unstable vibes

yo, whatsup im j / any pronouns / 16 / activist / feminist / queer af / chronically ill, mentally ill, disabled, and neurodivergent, the whole package / current hyperfixations: hazbin hotel and the backrooms / yes i play roblox / yee yee / if you care, here's the crap i deal with lol : hEDS, POTS, asthma, GERD, suspected gastroparesis, bipolar, anxiety, an ED, OCD, ADHD, PTSD and still testing for more so this may change / 

[nexphxbic]

identity? we don’t know her

im so sick of always basing my entire identity and who i am on a single thing

it changes all the time too

it sucks because people get annoyed at you for only talking about 1 thing

i hate it

[nexphxbic]

happy may!

here are some of the awareness months in may! 

these are the ones that apply to me

happy ehlers danlos syndrome awareness month!

happy asthma awareness month!

happy mental health awareness month!

happy may!

[nexphxbic]

some doctors suck

so i went to my neurologist appointment and i thought it went well until i checked the notes after the visit. then it all went downhill

she said my dysautonomia/POTS was caused by “unconscious” anxiety... even though right now is the least anxious I've ever been in my life. I've been doing so well mentally and all doctors that i see STILL blame everything on my mental health. its totally not fair. just because I'm mentally ill doesn't mean that all my disabilities are caused by that. she even wanted me to explain my trauma to her like, BITCH this isn't therapy. she ended up diagnosing me with PTSD, like WHAT???

anyways, i have another doctors appointment today with my GP and that better go well or imma lose my shit

[nexphxbic]

Today in school In one of my classes we were talking about ableism and sexism and stereotyping and I literally went OFF and wrote like a whole paragraph about it in our daily reflection and my experience with it and about ableism and sexism in society

In conclusion

I'm proud of myself lol

[nexphxbic]

Goblincore makeup things

.natural skincare is a MUST

.eyelids must be Shiny

.use earthy tones on eyes

.keep it somewhat natural

.golden highlighter

.freckles (fake or real)

.shiny lips!!!

[itslauradora]

reblog if u love not being Straight

[lgbtqa-aesthetics]

Genderfluid/Lesbian + Aliens lockscreens for anon

[nexphxbic]

❤❤❤

[mnstrfkr]

gen·der·punk

/‘jendər pəŋk/

noun

a person who does not subscribe wholly to any prescribed gender distinctions for themself but finds the most empowerment in emphasizing the uniqueness of their own gender expression, experience, and identity, identifying with other individuals on a shared-experience basis rather than a shared-label basis

adjective

denoting or relating to such a person

[nexphxbic]

I love this❤❤

[feralkin]

(this post not for trumeds or cis ppl)

[nexphxbic]

Yes👌

[lgbtqa-aesthetics]

Demigirl/Lesbian + cartoon flowers for anon

[nexphxbic]

Love these😍😍

[nexphxbic]

I coined a gender term!!

Mysterigender

A gender that is mysterious, odd, unreal, and strange. Usually connected to the paranormal or supernatural

[losing-a-battle-winning-the-war]

[nexphxbic]

This is so me😭

[altered-state-of-ambedo]

okay, consider: batcore

🦇 hissing at the sun

🖤 always sleeping in weird positions

🦇 wardrobe consisting of black, refusing to change it

🖤 wrapping yourself in a billion blankets

🦇 adoring the night and things associated

🖤 chaotically screetching and zooming away when disrupted

🦇 sneaking into the kitchen for late night snacks, scutting back into your cave *cough* room

🖤 friend group = family

🦇 being interested in spooky subjects

🖤 being generally recluse, but enjoying the people you get along with

🦇 partaking in a generally gothic/grunge style

🖤 soft but will not hesitate

🦇 feel free to add on!

[nexphxbic]

Omg this is so me😂 I love it!🦇

[caroldanversenthusiast]

THE SHADE

[aceuserboxes]

This user is neurogender. 

[nexphxbic]

Neurogender pride👊

[nonbinary-hawke-deactivated2021]

So anyway.

Neurogenders aren’t ableist or romanticization of neurodivergencies. They’re just a way for people to label themselves when they feel that their gender is heavily influenced by their neurodivergencies.

You can’t claim that neurodivergence influences every aspect of someone’s life and then turn around and say that it can’t influence gender.

[nexphxbic]

This is so true!

[banana-cream-blorbkin]

So like whats the deal with ppl sayin that otherkins r cringy? (● ˃̶͈̀ロ˂̶͈́)੭ꠥ⁾⁾

Like why is yhat even a thing i dont get it.🤯 Otherkin are amazin ppl and deserve better than shit like this! Espiacally the cool ones who accept others for who they r even if there questioning kintypes. Doesny matter you are still valid and u are amazig <3

🌸Like ifyou agree（＾ω＾）🌸

💜Reblog if u are a respectable otherkin/thereian who understands(^-^)💁‍♀️ 💜

[nexphxbic]

All otherkin are amazing💞💞

I'm 🧛‍♀️vampirekin and 🌊spiritkin