Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Thereās a lot of ups and downs, mixed emotions, heartbreak, realization, regrets, and blessings came into my life.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ups and downs in my life were not easy. Challenges came through and leave with lessons. One of it was losing a member of family and the trust from other friends. Although that happened, thereās still a smile in my face and accept what happened.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Mixed emotions. 2017 made me happy, sad, broke, crazy, etc. I canāt say that 2017 is the worst year just because I experienced and felt bad there are still positive vibes happened to me. Iām so happy because my real friends remain last year and made me feel so special. Every minute with my friends is so crazy; I love it how we spent our time to each other. There may be a circle of friend that died and made me sad but Iām still thankful for them because I learned a lot of things to them. It is also made me sad knowing that your other friends that you ātrustā is hiding something to you. I felt so outcast and not important them. Thereās a lot of issues in our circle but we fixed it since weāre the only who got each other backs.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā I experienced this heartbreak once again! Is it because of boy bands??? Hmmm, yeah sort of. But the real reason of my heartbreak is giving my heart to someone. Omg nakaka-tense tong part na to lmao. I feel bad about this because I didnāt take care of my heart again huhu. Ayun, I fell in love ulit. As expected, I was hurt. YAS PAST TENSE NA! huehue. Everything was so fast and it seems that I was sabik in this kind of feeling which is wrong. Well, Iām still thankful because a I realized and learned a lot of thing.
I realized that I should be waiting for the right person to come in my life.
I must give my trust to a person who is trust-worthy.
Be happy and contended to what you have.
Donāt look for someone who wasnāt there.
Settle to the type of people who make you happy.
Forget and learn from the past.
Gave that āfirstā to someone.
Falling in love in a wrong time.
Wasting time fighting to a fool.
Not following my parents.
Trusting other people who you shouldnāt trust.
Loving a person who doesnāt deserved it.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā 2017 is a year full of BLESSINGS. I am so thankful to everyone who surrounds me and love/loved me. Throughout the year, I feel so loved, happy, and important. As I turned 18, I should be more careful to my decisions and be more matured in life. Without God in my heart, my life will be miserable. Thank you God for guiding me and so extra special! Thank you for giving me my parents who is always there and support me, friends and best of friends! Sorry for hating someone and for the words I shouldnāt let go. Iāll think twice from now on be more smart in my words.