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ROCK BOTTOM
I've never prayed to the Gods.
My brain shivers,
My Eyes nauseous,
My Body raw,
Ive never felt so madhollow before.
There's a whirlwind thats taken ahold of one soul,
Spinning and spiraling further away from any sort of connection,
Caught in a never ending loop of frayfalling.
My very essence is stagnant and helpless,
The constant whiplash unforgiving,
Yet so quiet,
And so dark
I prayed for the first time today.
Oh, Please, Gods-
let my lonesome heart rest
The moment i realized just how much you would effect my life
Even after not talking to you
Or seeing you
Or being near you
The recognition of your personality mixing and mingling with my own
Caused me to feel sick for months on end
I was finally able to let go of the heartache you caused
I accepted that i no longer want you in my life
I can find me again
Youve somehow found a way to ruin it all
I wish I never made the foolish decision
To know you
So assiduously
Eternal Slumber
All i am is a seed
A bud that cant be budged
Even when given all its usual necessities.
Not with sun exposure,
Not with water,
Not in soil thats meant for growth
The bud being stagnant
Waiting for its certain conditions to be met.
An ethereal change
My will does not reach
The high heights of what i could be
Hopeless Romatic
A turn of a page
Can either be tantalizing
Or dreadful
A story unfolds
thats either captivating
Or tedious
While i envison the words burnt onto white,
Stories appear refreshingly unpredicable.
Dazzling text etch into my brain,
Mesmorized by intelligence.
I cant seem to stop turning,
Yearning to learn more.
A warmth of contentment
washing over me
A book that I cant seem to put down.
Have I found what I've been longing for?
Or have I been fooled by the first chapter?
I was wrong to trust
Your empty words
And delusions you created
In the tone you gave
You fed me everything i wanted
And took it back in minutes
I matched what you gave,
Which felt like everything
That everything to me
Was nothing to you
Yet
You pulled me in anyway
And I held you too close
Intentional and Nonchalant
Could never be
One question constantly fills my head.
Leaving my thoughts completely blank,
My memory completely gone,
My body walking on its own,
A mannequin.
All from one question
That haunts my world constantly,
"Who are you?"
-Empty Thoughts
BHAHAHAH OMG this feeling is everything that makes me suffer
Why am I back in this slump of a mindset!?!✋🏻😔
Why am I so scared of my future?
Because same
Please, just please don't say you love me if your going to leave me
I thought I was rid of this pain. Looks like I was wrong, Again
"I give you my all, and you give me nothing. Must be because I don't give enough, right?"
-What I Ask Myself Daily
please dont get sick of me
Can anybody tell me how to get over heart shattering heartbreak? Multiple heartbreaks that happen at the same time? Because I can't deal with this stupid can't breath type of pain anymore
