The Shit Show

Welcome to ‘The Shit Show: A Journey of Self Expression ™️’ I’m 18 and have somehow never been on tumblr?

[nyxielynx]

OMAD

Been hooked on an Apple, a caramel rice cake, and peanut butter as my One Meal A Day

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Anyone else feel like you’re just not sick enough?

TW: ED

I feel like I’m not sick enough. I’ve never been “skinny”, I was bullied in school for my weight. I’ve always had disordered eating and thoughts for as long as I can remember. But recently, I looked online for the first time to actively find people like me and I discovered it’s an entire community. Come want to get better, and some, like me, want to get worse.

[nyxielynx]

Trying to lose as much weight as possible before Christmas- looking for every tip trick and hack that I can. Need any and all toxic motivation.

Be brutal.

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Just found out that my cousin LITERALLY personally knew Anna Clendening in high school.

As in, Clendening came over and they would drink together at the ‘parties’ or whatever.

Uhm- what the fuq😃

I FOUND ANNAS MUSIC WHEN I WAS 11, IM 18 NOW- MY COUSINS 36!?

I didn’t even know she came from our town, let alone that my cousin knew her.

I am astonished and baffled and I don’t know what to say.

[nyxielynx]

*randomly materializes from a random group of cats, holding a McDonald’s sweet tea* sup fuqers

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Got in the car after dropping my dog back off with my grandma and I hit shuffle. After multiple skips, ‘the way life goes’ by lil uzi very comes on. We drive down the driveway into the rain and as we pull off the driveway, the skies literally just stopped raining and the sun came out.

After being forced to give up my dog to my grandma for the second time, I felt so shit. How could I have failed her twice? Yknow?

She came and spent the night last night(my dog) and it just feels so.. heavy. Something about this mess seems symbolic and it’s really bothering me.

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 250 likes! Like actually that’s INSANE

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Progress on the pond/pool!

It’s about 6 inches deep and now has a layer of red clay over the bottom (in an attempt to help it hold water)

It’s at the bottom of a small incline where a lot of water builds up when it rains- I can’t wait for the next storm!

[kaburion]

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I love this art style so much- pure talent and skill!

NOT MY ART!!!

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Carving out a small pond/puddle for the trail today! Gonna try to process some wild clay and seal the bottom and sides so it holds better :3

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Things I can’t find on the internet

- someone entirely new to yandere sim so i can watch the full play through/ in order

- instrumental versions or soundtrack from Lifted (with Uriah Shelton)

[nyxielynx]

Hey!

I’m really new to the VR community and even newer to VRCHAT- and im looking to make friends! (I play on a quest headset btw- my brother and I share one lol)

About me

18 - she/they - in a relationship - looking for friends in the VRCHAT community!

I am a queer alterhuman who enjoys pointless conversation and small talk but I LOVE philosophical talks too!

I enjoy spending time outdoors in nature and tending to my garden

I love birdwatching!

I draw (occasionally, I’m not very good), but I prefer to color

I’m learning to crochet!

I love playing Minecraft, the occasional Roblox game, ALICE Madness Returns is my all time favorite though!

My favorite band is Sleeping With Sirens but I listen to a VERY wide variety of music

I enjoy creating things, whether it be art, or a mess

If we share any interests or hobbies PLEASE interact so that I can find my others like myself!

[nyxielynx]

my partner is 'mad' at me so when he saw I was eating mini spaghetti o's, he stole the can

i thought he was going to eat all of it

oh no. it was so much worse...

AND HE ATE ALL MY FUCKEN MEATBALLS

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Got our paws dirty on the trail again today- she was so excited to be back in the woods!

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Am I the only one who prefers ‘Alterhuman’ over ‘Therian’? Absolutely NO HATE to those that use that label, I just feel like it’s not really.. me? Even though I technically ‘qualify’ as a Therian. (Canadian lynx, I believe, still figuring it out)

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If I am avoiding eye contact, not responding, and actively walking away when you walk towards me, I feel like that’s a pretty clear sign that I want to be left alone.

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Are there any polytheistics or Greek mythology nerds who would be okay discussing/comparing and contrasting your religion with Christianity? I have a theory about Nephilim and Greek/Roman gods and I’m hoping someone can help me figure out if the timelines add up haha