Once More Into The Fray

Nyx Ulric

[valorawrites]

PSA;

Valora 

She/Her/Whatever really. 

Just here to roleplay and write without any restrictions or standards. 

Shipping Trash. 

Current list of Muses: 

AoT/SnK - Levi, Mikasa, Historia, Annie, Erwin, Pieck.                

FinalFantasy: Garnet, Nyx, Tifa, Rem Tokimiya. /     

Naoki Urasawa’s Monster: Johan Liebert, Anna Liebert/Nina Fortner, Kenzo Tenmna. Wolfgang Grimmer, Martin, Bonaparta and maybe Roberto on some rare occasions.                                           

MISC: Ashitaka [Princess Mononoke],Guts from Berserk, Princess Yona, Lilly, Hak from Akatsuki no Yona, Chidori Kaname from Full Metal Panic, Mirio from My Hero, Maxi and Riftan Calypse from Under the Oak Tree

Ships:  I’d pretty much ship anything as long as there’s chemistry. Don’t be afraid to throw ideas at me. 

RULES: Just respect me and my partners. That’s all I ask. 

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PSA I'VE MOVED OVER HERE TO MY MULTI MUSE BLOG

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a hundred kissing prompts

please give credit if you repost.

“ just kiss me. ”

“ i really want to kiss you right now. “

“ forgive me with a kiss? “

“ give me a smooch. “

“ you’re mine. “ “ so come kiss me. “

“ maybe if you kiss me, i’ll do the dishes. “

“ i’m here for business — not pleasure. “

“ so you don’t want me to kiss you? “

“ i could kiss you for hours. “

“ how about a good night kiss? “

“ you may now kiss your fiancée. “

“ we should practice for our wedding day. “

“ you, me, bed, now. “

“ i want our first kiss to be special. “

“ you didn’t kiss me good night last night. “

“ we forgot our good morning kiss. “

“ i forgot to kiss you good morning, so i’m doing it now. “

“ i’ve been wanting to kiss you for a while. “

“ kiss me, i’m miserable. “

“ who was your first kiss? “

“ did you pay the bills? “ “ yes — where’s my kiss? “

“ if you want me to kiss you, all you have to do is ask. “

“ you’re a great kisser. “

“ you’ve never made out with yourself in the mirror? “ “ …what? “

“ can i get another one? “

“ every time you kiss me, i swear i fall even more in love with you. “

“ i haven’t mastered the art of kissing yet. “

“ wanna practice? “

“ you’re a great kisser... is there an award for that? “

“ kiss the pain away. “

“ your lips on mine and i'm home. “

“ is there such a thing as love at first kiss? “

“ if i were to kiss someone, it would be you. “

“ you’re irresistible. ”

“ with your lips on mine there's less bullshit coming out of it, so i guess there's that. “

“ you’ve got great lips. ” “ thank you? “

“ kiss me again — but don’t stop this time. “

“ i love it when you kiss me. “

“ your kisses mean the world to me. “

“ i want you to kiss me. for real, this time. “

“ one last kiss is worth being late to work for. “

“ if you kiss me, we’re not getting out of bed today… “

“ you kissed me last night. “ “ and you didn't stop me. “

“ no more kisses! i need to get ready for work. “

“ you’re not much for kisses, are you? “

“ i really want to kiss you. “

“ it’s cute, this thing you’re doing. “ [being nervous over their first kiss]

“ you've never been kissed before? “

“ you’re going to have to guide me through this. “

“ do i just... close my eyes and lean in? “

“ you're just, really cute, and i don't want you to be disappointed... “

“ if you're not ready for a kiss, that's okay. “

“ guess there's some pressure for you too, isn't there? you know, being my first kiss and all... “

“ i want our first kiss to be special. “

“ one day, i'm going to kiss you, and it's going to be magical. “

“ i kissed you. “ “ i know, i... was there. “

“ kiss me again. “

“ you just can't help yourself, can you? “

“ you’re just… you know, i really want our first kiss to be special. “

“ i've always wondered what it would be like to kiss you. “

“ it's just an innocent kiss. “

“ we're friends, right? friends kiss each other all the time. “

“ people kiss each other all the time, doesn't mean there's feelings involved. “

“ i'm sorry for bringing it up. “ “ actually, i would love to kiss you. “

“ you mean, you, and me? kissing? “

“ you've seriously never thought about [us kissing each other]? “ “ maybe once or twice. “

