Narwhal Art Journal

I’m autistic, asian 🇻🇳, aroape and intersex schizospec system. Working on a Limbus Company AU called Dream Tram.

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I’m having like a cold fever rn but I can’t stop thinking about my limbus IDs…

We now have Hornet Thrones and arghh the Queen Bee representing the OG Thrones while our Thrones is literally just a drone that’s absolutely loyal to her….

Camille Thrones… it’s so funny,… imagining her live streaming but she’s critiquing everyone else instead.

AGH the middle Thrones who takes family first extremely seriously while others don’t really care that much…

Fauvist Thrones is kind of standard for Thrones actually. Like it highlights her self critical nature like “not good enough, I have to mimic the animals better” while the judges don’t want a perfect copy, they want wildness.

The thumb Thrones? Extremely cool imo. She got the canonical shades and drip. But the funny thing is that she probably doesn’t understand how people can’t just grow back their body parts after being mutilated.

And Blade Lineage Thrones… thinking about her regrets aggghhh. Not being able to save that official in the uptie story and then indiscriminate slashing everyone while distorting.

There’s always that sense of “I have to do this right or I relive my mom dying again” 😔 actually yk what, whenever she hears people screams like a mass murder scene happening, it will take her back to the day Lobcorp HQ got raided…. Gets really overstimulated because normally she would be chilling in the containment unit, but today everything is so loud and chaotic, and her mom is on the floor not moving 😢😢😢

Why do I hurt myself like thissss

I’m gonna project my intrusive thoughts on her like making her think everyone hates her 24/7.

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just a simple little sketch for today. i had a more elaborate idea in mind, but i started drawing rodya going for a hug instead

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Aw aw awww so cute so cute

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Hi, I saw you were having a bad day, so here's a squid doodle

Yay thankie! Squid!!

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I’ve gotta draw gay stuff to feel better today.

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I had woken up like 3 times in the night just to empty out my bowels because of the food poisoning stuff. 😔 Not my first rodeo at least.

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My cat has been worried sick all day because I’m sick and I can’t pet him as often as I normally do. Look at him sulking on my bed. He likes the box of tissue for some reason. Anyway goodnight for now. I am beat. Day 45.

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Wuthering Heights AU part 2

Nelly Ermine and baby Shou and Desdemona. I thought it'd be weird but Ermine really fits Nelly haha. Pride month special~

Actually doesn’t Wuthering Heights manor butlers wear suits regardless of sex? You’re saying I could’ve had suit Nelly???!!!!! We were robbed……

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Oughhhh forgive me but I’m thinking about Nelly Ermine’s search for the missing Cathy Desdemona in his universe is like a parallel to him in the main timeline…. When he’s distorting, he’s searching for Carmen who he believes it’s trapped underground and that’s what motivated him to like raze the City upside down to find her… 😭😭 idk it’s making me real emotional…. Thinking about Dihui Star Ermine too…. Searching for a girl that isn’t there…. AUGHHH

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I had to eat some sus things to drink my meds today and it gave me food poisoning symptoms on top of the fever and nausea. But I'm feeling a lil bit better now, I can draw stuff.

[droideka-exe]

NB 👏 Does 👏 Not 👏 Mean 👏 Woman 👏 Lite

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I feel so bad for Jose :’((( that line “women who identify as non-binary” is disrespect to the concept of non-binary in of itself… just say women only if you’re not welcoming non binary people…. And it’s doubtful whether they’d even accept trans women or not in these spaces….

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Baby Shou and baby Desdemona

Cassio (in mr. Earnshaw's place) is a marine biologist who bought her daughter a plushie of an orca. Desdemona became very attached to it. She loves it because even in T Corp, you can see its "colours". She also loved Shou for that exact reason. His eyes stay golden no matter where he is.

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I have a fun proposition.

Been thinking of the Wuthering Heights mirror world for my Sinners.

Shou <- Heathcliff

Desdemona <- Cathy

Emilia <- Hindley

Cassio <- Mr Earnshaw

Fajie <- Linton

Ermine <- Nelly

Sirin <- Edgar Family Butler

Othello <- Josephine

Thrones <- Matt

(FYI: Desdemona, Emilia, Cassio and Othello are characters that make up Sinner 12’s story)

Here’s the silly part.

