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Welcome!! Admittedly I’m pretty new I have stories available on my Wattpad and will likely be adding this alongside there as well. I write for so many fandoms and am currently open for requests!! Simply message me the requests or leave them in a comment. I hope you enjoy my hard work and I will try my hardest to keep consistency!!

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Stunned (Valentine’s Short Special)

Description: Alastor asks our darling for an outing on Valentine’s Day. Safe to say Angel does not approve!

Relationship: Alastor x Fem!Angel’s Sister!Reader

Author’s Note: So I haven’t been able to decide if I want to make this into a series so this is my tester. Comment please if you would like it to become one. I just knew I HAD to make something with this for Valentine’s Day so here it is. I also took inspo from some comments so I tagged people I thought would be interested. A part of my Valentine’s Day Posts. Hope you Enjoy!

Based off: Stunned

Masterlist

Alastor knew he was interested in you and had decided to make a step today. After all Valentine’s Day was approaching and as a proper gentleman he knew the best course of action was to invite you for an outing. So he prepared himself with a proper look and flowers before finding you in the lobby of the hotel. He approaches you hoping none of the others were being too nosy.

“Good evening my dear. I hope I’m not interrupting anything important.” You immediately smile at him turning towards him standing up. “Not at all how can I help you?” He pops the flowers into his hands in front of you “I was wondering if you’d enjoy an outing with me this weekend. If you’d permit it of course.” He clearly wasn’t set on properly asking you to allow him to court you but was still slowly basically already doing so. After all emotions for Alastor are not easy. Your smile brightened. “I would love to.”

“What the fuck!?” You turn towards the yell only to see Angel with his eyes wide nearly in horror. “Strellina are you okay?” He looks at you perplexed as if you had asked him if Nifty was normal. “What do you mean did you not hear what he just said. Or what he’s trying to do!?” You sigh. This wasn’t new. Although you believed Angel would have left this habit in life. Angel never liked the idea of anyone being interested in you. After all, you were his baby sister a loving and caring person who he would want to keep safe from anyone. So he often went out of his way to scare off any prospective men which wasn’t difficult in your family.

“Angel please it’s okay-.” “No it is not!” You sigh before grabbing your brother and pulling him away from the situation excusing yourselves. It isn’t until you enter his room that you talk to him. “Please calm down. I seriously thought this would stop after we died hun. You can’t keep me from every man.” Angel huffs “Says who?” You sharpen your tone “I am plenty old enough to decide who I can and can’t go out with.” He faces away from your sharp eyes.

“But why him sis. He’s dangerous and who knows what he wants with you.” You sigh before laying your hand on his shoulder. “I know and I understand. But you have to trust that I can be careful and take care of myself. You know I would never put myself in a situation like this with zero caution.” He sighs looking at you “I know I’m sorry. I guess I can’t stop you.” You smile softly at him. “Thank you.” And you think that’s it. It’s Not.

Later in the day Angel finds Alastor in the Lobby once again. “Hey Smiles! What the fuck is wrong with you. That’s my sister you asshole.” Alastor hums ignoring how angry Angel is. “Whatever do you mean?” “Oh stop with that bullshit. My fucking sister seriously!? I don’t care about half of the shit you do but my sister is off limits. So whatever you’re trying to do to her or whatever deal you’re trying to rope her in-.” Alastor interrupts him “So quick to assume so much. Whatever makes you think I’m trying to do any of that?” Angel rolls his eyes “Because it’s you.” Alastor smile slightly grows at the remark “perhaps. But who’s to say I have any ulterior motives at all.” Angels eyes widen “You mean-.” “I simply must be going. After all I must prepare for this weekend.” “Wait hold on-.” Before he knows it Alastor’s gone and he’s alone in the lobby once again. “Fuck.”

There isn’t much Angel or anyone else can do before the weekend arrives. So no mater how much Angel hates the idea of his baby sister going anywhere near Alastor. Nothing convinces her away from him and Alastor has gotten better at ignoring or warning him. “If he does anything you call me and I’ll be there.” “I know” “And if he tries anything you’ll let me know right.” “Tesorino please-“ “and if he-.” “Angel! I will be fine.” He sighs before hugging you “please be safe.”

You smile and hug him tightly “I will.” You hear a knock on your door before you head towards it. You quickly open it and close it behind you cutting Angel off before he says anything. “Let’s go.” You quickly walk off Alastor in tow “In a hurry?” you smile at him “Oh Angel would’ve kept us for thirty minutes if we stayed there. I just hurried the process.”

Alastor took bigger steps to stand by your side and offer his arm. “Well that’s good because I have much planned for tonight.” And that he did. You didn’t know what to expect from him when he had invited you. After al not a lot from Hell fit his liking. You would have never guessed that he had his own Bayou in his room. He had set up a table and cooked dinner which was better than any place you could have gone to.

And as you ate your smile grew more and more. Something he took noice of. You had already gained his interest with the kind of person you were. And it only appeared to worsen over time. The silent moments between you when he was cooking and the conversations you had during tea always left him wanting more.

And now he watched you smile beautifully looking around the bayou. A smile he swore was one of the most beautiful things he had ever seen. He didn’t believe these feelings were possible for him. After all he often considered it a weakness. But in this moment the couldn’t help but feel like this was right. However he would surely want to think about his next steps after this. Whether or not this is something that he should do.

But right now he is choosing to enjoy the moment with you. After all it is Valentine’s Day. So you both continue to talk peacefully in the bayou wasting hours and hours. Until you’re forced to separate by time. Creating a memorable night under the stars in between the trees. Something that neither of you will forget.

Translations:

Tesorino- “Little Treasure”

Strellina- “Little Star”

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Chapter V: A New Feeling

Description: Our darling princess realizes she might just like the boys more than she thought. Worst of all she can’t escape it.

Relationship: Saja Boys x Manager!Reader

Warning: Female Reader and Poly Relationship

Authors Note: Double update to really make this Valentines special. Hope you Enjoy!

Masterlist

Previous: Chapter IV

Sadly breaks are only temporary. You all continued your schedules and were back in the groove of earning the fans' trust and love, which led you to now. Technicians running around, costumes and props running back and forth, and people with headsets yelling directions. Not only that but you and the boys were focused on maintaining distance from three specific girls who were also expected to perform. You didn’t remember the exact reason this was so important but apparently, this specific show was a big deal.

Which warranted closer proximity to Huntrix since it was also important for them to attend. Sadly here came an unavoidable moment. In the middle of your extreme stress of typing, answering questions, and following the boys. You look over only to see them on the way to the boys' dressing room. Fantastic another thing to become concerned about.

Their goal of destroying and getting rid of the Saja Boys was growing the longer you all stuck around and it was becoming more and more obvious. Every time an appearance was announced they’d make their way there and a fight would break out. Not to say you all haven’t infiltrated some of their appearances just not at this level. You feel your eyebrow furrow deeper with stress before you feel a hand on your shoulder. “All good gorgeous?” You look up to see Romance who in the middle of all the chaos tries to make sure you’re doing well.

You nod allowing a minuscule smile to slightly show before returning to your regular blank face. “Just remember to take breaks darling. We can’t stay this beautiful knowing you’re losing it.” You roll your eyes before pushing him forward realizing the girls were called over by their manager. As you’re walking you realize what happened. Romance in the middle of everything focused on you instead of what he should have. You felt your hands getting slightly sweaty but chose to ignore it. There was just too much going on.

Little did you know that would be what sent the ball rolling and it wasn’t just him. Later that day when you were on the way back home you realized something was missing. “I left my laptop at the venue. I’m gonna get a car ready to take me back-.” “No need.” You look over only to see Baby holding your laptop. “Next time don’t be stupid and forget it. We see how you basically keep your whole life in there. You would think you’d remember it.” You quickly grab it grateful at the fact that it wasn’t damaged and was back in your care. “I left it somewhere backstage you weren’t even there how did you?” Baby rolls his eyes “You hold that thing like it’s your child. It doesn’t take a genius to notice it’s missing. Just don’t make me walk that far again.” He sticks his lollipop back in his mouth before scrolling on his phone again.

There it is again you’re feeling your body react to his care. How can he act so irritated when he clearly went out of his way for you. You felt yourself become more aware of a feeling in your chest. After learning more and more about feelings and the human world this feeling was incredibly new. And while you had an inkling of what it might be. After realizing where your mind went you tried to stop on it. So you tried to ignore it after all that couldn’t be right. Right?

Wrong. The next day you wake up only to see Abby near the coffee machine. Which was strange because there was no way he would ever drink coffee. (Nor would any of you let him.) “Abby. What are you doing with that?” You look at his hands that are grabbing the side of the machine like he was about to shake the thing. “Making coffee.” You give him a blank look “Why?” He blinks slowly “Don’t you like it?” This seems to only confuse you. “Yes wait were you trying to make some for me?” He nods before you try to hide any reactions on your face. “Here I’ll show you how.” Apparently, all it took was for him to try and do his best for you and you’re checking your reflection to ensure the red is gone.

You thought you escaped these feelings at least for a few hours as you worked. Turns out you were wrong once lunch hit. You’re staring at your screen trying to focus on anything but what has happened recently. Only to hear a noise on the table next to you. You look up from your work to see food from your favorite takeaway. You make eye contact with the one who was simply gonna walk away like nothing. “What’s this?” Jinu turns around “Your lunch. It was clear you weren’t gonna move anytime soon so I brought it to you.” You blinked “Thank you.” As he walks away you stare at the bag as if it betrayed you. It couldn’t get worse than this could it?

Actually, it could. You pulled the food out of the bag and saw the specifications on the front. YOUR specifications anything you take off or add to make this your favorite meal. Perfectly written on top of the box. He knew. He paid enough attention to know your exact order. While you knew Jinu often showed care or concern for you this was different. This couldn’t be excused for the mission or to keep the group functioning this was something he remembered for you. You opened your food and tried to focus on the taste rather than your spinning thoughts,

Then the final hit came. You’re organizing files on your laptop exhausted before you feel a presence sit next to you. Mystery is there nothing said just existing either your hunched figure next to him. Before you have any time to question if he needed anything you feel him grab your head and lay it on his shoulder. At an angle that would allow you to rest your head but still get work done. You feel your heart flutter as you try to kick your brain back into working gear. And you allow the moment to continue until dinner. Trying to convince yourself that you must be sick.