“ you mean us, kissing? “ “ can’t say it never crossed my mind. “

“ let’s just… kiss to see what it’s like. “

“ fuck it. get over here. let’s do it. “

“ it’s just an innocent kiss. it’s not like it means anything. “

“ when you kissed me... it's like my soul got set on fire. “

“ i've heard great things about you. so naturally... i'm a little curious. “

“ it’s not like i’ve thought about kissing you, or anything… “

“ you’re really good at this, you know. “

“ all i want to do is kiss you, all day. every day. “

“ i’ve never kissed anyone before. “

“ you said you’ve never kissed anyone before. i’m planning on changing that. “

“ well, if anybody were to kiss me… i would want that person to be you. “

“ you just can't get enough of me, can you? “

“ and right now... i think you should kiss me. “

“ are you sure you’re ready for this? “ “ i've been ready. “

“ don't make this weird. “ “ but... you haven't been kissed before. “

“ kiss me like you mean it. “

“ kisses aren't necessary. we can stick to hugs and hand holding. “

“ i’ll kiss you right now to prove that i don’t feel anything for you. “

“ you kissed me first. “ “ i definitely didn't. “ “ you were literally all over me. “

“ i’ve been wanting to do that for a while. ”

“ did you just kiss me? “

“ you're full of shit if you think that kiss didn't mean anything. “

“ did we just... kiss? “

“ your kiss already proved it. “

“ shit... i didn't mean to do that. “ you didn't mean to kiss me? “

“ kiss me, and don't let go. “

“ you're not gonna kiss me. “

“ kiss me and you'll find out. “

“ you don't have to kiss me if you don't want to. “

“ and right now, i think you should kiss me. “

“ you shouldn't kiss me right now. “

“ don't speak, just... kiss me. “

“ come kiss me. “

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Sits on his throne: 

[nyxulricdeleted]

It’s been far too long...

OutofChara; Can you believe this account was hacked this entire time? T-T 

I finally got my boi Nyx back. I’ve missed him so much. 

[promptfairy]

𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓 / 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓   ♡   𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

