[morning-meltdown]

[persianmom]

a perfectly ripe mango could change the trajectory of my life

[moldavite]

really wish some things had turned out differently

[loveridden1999]

shell of a person is such an apt description like yeah i feel exactly like that rn

[papayajuan2019]

could really go for 200mg right now. of anything.

[freakoutgirl]

i hate when something is in 20 minutes

[morning-meltdown]

What I texted my best friend tonight:

I feel like it’s all starting to shift into purpose. It’s not like I was obsessive with him or anything but my priorities were definitely more geared towards him/us so I’ve felt pushed to really find purpose within myself and my time here on Earth, you know? And I feel like that’s what I’ve been missing but it was momentarily filled with him. It still hurts but it doesn’t feel like the hurt is for nothing anymore. I taught a stretching workshop the other night where I give assisted stretching and massage, one of my students came up to me and told me that I need to be in the healing arts, that my purpose is to heal. And it just felt like exactly what I needed hear and now things feel like they’re clicking. I’m not sure what that looks like just yet, other than getting my death doula cert but I don’t want to do that for another few years, but there’s this gentleness that’s coursing through me. This softness and joy. Maybe this is to prepare me to be a death doula. Maybe this is exactly what needed to happen.

[oysters-aint-for-me]

do me a favor and plz reblog with your five most recently used non-face, non-hand, non-heart emojis

[morning-meltdown]

I was supposed to have therapy today but my therapist woke up sick so we’re rescheduling to Monday. I’m looking forward to my reiki session tomorrow and I’m getting my haircut so I think I’ll be heading into my therapy session a little more clear headed than I would’ve today which will be a bit better use of our time than going in all over the place which is how my head feels at the moment. Feeling more like myself a little bit everyday but still lingering on the phone call where he ended things, just trying to understand. Sigh.

[morning-meltdown]

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[stuckinapril]

you seem avoidant for a girl who’s so hungry to experience the full breadth of human connection

[morning-meltdown]

Another day spent at my favorite place in town. I’m proud of myself for giving myself time to just exist in a third space.

[poisondartlesbian]

crazy how your only options for romance these days are to redownload hinge or to give up on love and become a lighthouse keeper. ah well.

[morning-meltdown]

I feel so much more like myself today. Thank. God. Today is a short day, only 3 classes and getting done at 1pm. I scheduled a reiki session for Saturday to help clear out all of this heavy energy. Therapy tomorrow plus reiki on Saturday is going to do a lot of good, I can feel it.

[keyara-nyasha]

[quoteastic]

Sending love to all the women who are constantly desired but never loved all the way through.

[morning-meltdown]

Dare I say I found a lil pep in my step this afternoon?