Almost as if they could register you struggling the boys throughout the day continued to create situations. A helpful hand here, a caring comment there, and anything that would have you question your sanity. The worst moments were when they’d do things together. Whether it be helping you with ideas for the future and making it fun by laughing and cracking jokes for you. Or some of them would just choose to be around you clearly not wanting you to be alone or overwork yourself.

All of them working together to encourage you to take a break was like trying to ignore an elephant entering a room. Each showing some form of care, affection or concern was ruining you. And making it more difficult to hide any of your reactions. Whether it be a red face, fluttering heart, sweaty palms, or all at the same time. It was like you couldn’t escape it.

It isn’t until later while watching the boys talk and eat, that you can no longer deny it. As much as you attempted to convince yourself you had watched too many movies, researched too much, and observed enough. After all, you were the manager of a boy group. Becoming aware and knowledgeable of this topic was basically required.

You liked them. Not simply as a friend as you had perceived before. Romantically. You wanted to have moments with them that were affectionate and caring and new. Something you didn’t know was possible for you. You grew a genuine desire for them in this way. And worst of all you didn’t know what to do about it.

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Chapter IV: A New Feeling

Description: Our no longer so cold princess has started to learn more about the world. But now it’s time she learns a little more about the boys she lives with.

Relationship: Saja Boys x Manager!Reader

Warning: Female Reader and Poly Relationship

Authors Note: This is a part of my Valentines posts to make up for disappearing. So sorry for such a delay. Hope you enjoy!

Masterlist

Previous: Chapter III

Next: Chapter V

You opened your eyes to a new day. Normally your brain would be running with ways to gain more fans. Deals, show appearances and whatever had to happen that day. Except today was different and in the best way. This was the day you specifically planned to do absolutely nothing. A rare thing with your new job in this world. Which meant you didn’t wake up to an alarm blaring or with your binder full of information ready for the day. No, today you woke up on your own terms, peacefully, with nothing to rush after. You slowly work your way into some casual wear to at least seem somewhat put together before making your way to the kitchen. You begin to take out ingredients to cook since you had an idea that no one else was very willing to do it on their break day.

You were sure no one else would’ve even been awake. Which is why Baby coming out of his room shocked you. He wasn’t exactly one to crave time with others or away from his room. So it was a bit confusing. At least until he walked over to the kitchen and made his way to the pantry. You look over to see him grabbing a lollipop. Not exactly what many would call a nutritional breakfast but this is Baby we’re talking about. You shake your head as you turn back to the ingredients you pulled out. Something simple and quick to make for 5 hungry demons was pancakes. So you had decided that would work fine for today. You start mixing the eggs and flour in a bowl before you feel a figure appear next to you. You look out of the corner of your eye to see the sugar addicted demon himself.

Having left the pantry and instead of retreating to his room as you expected. He had moved closer to you. You raised an eyebrow at him before he rolled his eyes and slightly pushed you aside. You turn back to send a remark at him only to see him start mixing. Rather than shooting any remark and risk this rare kindness from disappearing. You move to get the pan and heat the stove. Once he finished mixing he left the bowl and sat on the island attached to the kitchen. You grab the mix and start pouring out the mix onto the pan to cook. Admittedly these moments were rare not simply because it was Baby. All of the boys were busy as were you with this mission your father is so set on.

Quiet mornings didn’t always come with this sort of task. Nor did it allow a lot of time for reflection. While you stood there slowly building a stack of pancakes you began to lose yourself to your thoughts. Sometimes being in this world causes you to forget where you came from. Unlike the boys, you never had this experience of human life or happiness. Honestly looking back these few months have changed you more than you thought possible. Looking back you now see just how cold you were. Not to say you were completely a ray of sunshine now. But you’ve developed you’ve learned about feeling and possibilities that you would have never fathomed. And the part of you that knew this would likely end couldn’t help but wish you hadn’t taken the risk in the first place. However, you were no idiot. You knew what you gained was worth it but still, the thought sat on your chest at times. Your focus was broken when you heard footsteps. Jinu looked over at you both with curiosity.

You shook your head before looking back at the task in front of you. That was another thing that you started to think about. The boys are demons yes but they were humans once before. Which means they looked at the world you’re in now and something happened that led them straight to the demon world. Honestly speaking you knew what it was. For each one of them, you had access to it all. You were the Princess of Demons and you were gonna be surrounded by 5 unknown demons taking on a task for your father. The least you could do was prepare. However, knowing what they did in writing is different from actually knowing. It made you feel like sometimes you didn’t really know who they really were. You feel someone tap on your shoulder which causes you to turn quickly. Your eyes a different shade filled with confusion and your grip on the pan tighter. Only for Jinu to be standing there with a concerned look on his face. Maybe it was a good thing you didn’t regularly have time to reflect.

“Are you okay?” You nod seeing Baby also look over at both of you. There is no way to understand unless you simply ask. “I have a question.” He nods signaling you to go ahead. “You all ended up in the demon world for a reason. I am struggling to understand how.” He looks at you confused and almost nervous. “You want to know what we did that made us demons?” You sigh finishing up the breakfast and putting all the dirty dishes in the sink. “No I already know that. I want to understand why you did it kinda.” Both boys look at each other while you move to the table setting all the food down and sitting down. They both follow you in with mixed emotions. “What do you mean kinda?” Seems like they got over the news that you had already known. After all, it shouldn’t have been so surprising with your position. “It’s difficult to explain while I know the actions that were taken I do not know the before or after. There is always more to it. And I see you all now and sometimes it’s easy to forget that you chose that.” Baby looks lost in thought almost like he had returned to some past. And Jinu was clearly trying to find the right words.

“Lots of mistakes.” Shockingly Baby was the one to break the silence. “Can you tell me?” And that is how it all starts. What you thought you knew changed into a story. Of pain, anger, and most of all shame. But that was the thing this wasn’t a story it was his life. This led to Jinu sharing and throughout all this, the other boys joined. Each one in their own moment shared a bit of their past. Whether it be as small as a simple feeling or as detailed as each step taken. This break that was originally going to be nothing became everything. You learn about the betrayals and anger they lived through and the permanent shame that sticks to them like tar. These people you had grown fond of were explaining why they now must suffer under Gwi-ma and you can’t help but hope that they no longer suffer more than they already have. Their decisions were not good ones you knew that. But their feelings, families, and hearts are real.

You looked at them and realized these emotions weren’t simply applicable to the boys in front of you. Every demon under your father felt this. The shame. It was universal to all humans and was something you were unfamiliar with. So throughout the day all you could do was listen. Whether they told you at the dinner table or in a small moment alone when you asked. You discovered the truths behind the boys you lived with. All leading you all towards the living room to relax after this heavy day. You couldn’t help but look at them each one of them suffered one way or another. They were currently suffering in your father’s hands and you felt like there was nothing you could do. Because there wasn’t. You didn’t sell your soul or betray anyone. Unless you count what you did for survival as a betrayal. However, that was more of a betrayal from your father than anyone else. Not that he’d care about having that title. But maybe they could feel a bit heard if you shared something too.

“Hey, I realized something.” Each one turns away from the TV while Jinu lowers the volume just a bit. “You all shared something with me but I didn’t share anything with you.” Romance sits up “You don’t have to darling.” You look down “I want to.” They all keep quiet allowing you to say what you’d like. Each one giving the same respect you gave. The listening ear and silence to listen to their stories. To Abby who tried to chuckle off certain aspects when it got too close to home. To Romance who would normally energetically talk whose sentences drifted off. To the whispers from Mystery the different bits and pieces that he didn’t want to say so loudly. To Baby who tried to keep a blank face for the bit he allowed to be said. And to Jinu whose shame and emotions shook him to his core when he thought of the family he cared so much for. They sat and allowed you to say what you wanted. No pressure and completely open.

“I do not understand what it means to do something and end up in the demon realm for it. After all that is all I’ve ever known. I do not know of betrayal towards family or anyone because the only family I had was quickly killed for their weakness. My siblings didn’t understand the program quickly I guess.” You look off trying to break into your own blank exterior. “However, I have been learning a lot. The little I had was my mother. Sometimes I think back to her and wonder if I’m doing what is right. She was good there isn’t any of that in the demon realm but she was. Now that I see everything the human world has to offer I can’t help but wonder if it is available to me. If I even have the choice at all. Because while I might want to be like her to follow the good and to have access to this I am his daughter. I don’t know if I even have that choice or if all I will be is what I already am. And that's all I can do is long for something new or get back to the program.”

They all continue to look at you and are now in the position you were in. Never having gone through it but still being there listening. Rather than give advice or comfort it seemed you all agreed. That was not what was needed. You all sat on one couch some of the boys having to sit on the floor in front to stay close. And focused on relaxing none of you are actually paying attention to the movie in front of you. Simply choosing to enjoy the moment of being near one another. And sitting in this new connection and understanding of one another. A day that was gonna be nothing became important to you all and you all couldn’t help but want to learn more of one another after this.

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Connection

Description: After months of joining the Circus you get put on a partner mission with Jax of all people. Where for the first time you both begin to see more from each other than you thought there was.

Relationship: Jax x Shy! Reader

Authors Note: This is apart of my Valentine’s Day posts! I’ve honestly fell behind and thought the best way to make it up is to do this. So I hope you enjoy!

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You couldn’t believe it. Caine had appeared for the day only for a split second before sending you all into another deadly adventure. Not only that but one of his special team adventures. That was all possible, expected even. However, the fact that he put you and Jax together was not. Everyone knew either Gangle or Pomni would be partnered with him. Gangle from force and Pomni because of her understanding nature.

That normally left you with Kinger since you often ended up having the most peaceful version of the adventure. Kinger often loses focus on the actual goal and wanders with you. And you usually didn’t care for winning so you often followed the flow. You had always been one of the quieter members of the Circus. Not really giving too much unless you felt it necessary or if it was outwardly asked for. It’s what lets you work best with most of your friends.

Gangle who also had a quieter nature always felt comfort in someone who could understand her. Zooble would often end up doing crafts with you when overwhelmed. Seeing as you were open to lending a listening ear but not insistent enough that it felt unnatural. This also allowed you to connect with Ragatha since she didn’t choose to open up until you slowly worked with her through it. And even the newest edition Pomni enjoyed your presence, which allowed her some calm before returning to the chaos of the Circus.