    change any gendered language to your needs.  ♡

“   you  don’t  have  to  hide  your  tears  from  me .   ” “   you’re  doing  great ,   okay ??   i mean it .   ” “   you  are  so  strong .   ” “   please  don’t  ever  give  up .   ” “   i  will  always  believe  in  you .   ” “   why  do  you  always  think  you  have  to  do  everything  on  your  own ??   ” “   it’s  okay ,   i’m  here .   i’ll  always  be  here .   ” “   you’ve  always  been  strong  for  me .   let  me  return  the  favor .   ” “   just  listen  to  my  heartbeat ,   okay ??   ” “   come  on ,   take  a  deep  breath .   it’s  gonna  be  alright .   ” “   please ,   just  hold  me .   ” “   you  always  meant  the  world  to  me .   i’m  sorry  i  let  you  forget  that .   ” “   i  never  stopped  loving  you .   ” “   you’ll  feel  better  if  you  talk  about  it .   i’m  here  to  listen .   ” “   you’re  so  much  more  than  the  mistakes  you’ve  made .  ” “   i  forgive  you .   ” “   you  are  so  fucking  powerful .   ” “   i’m  not  leaving  you  here .   ” “   i  trust  you  more  than  anyone  else  in  this  universe .   ” “   it’s  okay  to  be  confused .   nobody  has  all  the  answers .   ” “   i’m  so ,   so  sorry .   you  didn’t  deserve  that .   ” “   healing  is  not  linear ,   but  it’s  always  moving  forward .   ” “   you  can  admit  that  you’re  hurting .   it’s  okay  to  not  be  okay .   ” “   hold  my  hand ??   ” “   you  are  my  home .   ” “   no  matter  what  anyone  else  says ,   you  are  so  important  to  me .   ” “   don’t  worry .   i’ll  protect  you .   ” “   shh ,   it  was  just  a  nightmare .   you’re  safe .   ” “   don’t  talk  about  yourself  like  that .   ” “   just  say  the  word .   you  know  i’d  do  anything  for  you .   ” “   you  are  loved .   ” “   i  just  need  a  hug .   ” “   i’ll  destroy  anything  that  so  much  as  thinks  of  harming  you .   ” “   don’t  ever  let  anyone  make  you  feel  ashamed  of  who  you  are .   ” “   you’re  not  alone .   you’re  stuck  with  me  forever .   sorry .   ” “   well ,   hello  sleeping  beauty .   you  fell  asleep  on  me .   ” “   if  you  don’t  take  your  butt  back  to  bed ,   i  will  carry  you  there  myself .   ” “   i’m  sorry  to  wake  you  up ,   but  i  really  need  someone  to  talk  to .   ” “   i  hate  seeing  you  like  this   …   please ,  let  me  help .   ” “   you  are   &   always  will  be  precious  to  me .   ” “   i  can’t  believe  that  asshole  said  that  to  you .   it’s  not  true ,   you  know .    ” “   you  want  me  to  punch  him  in  the  face  ??   ” “   you  deserve  every  good  thing  in  the  world .   ” “   you  know  i  always  have  your  back .   ” “   you  don’t  have  to  worry  about  anything ,   as  long  as  i’m  around .   ” “   stop  apologizing ,   okay ??   i’ve  already  told  you  i’ve  forgiven  you  a  hundred  times now .   ” “   don’t  beat  yourself  up  over  this .   be  kind  to  yourself ,   it’s  not  your  fault .   ”

[tylerknott]

Daily I realize I can be a better man, I can do much more.

Haiku on Life by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott)

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moonwove​:

      The  Astrals  have  been  silent  ever  since  stars  have  dimmed  for  the  fallen,   one  that  they  chose,  and  for  a  while,   she  waits  for  hope  to  bloom  once  again;   she  never  lost  faith  that  the  light  will  come  back  and  her  purpose  fulfilled.    There  will  be  no  sense  for  an  Oracle  to  exist  only  as  a  temporary  solution  to  the  disease-ridden  lands,  and  Lunafreya  feels  there  are  more  to  come  in  the  following  days …    now  that  Nilfheim  declares  war  on  Tenebrae.

      Greed  does  not  form  only  for  possessing  earthly  materials.   Something  bigger  is  at  play,  not  even  her  brother,   the  King,  can  think  about.

               ❛      𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳 - - -  𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘊𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘗𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯.  𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘺 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘮.      ❜            Remembering  the  day  she  received  the  news  of  the  Daemon  attack  leaving  no  survivors,  leaving  no  traces  almost  of  how  he  looked  like  and  how  he  sounded  to  her.            ❛       𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦  𝙧𝙪𝙢𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨  ?  𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵'𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘥.     ❜

                                ✧  @inproelia​  、 …    SC   。⭒

     He couldn’t escape it – horrors spilled so easily from the lips of man about a war from the televisions, from people in the crowd and on the radios. His exterior remained unmoved, but deep within, anxiety began bubbling in his chest at the thought of thousands of innocent lives being affected. He sat in the back seat of a car worth more than he’d ever make as a soldier – being driven to the heart of the kingdom; the castle of Tenebrae. He was given his final orders as a mere foot soldier; for hearth and for home. Now, he would don the title as her highness’ sword and shield. Although the honors should have made him feel something – successful, stronger, excited or happy – he felt nothing. 

Some would call him ungrateful for not having to fight on the front lines once the fires break out against the warring kingdoms – but it was all he wanted. For it was only in the moments where he was risking his life for others did he feel worth a damn.  As the car pulled to a stop, Nyx realized they finally arrived at the gates of the castle. He reached for the handle but the door was opened for him before he could do it himself. His body tensed, azure irises staring at the driver who graciously held it open for him – feeling uncomfortable to be treated with such hospitality.

