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Pairing: bf Bakhyun + Reader
Genre: fluff
Prompt: Tonight you are going for a date with Baek on his car ♥
He gallantly opens the door for you with a lil smirk.
"Welcome in, princess"
It's night so there aren't many cars, that's why Baek offers you a faster ride. And you agree, even though speed is not what you like
What you like is Baek's concentrated face, street lights dancing on him, his rolled up sleeves which open the view on his veins and massive watch on his wrist.
Your staring is caught by Mr.Byun. He lessens the speed and throws a quick glance at you: "I hope you can wait a little, we're almost there"
While you're processing his words, he is smirking to himself, then almost laughs when he sees your reaction.
It wasn't your intention, but the atmosphere gets more tense.
You give him your hand getting out of the car. He doesn't let it go after.
The view is really mesmerizing, but Baekhyun is what you want to look at more.
He absolutely agrees with you in this.
You two lean on the car hood.
Looking him in the eyes during this last seconds was a mistake. But you don't mind and kiss him back.
Baekhyun's kisses always make you impatient, even here, where some strangers can stumble upon you two.
He is the one to break the kiss.
Suddenly he jumps off the hood and looks for something in the car.
"Here it is! I almost forgot I grabbed it, so we MUST eat it up!" He says as if he didn't interrupt anything important.
Baek's smirk says it is being done on purpose.
He tries to take a sneaky photo of you but forgets to switch off the flash.
You have a photo battle. Then you spam the SD of your phones with selfies.
You run around the car chasing each other, have hugging fights, compete on whose laugh is louder....
When you finally run out of your inner batteries, you just sit in the car and rest, fondly staring at the city view and then at each other.
Baek raises his eyebrow and you nod.
Smiling, he drives you home.
Ohh, it`s been a while...Thank you for reading! ☆ Hope you enjoy this small piece of writing ♥
Note: as Halloween is soon, I start posting some related stories I have. The first one is Chuu being the sweetest Witch in the Woods.
They keep saying that the witch in the forest is terrifying, dangerous and even deadly.. You don’t give a shit about this, because you know her better.
She’s always smiley, pulling pranks on other forest creatures, random people who get in her zone or even you, when in the mood. She’s everything but that obsolete shit they talk about witches.
Even her name - Chuu - was cute and absolutely not scary. Her witchcraft specialty is making candies and fancy decorating of trees and houses.
She`s a pro in singing but her piano skills still need some improvement. Her singing can enchant anyone, whether it is a person or animal or a magic creature. But melodies she executes using the piano are terrifying. Once her 5-minute play caused a snowfall in the end of summer. (Probably that`s one of the reasons why the villagers consider her scary and dangerous)
Even tho` she may be clumsy and not good at playing the piano, she`s very caring and kind towards people and creatures who are her friends. Her sweets are the most delicious and unusual you have ever seen and tried.
If you meet her in the woods, don`t be afraid! just smile and greet her, she likes making new friends. ♥
warning: smut!
pairing: Kim Jongdae and You/Reader
genre: a bit of fluff followed by smut
words: about 1k
notes: Your boyfriend`s little accessory caught your attention and led to some adventured after your date ♥
I`m not good at writing smut, that`s why it`s pretty short and i hope it turned out well. hope you enjoy it! write comments if you liked it (or not) i`d love to know your opinion :3
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You had a date with Jongdae and everything was as fine as it could be, but there was one ‘but’. You couldn’t take your eyes off from Jongdae’s simple but somehow sexy look: his soft black hair carefully divided into two in the middle, opening the view on his forehead, tight jeans, white tshirt and thick suspenders. The last item was driving you crazy. At first you just joked about it, making remarks every now and then. With the time you started to playfully tug on them with no back thought. It went to the point you barely put your hands off Jongdae’s suspenders and/or shoulders. Jongdae teased you about your excessive love for this small accessory, but that made you slap him with them lightly. It became the turning point. Jongdae whined and rubbed his chest just where the suspenders hit him. You apologized and to your surprise Jongdae answered not how you expected. Not a single variant of what you could expect.
