inactive

i dont rlly use tumblr anymore. might become active again sometime but probably not

[feralkin]

thank god we wont have to see your stupid bullshit again 🤢

everyone point and laugh at the loser on anon

[feralkin]

wonder what my old mutuals would think of me now

[homoqueerjewhobbit]

[henstomper]

theres only one gender and im not telling you what it is :)

[badassdemonsword]

does anyone else scroll down tumblr mobile and end up being put into a trance by the shitty fake phone game ads

[badassdemonsword]

bro you pulled the wrong pin.. now the tiger will kill the man...

[badassdemonsword]

bro the balls fell in the lava now this is truly a FAIL..

[feralkin]

"hey! you didn't do the thing i asked you to do!!"

list of reasons why i didn't do the thing:

i didn't remember

i thought i already did it

i didn't hear the directions

i didn't understand the directions

you never gave me directions

you never gave me clear directions

i didn't know how to execute the directions

executive dysfunction

i was in too much pain

doing it would cause me (more) pain

i got distracted

it made me anxious

it made me paranoid

it made me overwhelmed

sensory issues

depression fatigue

chronic illness fatigue

i was out of spoons

something else happened that triggered me and i panicked

something else happened that overwhelmed me and i had a meltdown

some combination of physical disability, neurodivergence, and mental illness prevented me from doing the thing

i was busy doing all the other things you asked me to do

NOT a list of reasons why i didn't do the thing:

i'm lazy

i'm defiant

i didn't care enough

i'm not trying

thank you.

[this is ok to rb even if not all bullet points apply to you or you have no official diagnosis! if you relate, you can rb!]

[feralkin]

stop making jokes abt spoons in the notes before i kill u

[feralkin]

“hey! you didn’t do the thing i asked you to do!!”

list of reasons why i didn’t do the thing:

i didn’t remember

i thought i already did it

i didn’t hear the directions

i didn’t understand the directions

you never gave me directions

you never gave me clear directions

i didn’t know how to execute the directions

executive dysfunction

i was in too much pain

doing it would cause me (more) pain

i got distracted

it made me anxious

it made me paranoid

it made me overwhelmed

sensory issues

depression fatigue

chronic illness fatigue

i was out of spoons

something else happened that triggered me and i panicked

something else happened that overwhelmed me and i had a meltdown

some combination of physical disability, neurodivergence, and mental illness prevented me from doing the thing

i was busy doing all the other things you asked me to do

NOT a list of reasons why i didn’t do the thing:

i’m lazy

i’m defiant

i didn’t care enough

i’m not trying

thank you.

[this is ok to rb even if not all bullet points apply to you or you have no official diagnosis! if you relate, you can rb!]

[go-home-courier]

goddammit, im out of spoons again

[the-kouchfort]

out of spoons, or too many forks, it affects similarly.

[feralkin]

Spoon theory - Wikipedia

[mikayuues]

my hobby is setting games on ‘easy’ and still getting my fucking ass kicked

[keepcalmandcarriefischer]

The spy chasing me throws a tracking device at my car. The throw is perfectly timed and the small, round device hits the bumper perfectly flush. However, since the tracker is magnetic and my shitty car is plastic, it bounces off

[keepcalmandcarriefischer]

The spy is following me as I walk down the street. I bob in and out of shops. Pause and accelerate my pace randomly. Stop to tie my shoe so he loses sight of me. I stay perfectly out of his reach. This is all due to being sleep deprived, confused, hungry, and lost

[keepcalmandcarriefischer]

The spy freezes my bank account. I do not notice for three weeks and only because Netflix sends me an email about non-payment

[keepcalmandcarriefischer]

The spy chasing me does a stakeout at my house. After 4 days of trying to match my sleeping pattern he has to call HQ for backup

[cool-eevee]

As important as explicit gay rep is, nothing will ever be funnier to me than an entire fandom collectively deciding a relationship between two characters is gay without even a shred of subtext

[cool-eevee]

This post is about Tom Nook and Redd’s divorce

[notlikingbestgirl]

Out of Touch

[li4r]

Hi i am Deficient in so many minerals and im about to do something ill regret

[feralkin]

“hey! you didn’t do the thing i asked you to do!!”

list of reasons why i didn’t do the thing:

i didn’t remember

i thought i already did it

i didn’t hear the directions

i didn’t understand the directions

you never gave me directions

you never gave me clear directions

i didn’t know how to execute the directions

executive dysfunction

i was in too much pain

doing it would cause me (more) pain

i got distracted

it made me anxious

it made me paranoid

it made me overwhelmed

sensory issues

depression fatigue

chronic illness fatigue

i was out of spoons

something else happened that triggered me and i panicked

something else happened that overwhelmed me and i had a meltdown

some combination of physical disability, neurodivergence, and mental illness prevented me from doing the thing

i was busy doing all the other things you asked me to do

NOT a list of reasons why i didn’t do the thing:

i’m lazy

i’m defiant

i didn’t care enough

i’m not trying

thank you.

[this is ok to rb even if not all bullet points apply to you or you have no official diagnosis! if you relate, you can rb!]

[go-home-courier]

goddammit, im out of spoons again

[feralkin]

Spoon theory - Wikipedia

[becherdireinen]

bastille is correct. how AM i gonna be an optimist about this?

[ricealphabet-deactivated2019041]

It’s so incredible the amount of influence that “you know I had to do it to em” guy had. Like everyone online thinks of it when they see someone standing with their hands clasped, there’s been literally countless parodies, and he’s just some kid who posted a silly comment on his pic with sock tan lines. Imagine you went back to medieval times and told them that a young man could just clasp his hands together and have literally millions across the globe recognizing him as a symbol within a month. They would think you were talking about God

[feralkin]

me: i rlly love show choir! i didnt try out for these last years ones bc i knew i couldnt make the commitment, but im gonna try out this time! ive been rlly looking forward to it!

also me: what if... i had trouble w executive dysfunction while trying 2 prepare 4 the auditions... then realized it was too late 2 start n id never be able to learn in time for the deadline...

also me again: n then what if... i decided that i deserved it + constantly thought abt how if i wasnt a useless piece of shit i could have tried out... n decided to punish myself by making it into purposeful self-sabatoge... haha what if...

[pathologising]

shut the fuck up i am being have crazy person disorder