“Welcome to the castle of Tenebra, Sir Nyx Ulric.” The formalities upon his name weird a nasty taste in his mouth.

“…Thanks.” He responded solemnly before getting out of the car. Quickly, he took a gander at his surroundings and something strums against the strings to his heart – a feeling of nostalgia warmed at the site of the large stone fountain at the center. His eyes tense on the spot, trying desperately to figure out why it looked so familiar when this was his first time here.

“Sir Ulric?” The driver called out, snapping him from his cogitations. The glaive turned and followed the driver up the stairs where a few people were waiting to greet him at the castle’s entrance.

@moonwove​

[moonwove]

                                ―――  she  is  but  a     𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧      away.

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roseusuitta​:

The Hand of Sorrow

                     The day to start like one of any other, greeted by those that served. once dressed then she to glance over the itinerary, speak of the proposed activities or meetings to attend within daylight hours. Though, secret in thought had she counted down to this day, aware of what this particular morn would bring.  Smaragdine scroll across the list, more than aware of what she was looking for. To those who informed her of this ‘meeting’ , she to simply give a small ‘oh?’ and a gentle smile. Those alongside her may change frequent over the years, certain none had been there the day that left them to part. None to know how she may feel ‘pon this day. 

A male, but not just any male. One whom had the soft spot of her best friend. Though, she treated him much different then as she might now. Though she well spoken, and raised in royal procedures, aerith was much more care free. Mayhaps a passing moment to believe maybe he wouldn’t see her the same way anymore. Would he treat her different? She unsure what to expect of him either. This she believed to be reasoning for the feeling that sunk within her stomach.  

Only tales in passing, had she heard of what he had done to occupy his time. But this time he returns, not as a friend, but one to protect. They both mature now, adults, understanding their roles was simply a part they had to play. The society they lived within would assure they knew their place. But yet, she still contains a level of excitement – to be reunited once more. Choosing attire suitable, but a dress perhaps more flattering than to others she may adorn.  

The time of their arranged meeting, quickly arrives. Walking down the steps with pace before entering the room of which he would be. The throne room being choice, and she to comply. Guards patrol the outer and inner, this to cause a smirk at corner of rosette tiers. Were he still the boy – man ( ? ) she knew, there was no need for extremities. Nonetheless, this their duty, just as hers to accept for safety. Turning the handle of the door, knowing he would be waiting almost in direct eyesight; pausing before she finishes the twist with her wrist. Heels click-clack on royal flooring, smaragdine never leaving that of his own. 

Happiness becoming her, lips parted just a little in shock. Disbelief? Shock? He certainly was not the thirteen year old boy that she knew. Once teased about kissing him and that thought would cause sickness in her throat, though looking at him now, it appears he aged well.  Through what he had endured, this became him. His build, his posture. His looks, the tan to his skin, the piercing sharpness of his eyes that never faltered from hers. His attire alone would’ve been enough of a reaction on any given day. But composed and graceful as she always is. 

“ Good Afternoon, Nyx. Or is there a title I should use now?” A hint of tease to her tone as she closes most distance between them, unsure if he might reciprocate. And so she pauses, but gives inclination that she wouldn’t be unwelcome to any form of contact. 

✘ —;   He would smile generously, but the world had not been kind to him. Instead, despite the dancing of joy warming his heart, a mere tug at the right corner of his pale red lips was all he could muster. She was beautiful – no her grace was inexplicable. It relieved him to see that the glow for the wonder for the world had not left her emerald hues. Soft red lips embraced his shaken core with a bright smile. 

Stiff were his shoulders as he turned in her direction, his posture never breaking away from the soldier’s discipline. He was bigger now, stronger – capable. He hoped she saw that in him. As she approached, Nyx trembled in his place – unknowing what would be deemed inappropriate compared to the boundless relationship they shared before as kids. 

        Would she throw her arms around him and jump to be swung around like before?

                                  Would she poke his nose to tease him? 