“Don’t worry, you’ll make up for it tonight”
Now you could only imagine what ideas he got from your innocent play with these damned suspenders. The look on his face told you that something interesting awaited you but that also meant no mercy.
Here you were, naked on the bed, with your hands up your head tied to the bed with those suspenders. But you had no complaints. Jongdae was paying attention to each centimeter of your body, spending some extra time on your soft spots, but the thing was that he was everywhere except where you needed him. Your boyfriend not once proved you that his patience lasts as long as he wants it to. It seemed as if you’ve spent several hours like this, under his touches, nibbles and kisses getting no release to the knot down your body. At first you tried to create some friction by bringing your legs together but Jongdae noticed it at once and changed his position, parting your legs and sitting just between them. After this fail and some punishment bites from Jongdae, you slid a bit down but still couldn’t reach his body.
“So eager that you can’t wait patiently for me to touch you..” he tsked three times, “today you are not the good girl I know”
He went down slowly, giving you a second to enjoy the thought that he would give you what you want, before caressing your thighs with both hands, then replacing one of the hands with his lips. He started from a bit higher than your knee, painting a faltering line of slow kisses leading up your thigh, his breath itching your core at the highest point, then doing the same with your other leg. You kept moaning his name together with begging pleases each time he moved in the direction of your pussy. After all the teasing the desperation reached the peak and you were almost ready to give up the idea of getting the release this night. And that was definitely the goal Jongdae wanted and finally managed to achieve. He paused suddenly, taking in the view under him: the beautiful mess he created out of you, your tied up hands no longer in fists, your hair all over the pillows, your face red and glowing, your neck, breasts and thighs covered with hickies, sweat and bite marks. Jongdae leaned in for a kiss, but it`s suddenly tender, extremely slow and affectionate. It made you a bit relaxed, but when you opened your eyes after the kiss, the look on his face gave you the opposite feeling. You understood that this kiss was just the small break Jongdae gifted you with.
“Are you ready for the main part?” he smirked.
You let out something between a moan and a whine. Taking into consideration the previous experience you didn`t fall for that. Jongdae was in the mood and that meant he might not let you cum till the dawn or at all. But still his own patience is not limitless, so you hoped that he would finally give you what you`ve been craving for the whole night.
“Yes, please..” you answered, waiting for his next move.
“Then tell me what you want me to do,” he commands, hovering over you.
“Fuck me, Dae,” you almost whisper, but his name sounds more like a moan.
“Details, babe. I need details,” his voice is too deep and imposing, “or you won`t get anything.”
“Shi..” you almost cursed at such arrogance, but stopped halfway. As if you had any energy to explain how you want him to fuck you, especially in details. You just wanted your release after all the teasing, you didn`t care how exactly, you just wanted him in you. In addition, speaking during sex has never been your cup of tea, and Jongdae knew this.
“So..? Are we finishing or proceeding?” he raised his eyebrows.
“Proceeding... Dae, just make me cum already. I can`t take it anymore,” you begged. Jongdae hummed and shook his head in response. You got his clue.
“Hm, I meant eat me out,” your voice was shaking and eyes closed.
“That`s it, babe. Not bad for the beginning,” he announced moving down to give you a reward. When his face was at the level of your lower stomach, Jongdae touched your skin with his lips, getting closer to your pussy. He made a little pause before finally putting his tongue into work. Firstly the moves were slow, as if he was continuing to torture you, but it changed very soon. The pace became quicker and you gave into the feeling growing inside you. The wet sounds were filling the room, together with your and Jongdae`s heavy breathing and moaning. You kept repeating “more”, but Jongdae suddenly stopped when you were at the edge.
“Okay, love, let`s finish it together,” not waiting for your answer he rolled on the condom that he took from the nightstand and hovered over you again. “Ready, my dear?”
