Natalya

|| she/her || 24 || writer || music || artist || I struggle with emotional dysregulation sometime so plz bear with me

[natalyaxcal]

🌙 Welcome to My Little Corner

Hi! I'm Natalya, a 24-year-old who loves creating things that make people feel something.

This little corner of the internet is where I share pieces of myself through stories, art, music, and the things that inspire me.

I enjoy creating because some emotions are too heavy for ordinary conversations. Whether it's through writing, drawing, or music, I love exploring the quieter side of being human—grief, hope, love, loneliness, and everything in between.

What you'll find here:

✦ Original short stories & fiction ✦ Artwork, sketches & creative projects ✦ Music and playlists I'm currently obsessed with ✦ Character thoughts & worldbuilding ✦ Books, films, and random late-night thoughts ✦ Aesthetics and whatever inspires me

A few things I love:

📚 Books

🎨 Art

🎵 Music

🎬 Films

🌙 Rainy nights & cozy vibes

I'm always happy to meet new people, so don't hesitate to send an ask, leave a comment, or just say hello. Whether you're here for the stories, the art, the music, or simply passing by—I'm glad you found this little space.

I hope you discover something here that stays with you.

— Natalya 🖤

Age: 24 Pronouns: She/Her Current WIP: THE LAST PAGE Always accepting: Friendly conversations, book recommendations, music suggestions, and constructive feedback.

[natalyaxcal]

There's a reason Spock and Kirk have remained one of the most iconic duos in science fiction for decades.

It's not just the chemistry.

It's the quiet trust.

The way they understand each other without needing long speeches.

Logic meeting instinct. Duty meeting compassion. Two completely different people somehow becoming exactly what the other needs.

No matter the timeline...

Some connections always find their way back to each other.

[ladyignatius4]

Nothing funnier than a scam bot trying to bait you by claiming someone out there is desperate to read your unedited draft.

​Babe, nobody is craving this. 

The only people reading this document are me and my husband, and he's contractually obligated to support me. 

You're not fooling anyone.

[paperplateprose]

writing tip remove your pancreas. it does nothing of importance

[natalyaxcal]

Brand New Day Spoilers!!

One of my favorite things about Spider-Man: Brand New Day was seeing two completely different philosophies collide.

Peter Parker still believes that compassion can change people.

Frank Castle believes that some people are simply beyond saving.

Neither of them is weak.

Neither of them is completely wrong.

But putting them in the same story is exactly what makes Spider-Man so compelling.

Sometimes the greatest battle isn't against the villain.

It's deciding what kind of person you're willing to become to stop them.

🕷️💀

[natalyaxcal]

Brand New Day Spoilers!!

One of my favorite things about Spider-Man: Brand New Day was seeing two completely different philosophies collide.

Peter Parker still believes that compassion can change people.

Frank Castle believes that some people are simply beyond saving.

Neither of them is weak.

Neither of them is completely wrong.

But putting them in the same story is exactly what makes Spider-Man so compelling.

Sometimes the greatest battle isn't against the villain.

It's deciding what kind of person you're willing to become to stop them.

🕷️💀

[natalyaxcal]

There's something beautiful about people who never stopped being kind...

Even after being misunderstood. Even after being left behind. Even after life gave them every reason not to be.

Kindness isn't weakness.

Sometimes it's the strongest form of resilience.

And I hope the world never convinces gentle people to become cruel just to survive.

[natalyaxcal]

Hi there! Sorry to bother you, but may I ask you a quick question?

Yeah ofc you can..

[moonlightnotes]

Sometimes, love doesn't end with a goodbye. Sometimes, it ends much earlier, in all the little moments when you realize that you're the only one still trying to hold everything together.

She loved him enough to forgive the things that hurt her, to believe the explanations that never quite made sense, and to keep hoping that someday he would love her with the same certainty she loved him with. She kept telling herself that people make mistakes, that relationships go through difficult moments, that patience could fix almost anything.

Until one day, she realized that she wasn't fighting for their relationship anymore. She was fighting against the feeling that she wasn't enough.

The hardest part wasn't losing him. It was losing the version of herself that existed when she still believed his words. She missed the girl who used to trust easily, who could hear a familiar song and smile instead of remembering everything she had tried so hard to forget.

And perhaps that's what heartbreak really is—not simply missing someone, but mourning all the memories you thought would become a future.

She never wanted perfect love. She only wanted something honest. Something that didn't make her question her worth every night. Something that didn't leave her wondering why she had to beg for the same effort she was willing to give without being asked.

So she stayed awake, staring at the messages she could no longer bring herself to send, finally understanding that sometimes the person you would give everything to is also the person you have to learn to let go of.

And that was the moment she cried—not because she still wanted him back, but because she finally understood that loving someone should never require losing yourself.

[natalyaxcal]

You know what I love most about MCU??

It's never been about who has the strongest powers.

It's about the people who keep choosing hope after losing almost everything.

Peter Parker Matt Murdock Steve Rogers Natasha Romanoff Wanda Maximoff

Different stories. Different scars.

The same courage to keep moving forward.

That's the kind of hero I'll always admire.

Who's your favorite Marvel character and why??

[natalyaxcal]

The older I get, the more I realize Marvel was never about saving the world.

It was about broken people trying to save one person at a time.

That's why those stories stay with me long after the credits roll.

Not because they're superheroes.

Because they're painfully human.

[natalyaxcal]

SPOILERS FOR SPIDER-MAN: BRAND NEW DAY

Can we just appreciate that no matter how many versions of Peter Parker we get...

The one thing that never changes is his willingness to sacrifice everything for people who may never even know what he gave up.

That's why he'll always be my favorite superhero.

Not because he's the strongest.

Because he never stops choosing to do the right thing, even when it costs him everything.

[natalyaxcal]

The older I get, the more I realize Marvel was never about saving the world.

It was about broken people trying to save one person at a time.

That's why those stories stay with me long after the credits roll.

Not because they're superheroes.

Because they're painfully human.

[luna-azzurra]

Something neuroscience-y that helps with prose: attention is selective. A character will not notice everything in a room. They will notice what matters to their goal, fear, desire, training, wound, or obsession. A jealous character notices hands. a hungry character notices food. A soldier notices exits. A lonely character notices pairs. Description becomes character when attention has a bias.

[natalyaxcal]

You know what I love most about MCU??

It's never been about who has the strongest powers.

It's about the people who keep choosing hope after losing almost everything.

Peter Parker Matt Murdock Steve Rogers Natasha Romanoff Wanda Maximoff

Different stories. Different scars.

The same courage to keep moving forward.

That's the kind of hero I'll always admire.

Who's your favorite Marvel character and why??

[natalyaxcal]

I want to know something...

What is a fictional character you still think about even after finishing the story?

Not necessarily your favorite character.

Just someone who stayed in your mind for some reason.

Maybe they were complicated. Maybe they made mistakes. Maybe their story just felt too real.

I'll go first: characters who are beautifully written but a little broken always stay with me. 🖤

[natalyaxcal]

Art isn't just about making something beautiful.

Sometimes it's about proving to yourself that you survived long enough to create another piece.

And honestly...

I think that's beautiful too.

🖤