No one knows how they'll react
I do though. "You never know how you're going to react in the event if an active shooter". I do though. I was new at a school a few years ago. I'd been teaching a few years and moved districts. I didn't know the codes for different drills (we weren't trained and I wasn't provided with a booklet). The principal came over the intercom and said "code black". I didn't know what that meant, so I got all of the kindergarteners in my class (and their assistant) under my tables and moved my piano in front of them. Then I went and got the PE teacher and her class of kindergarteners and their assistant (the gym was attached to my room and didn't have an intercom). I got everyone in their hiding spot and then the door to the outside started to rattle and then it opened. I stood there, ready to face whatever was on the other side of the door. I was scared, but I knew if the gunman saw me alone, he might think it was my planning period. He'd shoot me and move along and the other adults in the room could usher the kids to safety. I was ready. It ended up being my principal. Code black meant evacuate.
I told my husband after the most recent shooting that I'll try to hide myself with my kids, but there is no question in my mind where I'll be if someone walks in looking to harm my kids. I tell every student on their first day in my music classroom, "I promise I will always protect you" and I mean it.
I didn't join the military or the police force. I didn't think that when I started teaching I'd have to make the same commitment that they make. I didn't know I'd be putting my life on the line, but I do and I will.
