Then of course there was Jax. Your relationship was odd. You both got along. Well in your case you grew fond of him. Enough so that it made your heart flutter while still wanting to hit him for how rude he was. You both would have many moments of peace. After being around him you quickly noticed he didn’t appreciate anyone asking questions about himself. So you decided it would be best to simply be a presence next to him. After all some people felt better simply by having someone supportive near them.

He would however begin a conversation normally when around the others. But he admittedly enjoyed your presence the same way everyone else did. He would never say it out loud but you saw it. In the way that he stuck around longer than necessary in your vicinity and would begin to pick at you. Although it became less picking at you and more like trying to get a reaction. Which ended up in an oddly pleasant friendship. However, it wasn’t often you two were alone. Especially since you discovered your feelings for him.

“Well come on if we wanna win you’re gonna have to walk faster than that!” You look up to see him walking ahead of you. “We haven’t even been given any instructions on what if-.” Suddenly there’s a loud rumbling sound from beneath you. You watch as you become even more separated from the group. Walls rise and slowly there’s a maze around you. “Enough instructions for you?” You sigh before catching up to him.

As you begin to walk you continue to feel the rumbling. Ahead Jax is walking before suddenly a wall shoots up in front of him. You grab his shoulder and pull him back before he can crash into it. You both fall to the ground from the impact. “From what I’m guessing the maze is gonna keep changing. Who knows what’s even in here that’s also gonna try stopping us.” Jax rolls his eyes standing up. “What you scared or something?” You ignore his comment joining him before beginning to walk.

It was quiet for a while which didn’t last too long with Jax. “So what’s your deal anyway?” You look at him confused for a second. “What do you mean?” He rolls his eyes and sighs like you should have already known what he was going on about. “I mean you’re always so quiet. Not complaining about where we are or trying to fix things like you can. Just never mind forget I asked.” He shakes his head before looking away. You couldn’t help but become more confused Jax wasn’t one to normally care about others at all. Why was he suddenly curious about you and your habits? To try and somewhat meet him in the middle you decide to divulge. “Well-“ Before you could get far you hear a bellow coming from beside you.

You finally take a moment to look around and take in your environment. The mazes tall green walls see to be opening to the side into a large area with a swamp. You notice trees hovering over the water. Which just so happens to be where the sound is coming from. “Uh, Jax I think something’s happening.” He looks over before grinning. You could almost feel your heart drop at his expression. “What you scared of some gators I say we go in there and hunt them down while we can.”

You look at him like he was crazy which honestly isn’t far from the truth. “Looking at all the things we’ve dealt with in this circus I don’t think that’s a good idea.” He of course ignores you and approaches the swamp area. Ahead you see the head of what was clearly an alligator peeking out. Jax sees this and begins to crawl over like HE was going to attack. You watch as the gator slowly starts to move forward before you let out a stern warning “Jax-“ He shushes you before you have the chance “I know I know. I’m just not being lame like you.” You can’t help but facepalm hoping this wouldn’t lead to some horrible disaster. He takes one step closer before the gator snaps forward at him. Thankfully last-minute Jax hops back making a fool of the creature. “HA! See told you it’d be fine. He can’t do a thing. You’re just being a big-“

Before he can finish his sentence the Alligator seems to jump onto him before snapping onto his leg. Apparently, under the water, the gator was hiding an almost rabbit-like body making it some odd hybrid. “JAX!” He falls to the ground “What the-“ Before thinking you quickly grab a stick and stick it into the jaw of the animal prying it off of him. “Get off you stupid %$!#!” You continue to beat it into the water before it finally runs off on its own. You stare off into the water taking deep breaths. You slowly step back towards Jax before finally falling next to him.

Both of you sit on the grass catching your breath before you turn to him. “Are you stupid like genuinely?” He looks at you confused. “Hey-!” Before you cut him off “I’m not finished! What is wrong with you? After so much time here you would think your brain would process how almost nothing works logically. In what world would getting that close sound like a good idea? I’ll tell you what NOT THIS ONE! Use your brain for a singular minute next time and- why are you looking at me like that?”

Jax seems not to be taking a word you’re saying and is simply staring at you in thought. “Uh-“ He shakes off his thoughts. “Nothing just shocked you can even say that much.” This time you roll your eyes. “Whatever let’s just keep moving.” You stand up and make your way back into the pathways of the maze as Jax seems to follow you still in thought. While hopefully working your way to the middle you couldn’t help but begin to think about what happened and how he looked at you. At that point you were fighting calming your heart down then your anger. Not knowing that behind you a certain rabbit was thinking something along the same lines.

You noticed the pathways beginning to curve more the further you went before finding another divide. It seemed like the curves were surrounding something likely the center. You turn left “I think we’re getting closer-“ All of a sudden the floor below you seems to disappear completely. A trapdoor. You yelp before trying to reach for the floor as you fall. By an inch, you miss it before you feel a hand grab yours. You open your eyes realizing the spikes that were awaiting you at the end of your fall. You look up to see Jax grabbing onto you his eyes wide open in shock and another feeling you can’t identify.

Slowly you look towards his hand and notice he appears to be slightly shaking. You don’t comment on it as he slowly pulls you back onto secure land. “What was that!? Maybe you should I don’t know pay more attention!” He seems to be taking deep breaths as a way to calm himself that’s when you realize the other emotion. Fear. Jax was scared when you fell. Jax the same guy who always tortured others and seemingly didn’t care. Feared for just a moment. For you.

You sit next to him against the wall “Hey it’s all good. Thanks for the uh save.” You put your hand on his shoulder before moving to look at his face. “Whatever let’s just keep going.” And while you both seemed to decide not mention it. You were both incredibly aware of the slight red on his face. You slowly begin to walk together both incredibly aware of one another and what this day has revealed.

Finally, you turned right only to see a golden trophy shining atop a podium. As you turn in you see Zooble and Pomni turn in as well. Again the teams were incredibly mixed today. You all make eye contact before bolting towards the trophy. You close your eyes as you take the final steps and jump towards it before teleporting back to the circus. Suddenly a banner appears and all four of you appear on a blue platform.

“Congratulations! You four have completed the deadliest maze adventure! Let’s give a round of applause to our amazing winners!” You hear a loud groan beside you. “Cmon all four of us won how is that possible?!” Zooble rolls their eyes at Jax “Who cares honestly this outcome is fine. As long as Jax isn’t happy I don’t care.” You hold in a laugh as he glares back. But quickly forgets it as you all work your way to the table. Slowly after a digital meal, everyone begins to disperse.

You feel a tap on your shoulder. “Come on.” You look confused being told to follow with zero context. “What? Why?” You get an annoyed response “We’re hanging out obviously” He looks at you with an almost nervous look on his face which he hides with an almost uncaring face. You slowly smile at him. It may not have been the biggest gesture or anything. But this was a lot for him and it was clear why he was asking this of you. “Sure!” He seems to slightly give into a relieved smile at that before walking ahead trusting you’d follow in tow. And without anything explicitly said you both seemingly knew that things were different. And you finally understood in what way you connected.

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The Amazing Digital Circus Masterlist

Welcome to my Amazing Digital Circus Masterlist!!! Where you can spawn into the digital world and go on many adventures with your favorite characters. I always try to update consistently and requests are open leave a comment or message me!

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Jax

Oneshots

For Just A Moment

Description: Description: You and Jax taking time to calm down after the ending of the escape the circus adventure. (Episode 7)

Connection

Description: After months of joining the Circus you get put on a partner mission with Jax of all people. Where for the first time you both begin to see more from each other than you thought there was.

More upcoming…

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For Just A Moment

Description: You and Jax taking time to calm down after the ending of the escape the circus adventure. (Episode 7)

Relationship: Jax x Reader

Warning: Established Relationship!

Authors Note: After watching Episode 7 I desperately required writing comfort. So welcome to my first attempt at writing for TADC. I hope you enjoy!

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You along with the rest were left staring at where Caine disappeared. Sickening. What was revealed in the past few minutes left you all sick to your stomachs. Well, whatever your digital nonexistent stomachs were. As the silence grew slowly you all began to unfreeze from the moment. The first of course being Ragatha who quickly turned to Kinger. You observed that she was slightly shaking but still trying to help him. In the end, he ended up being the one who guided her back to the Circus. They turned back towards Pomni who turned to Jax.

You were just as concerned. He hadn’t simply broken down in front of you all. He was completely ruined by everything. These were concerns and thoughts that he had been building up. While you were all shoved in front of a sudden tornado. He admitted to a long-term storm that was kept locked within. But as you turned to Pomni you knew she needed help before she could even thinking about assisting others. She was new and still had hope. Hope that was crushed harsher than any of your first experiences in the Circus. You slowly approached.

“Go on with Ragatha. I think you could help a bit with Kinger. I got this.” She looked up at you eyes wide. In that moment you saw her for what she truly was. New, naive, and most of all crushed. Before she could doubt your guidance you laid a hand on her shoulder “He’ll be okay.” She pushed out a small smile before heading towards Kinger and Ragatha. You knew Kinger would always pull through in the moments most necessary so you trusted that in his hands.

You watched as Zooble grabbed onto Gangle following the others. Before finally turning to him. Jax was left frozen in place. Not realizing everyone else had left. So you slowly approached him before slowly taking his hand. He slightly jumped at the feeling looking at you with wide eyes.

“Come on.” You watched as he contemplated. Thought through what was the right thing to do. Getting ready to pull away and shove away any concern. “Just trust me.” You watched his shoulders slightly lower almost as if they were released by the strings his mind created. The words that initiated your relationship. The words that he would use when he wanted you to do something for him. The words that you knew would disarm you both in a heartbeat.

Because when forced into the world of tricks and delusions. Once you find someone you trust even with the slightest bit of yourself. It becomes something valuable and undeniable. That needs to be held tight while you still can.

So he gives in to the one person who, after all this time in the circus and after horrendous hurdles and denial, he had trusted. Because you were the only one he truly felt like he had.

You slowly walk him out of Caine's office. Through the Circus and into your room. He always claimed he preferred your room. You were one of the few who actually put effort into trying to add things since you discovered removing things was nearly impossible. This led to an abundance of comforting items. Beanbag chairs, extra pillows and blankets, and even a hammock you swear he used more than you.

You guide him over to the bed where he chooses to plop into. Staring at your ceiling. You join him on the other side choosing to lie next to him. After a while, you feel slight movement next to your hand. There his hand is open his first move to an attempt to open up. To allow himself comfort. And you’d be a fool to ignore it. You softly take his hand and give it a small squeeze. “I-.” He doesn’t get far on trying to articulate anything.