“Yes,” you breathed out, biting your lower lip. Jongdae leaned down and kissed you passionately, aligning the tip of his dick with your entrance. The taste of yourself in the kiss diverted your attention for a moment, until your felt your walls stretch letting him in. You gasped, matching Dae`s heavy uneven breathing, when he started to move his hips. You tilted your head to the side, eyes closed, fully concentrated on the feeling you`ve waited for so long. Jongdae threw a glance at you and smirked, amazed at your cute and satisfied expression. He also decided not to play anymore and hastened his thrust, also adding the depth. Dae dropped his head on the crook of your neck, his soft, wet with sweat hair tickling your skin. You wanted to run your fingers into his hair as you usually do, but this time you couldn`t. Yet you didn`t have time to get disappointed, because with this pace your desired release was very close, the understanding of reality leaving you.
“Babe..” Jongdae breathed out into your neck, awakening you. Feeling high, you let out a pretty long moan, signaling of your closeness to the peak.
“Come,” another low whisper from him. As if there were any other variants what to do. You buried your face into his temple, his messy hair sticking to your cheek and eyebrow.
“Dae..!” it was everything you managed to cry out, your orgasm overhelming all your senses. He growled, cumming several thrusts after you. But he didn`t stop at once, riding out your highs slowly. Dae kissed you again, untying your hands. Your hands powerlessly fell on his shoulders, as Jongdae finally stopped moving and collapsed near your side.
“ What a bliss, I wore them today,” he pointed at the suspenders on the pillow above your head. You couldn`t disagree here. The two of you laughed loudly, definitely satisfied with the outcome of the night.
thanks for reading! ♥ everyone needs some smut with JD ;3
fluff only, it`s short but i hope you enjoy reading it :3
headcanons:
you two listen to music together, sharing headphones, later start singing along to the song aloud, annoying the passers-by
walk around the yet unknown parts of the city, discovering the new small cozy cafes
holding hands all the time or occasional touches of the fingers time to time
you try to talk Jongdae into taking selfies together
if he refuses, you start taking photos of him
he refuses each time and whines a lot, tries to hide from you, but secretly likes it
sometimes he even sends his own selfies, to add to your collection as he knows how happy you become when he does it
but each time complains and writes smth like ‘you know how bad i`m at taking selfies тт’, ‘it`s the best shot among all the bad ones -w-’, ‘it took me ages to make this one x3′
but he isn`t bad at it, not bad at all
he takes gorgeous photos of landscapes on his polaroid
and of you too
you finish the evening by getting take-outs to eat at home
We all know that sm needs to step up and pay attention to their idols. We know that the industry overall is very toxic as well.
But we're also the problem.
As a fanbase, we're so critical of idols as well. They're human. They make mistakes. Yet we seem to have no problem shitting on them and even "cancelling" them.
We may have unity and be holding hands now but wait until a couple weeks later and we're acting the same. As much as we see posts like "idols are humans too!" or "please treat ____ with respect," posts with hate/general disrespect affect them more. Think about it. You could go a whole day being happy and have it ruined with one bad occurrence. Now have that increase exponentially and have it occur daily. How shitty would you feel?
There are so many awful trends in this fandom. For one, the "unpopular kpop opinions" trend. So many vids would pop up on my YouTube recommendation with thumnails like "why i don't like tzuyu" or "why i don't like blackpink." I don't care what the context of the video is. I don't care that you put a disclaimer in that said that you have nothing against the idol/group. You chose to put that thumbnail in. You chose to put in that negative connotation. That carries weight.
Every time the tiniest rumor pops up we trend that idol's name on multiple social media sights. A lot of the time it happened years ago/ was entirely fake. But it carries weight.
Your likes carry weight. Your comments carry weight. Your retweets/reblogs carry weight. And all that weight will pile up and can completely destroy a person.