I was thinking of how to fit this into Fajie’s story, because like how is a white English family gonna give birth to Fajie? How do I fit this into her story? The character she was based on in Slow Damage, Towa, is the son of the Takasato-gumi, the local Yakuza organisation that runs her district. And they keep trying to get her to rejoin but she doesn’t wanna. So I’m thinking what if the Edgar family serves that function here? Let’s make them Japanese 😭

So now we have Meiji era Wuthering Heights instead of Victorian era. Same colonial themes, just different backgrounds. Shou is still this wild bird they nabbed off the streets and raised in Wuthering Heights Manor (who are still English?..) They’re in a decline so when Desdemona found a partnership with Fajie, that was their golden ticket out of impending poverty.

But they sure look down on them, because like how dare this foreign family have more wealth than they do… their assets must be appropriated!! Fajie herself never really cared for money, so she was glad to handwave everything off to Desdemona. It couldn’t have been better for the Wuthering Heights family. However, Emilia and Othello continues to berate her despite her gaining them a huge favour in the first place.

She only has Shou and Ermine to rely on emotionally. Desdemona probably told Shou to leave on his own, because the Bird’s gonna leave the nest sooner or later. Even though he wanted to stay, he was told he’d be of no help, so he did leave. Desdemona told Ermine to leave too, when she officially marries into the Edgars. So when Iago (representative of N Corp) came to ruin everyone’s lives, she had nobody to rely on.

When Shou came back (in his Wildhunt timeline ahead), Desdemona had been turned into a strange monster (announced dead on paper), and Ermine is the only one who from Wuthering Heights that survived. He didn’t know about Iago, so naturally he suspected the Edgar family was behind it, and so signed up to work there, while Shou is driven mad with grief and regularly sends hordes of forest birds their way to wipe out the Edgar Family.

That’s the main plot. Here’s about the other IDs. I thought it’s really funny that Thrones would be Matt, considering he was revealed to be a fake in the main storyline like.. certified Mimicry moment. And Sirin being a butler under Ermine would absolutely terrify her. She’s already scared of him as it is, now she gotta be his understudy. And Fajie Linton I imagine would be like Taku’s bad end, where he’s malnourished and on life support to keep fighting back against the onslaught of wild birds.

[ladyofthebookcase]

bro thinks he’s on the team

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Been thinking about how he isn’t even on House of Spiders as far as I know. Out here being the Outsider….

But it’s okay Ermine will suffer this fate no more.

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Controversial thoughts but I’m thinking about moving Thrones to number 5 and Ermine to number 4. I was cooking and thinking about how much Ermine resonates with Spider Bud and Ryoshu got a whole 2 of those. And for Thrones I feel like her being Nothing There and mimicking others is like.. Meursault parallels enough.

To begin with, the reason why I had Thrones as Ryoshu and Ermine as Meursault was because 1) Thrones really liked Contempt Awe Ryoshu, that’s her face claim; and 2) Ermine has this whole plot about distorting and seeing Carmen like Meursault.

But now after Canto 9 I keep hearing that “Erasing you, erasing me” in my head so we gotta make the official change now. That means we won’t have Casetti Ermine anymore noooo. But on the bright side it means that Ermine gets to carry his gun bag in every ID like Ryoshu does. He already does that but yea.

Anyway. Yay. Yippee. Trans Ermine this month. 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️

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I feel like the profile change really made me more aggressive 😭 blaming Ermine for that.

[ryuu4288]

Would you guy watch kamen rider gavv for this badass looking squid monster lady- (her name is Glotta Stomach)

(Short video of her and the heroine Sachika)

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The human designs are always so 🔥🔥🔥

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Violent thoughts are back because I just woke up, in the middle of a fever, my mom called for me to do her chores, i told her I’m sick, she told me I don’t even go out that often. So? So what do you want me to fucking do? I have been sick for a few days but I only had a fever today. I really wanted to snap but what’s the point…. I’m sick so I’m weak as fuck, I can’t fight properly. I’m just fucking upset with it all.

You know there’s a fucking pattern right mom? I get sick whenever I have to go on vacation with you, because not only was it physically demanding of me to follow your pace, I have to share a room with your biological hazard of a son. He’s always fucking sick and sniffling but it never shows up bad enough unless I caught whatever shit he has, then it’s clear that it debilitated me. You don’t fucking care though do you? You only care about him, but even he doesn’t want that smothering care so he doesn’t complain that he’s sick. But I have to spend time with him more and actually hear him gag over how much phlegm he’s building up every day. All while it affects me.