He wants to say something to brush this all off to tease you for needing him. Anything. But he can’t. You slowly reach out to him moving your hand to hold his face. “It’s okay. You don’t need to say anything.” He turns to you relaxing in your hand.

Slowly he starts to work his way into your arms. Until finally he can lay his head on your chest and try to let all of it go. “Thank you.” It’s small and whispered into your skin. Yet it felt like the loudest thing you’ve heard since Caine disappeared in front of you.

You rub between his ears as he tightens his hold on you. Throughout all the chaos and the crushing truths that were revealed. You couldn’t help but choose to focus on this. You and him. The only thing that felt real and important enough that you couldn’t ignore. Because you’d both rather spend this time to the fullest before the possibility of it being gone is even considered.

So for a moment one small moment. You both decide to give in to this. To hold each other. To find comfort and love in the only thing you’re sure of. For one moment in the middle of your world burning. A new frozen moment appears. One that’s worth pausing for. One you both want to hold onto for as long as you can.

You feel his arms wrapped around your waist and him breathing against your chest as you finally allow yourself to break with him. To feel everything you simply ignored to observe. In your rawest form, you held each other with love. Just for a moment.

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Stunned Headcannons

Description: Some Headcannons and thoughts I had while making Stunned that I thought you’d enjoy! How our darling (Y/N) is like and the development of her relationship with Alastor!

Relationship: Alastor x Fem! Angel’s Sister! Reader

Authors Note: This is a reference to this fic I made Stunned which I totally recommend reading before but it’s not necessary. Even if nobody asked for this once again I just had ideas and wanted to push em out!! Also this is my first time attempting Headcannons so I’m not sure if I did it right. Either way I hope you Enjoy!

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— Our 1940s damsel had always been caring and motherly. Although that didn’t stop you from being your own kind of dangerous. After all, we all know Angel’s family was part of a large web of crimes and you certainly weren’t innocent. However, you always took care of your family which was an aspect that followed you into hell.

— Even though you’re technically Angel’s younger sister you ended up caring for him even in life. After watching him do his best for you in your younger years. The moment you could you began to become the overbearing mother bear we now see.

— Fun Fact: You actually used to call your brother Angel and other nicknames in life. Which made calling him that in Hell a lot easier. Although after Val’s misuse of the name you tend to lean towards nicknames with more of an Italian nature. (Like the use of Stellina in Sinner)

— Now you try to be with your brother as a source of comfort and peace. Seeing as the outcome of Hell has been unfavorable towards him.

You sat down on Angel’s Bed while he brought out Fat Nuggets so you could meet him. While he ranted about work. “I just don’t understand how you could stand such a horrible being.” You began to refuse to reference Valentino as a man or even a human at times. “Yeah, it’s fucking exhausting.” You watch as he falls into the bed next to you. His arms cover his eyes as you watch his body express his exhaustion.

You watch as Fat Nuggets snuggles his face into Angel as you put your hand on Angel’s head. You watch his shoulders slump as you rub his forehead in the way a mother would a child. Or an older sibling. “ I know it’s a lot tesorino and I can’t say it’ll get better or worse. However, you will always have me ready to help whenever you need it. No matter what.” You hear Fat Nuggets snort. “And of course our little buddy here.” You watch Angel look up at you before smiling softly.

“Thanks for not leaving me like the rest of em.” He sits up slouched as you lean over to hug him. “I wouldn’t dream of it.”

— So of course it was clear that you and Angel are close. However, he never thought he’d have to fight for your time against the Radio Demon of all people.

“Where are you going?” Angel watches as you enter the hotel. And instead of heading straight to his room or anywhere he would normally be. You seem to be heading to the balcony. “Ah, Alastor invited me for tea. I thought you’d be working today. I promise after this I’ll come find you!” Before he could break out of shock you were already off. He couldn’t believe it before he could even call you to let you know he had a day off. Alastor had already made plans and stolen you away.

— Yes it is true. Alastor had begun to invite you to meetings (dates) away from the other members of the hotel. Whether it was tea or walks along Cannibal Town. He had begun to create these little things to learn more about you. After all your ability to maintain all these aspects but avoid becoming naive, was intriguing to him.

— You would also join him in making dinner for the hotel from time to time. These nights were often in the hotel's opinion the best. Because they were able to try your traditional Italian foods along with Alastor's Creole cuisine hand in hand.

You and Alastor worked well in the kitchen. Almost in sync like a dance one would say. You were working on one of Angel’s favorite dishes while Alastor was working on his own preferences. “I must say I certainly have come to enjoy your dishes. Nearly as much as I would my own.” You hear him hum in delight “I certainly hope so. My mother would be devastated to hear I was ruining the face of one of her dishes.”

Slowly throughout the months you had both become familiar with certain aspects of each other. This led to more comfort in referencing such things. “I think my Nona would kill me if she heard I enjoyed your food nearly as much as our Italian cuisine.”

Finally, he had brought up what initially intrigued him. “Say my dear you certainly have an interesting way to hold yourself.” You look at him smiling knowingly. “What makes you say that?” He huffs at your coyness. “Well, you seem rather domestic to be in hell. Almost harmless which we both know to be quite untrue.” You let out a slight laugh at that.

“I certainly do enjoy holding these parts of myself. After all, I don’t see anything wrong with presenting myself a certain way while also being another. After all, isn’t that what you do?” He raises his eyebrow intrigued. “Whatever do you mean?”

“Well, we are both incredibly aware of your work and how especially violent you may be at times. But look at you now I would say you tend to hold yourself like a proper gentleman wouldn’t you agree?” You were teasing him. It became so obvious to him in that moment. Your lack of fear but interest towards his violent tendencies and your confident perception of the way he chooses to hold himself. To him, it all felt delicious.

However, he simply hummed in agreement “I suppose.” He watched as you grabbed a couple of plates to serve the other members of the hotel. Making your way to the exit. “Exactly you’re doing the same thing as I, Caro Mio”

He watched you exit before another realization fell upon him. Something he should’ve known earlier regarding himself. He wanted and may have accidentally begun to court you. And honestly after coming to terms with it. He wasn’t planning on stopping anytime.

Translation: (Warning I’m not Italian please correct me)

Tesorino- “Little Treasure”

Strellina- “Little Star”

Nona- “Grandma”

Caro Mio- “My Dear”

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Hazbin Hotel Masterlist

Welcome to my Hazbin Hotel Masterlist! Where you can traverse the worlds of Hell or Heaven (Or in between) with some of your favorite characters! I always try to update consistently and requests are open either message me or leave a comment.

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Alastor (The Radio Demon)

Oneshots

Stunned

Description: Angel's sister is visiting the hotel! While most of the hotel members already have a certain expectation of what to expect. They’re shocked to see a traditional 1940s housewife. But no one was as stunned and intrigued as Alastor.

Headcannons

Stunned Headcannons

Description: Some Headcannons and thoughts I had while making Stunned that I thought you’d enjoy! How our darling (Y/N) is like and the development of her relationship with Alastor!

Special

Stunned Valentines Short Special

Description: Alastor asks our darling for an outing on Valentine’s Day. Safe to say Angel does not approve!

More upcoming…

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Stunned

Description: Angel's sister is visiting the hotel! While most of the hotel members already have a certain expectation of what to expect. They’re shocked to see a traditional 1940s housewife. But no one was as stunned and intrigued as Alastor.

Relationship: Alastor x Fem!Angel’s Sister!Reader

Author’s Note: I wanna preface this with I HAVENT watched season two cause I’m nervous. However I have seen a lot of scenes! This is my first attempt at writing for Hazbin Hotel so I apologize if it’s a bit OC. Had to get this one out of my head!!

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The Hazbin Hotel was preparing, not for any festivity, angelic visit, or even for another attack on them. For the first time, Angel had approached Charlie asking if someone could come over. Which was very unlike him seeing the typical Cherry Bomb crash in. No this was particularly special because it was a familial visit. After hearing the request of course she was simply ecstatic and approved. However, there were many concerns raised particularly from Vaggie.

Seeing as the habits that came from Angel himself seemed to become a very frustrating topic at the hotel at times. She was of course worried about how his family would be. This belief was something that was felt amongst the majority of the hotel members. Specifically Alastor. As the hour approached he watched Angel pace as he raised an eyebrow at him. He was already mentally preparing for another rather inappropriate being to be welcomed into the hotel.

But of course, Charlie had the biggest hope slapped the typical can’t judge a book by its cover or I guess family. And encouraged Angel to invite her over. Now all the members sat at the front waiting for a proper greeting. Since Charlie was insistent on keeping a positive face for the hotel.

Alastor continued watching as each member made their way. Husk who couldn’t care less (at least acted like it), Vaggie who was clearly concerned, Charlie who tried to hide her concern with excitement, and finally Angel pacing back and forth. Thankfully the rest were truly neutral about the ordeal. Alastor couldn’t understand what this fuss was about. Another sinner walking in with an overly sexual nature or some addiction. Something you could easily find walking through hell. He set up a table and began to drink his tea. If he was going to be forced to meet a new sinner he was at least gonna enjoy part of the show.

Finally, there was a knock on the door. It almost felt like the world froze for a moment. Until Angel walked up to the door and opened it. There stood something everyone least expected. In walks another spider demon with beautiful hair in a traditional 40’s hairstyle. In a dress that had the typical padded shoulders and cinched waist that flared into an A-line skirt. You were the image of a typical 40s housewife. But what made it even clearer was your warm voice carrying a bit of an accent. Nearly unnoticeable but present enough that it sounded welcoming.

“There’s my dear Angel!” You quickly go over and hug him with zero hesitation. You feel him freeze before immediately hugging back. You knew he felt unaccepted by the family, uncared for, and despised. So you didn’t take it to heart you just allowed him to hug you for as long as he desired. In that moment Charlie’s smile grew ten times while the others looked shocked. But if any of them had simply looked up they would have seen the Radio Demon frozen in place. If only for a moment. He was stunned.

He quickly retreated to his shadows to observe more. He along with the others wasn’t expecting such a put-together woman to appear at their front door. Much less one who appeared to belong somewhere like Cannibal Town rather than being related to Angel Dust. Watching as the siblings separated.