We know that we're a toxic fandom. Now let's do something about it.
while i`m looking for some inspiration, i want to ask yall: what is an idea or headcanon that got stuck in your head for days/weeks? (and with what member of what group)
as for me, i read in one of the comments on Twitter how one user wanted to backhug Jongdae`s tiny waist and then slowly proceed to unzipping his pants... oppa, i want a fanfic like this (or write it myself if i don`t get rid of this from my mind)
prompt: Taemin is a vampire who is hosting the last ever party in his life. You are not going to save him. He IS dangerous. But your tear is a proof that he was the most beautiful creature you have ever met.
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You didn’t feel like you belonged to this royal party you were invited to. The time this night was flowing at dreadfully slow speed. The only reason you came there was him. That young man wasn’t an ordinary count or other royalty member. His origin was special, he was also special to you.
The large hall in the Baroque style was full of the fancy dressed people. They all were busy gossiping about all the latest news but the main and most interesting one was about the owner of the mansion. The discussions on this topic were held almost in whisper with everyone being involved in to some extent. You haven’t communicated with anyone that evening, but you knew about him more than all people around. You knew his secret, though now it was not a secret anymore.
He didn’t show himself up for some hours. Some guests thought that he didn’t have enough courage to face the public, or that he has already escaped. You were sure he was just creating a suspense. The news was too exquisite to tell about it without some show. Value is directly proportional to the performance it deserves. That`s his credo.
You noticed his silhouette on the balcony. His moves as smooth as ever, no way you could mistake him for anyone. In a moment, he was in the middle of the stairway. One clap and the silence filled the room.
The atmosphere he was serving made your knees weak with fear and admiration. The white silk shirt made his skin look even paler, the bright red of his lips, being so unnatural, suited him more than anyone else.
The chatter was spreading throughout the room. His always arrogant look changed suddenly. Never someone`s laugh made you so shocked. The sound of bright almost childish belly laugh echoed in the hall. You thought that it was a laugh of someone who`s just killed their prey. The stares, all at him, were full of fear with a sparkle of curiosity. He wasn`t going to answer that silent question at once. He knew this was the last party he was hosting, so he had to leave the unforgettable impression.
He went down the stairs through the crowd. Everyone`s eyes followed each move of the young man. His confident steps told that he knew exactly where he was going. Almost at the center of the room he stopped, his blonde bangs long enough to cover his eyes. The circle of the people surrounded him, with a safe distance between them and the mansion owner. You couldn`t see anything from your spot. A sound of his shoes, a woman`s squeak, gasps and screams of people in the direction where he was. ‘He bit her’, you thought. And you were right, the man must have decided to show off his skills instead of telling the publicity that he was a vampire.
A second later, the room became dark, all candles extinguished. He quickly passed by you. You followed him. But after entering the small guest room you lost his track. You turned around in the direction of the door and saw him.
Not daring to move you watched him. He ran his fingers through his hair revealing his eyes. His stare was unmoving, as if he was in a deep thought. Suddenly his eyes were piercing yours and without breaking an eye contact with you, he confidently stepped forward.
You lifted your head, your face followed by his long cold fingers. Your lips met. The moves of his plump lips lessened your caution and at that moment he sharply bit your lower lip, not letting even a drop of blood fall down. You gripped his forearm, not wanting to let him go, even after this painful kiss, even when he moved down to taste your neck for the last time. You felt dizzy, lightly touching a spot, where his lips were just a moment ago.
He put your hand down, making a step back. Leaving you with confident steps, he paused, his hand on the door handle. His head turning towards your direction, he threw a glance all over you from your feet up to your eyes. It was his last farewell to you. You let your emotions go and teared up a little. He was dangerous, there was no doubt. You were not going to save him. But you could not help that piercing feeling, which was eating you from the inside. You hoped he had managed to escape the capital punishment. No way this man could get away with his sins forever, but your broken heart was absolutely not ready to the news of the new loss.
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thanks for reading! inspired after watching the ‘want’ mv.
