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[myselfody]

Your intrusive thoughts are irrelevant to your real being

[myselfody]

Do not take your speeches for granted just because people interrupt you

[myselfody]

but I'm getting there. I thought I wouldn't do it but I did. I still wear scars and still planting tears, but my hope is stronger. I'll be around much more;my thoughts will be clearer;my mind full. No empty me anymore. No strange ugly feelings. No worries. No negativity. I'm free.

[myselfody]

things are not like before..fortunately

[myselfody]

Living with a rat is self care

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Erase adulthood hate and fear. Because adulthood is maturity. Adulthood is comprehension, tolerance, kindness, loyalty, open minded, thoughtful, patience. What adulthood isn't: not you. Adulthood doesn't and shouldn't dictate your: tastes, opinions, point of view, preferences and most importantly, personality. Adulthood is not limiting, it is growth.

[myselfody]

I would gladly stay around you

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Putting yourself first takes time, but do not make it takes centuries..

[myselfody]

Guess who is tired but trying to go further anyway?

[myselfody]

short guys are so handsome! I have a big crush on one

[myselfody]

chubby men can be attractive, they can be a preference

[myselfody]

I wouldn't feel better if I thought of positivity rather than act on it. I cried anyway inside when I stayed with my favourite people, I cried anyway drinking hot chocolate, I cried anyway when a random person greeted me, I cried anyway when I heard my favourite song in a mall, I cried inside anyway when I chatted on mobile with my crush. I did. But outside? At least outside I was okay. Outside I felt better and almost felt better even inside. My heart was confused, and it was better like that than pure negativity. That's also self care. It is not immediate but see? It is important.

[myselfody]

Grow with your insecurities, you'll also grow out of them

[myselfody]

Adam Levine was right. You will be loved

[myselfody]

(Same anon) Ty for the support. Thankfully I usually come across this problem on blogs I dont frequent so it's easy to just leave their page and not return or block. It sticks with me sometimes so it does make me want to avoid going on others' blogs at times. Honestly I kind of hate trying to find support for things on Tumblr, esp serious issues. It feels like everyone either leans to one extreme or the other and attacks the other side so going through tags for support can just be toxic at times

I understand completely.

I do that too in my other blog. If things get toxic I just unfollow because as you I don't agree with the blogger to start with so I don't follow what they post too much.

It's okay to come for help :).

I'm glad I helped you as much as I could, no problem!

[myselfody]

Ah I really wish people would use tags more ): It really sucks as I come on here for my interests and it feels like everytime I think I'm getting into a more positive mindset I see some really depressing or nasty comment or something about politics and its just ugh. I blocked those tags for a reason, use them! It's even worse when it's about one of my interests, I just block those ppl now as I had a disastrous incident when I got stuck in a very toxic space for months and it really messed me up.

I feel so sorry for you hun.

A fandom can also be a toxic place! You deserve positivity everyday as everyone else.

Like, yup. Use tags guys.. Something can be triggering or really irritating for someone else.

I hope you don't pass through this any longer!

Try to ask to tag stuff too! Some people just do not realize the severity,,

[myselfody]

if your best day ever is perfect. It doesn't exist. Your best day ever is a day where you start caring about yourself, where you fail but laugh. Where a cloud fades and you couldn't catch with the camera its previous form but you realize there are more clouds in the whole sky. Where your crush doesn't love you but they like you and you are aware you are liked by them. See? The key is you and only you. The day is perfect if you care about imperfection.