“How about you introduce me to your friends, Stellina” You watched his eyes brighten at the nickname. Before turning towards Charlie and introducing you. You quickly take her hand “It’s a pleasure. Thank you so much for allowing me to visit Angel!” She quickly begins to rant about how excited she is and helps Angel guide you to each member. With each interaction, it only becomes clearer how kind and caring you were. Each member quickly warms up to you. “Finally we have Alastor who isn’t here right-“

Right on cue through his shadows, he appears right next to her. “Alastor! My dear quite the pleasure!” You smile at him as he reaches out to take your hand. “Ah yes of course I know you! I’ve certainly enjoyed tuning in to that radio show of yours.” Suddenly it was like you had told him some grand secret with the satisfaction that radiated within him. Not only were you quite a surprise you were a surprise with good taste.

“Well, we were planning on having dinner soon we would love for you to join us!” You turn to Charlie before glancing at Angel to see his reaction. Only to see his hopeful eyes turn to you. How could you say no to him? You smile and turn back to Charlie “I would be delighted however I insist on helping after all I would be a very sudden new addition to dinner.” You feel Angel lean closer to you satisfied with this outcome. Before you hear an interruption and turn to Alastor. “Actually my dear I’m normally the one who organizes these meals.”

“Well if you’d allow me I would certainly be happy to assist. Especially if you have to handle it alone. As long as you’re okay with the additions of some Italian cuisine I’m sure Angel would enjoy that.” You turn to your brother while mentioning him before turning back to the powerful demon before you. The demon you were aware to be cautious of but approached him comfortably. “ Why of course my dear. Say what do you think of Jambalaya?” “Well-“ The rest of the hotel watched as you both walked away.

All were stunned at the outcome and how Alastor approached you so kindly. Talking about cuisine all the way into the kitchen where they lost sight of you. “What the fuck was that?!”

Translation: Stellina—“Little Star”

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Chapter III: A New Feeling

Description: Finally our cold princess begins to truly connect with the boys and develop a possible friendship. It only takes a number of events and time to finally establish a simple friendship. But what can we really expect from a group of demons.

Relationship: Saja Boys x Manager! Reader

Warning: Female Reader! Poly Relationship

Authors Note: Okay so…FORGIVE ME!!! So much has gone on I swear but I will try my best to get back in to my writing. I made this chapter with extra love just as an apology and I will do anything to make the next chapter appear quicker. Also I hope y’all don’t mind I’m really trying not to make it to OC but like we don’t get enough from all of them. Also I really wanted to make sure there was connection with the reader and the boys. To properly build it to where I wanna get it. I hope you enjoy!

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Previous: Chapter II

Next: Chapter IV

You woke up to the blaring of your alarm. Because of everything that needed to be completed you had to wake up earlier than the boys. After all, as you had told them the day before today was packed with events, photos, and streams. Somehow this was the only day that would work for their schedule. You quickly turn off the horrid noise before preparing yourself for the day. You could have used your powers to make the process quicker. Something you had discovered in this realm was the peace of taking your time to do things. These habits not only gave you time to think through the day and prepare. But it also made you more patient with your day-to-day tasks seeing as you were working with humans who were working at a significantly slower pace.

This also allowed you to take in what was around which was rather unknown in the dark depths of the demon world. You felt your eyes wander outside thoughts returning to your thoughts from yesterday. While you discovered you weren’t alone you couldn’t help the ache in your chest when thinking of your familial situation while witnessing humans interact. After all, you had thought of your situation as normal, expected even. Your thoughts never strayed to the possibility of another lifestyle. Before you could get carried away you forced yourself to focus. There was simply too much on schedule to allow such ideas to distract you.

You took a deep breath before making your way out of the room. It was like you entered a completely different world. Your once peaceful and calm environment being trampled by two elephants. You watched as Baby was being followed by Romance yelling after him. You noticed Mystery and Abby were both still asleep. Seeing as Jinu clearly had his hands full it made sense he hadn’t gotten that far yet. “You have your own makeup so leave mine alone!” Baby walked away almost as if he didn’t have someone screaming behind him. “Can you both just finish getting ready we don’t have time for this!” Romance looked at Jinu almost offended. “How am I supposed to do that when he keeps taking my stuff!?”

Jinu rubs his temple already frustrated from the day ahead of him. “Both of you to your rooms. We have too much to do today and you’re wasting time.” They all turn to you just realizing your presence. “But-“ you raise an eyebrow. While you connected with the boys and avoided coming off negatively since you had quite enough people who feared your presence. You were still aware of just how intimidating you can be. Romance sighed before snatching the eyeliner from Baby’s hands and going to his room. Before he could even say anything you hand him an eyeliner you had prepared before this. Knowing he stole it from Romance since he preferred it. “Here.”

You think you notice his lips turn up for a slight second before he turns. Perhaps it was simply in your mind. You turn to Jinu who has a face of relief fall over him. “Thank you.” You nod towards his room “Just start getting ready I’ll get the other two.” He nods gratefully before making his way back to his room.

You walk over to Mystery’s room knocking before opening the door. “Time to get up!” You hear yelling behind you as Abby runs out with an alarm clock. “Turn it off! Turn it off!” He runs over to you tossing the object like it were burning him. You look at it before simply pressing the button on the top. After all with all your tasks figuring out how to work an alarm was something you did almost immediately. Unlike Abby who seemed to be relying on everyone else to wake him up until today. He blinks staring at the object like it would explode before you force him to take it back. “Get ready we have to go soon.” He hurries back to his room.

You feel a tug on your sleeve. You turn to see Mystery who was clearly asleep moments ago. You look at him confused “Can you help?” This only seems to confuse you more. “With?” A few moments of silence pass. “My hair.” It was the most noticeable thing. Right after waking up his hair was no longer the perfectly shaped soft hair it was known for. The part was completely lost and full of tangles yet not revealing his face. “Normally Jinu helps me but he said he’s busy.” You nod before heading into the room sitting him down on the bed. Admittedly you had gotten decent at making sure you and the boys were always presentable.

So you grabbed some products, a hairbrush, and a straightener to work through the hair. Finally, the space you were in was filled with peaceful silence. You focused on working through his hair. The peace was nice as you worked through tangles and made sure every piece lay just right. Without realizing how slowly Mystery was losing his posture and becoming more comfortable. Finally, after a few minutes, it was all done. You gently lay a hand on his shoulder “All good?” You see a soft smile appear on his face as he nods. “Thank you” His voice is as soft and smooth as it always is. But you feel a warm sensation run through you. Something so completely foreign you just nod and quickly make your way out.

You try to ignore the sensation as you make your way through the hallway and out the door to call the car. And right on time the boys make their way down as the car pulls in and you all rush in. As they start to relax in the vehicle you go over everything they need to do and what is expected of them. Somehow all in one day there would be a Fan signing, a Gameshow Appearance, and a home livestream. All after another only having small breaks between for a potential lunch and break.

Not including the likely appearance of Huntrix trying to interrupt an already busy day. You didn’t often interact with the girls. Mostly because the less they knew of you the better. That didn’t mean their interruptions didn’t irritate you all the same.

You walk into the fan signing relieved to catch no sight of the girls afraid they’d interrupt your fan signing the way the boys did a while ago. You sit the boys down and prepare posters next to each of them. While explaining the basics for this fan signing and who to ask for certain things. Until finally the doors opened. Overall the fan signing was perfect and went smoothly with no interruptions. Now the Gameshow Appearance was more hectic due to the appearance of three wild hunters. Though nothing the boys couldn’t handle. Finally after an incredibly hectic and boring day. You arrived home and prepared a room for the livestream.

After a day filled with working with humans and simply making sure things went smoothly. It was nice to be stuck with the people you had become used to. You had already struggled with being around demons more than usual. Now being on a world you didn’t belong in and hiding who you were. It was incredibly nerve-wracking especially with how odd humans could be and emotional. As you were setting up a final light you hear a cry of pain.

You walk over only to see Abby struggling with his makeup. Confused you approach him “What are you doing?” He immediately pulls the object away from his eye attempting to appear more casual. “My makeup obviously” You give him an unimpressed look “That wasn’t what it sounded like. Didn’t a makeup artist do it earlier what happened?” He groans “Don’t you remember I got completely splashed on in that game after answering a question wrong?” You remembered it clearly after all it was the highlight of your day. Abby had been asked a question about some animal a pig you believe. And after responding incorrectly he was completely drenched in water.

“Don’t you know how to do this? You do this nearly every day.” He glances away “Normally I get Romance to help but he also has to get ready for the livestream.” You sigh before reaching over and grabbing the item. Seeing it was a mascara “Blink when I tell you to.” He looks at you shocked that you went out of your way to help him. I mean yes you were getting closer to them and actually talking to them but you certainly never did something like this. Snapping out of his thoughts he nods as he listens to your instructions. Once again you’re in silence as you realize there’s more you have to fix.

As you continue working through his makeup working around the eyes he looks at you. “Thank you.” You look confused “For?” He sighs “You do a lot for us and now you’re doing this.” You’re taken aback by his words but remain focused on your work. “Although I’m sure you don’t need to hear it.” You take a deep breath breaking your train of thought and allowing a moment of honesty. “No I don’t mind it. Kinda helps.” You never thought of your position as more than a simple job and it was certainly nothing anyone needed to appreciate you for doing. At least not that you knew of. Abby is looking at you his eyes filled with thoughts.

He hesitates before deciding to continue his streak of doing things without thinking. “I was wondering do you think maybe you’d be cool with us being more normal around you I guess. You know like friends?” You freeze. The boys had never approached you as a friend at most Jinu would be kind. However, you always appeared to intimidating and cold to get to that point. Now Abby the one who was arguably the most afraid of you was approaching you with the idea of friendship.

You take a moment to think through what he said processing what he was suggesting. You realize that slowly through the human world, you’ve begun to feel new things that you missed out on unlike the demons that surrounded you. And the things you thought impossible for yourself were becoming possible. Friendship. You had never really given it a chance. But after a moment of thinking the decision was clear. “That’s fine.”

You finish up the makeup adjusting some horrendous mistakes and step back. “We start in five be ready.” You turn back into the live-streaming room filled with warmth. Unaware of the eyes that followed you.

After that day everything changed. You could only assume Abby had told the others of your new agreement. Because this change was across the board. It started one day with Romance and a knock on your door. You opened only to see a falsely confident Romance posing at your door. “Hey, I was wondering if you’d teach me how to cook?” You look at him confused by his sudden interest before nodding and walking with him to the kitchen.