A short story of Sehun being Sehun, featuring Vivi and dumbness. Pure fluff🐩
“What a bitch!” was your first thought about him. Everything from his face to his behavior screamed it. That wasn`t a tea party with the Queen at the Buckingham Palace, so why the fuck he had to be that arrogant and so mean to the guests who simply asked some trifles.
Little did you know, that some of the guests dared to talk behind his dear hyung`s back (who was by the way the organizer of the party) even without checking whether he was nearby or not. Sehun seemed to be ready to throw all those ungrateful asses away himself, but hyung tried to calm him down. To no result, unfortunately. His bitter look was enough to spoil the cheerful mood of any one.
In some days you stumbled upon this guy again but you couldn`t even recognize him at first. Sehun was walking his dog at the park and it was obvious that he enjoyed his time with the little white poodle. The young man`s smile was so beautiful and sincere that you couldn`t believe it was the same meanie at the party some days ago. You smiled to yourself slightly, thinking that probably you were wrong about him. WIth this thought you walked down the path. Everything was great until something hit your head. You covered your head and crouched down out of suprise rather than pain. Trying to get up and to realize what actually happened, you saw a man running to you. It was Sehun. He looked so concerned and extra serious, “hey, is everything okay? does it hurt?”
“hm, not really,” you aswered hesitantly.
“thank gosh, yeah, this small stick couldn`t have killed anyone, so...”
“wait, did you throw a stick at me?” you interrupted Sehun`s conclusions.
“what? no! i mean, yes, it was me, but not intentionally. the thing is i played with Vivi and threw a stick over the shoulder, but didn`t know my own strength, so sorry, my bad. can i somehow conpensate the stress?”
The white poodle, who was keeping a distance while the whole conversation, now cautiously approached you two, Sehun in particular.
“it doesn`t hurt much, so forget it,” you tried to reassure Sehun, but your gaze was following the dog time to time. You liked animals and Vivi looked so cute, so no wonder the dog took your attention.
“wanna pet Vivi?” Sehun noticed your interest and picked up the poodle from the ground. “isn`t Vivi cute?” You nodded, answering both questions, and ran your fingers trough white curly fur. Sehun seemed to feel more comfortable after the unpleasant situation and smiled softly, as Vivi enjoyed the attention. “Maybe not only Vivi is cute,” you thought to yourself.
A short blurb about caring sweet boyfriend Jondae (as he is, honestly, it`s illegal to be so angelic as him). Please enjoy! ^^
You already regretted wearing this skirt. You liked how it hugged your hips but there was a problem – it constantly slipped up. So you had to tug it down every now and then. You and all the boys had finally returned to the dorms after the walk and the boys drifted to different rooms, but you and Jongdae decided to stay in the living room. JD jumped on the sofa and you slowly walked towards the sofa, when you were going to sit, Baekhyun asked whether you two wanted a drink. You answered ‘yes’. Suddenly you felt someone`s hands on your waist pulling you down. They were surely Jongdae`s and right after that you found yourself sitting on his lap. You tried to adjust your position, but noticed that your ‘beloved’ skirt has gone up a bit too much, so you tried to fix it. But Jongdae put his hands over yours to stop you.
“You`ve been tugging it down all evening. No one is around, so stop worrying about it, babe,” Jongdae put his head on your shoulder, while saying this quietly. Baek appeared in front of you two, holding out the drinks, with a small smirk on his face. You thanked, feeling the blush on your cheeks, but not because of Baek. The reason was Jongdae. After casually sipping his drink, he tugged you closer to him, adjusted your skirt, put his hands over your legs and lightly smiled behind you, but you could recognize his satisfied giggle by a small puff his mouth released each time he smiled.
pairing: Kim Minseok and reader
words: 970
genre: fluff, barista!au
notes: Short drabble with amazing barista a.k.a. Mr. Kim Minseok. Lame puns and cat ears, pretty flowers and coffee - everything you need this autumn is here. Enjoy! ( ◡‿◡ *)
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Fresh cool air caught you a bit off guard but you thought it was not a big deal. The evening with your friends was nice and nothing could spoil your mood right now. You walked through lit streets, curiously observing every shop window. You even stopped at the most interesting ones to admire the cute decorations or the well-coordinated actions of the workers at the cafes. Such moments made you feel like a child and you got even happier. You didn`t want to go home as it was not that late, so you decided to call at a nice place.
