NOT NICE

sad and useless

[lake-lady]

I come from a long line of people who should not have had children but did anyway

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

I survived by telling myself ‘I’ll kill myself tomorrow but not today.’ I kept putting it off for days and days and days with the hope that the darkness will leave my body one of these days. and some days, it leaves and some days, it stays. I’m still surviving and that’s the sad truth and maybe I’ll kill myself tomorrow but not today.

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[mysteriousromantic]

I know I should get help but honestly I'm too tired to care

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[unspokengrief]

im so scared the rest of my life is gonna feel like this

[mysteriousromantic]

Sometimes my mind wanders and I wonder, if I did sth really bad so that everyone could see I need help, would it really be a bad idea?

[theirdelusion-deactivated202106]

I HATE IT WHEN MY BRAIN IS LIKE: "WUH OH! DIDN'T RECEIVE ENOUGH ATTENTION FROM YOUR FAVOURITE PERSON TODAY! KILL YOURSELF 🤍"

[depressionessoverload]

Please stop hurting me.

[griffys]

me @ myself: maybe u should try not to depend so much on validation and attention from others because u really let it dictate your mood and it’s so unhealthy

me: huh. interesting. anyway whom here loves me

[mysteriousromantic]

Hard to swallow pills and where to find them

[angel-vein-blog]

Me: good morning

My brain at 6:57am: you should have killed yourself when you were 15

[mysteriousromantic]

I wish I had more energy to do the things a 20yo is supposed to do and enjoy

[mysteriousromantic]

I don't know what is real anymore I'm constantly dissociating and I know it's not good but I can't help it pls send some love

[monachopsis-people]