He stood next to you waiting for your instruction as you walked him through making Spaghetti. A simple dish yet he watched you as if you were explaining physics. Even paying extra attention to how to turn the stove on. He stayed close brushing by you at every turn and every movement. Looking over your shoulder as you worked through the meal. Until finally starting to make the physical contact more purposeful. Lying an arm on you as he leaned over or asking you to guide him. Until finally the dish was complete. The look on his face was of someone who was incredibly satisfied with their accomplishment. Which accomplishments was something you’d never know. After that, you ended up teaching more recipes and he willingly started picking up on making meals giving you a much-needed break.

Mystery was more subtle. Well until he wasn’t. Over the course of a week, you noticed where he would purposefully place himself. Slowly making sure to position himself closer to you in any circumstance he could. He began to find comfort in your presence which led to his most unsubtle moment. You had been sitting on the couch once again working on your laptop. As you watched Mystery make his way over to sit next to you. Nothing too significant. Until he laid his head on your shoulder which sparked many instances where he would approach you and lay his head down.

Baby was always someone who wouldn’t be open with his emotions. Nothing too cuddly or talkative. Just simple you noticed this through his friendship with the boys. So when you were getting ready for a movie night and he laid his legs across your lap as he sprawled like a cat. You knew something was different. And that was enough for you to notice a change with him.

Abby was as subtle as his existence would allow him to be. Which is not at all. After he asked his question he would randomly appear throughout the day ready to tease you. Showing off his muscles and strength in a variety of ways. Slowly growing more and more physical contact.

Jinu was harder to spot. He had always been kind and open with you but it was the small things. It started with another TV appearance. Of course not on screen but backstage. You had been exiting with the boys while on a phone call. Completely distracted by what another network was saying. Before you felt it. A hand on your back guiding you to turn in the right direction. After this, you realized moments when he’d assist you even when you didn’t necessarily need the help.

All these occurrences made it clear. They were beginning to see you as more than a simple Manager. More than a Demon Princess. They saw you as a possible friend and they were beginning to care about you. This was completely foreign. And as someone who had always been cold you knew nothing of this. But before you lost your mind over the idea you really thought through it all. This was an opportunity to feel for once what everyone else did. Something you’d never get to experience again. Something you began to realize you secretly craved all along. So after much thought your decision was clear.

Finally one day it happened. You began to reach out to them. The next time Mystery lays his head on you. You hesitantly began to comb through his hair with your fingers. Terrified of the repercussions. Only to realize you saw a smile appear on his face and you felt your heart soar at the interaction. This only encouraged you to keep going. The next time you saw Romance you approached him with recipes and throughout cooking you bravely took a spoon and fed him to try it. Watching his eyes sparkle at the taste at least that’s what you thought.

The next time Baby sat nearby you leaned your head on him giving in to what you thought would be right. Before he simply scoffed holding back any remark since he didn’t know if you’d ever be willing to do this again. Making sure you didn’t look up and see the look on his face. You had even begun to approach Abby teaching him how to do proper makeup for work and tried to listen to his talks over his muscles. Which honestly confused you at certain points.

And to Jinu’s shock, you had initiated contact for the first time. You were about to leave the studio once again with the boys. Before you quickly grabbed his hand to drag him towards the chaotic group. Something you became more willing to do to ensure he had no choice and couldn’t be left out (or what he would say: escape).

Over the course of months, these new developments proved to impact your friendship with the boys. And as you walked into the kitchen where everyone had suddenly decided to hang out. You looked out at the group admiring how far they’ve come. And it hit. You were content. You couldn’t help but think back to when it pained you having no family. When you accepted it was simply something that would be impossible. However you were finally content with what you did have and it was more than you ever thought you could.

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Chapter II: A New Feeling

Description: While working and stressing out at her work as Manager of the Saja Boys. Our Demon Princess Manager realizes how different humanity is. Specifically how different their families are leading to her realizing her loneliness.

Pairing: Saja Boys x Manager!Reader

Warnings: Fem Reader! Feelings of loneliness, cursing, and Poly Relationship.

Authors Note: I apologize for such a delay once again. I’ve been incredibly busy and I’ve been really trying to make these chapters longer. I hope you all enjoy this update let me know what y’all think! Thank you so much for reading and enjoy!!!

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Previous: Chapter I

Next: Chapter III

At this point, you were going to beat your head down on the table out of frustration. It had been a week since the boys had their debut. Which meant more and more companies wanted to become involved. They were obsessed and wanted to connect with them in any way possible. This meant loads of contracts, phone calls, and scheduling. Something you had never experienced before this. You were a demon not just any demon Gwi-Ma’s daughter. When would you have found time to learn about proper formatting and business regulations while assisting your father in collecting souls? Or torturing those ‘deserving’.

However, you now had the title of the Saja Boys Manager and you would do anything to make it work. After all the consequences of this failure could potentially impact you if you don’t play your cards right. While you may be the Princess of Demons. Your father is above all including what could happen to you as a result of your success. He wasn’t one to accept any excuse either. So you looked back down at your laptop took a quick sip of your third drink from the coffee shop you were in. And began to organize to the best of your abilities. Thankfully and unknowingly you were doing a fantastic job. But no demon would know what would make it a horrible job or a good one. You were just doing what you thought was right. (It was and even more work than most managers would do.)

After another half an hour of your eyes straining against a screen. You decide to take a break. After all, there’s not much work you can get done by losing your eyesight and overexerting yourself (This is very true readers please take this advice.) You slightly push your device away before deciding to observe your surroundings. You had decided to do your work in a coffee shop. The house was filled with the boys rushing to get ready and arguing that morning about heading to another show. Keeping you from completely focusing on your work. Once you saw Baby working his way towards Romance’s room. You heard the word trouble scream into your head. You had decided to work in another location.

The coffee shop you had found was quaint and cozy. The dark tones made it perfect for studying or getting work done. While the windows allowed for just the right amount of light that everything seemed golden. Overall it was an environment you were unfamiliar with before this so you decided to embrace it while you could.

As you’re looking around you notice a father and a daughter walk in. You notice he has an arm on her shoulder as he guides her towards the front. He helps her order by herself and as he walks towards a table you hear him congratulating her. You watch this happen confused. Apparently, she had accomplished something big and he was supporting her. You couldn’t help but think back to your father. While you had no reason to. You knew you cared for your father. At least you cared about his opinion of you. Whether he thought you were successful or not mattered.

However, he had never shown you anything similar to what you were witnessing. You had actually witnessed many of your siblings die because they were too weak according to your father. They held no right to continue the bloodline if they would simply weaken it. Due to this you couldn’t help but be confused. Why did this father appear to care so much for something so simple? Why was he helping her drink her likely overly sugary drink? And celebrating her success. You try to focus somewhere else before you’re hit by another scene.

This time a family of three is sitting outside. You notice this time it was different. Two mothers and a son. You watched as one of the mothers fixed his hair kissing his forehead as the other one was making the child laugh. Immediately your mind returns to your mother. While you had such few moments with her you remembered them vividly. Her holding you and whispering instructions in the dark on how to survive. Her tips on how to satisfy your father before she was finally taken from you.

You felt your heart begin to ache. You didn’t understand why. This was unfamiliar to you. The dropping of your heart as it began to ache in your chest. You began to realize that perhaps it had to do with what you were witnessing. You knew that you had never experienced what was in front of you. And as you continued to watch people couples and friends you realized you had no relationships of any kind. Family, friends, lovers it was all foreign to you. Kept away from you like you weren’t allowed such a luxury.

Finally looking down you decide to gather your stuff and return to the house. The others should have left already so it would be quiet enough to work there. You were nearly finished either way. You quickly gather your things before making your way back.

As you walk into the empty home you couldn’t help but feel as if it were too quiet. You made your way to the living room feeling the silence become heavy on your shoulders. You noticed how this was how majority of your life was. It was silent except for the background noise of what was beyond your home. Things that had nothing to do with you while you stayed inside quietly. Alone.

Sitting there in the large place you set up you couldn’t help but feel it hit you. You are in a completely foreign world. You don’t truly understand everything around you nor will you feel what everyone else does. Most of all in every world you’ve been in the only consistency has been this one thing. You’re alone.

Forcing yourself to finish your work you couldn’t help but feel a sigh of relief as you hear the door open. The boys had returned. You watch as they make their way inside hunched over exhausted from their long day of fan service and maintaining their facade. “You wouldn’t believe how many drawings I handed out today.” You rolled your eyes at Abby. Thankfully after witnessing you express an actual emotion, the boys began to open up a lot more. You felt someone sit next to you and begin to reach an arm around you. “They were certainly enthusiastic today but nothing could keep me from you.” You shove Romance away at his attempt at flirting.

“You guys can tell me more about it later you should get as much rest as you can.” You feel them glance over at you. “Are you worried about us gorgeous?” Romance is already leaning towards you. “You have even more scheduled for tomorrow. I’m gonna have to join and assist since you have a packed schedule. So I recommend you rest as much as you can so you don’t have dark circles tomorrow.” They all groan at the idea of more work. You ignore them moving to sit on the floor facing the window as you look out.

You hear them all make their way to their rooms. Well, all except one. “Are you okay?” You look back to see Romance still where you left him. You look at him confused “Of course.” He nods accepting your answer before making his way to sit next to you. Deciding to look out the window as well. Trying to see what you saw. As you continue to observe you couldn’t help but let a question slip by. “Is having families and like people normal for humans?” He looks at you only to find your gaze locked on the window. “Like is it normal to have humans look after other humans?” He begins to think.

“Yes of course it isn’t the case for everyone but normally humans have caretakers or parents when they’re young. Or at least they have friends and stuff.” A beat of silence happens. “Why?” You take a moment to think. You were always taught that having these discussions or emotions was a sign of weakness. This wasn’t something you were used to and you couldn’t imagine telling anyone much less Romance about this. After all, he was always a flirt normally things like this would go over in Jinu’s department. But when he asked if you were alright before you even said anything. You couldn’t help but feel slightly cared for. Not only that but Romance was the first one to feel comfortable with you. And whether you acknowledged it or not you appreciated that from him.