There were different good-looking bakeries and your favorite take-outs, but you didn`t feel like going there, so you walked further. At the corner of the one old building, you saw a cafe with large windows, two big pots of bright orange chrysanthemums near the entrance and almost no customers inside. There was nothing special in the exterior and small flowerpots on the tables inside looked casual, but one little something caught your attention. Somebody to be more precise. A handsome barista who was thoroughly cleaning the table near the window. Another detail surprised you a bit more: ears! No, not his own ones, but those cat-like black ears on his head. The corners of your mouth went up and up while you continued staring at him, at his eerie black hair falling on his face, at his smooth movements. It was until your eyes met.
He tucked away a strand of hair, his lips forming a bit shy but welcoming smile. This way he resembled a cat even more. The name Cheshire would suit him, no doubt. With curiosity you walked toward the entrance and glanced at the words on the door. Half an hour before closing is the perfect time to have a cup of coffee.
The cat-like man was already at the bar counter when you entered. It was warm inside and the soft smell of coffee made you really relaxed.
"Good evening! Rare visitor at this time!" the bartender greeted you with Cheshire-like broad smile.
"Hello! Not that rare as to see a cat as a barista." you playfully answered, unbuttoning your coat.
"Huh, that`s right! But I`m a cat only for tonight," he adjusted his hair again and looked into your eyes, "would you like anything?"
"Yeah, raf coffee please" you said quickly.
The barista was about to set up the order, but gave you a quick glance before putting it:
"Won`t you mind 'meow' coffee instead of 'ruff'?” A gummy smile appeared on his face, while operating the cash machine.
You froze for a second considering the phrase you heard and laughed at sudden realization of it.
“Well, sounds nice even for such a dog-lover like me”
“It`s a win for cats tonight then! Make yourself comfortable, your coffee will be ready soon,” a quick smile followed his words before he started working on your order.
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You decided to take a seat at the bar counter. You put your coat on the back of the high chair and settled yourself on it. This spot gave you way more advantages than you expected. Here you could see all manipulations of your barista to prepare your coffee. You could not take your eyes off the confident moves of the man, especially when he was drawing an ornament on the milk foam. It looked like magic. When the coffee was ready, a small satisfied smile appeared on Cheshire`s face and he proceeded to bring his another customer the order. You suddenly realized that you didn’t ask his name. You glanced at the badge on his apron it stated “Minseok”.
“Here you are,” the man placed a cup in front of you, pulling you off your fantasies, “hope you`ll enjoy it”.
“Thank you, it looks great,” you broke into a soft smile after seeing the cute flower on a milk foam.
“The taste is even better,” he added proudly with his signature smile. As no customers left, you gathered courage to continue a conversation.
“By the way, is this a neko café or something..?” you asked casually, while sipping your coffee.
“Ah? Why do you think so? Ears?” he asked bewildered, pointing at the cat ears on his head.
“It`s just,” you stammered, “I was wondering, why else a barista here could be such a kitten”.
The boy was amused at your sudden assertion. You grinned at his shy reaction.
“But,” Minseok definitely got infected by your playfulness, “Weren`t you a doglover?” he hid a smirk under his hand.
“That`s right, but I seem to be under the influence of this delicious drink.”
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The barista continued to do the preparations for the closing, letting you enjoy your drink. You probably were hypnotizing the cakes on the shop window for a bit too long, as Minseok offered you a discount for any piece you choose. There was no way you could say “no”, not to this delicious cake, not to his polite proposition.
After getting done with the cake, you noticed that it was already 5 minutes after the closing time. You glanced at Minseok warily, but he was sitting comfortably at the counter, browsing something on his phone. You got up and began putting on your coat.
