i hate being right.

i feel so small right now. the most upsetting part is that me and my "mike" are no longer in touch, and probably never will be and that's why i've been hoping for so long that at least in one universe we would be together.

but i guess mike was just wills tammy.

[missingglower]

please hug your queer friends.

[missingglower]

i do not feel empowered. i feel empty and used like I'm not a human being, but a "concept" to be toyed with then tossed away. i feel like an outcast i am, getting told that i don't deserve what i'm asking for after throwing this shit in my face for years.

i feel so broken right now, because every time i think of will byers or mike wheeler, i think of queer people around the world that were so ashamed or afraid of the simplest things they desired and deserved: love.

[emoelsq]

it was a seven, the queerbaiting. it got me.

[oliveespineapples]

"i asked chatgpt" well i went to Rockin' Robin and she said that you have all the answers and you just need to stop being so scared of who you are

[mohgazah]

There is a fire in my heart that no one can see‼️

This is the Third time I’ve lived through the brutality of hunger its harshness, its silence.

I walk through the streets of the city and find nothing to feed my children.

🩸The first time was last year, when I documented my situation holding onto a piece of bread after over a month of deprivation.

🩸The second time was 6 months ago when I brought some flour for my family and I was very tired because it was a very long walk.

🩸Now, I’m reliving that same pain.

The helplessness before my children, the heartbreak, it feels like I’m failing as a father. This is the very definition of powerlessness. I am of no use to them.💔💔

*Do you feel the weight of this hunger in my heart?

*Can you hear the cries of my children’s empty stomachs?

*Is anyone out there listening?

*Can anyone help us or Or convey the voice of this hunger to those who can help us?

Please donate, we are in dire need of your humanity. I hope you will not leave us to die in this harsh hunger. We want to feel that there is someone we can rely on to lighten this burden a little.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone who supports us in these difficult circumstances. 🌹🫶🇵🇸

Hello 

[poppyseedxoxo]

[missingglower]

simon x jordan kyle

currently reading city of fallen angels and immediatly fell in love with jordan and simon as a ship like be fr:

werewolf & a vampire

jordan is "secure in his masculinity" to accept being simons date?

"i want you to look pretty" !!!

nerd/jock vibes

and they were roommates

and i'm only like a bit more than a half way through the book! looked up something on AO3 and there's almost nothing lord help me

[missingglower]

Alexander Lightwood x Female Reader headcanons <3

Leaves you for a man.

[heavendollie]

they're always with me 24/7

[missingglower]

I was always hesitant on posting the marauders stuff literally anywhere, and now I am even more sure that I want to leave the fandom with all of the transphobia and toxic interactions that have been going on lately. And it's not like I grew out of my passion for the marauders era, it's just idk I don't wish to interact with the fandom (i am not talking about the adequate one) who can dox and send you death threats over your headcanons that are connected with queerness (hope i wrote it right). The idea of the fandom is that it's supposed to connect us and share our creative visions but people just want to control this vision and trap you into "normal idea" of the character.

[missingglower]

headcanon on modern! marauders era

[based on the first picture]

You can clearly see... *Gaslights you* Clearly see that in this pic Marlene and Mary occupied Sirius' and Remus' apartment, which is far more spacious than their own (curse Padfoot and his uncle Alphards heritage), so they could finish their graduation art project for Hogwarts. But if being honest, Mary is the one doing all the work: her girlfriend is either listening to the radio, or with Sirius, fixing peoples motorbikes for cash.

Mary: You son of a witch, Sirius. Stole my girlfriend with some bikes and now I cannot work properly!

Marlene & Sirius, looking at Mary with dumb smiles: Respectfully, it's October and we don't graduate that soon.

And Remus... Well, Remus is done. Remus ran to Lily and James the moment he saw McDonald and McKinnon at his doorstep. Just because it's more quieter. Can relate.

[kazoosandfannypacks]

[astrogirlyworld-deactivated2026]