You’re no coward. Fuck it. “I had been out earlier today and I noticed many human families. It appeared like they cared for one another and were happy.” You pause to look over at him only to see him listening intently. “Honestly, I noticed it was something I’ve never experienced. I just- I’m unsure of what to do with that.” You hadn’t noticed you were holding your breath through that. Finally letting a sigh of relief out once you finish. You felt a bit of the weight you had all day become lifted. You look at Romance only to see his hand going towards your cheek. You look at him confused but allow him to continue. You feel him rub at your cheek before removing the tears that made their way down your face. You look at the liquid confused. “What is that?”

He softly smiles at you. “These are tears. People cry whenever they feel upset sometimes when they’re happy. But usually when they’re sad. Something you’re too beautiful to be feeling.” You slightly smile rolling your eyes. This was a new side of Romance one that was trying to show that he cared. But even then he couldn’t stop his flirting. “Feeling that way is normal. I mean while most of us demons had that before becoming what we are. Often a lot of us had problems with those relationships and we often seek what we watched from afar too. Sometimes those relationships aren’t what they’re cut out to be. Most of us became demons because of feelings and situations like that.” You look at him curiously while you didn’t completely understand you still felt the comfort. And felt like he could relate in some way even if he didn’t say it.

You quietly thanked him. Shocked he hadn’t judged you or called you weak for your outburst. Even if it was small and very few tears were shed. To you, that was already more than you’d done your entire lifetime. You made sure to clear any evidence from your face and tried to erase the emotional moment. You watched Romance turn to you. “I may not be the best about this but if you ever need to talk to us about stuff we get it. Plus this is your first experience away from the demon world we don’t mind helping you understand stuff.” You smile at his idea “Plus I never mind spending extra time with you gorgeous.” There it is you roll your eyes letting a small laugh slip out.

You pause before turning to him. “I hope you all know even if I don’t understand all of it. And even if I may seem pretty cold at times. I can listen too.” You had no idea what you were doing but it felt right in that moment. You see him smile at you emotions shining through his eyes as he looks at you.

You hear the bell ring as you watch Abby run out to get the food. You hear the other boys make their way to the living room as you set up to eat on the couch. Finding it easier to eat while watching a show or a movie rather than allowing the boys to bicker. They all sit in their respective spots while you remain on the floor. Abby tried to grab the controller before Baby grabs it from the center of the couch. “I was trying to use that!” Baby rolls his eyes “You picked last time and I shouldn’t have to remind you about how bad it was.”

Last time Abby found a workout routine video thinking it was a show and made us watch every minute of it. Insisting it was a show trying to prove us wrong. Swearing the plot would start in a few minutes. Not to mention the week before that he had accidentally selected a kids' show which wouldn’t have been bad if it hadn’t creeped you all out for the rest of the week. You swear you felt like something was watching you after that.

You watch as Mystery sits on the floor across from you. You make sure to push his preferred food closer to him so he won’t have to fight for it. He sends you a smile for that. Finally, Jinu makes his way pushing his way into the center of the couch before asking the dreaded question. “So what are we watching?” And allow the bickering to begin. You watch as they start to argue over what show they should watch and what would be better. You swear you watch them prepare to brawl over this discussion. Until finally Jinu made them unanimously vote for something. (Well not everyone agreed but the majority rules)

Watching them work their way back to their spots and prepare for the movie and dinner. It made you think. You look out the window once again before looking back. Slowly you began to realize that while you may never have a family both in the demon world and the human world. Right now in this unfamiliar realm, you’re not alone. Not while they’re here.

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Impatience

Description: Your boyfriend is tired of Dolores and her new rule on keeping boys and girls apart. After being denied your presence for too long he takes it into his own hands.

Pairing: Boyfriend!Fred Weasley x Fem!Reader

Warning: Smut! 18+ P in V. Quickie.

Authors Note: Currently I’ve been working on a new series I made but I still want to try to write about the other fandoms I love. I swear I’m trying to get as much as I can out. Also I was inspired by those Tik Toks on the 8 inch rule. So I just had to write this even if it’s short and I was half asleep writing it. I’m very new to writing so I hope you enjoy! Thank you for reading!

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You were lying your head down exhausted. While the day had just begun you were already tired of what was to come. Before anyone could question your odd exhaustion you heard the sound you dreaded most—the click clack of the worst witch at Hogwarts. You sat up knowing she’d find something to complain about even if you were in the Great Hall and not her classroom. She passed by finally allowing you to sigh in relief. For some reason, she always kept a tighter eye on those closer to Harry. Which meant you and Fred were constantly being watched.

You feel someone sit next to you. You turn to see exactly who you were thinking of. Your boyfriend was Fred Weasley one of the biggest pranksters at Hogwarts with a heart worthy of the last name Weasley. You had gotten closer to the Weasleys through your friend Luna at a Gryffindor party. One thing led to another and he asked you out after snogging you in front of half the school.

You smile at him having missed his presence. “Where have you been?” He smiles before reaching into his pockets. The obvious signs of a prank waiting to happen were clear on his hands. “Had something to work on.” You roll your eyes while normally you would tell him off. Ever since Umbridge had appeared you cared a lot less about the trouble he made. That and you knew of his plan to open a joke shop soon. Which led you to attempt to help him where you could (Often being a test subject for certain items).

“Well, you could’ve told someone.” You feel his arm wrap around you. “I’m here now love-.” And suddenly you feel his arm get dragged off. You sigh before laying your head down in your arms. Already knowing who was behind you. “Boys and girls are not permitted to be within 8 inches of each other.” Before anyone could retort or react she scurries off spotting another couple. You hear a sigh of frustration.

This new restriction has not only kept Fred from more sexual touches but from touching you at all. Any attempt of affection or care shown towards you is quickly stopped by the pink toad. Something that has started to affect him. “It’s fine. We’ll have plenty of time at Hogsmeade or later.” He rolls his eyes. “That was the plan the week before until that woman decided to ban my trips.” She immediately picked up on the Twins' habits and looked for any reason to get them in trouble.

Before you can respond you notice you only have 10 minutes to get to class. “I’ve got to go. It’ll be okay Fred just a little less touching.” You go to squeeze his hand out of comfort before realizing that it would likely get you both in trouble. You stand up and walk towards Luna to head to your Charms class together.

After all your classes you had to head towards your final class. Admittedly the worst class. Defense Against the Dark Arts. Dolores still had her grimy hands all over the class and made us shove our noses into our books the entire period. You swear you began to see dots after staring for so long. After a few retorts from Harry and many comments from Umbridge. Finally, the class ended. You hurried out of there heading to your common room before feeling hands around you.

You go to scream before you see the ginger hair of none other than your boyfriend. He puts a finger over his lips signaling you to be quiet before leading you to an empty classroom. He closes the door before turning to you “Fred? What are you-?” He immediately starts kissing you making you melt into him. He has an arm around your waist while the other is holding your face close. He separates just enough to speak. “I can’t stand it anymore. If I have to hear that woman keep me away from you for one more second-.” This time you kiss him.

Finally, after weeks of being kept apart, you feel his arms around you. He begins to work his way down to your neck. “You okay if we do this here love?” Of course, he always wants to be sure you’re comfortable. “Fred. If you don’t hurry this along after being kept away for this long-.” That gave him all the permission he needed. You feel him pick you up as he puts you against a wall. While his hands continue to roam all over you.

Finally, you feel his hand reach what you’ve been waiting for. He begins to rub your clit making you bite your tongue to keep quiet. The last thing you would want is for anyone to come looking for the source of your moaning. “Always ready for me aren’t you?” Of course, he teases you but before you can retort he slips a finger into you. Causing a small whimper to escape you.

He continues to tease you while he pecks at your neck and fucks you with his fingers. You wanted him to take you in this classroom. “Fred please.” He smiles at you “Yes love?” You hold onto him tighter. He was lucky you needed him for this or else you’d wack him for his teasing. “Please fuck me already.” He smiles at you before kissing you. You hear him unbuckle his pants lowering them just enough. “Let me know if you need me to stop love.” You roll your eyes “I won’t be able to if you don’t-.” You feel him enter you making you quickly bite your tongue. He begins to kiss you to help you keep quiet.

You feel him start to move as you hold onto him tightly. He’s holding you as he begins to go quicker and pound into you. Making it clear that these weeks have been more difficult than you anticipated. You’re at this point moaning into his mouth silence is near impossible. As he begins to leave marks on you and hits your deepest spots. You swear you taste blood when you bite your tongue as you get closer and closer to finishing. “Fuck Fred I’m gonna-.” He holds onto you tighter “Me too love. Doing so good for me. Shit- you feel so good.” You wrap your legs around him tightly as you finish. Your legs are shaking around him. A few seconds after you feel him finish inside of you.

You’re both breathing hard as he lowers you onto a table. He begins to kiss you again. Whispering sweet nothings in your ear as he kisses your face. You giggle at his pecks before noticing the time. “We’ll have to head to dinner soon before anyone questions where you’ve gone. We wouldn’t want to get into any more trouble.” He notices the time before sighing and leaning his head onto yours. “I couldn’t care less about that. I’d much rather spend all this time with you.” Your heart warms at his comment as you hold each other for a little longer. Before knowing you’d both have to give in soon. “A little impatient were we?” You raise an eyebrow at him making him smile at you. “When it comes to you. Always.”

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Kpop Demon Hunters Masterlist

Welcome to my Kpop Demon Hunters Masterlist! Where you can imagine yourself in the world of demons or fighting alongside hunters. My requests are open and you can send them through messages or comments. Any way I could possibly get it honestly. Thank you and Enjoy!!

Main Masterlist

Saja Boys (All)

Series

A New Feeling

Description: As the Daughter of Gwi Ma you’re often noted as the Princess of Demons. What happens when you’re asked to join a new boy band in their adventure to defeat the Hunmoon while playing the role of their manager. Where an adventure into the human world reveals everything you’ve missed out being below. While also revealing new feelings you never expected.

Prologue

Chapter I

Chapter II

Chapter III

Chapter IV

Chapter V

More upcoming…

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Star Wars Masterlist

Welcome to my Star Wars Masterlist! Where you can adventure amongst the stars with a lot of characters. I always try to post consistently and requests are open either message me or leave a comment.

Main Masterlist

Obi-Wan Kenobi

Mini-Series

A Bit of a Push Part I. Part II. Part III

Description: Anakin can’t help but push two of his fellow Jedi together. Whether they asked for it or not. This leads to awkward touches and circumstances which reveal hidden feelings between his master and a fellow Jedi.

More upcoming…

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Harry Potter Masterlist

Welcome to the Magical Wizarding World!!! Here you can find all my stories on any Harry Potter Characters. Currently my requests are open.