“Finished?” You nodded.
“Would you come again?” he asked while cleaning the counter, with a soft smile.
“Definitely!”
“Then, I have an interesting offer for you,” Minseok stated, leaning on the counter, balancing his weight on both hands.
“Wow, I’m intrigued!”
“You can get a discount if you become our constant visitor, and in exchange for your number, I can inform you when the most delicious coffee and fresh cakes are available. How does that sound?”
“ Sounds like, someone`ll have to wear that cat-like ears more often!”
First of all I want to thank everyone who payed attention to my first work “Sweet October”, for each like, each comment and even the passers by who saw it! I`m happy if you read it!
Secondly, the thing is \miya-universe-7\ is a side blog, so as I found out I cannot even answer the comments, for what i`m sorry. It`s not a big problem for me to reveal my main, but i think it`ll be confusing and I like this blog, so i won`t create another one(for now?). So if you want to communicate with me or you have any ideas you want to share - use asks or dm, I`ll gladly answer you!
That`s what I wanted to say, expect another story later this day (at least in my country).
As autumn is a pretty cold season, let`s raise the temperature with some small but hot prompt!
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He gently brushes your cheek, staring deeply into your eyes, then places his lips on yours. The sweet slow pecks quickly turn into more passionate deep kisses, with his tongue thoroughly exploring your mouth. As the night proceeds, your moans make up a perfect synchrony. You two seem to be very hungry, and your eagerness to waste no time left you breathless.
pairing: Kim Jongdae and Reader (her nickname is Min)
genre: fluff (some mentions of mature content and drinking but if you squint you`ll miss it), friends to lovers, university!au
words: about 1k
notes: this is the fist work i post for Inktober and in this blog too. i’ve never posted my works, written in not-my-native language, so there could be mistakes. i really like this trope ‘friends to lovers’, so here is my version of it with gorgeous Jongdae as a main character. Please, give lots of love to ‘Dear my Dear’ and ‘Sweet October’ as well!
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“Let`s have sex,” you dashed at your best friend Jongdae, who you`ve been in love with for the past year. When you entered the university, you were not going to establish any romantic relationships, as you wanted to concentrate on studying. Though, after meeting Jongdae and his friends, your uni life became full of happy and funny events, so you didn’t regret not following your starter plan. But now you were on the verge of regretting saying this, because you didn`t dare to open your eyes and Jongdae didn`t answer either. Surely you both were kinda drunk (you wouldn`t be brave enough to blurt out smth like this when sober), but the realization of the said words was slowly cancelling the effect of alcohol.
“Mhm, Min, are you serious? Why all of a sudden…” his eyebrows went up and eyes widened.
“Listen,” you quickly interrupted him, but tried again, as you knew you wouldn`t have another chance, “please, let`s do it once and then forget about everything.”
“Stop, stop, Min. Do you think it`d be that easily forgotten and we could pretend like nothing happened, hm?”
“But…” you paused, trying to come up with any convincing argument.
“So, for how long?” he asked casually, tucking a strand of his black hair behind the ear several times as it didn`t want to stay in its place.
“What do you mean?”
“For how long have you been in love with me?” said Jongdae as if it was that obvious.
“Wait, how did you know?” To say you were shocked would be an understatement. Has he noticed it just now or earlier?
“I`m drunk, not stupid, you know. You could not have said something like that without a reason. And I think there can be only one reason for this.”
“No, you are not,” you protested, “if you were drunk you would have just accepted my offer. And if you`re so smart as you say, you would have noticed at least some changes in my feelings throughout this year.”
“A year?” you knew by his intonation that his eyebrows went up. You felt so embarrassed to have a conversation like this with Jongdae that you couldn`t look him in the eyes. “So long! When were you going to confess to me then?” he continued.
“I wasn`t going to at all,” a deep sigh left your mouth.
“Eh? Why?” he whined and leaned down, trying to find an angle where he would be able to look you in the eyes. Each time you were turning your head in an opposite direction from his gaze.
