s.cr.d

[daily-deliciousness]

Broccoli cheddar chicken and noodle casserole

[muskushge]

Hello again old friends I’m back🫶🏽

[raveezus]

keep ya head up, know your worth.

[muskushge]

preach papa pac🥺

[megaceros]

[muskushge]

just keep swimming

[eeattherich]

via heyitshose

[muskushge]

true that

[muskushge]

life

my brother is gone back in the system im gonna start to work on myself fuck this growing up buisness is some tough work anyone wanna help me out with it?

[muskushge]

and that’s okay..

I thought my family was doing good, and that was okay

You see since i was a kid my mama has been

Well, she was been addicted almost my whole life

It got so bad when my father died, that she went out for a year

Aaaaaand she left me with my siblings,

But it was okay i guess, because she was only doing that to be happy

She was happy, i think and that was okay

You see she would come back every couple weeks

Well she would come every couple weeks and then i would go to school

This went on for awhile, it got to the point when i would only be at school 3 times a month

Aaaand i failed that semester

But it was okay because, my youngest sibling was going to school

He was going to school, and it was okay

You see i would wake up every morning and get him ready

Well i would get up and he would already be ready just waiting for me to make his lunch

That happened every morning and every morning i would fight back tears trying to look for something for him to take for lunch

Aaaand eventually he started going to school with no lunches

But it was okay because the school had a lunch program for lower income families 

the school had the lunch program so it was okay

but eventually school started to ask why we didn’t have or own food

annnd they stopped giving him food

this went on for awhile until the beginning of the next school year

then we got taken away..

[muskushge]

grief -s.cr.d

I lay there motionless

Screaming why did you leave 

My face is tattooed with tears 

And then i take a shaky breath

and it feels like no air is coming to my lungs

And then  everything goes black

I don’t know happend 

Everything went fuzzy

But apparently it's five years later

And my hair is a mess

I haven’t been in school in three years

I’m self conscious

I feel dumb and useless

And i'm dealing with depression 

And anxiety

Which are all signs of grief 

 I just wanna say that i'm sorry

This is not the girl this is not the girl im used to being

The girl i used to be was a girl with happy thoughts

and never a doubt in the mind

She was a pretty girl with hopes and dreams

She was smart and funny

And most importantly a dad who loved me

Then one day

Then one day that all changed 

My grandma called my brothers and I from the basement 

And she told me 

Ivan died my girl

Once i realise what i just heard i think is this some sort of sick joke

Then I look around and see my moms side of the family is red eyed and puffy

And I look at ivans side his three sisters all there bawling their eyes out, i don’t even know what to say i move to each of them silently giving them hugs

And think my dad is going to walk through the door any minute 

But he doesn’t then

I walk slowly to the basement

and cry that was the hardest I cried in my life

i kicked

and i screamed

I yelled PLEASE! DON’T LEAVE 

PLEASE DON’T TAKE HIM TAKE ME

And ever since then I have laid motionless 

Screaming why did you leave

With tattooed tears of grief

But at least i know the man that raised me

 loved me

And will always and forever see me as

 that happy girl with hopes and dreams

[muskushge]

ashley banks was the original bad bitch

[this-dick-is-not-for-sale-deact]

[muskushge]

she is actually so beautiful

[muskushge]

I’m always stoned man

as i say to myself about to take another toke

[muskushge]

brooo in the future the history books will probably have a shit ton of historical memes

as i said to myself after i smoked 2 grams 

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Don’t fear failure. Fear being in the same place in a year from now.

Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[skull-heads]

The Caretaker

[muskushge]

this is about as tumblr as its gonna get i think lmfaoo

[hgk477]

When going to the fair

Supernatural beings often use haunted houses as a front to harvest souls.

Bring a large backpack.

Pack an emergency kit.

Bring cash and a knife.

When driving the bumper cars. Dominate.

If Carl is also driving, get out.

Do not drink any tea prior to entering the Tea Cups or risk being consumed.

The Ferris Wheel is a safe attraction, most of the time.

You can meet the you from parallel universes in the House of Mirrors.

When in the House of Mirrors, knock on the mirrors. If your hand goes through, security is flimsy, or someone is conspiring against you. Take out your knife.

Make sure the real you walks out of the house.

Malicious spirits often flock towards the punching machine. They like to pick a fight. Do not punch too hard.

Fireworks are often lit to keep spirits at bay.

Plushies you can win are sometimes possessed. Examine thoroughly!

There is nothing wrong with cotton candy.

The merry-go-round is not merry in the slightest.

Be careful not to throw a secret combination when doing the basketball shot.

It can be peaceful to sit on a hill and watch the fair from afar at night. Observe the marvelous display of lights and let the storm of noise come to you as faint whispers carried by the wind.

If fireworks are lit when doing 18, chances are you are in the presence of many friendly spirits. Feel free to make conversation.

More guides

Taking the midnight train

How to collect stardust

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

“I love the rain. I love how it softens the outlines of things. The world becomes softly blurred, and I feel like I melt right into it.” - Hanamoto Hagumi (via quotemadness)

via @quotemadness