Main Masterlist

Hermione Granger

Oneshots

A Helping Hand (NSFW)

Description: Hermione Granger can’t stand Lavender Brown and her habit of snogging Ron Weasley in every corner. Not understanding why such an act was so appealing. You take the initiative on showing her how appealing it can be.

Theodore Nott

Oneshots

Prize (NSFW w/Mattheo Riddle)

Description: After winning a quidditch match against Gryffindor. Theo and Mattheo want to claim a prize for their hard work. Which just so happens to be their bold Gryffindor.

Mattheo Riddle

Oneshots

Prize (NSFW w/Theodore Nott)

Description: After winning a quidditch match against Gryffindor. Theo and Mattheo want to claim a prize for their hard work. Which just so happens to be their bold Gryffindor.

Fred Weasley

Oneshots

A Silly Deal

Description: The quiet, shy, and bookworm Hufflepuff meets Fred Weasley. Who makes it his mission to get this Hufflepuff to attend and enjoy the upcoming quidditch game.

Impatience (NSFW)

Description: Your boyfriend is tired of Dolores and her new rule on keeping boys and girls apart. After being denied your presence for too long he takes it into his own hands.

More upcoming…

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Chapter I: A New Feeling

Description: Demon Princess Manager starts to get her first taste of the human world. Through helping the boys debut and observing the world around. She begins to realize her new emotions and how it often connects with the boys.

Pairing: Saja Boys x Manager!Reader

Warnings: Fem Reader

Authors Note: I am so eternally grateful for all the support. I do not believe I can properly express it. I apologize for the delay and I hope you guys like how I decided to take this story. Also for my readers who like more serious moments there’ll be moments like that as well later on hopefully. I’m sorry if this does not feed that as much as you hoped. Thank you so much and enjoy!

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Previous: Prologue

Next: Chapter II

You stood on the roof of a tall building in Seoul observing humanity. The bright city night lights are more colorful than anything you’ve ever seen. The smell of street food along with the sounds of people walking overtake you. You watch as different humans walk by tall, short, families, loners, and even couples. Observing an entirely new world in front of you. Unknowingly the boys around you who are more accommodated to this world are more interested in the new technology and architecture. They turn towards Jinu gathering information and instructions while you keep looking out to the world. Your mind is not processing the conversation behind you.

“All we’re doing is observing what idols do and how they act. Focus on your part and how to play it. We don’t want to seem like we’re hundreds of years old-.” As he’s explaining he watches as Baby walks away bored with his instructions and begins to explore. This leads to Mystery following after leaving the others behind. “So we’re splitting up, nice.” And before Jinu could stop Abby he pulls Romance with him towards a food truck. Jinu sighs already exhausted by the group before turning towards you.

He approaches you and watches as you continue to observe. “You alright?” You break out of your focus and turn to him. “Yes I just- I’ve never seen the human world.” He hums in thought before leaning on the railing. You turn to him once more “Has it always been like this?” You notice him take a moment to think before responding. “No I mean there has been a large change in architecture and technology. A lot of us came from a time of war or far in the past” He pauses before looking out. “However, the families and the people. That has always been around.” You watch as he looks out observing a family in a restaurant. You see a look of longing in his eyes a history you have yet to know. And you can’t help but admit he looks beautiful in this moment.

You feel a squeeze in your heart that you choose to ignore. You stand straighter “We should start to make a plan on a place to stay. Also, I want to see as much as I can on what I have to prepare as a manager.” He leans away from the ledge. “Right, we have a lot of work to do.”

It’s another day however you’re in a new street and the sun is bright and people are walking in every direction. You’re setting up the area in which the boys will debut. Hoping they wouldn’t create another ruckus like the other night. When Romance and Abby (the idiots) attempted to steal from a food truck forgetting to ask Jinu for money. Leading to a chase from the food truck owner. Which you could only hope that he didn’t get a proper look at their faces. Not to mention Baby and Mystery walking into an abandoned building which nearly got them in trouble for trespassing.

Throughout this time preparing to defeat the Hunmoon you had become more comfortable with the boys beginning to understand who they were. You look at your phone which you just began to understand and notice they were cutting it close. You spot them making their way over to you. “You nearly missed your time. Be earlier next time.”

You feel an arm reach around you “Cmon gorgeous just a few minutes behind.” You shove Romance off. Ever since they became comfortable with you he had begun his parade of flirting. That didn’t mean that if you turned just a little too fast at one of his approaches he’d go running to hide behind Jinu. They were still a bit wary of you. “Is everyone ready?” They give their various ways to signal yes which for Mystery is just a thumbs up. You roll your eyes as you look out to the street waiting for the perfect moment when they wouldn’t trample pedestrians but there’d be plenty of eyes out. You make your way towards the crowd as you give them the signal.

Perfect. They’ve begun to gain a crowd. You set yourself up in an area far enough to avoid pedestrians yet close enough that nothing would seem odd and you could observe. After all, you would be adding some of your own special effects and preparing the announcement of the upcoming appearance on a talk show. Which you had to set up. After understanding your phone you began to work through your job as a manager. Setting up a place to live, scheduling appearances, and anything necessary. It was easier having all your demon powers available to you making all of this possible. But it was work all the same.

You watch them settle into the chorus. They were glowing in the attention. You couldn’t help but slightly admire them in this moment. Only an idiot would find them unattractive and you were far from one. Getting to know this group and watching them perform something you had planned for so long. Honestly, you couldn’t help but feel another squeeze in your heart. That you quickly decided to shove away to solve on a different day.

You make sure to keep an eye on the badly disguised girl group nearby. Only an idiot wouldn’t see them badly hiding their identity. Obviously, that meant the majority of the humans nearby knew nothing of their presence. Finally, the song ended. They gathered announcing their upcoming appearance. While Romance blows you a heart which you dodge while rolling your eyes. Suddenly they disappear in smoke. After making sure nothing was left behind and that no one would suspect the demon boy group. You snap yourself away with them.

You find yourself in the penthouse apartment with the other boys staring at you. They hadn’t seen the place before this. So they didn’t quite know what to do with it all. “You can all choose your rooms when you’d like. However that one-.” You point to your room. “Is mine and is off limits.” You watch as Abby runs wanting first choice in room. The others follow with Romance and Mystery running behind. While Jinu and Baby walked at a calmer pace. You turn towards the living room to see Jinu’s tiger and bird.

The first time you met them you had an increasing interest in the two. Finding their presence forces your heart into a brighter place. Something you never quite understood. However, you knew enough to understand that it was a positive feeling. A rarity in the world you came from and decided was something you should hold onto when you can. So you walked over and began to pet the tiger. After a couple of times it became comfortable with you and began to ask for these moments of affection.

You look up as you hear footsteps approaching. Jinu sits across from you and begins to feed the bird seeds. That’s when Abby runs back in. “Who would’ve guessed that those Huntrix girls would be just as into us as the fans.” You raise an eyebrow “What do you mean?” You watch the others enter and begin to lounge on the couch all in between their demon form and human form. “Oh yeah we didn’t tell you-.” Jinu is interrupted as Romance takes this moment to bring attention to himself once more. “We had a run-in with those girls before our debut. They were looking at us with major heart eyes. But I only have my eyes for you gorgeous.” You roll your eyes at his attempt at flirting and turn to Jinu “Is that what happened or?”

He nods “Yeah pretty much.” Abby stood in front of you “They kept looking at these abs and how good I looked.” He starts to flex in front of you. This of course led to Baby looking at him annoyed. “It’s better than looking at your face.” Abby turns to him. “You know you have no chance against me. All the ladies love me and I am way stronger than you.” You knew demons and it wouldn’t shock you if they began to wrestle they are boys after all and anytime tension was high during rehearsal it wasn’t a rare occurrence.

“Five minutes can we go five minutes without bickering?” Jinu begins to hold his head in exhaustion which only seems to encourage the others to irritate him further. You wouldn’t be shocked if they had a going bet to see who could irritate Jinu the most. They began to speak over one another to the point where you could barely understand what was happening. And that’s when it happened.

They freeze at the sound. It isn’t loud and it isn’t violent in any way. They turn to you as if you were threatening them. But you’re not. There you are on the floor next to Jinu’s Tiger laughing. It isn’t even a full-blown laugh it’s small and not that long. But it’s enough. Enough to gather their attention. You look at them confused by the silence. Your face relaxes and it returns to your regular expression. “What?”

Abby having no survival instinct nor hesitance with his brain being a bag of rocks speaks up. “You just laughed.” You look back at them awkwardly “Uh yeah I guess I did.” You shrug. “You’ve never done that.” He responds while the others look at him like he’s the dumbest person alive. You glance over to your phone before realizing the time. “Oh, you guys have to get ready for your appearance! Hurry up or you’ll be late!” Jinu looks at the time and rushes them to get ready and out the door.

You send them ahead since you had a conference with some other TV networks asking to invite the Saja Boys. After being reassured by Jinu that they’d be fine without you. You had decided to step away from this one since the more publicity you gained the better. You sit down in front of your computer before thinking back to what just happened. You had never expressed such emotion before. To allow such a sound to escape you and to feel it in your chest. It was new and it was warm. And you liked it.

You feel a soft smile creep on your lips before you shake yourself out of your thoughts. You log in and begin to get to work. That night you started to connect the dots that the boys had begun to build their way into you. You began to treasure moments with them. Jinu is the one who introduced you to the human world. Romance being the first to take a step towards being closer to you. Abby being straightforward in what he’s thinking and communicating it to you. Baby being a constant presence at rehearsals choosing to sit close to you during a break. And Mystery bringing items you need without you having to ask.

All these moments lead to you realizing that you began to befriend the boys. And that you were slowly working your way towards feeling new things. And that this moment would be the first of hopefully many. You begin to settle and accept this idea more. Even as they return, Romance teasing Abby for being the first to lose the hot sauce challenge. Baby walking in with a bag full of hot sauce. Jinu looking lost in thought as he goes straight to his room. And Mystery who stops by your side and leaves a bowl of takeout next to you.

You began to accept that new feelings were gonna appear. And if it could be as warm as it was when you were laughing. Then maybe it wouldn't be too hard to welcome.

I hope you guys enjoyed it. I apologize for the wait!!! I hope y'all like how I chose to portray the boys and I swear there’ll be so more interactions the further along we go. Thank you so much for all the support it means the world to me!!!

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