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consequence

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We give opinions that we think are right, good, or positive but it can be wrong, stupid, or negative.

For us, we think that it is right and to God's eyes. Somehow it turns out to be offensive or bad to others. As we give our statement to a certain event that is wrong to the world and doesn't pleased God, we want them to correct. But certainly, you ended up being rude and offensive (which has a fact) and they started to attackedT you!!

You start to overthink and make yourself out of the world thinking that you always do wrong. You were surrounded by a negative thought that keeps on bugging you and feel you down. From that you learn something and need to face your consequence/s

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DONG SICHENG HAS LINES

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hoseokscandy

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I can't even speak in front of my faves 😭

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KINGS OF TRANSPORTATION TOOLS

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Idky i found this funny. Hahaha my dreamies are suh a cuties

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Baby Don’t Stop moodboard

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cuuuute

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Freshman VS Senior Year

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I just blinked.

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When you have a rough day raising 17 kids at home…🙃

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still in pain

Thinking about the circle you HAD back then is still hurting. I thought it was perfect, I thought that was the ideal circle I wanted to belong, but no. Sometimes it’s really hard to forget or to move on from those happy memories you had with them. The memories you told to yourself that you will cherish forever, you still can but the fact you remember it there’s a chance that you’ll be sad. I didn’t regret any of this, but the time and moment and you waste with them is so important.What I have now is more important than anyone else. I’m still thankful for everything.

xo,

sheka

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W A G

Huwag niyo kong kaawaan. Hindi ako mangmang, naghihirap, o kung ano pa man yan para kawaan niyo ko. Please people, don’t mind me, my feelings, myself. Okay lang ako. hahaha pwe.

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random #2

we are being stupid because of our emotions and feelings. by that we’re hurting.

stop this concept.

x

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Random #1

I want to be alone. But I can't.

I want to cry. But it never comes out.

I want to be special. But they ignore my existence.

I want to be myself. But these people are ruining me.

I want to talk to you. But you're talking to someone.

I want you. But you don't want me

c h a r o t

- theshekacruz x

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A Letter to My 2017 & 2018 self

Dear 2017 self,

Sorry for all the heartbreaks you felt, sorry for all the hates you received, sorry for stressing you to non-sense things and acads things, sorry if you always overthink to certain things and moments had passed, sorry if you ever felt insecurities because you shouldn't. Thank you because you became a strong girl to the challenges God gave to you, thank you for showing your happiness, laugh, love, smile to people, thank you for being kind, thank you for being true to yourself. You did well and amazing work, you made others laughed and happy by your jokes and actions, you are beautiful inside and out remember that! You are loved 💕

Dear 2018 self,

I'm not promising you to these things but I hope you can do it. No more heartbreaks, no more fake people, no more insecurities, no more sad songs? Haha jk! I hope you do your best in everything you do academically, spiritually, and to other things. I hope you succeed in your life and make your dreams come true. In all you do, do it for the glory of God, do all things with love. Please avoid fighting and answering people back in sarcastic way. Smile amd laugh more. Don't think what other people say to you. Be contented, be yourself and be strong. Be a good example and child of God. Don't stress yourself too much and avoid overthinking as much as possible. Don't take things fastly, you have to think twice and wise. Please be more matured. Wait for the right time to arrive. Luv yah! 💕

Love,

Sheka

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2017 Diary

               There’s a lot of ups and downs, mixed emotions, heartbreak, realization, regrets, and blessings came into my life.

               Ups and downs in my life were not easy. Challenges came through and leave with lessons. One of it was losing a member of family and the trust from other friends. Although that happened, there’s still a smile in my face and accept what happened.

               Mixed emotions. 2017 made me happy, sad, broke, crazy, etc. I can’t say that 2017 is the worst year just because I experienced and felt bad there are still positive vibes happened to me. I’m so happy because my real friends remain last year and made me feel so special. Every minute with my friends is so crazy; I love it how we spent our time to each other. There may be a circle of friend that died and made me sad but I’m still thankful for them because I learned a lot of things to them. It is also made me sad knowing that your other friends that you “trust” is hiding something to you. I felt so outcast and not important them. There’s a lot of issues in our circle but we fixed it since we’re the only who got each other backs.

               I experienced this heartbreak once again! Is it because of boy bands??? Hmmm, yeah sort of. But the real reason of my heartbreak is giving my heart to someone. Omg nakaka-tense tong part na to lmao. I feel bad about this because I didn’t take care of my heart again huhu. Ayun, I fell in love ulit. As expected, I was hurt. YAS PAST TENSE NA! huehue. Everything was so fast and it seems that I was sabik in this kind of feeling which is wrong. Well, I’m still thankful because a I realized and learned a lot of thing.

REALIZATION:

I realized that I should be waiting for the right person to come in my life.

I must give my trust to a person who is trust-worthy.

Impure

Be happy and contended to what you have.

Don’t look for someone who wasn’t there.

Settle to the type of people who make you happy.

Forget and learn from the past.

REGRETS:

Gave that ‘first’ to someone.

Falling in love in a wrong time.

Wasting time fighting to a fool.

Not following my parents.

Trusting other people who you shouldn’t trust.

Loving a person who doesn’t deserved it.

               2017 is a year full of BLESSINGS. I am so thankful to everyone who surrounds me and love/loved me. Throughout the year, I feel so loved, happy, and important. As I turned 18, I should be more careful to my decisions and be more matured in life. Without God in my heart, my life will be miserable. Thank you God for guiding me and so extra special! Thank you for giving me my parents who is always there and support me, friends and best of friends! Sorry for hating someone and for the words I shouldn’t let go. I’ll think twice from now on be more smart in my words.

 X,

Shekinah

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BAKIT GANITO?

Bakit ganito? Ayokong mawala ka sakin.

Bakit ganito? Kahit hindi tayo pareho ng nararamdaman ang selfish ko pag dating sayo.

Bakit ganito? Gusto ko ako lang nalilinked sayo.

Bakit ganito? Nakakaramdam ako ng selos

Bakit ganito? Gusto ko lagi kitang kausap.

HUHUHUHUHUHUHU

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