“That`s because I didn`t want to ruin our friendship,” you continued slowly, still trying to escape his gaze, “I know, that you consider me as a good friend only, so i`d rather we have stayed friends,” you pronounced it very quietly and slowly, as your initial confidence had already left you as soon as your plan went not the way you expected.
“But what if I say that you are wrong and we could at least try another type of relationship,” prompted Jongdae after a small pause.
“Wait.. what??” you looked in his eyes for a moment, just to reassure yourself that it was actually happening and Jongdae was really there.
“Should I repeat?” he chuckled quietly. You couldn`t fully understand what was going on yet, but wanted to know how it would turn out in the end.
“Yes, please. I might have misunderstood you, because of alcohol you know…” you awkwardly chuckled, cautiously waiting for his answer trying not to expect too much.
“I said that we could try to start a relationship.”
How can he say all of these so confidently and calmly? Yes, his voice was way quieter than usual, but he sounded so sure to you, that it seemed that neither your offer to have sex nor your confession appeared to him as something strange or surprising.
“But you don`t like me back,” you wanted to sound confident too but it was uttered more like a question.
“I do like you,” he interrupted before you could start a new sentence, “you`re a very important person to me.”
“But that also means you like me only as a friend. You don`t have to date me because I confessed to you. You know, there exists such a word as rejection.” He is always too kind to you.
“If I didn’t want to then I wouldn’t have offered that. Wouldn`t you give me a chance?”
You were at a loss of words. He sounded so serious, it didn’t seem real. After another pause you looked him in the eyes. At that point you understood that you lost, not being able to say “no” to his big kind eyes, colour of honey and coffee. But was it really that bad to lose to him like that? Why not just agree to this, as it has always been your dream to date him?
“If only you say that it was a joke or because we were drunk, I`ll …”
“You know I wouldn`t,” he said sharply before you could finish and gave you a heart-melting smile. You suddenly felt even shyer than after asking him to have sex with you. While you were looking for the words to answer, he added, keeping an eye contact with you, “so, what should we do now, hm?”
“I.. agree,” you said almost in whisper.
“Hm, sorry..?” he definitely heard your answer, but it wasn`t enough, he wanted you to say everything straightforwardly.
You hesitated before finally telling him,”I said, let`s date, as I .. do like you.”
You felt the heat going up to your cheeks when saying this, so no way you could look him in the eyes. But as he was keeping silent for quite too long, you had nothing but look up, without rising your head. It turned out he had been staring at you all the time. Usually you wouldn`t be able to stand such intense eye contact, but his soft and confident glance hypnotized you. It was nothing else but magic. You were trying to find the answer to your words in his eyes, though it might have seemed obvious, you also wanted to hear his answer.
“So, Jongdae, ..?” you raised your eyebrows.
Jongdae for the first time broke the eye contact and reached for your hand.
“I`d be happy to date you, Min,” he smiled widely, his eyes turning into crescent moons, his head tilting to the right. It seemed to you that he was a bit shy, when saying these words. You couldn`t believe it, neither his words, nor him being even a little bit shy. He was a definition of confidence to you, so you weren`t ready to witness him being vulnerable in front of you. The warmth was spreading throughout your body and you couldn`t contain yourself, so you leaned in and with a free hand hugged him. Jongdae let go off your hand and hugged you back with a deep inhale as if he had been holding his breath for long.
“Me too,” he whispered quietly somewhere close to your ear. You were glad, that you could hide your face in the crook of his neck, because your cheeks were burning. It was still difficult to believe that it was really happening with you, but it wasn`t important anymore.
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yay! i did it! hope you like it, please, share your impressions with me ♥ thank you for reading♥
It`s a short drabble, about 1k words, no warnings, just mentioning some stuff which is really not .
Description:
The best relationship trope for me is here: friends to lovers with Jongdae, your fellow from university. You may say it`s too clishe or too sweet, but isn`t it what we need the most during such a lovely season?