When she stopped a respectful distance away, the tension in his body subsided.  Brown locks had grown much longer but the style remained the same. They fell perfectly round her almond shaped face, softly against porcelain skin. Once she had addressed him, he snapped from his cogitations and stared at her for a moment until what she said registered. A snicker would leave him as he looked to the side – she was still as playful as ever. “Just Nyx is fine – your highness.” 

                            ‘As long as you don’t go around calling me Nyxie’

                             – he wanted to say but did not want to break formality.  

He looked at her, his face growing with determination and sincerity before he took a knee and placed his right hand over his heart. “Please, trust your life in my hands. “ He paused for a moment and hesitated on what he wanted to say next but decided to speak truthfully. “Not just as your childhood friend, but as a member of the Kingsglaive before you.” He allowed his words to linger before he could find the courage to lift his head and look at her directly. 

The warmth she radiated was nearly blinding; the kindness on her face was one his world had forgotten. Overwhelmed by all that she was – Nyx forced his eyes to the ground and waited for her response. His heart was racing out of his chest and it confused him – he wasn’t anxious like this even before a great battle. 

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There was such kindness in their eyes, the glaive could hardly meet them. Instead, he looked anywhere he could to avoid their light. It made him uncomfortable - this warmth they radiated. 

“...Thanks - but I got it.” 

He tried to dismiss. 

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“If you’re thinking about mugging me, I must warn you - I fight real dirty off duty.”

[archersbadrpmemes]

☾Moonlight Aesthetic Starters☽

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⋆Indoors

(🌙) My muse comes over to your muse’s house/room to spend the night.

(💤)My muse finds your muse sleeping in bed with them.

(💭) My muse wakes your muse after having a dream/nightmare.

(📓) My muse stays up studying till midnight.

(📖) My muse reads a book/bedtime story for your muse.

(👁) My muse wakes your muse up because they can’t sleep.

(🍵) My muse cares for your sick muse in the middle of the night.

(🎐) My muse finds yours outside their house when they are suppose to be in bed.

(🧳) My muse is getting ready for work but your muse stops mine.

(☀️) Our muses watch the sunset and moon arise.

(🌅) Our muses stay up till sunrise.

(🎮) Our muses stay up playing video games.

(🥪) Our muses make a midnight snack.

(📺) Our muses watch tv together.

(📼) Our muses watch a movie/vhs tape together.

(🛌) Our muses make a pillow fort.

(🛋) Our muses are hanging out in the living room.

(🛁) Our muses take a nighttime bath together. (With rose petals and candles included.)

(🌧) Our muses watch the rain outside their window.

(💥) Our muses get a power outage.

(⚫️) Our muses are in a pitch black room.

(🕯) Our muses light some candles.

⋆Outdoors

(☕️) My muse finds your muse at a coffee shop, alone.

(🍳) My muse finds your muse at a diner.

(🥃) My muse finds your muse in a bar, late at night.

(⛪️) My muse finds yours at a church.

(🌃) My muse meets yours in the nighttime city.

(🚎) My muse finds yours in a public bus.

(🚊) My muse finds yours taking the same subway train.

(🚂) My muse finds your muse on the same train as them, still awake.

(🚗) My muse drives your muse at night.

(🏍) My muse drives in the middle of the night on their motorcycle with your muse holding on to mine.

(🌲) My muse finds your muse in the forest in the middle of the night.

(🌊) My muse finds your muse at the beach in the middle of the night.

(🛡) My muse saves your muse from getting beaten up by a gang.

(🎉) My muse meets yours at a party. (House party, club, etc.)

(🔭) Our muses go stargazing.

(☄️) Our muses watch a meteor shower.

(🎆) Our muses watch a firework show.

(🎇) Our muses bought their own fireworks! Let’s light ‘em up!

(🎑) Our muses go to a night festival together.

(🛒) Our muses go shopping together for groceries or other things.

(🛍) Our muses go to the mall.

(🏬) Our muses go to a restaurant.

(🎞) Our muses go to the movie theatre.

(🔥) Our muses go camping together.

(🎸) Our muses go to a concert.

(🎧) Our muses go to the club.

(🏚) Our muses entered an abandoned area. (House, construction site, town, etc.)

(🚫) Our muses go to places they shouldn’t.

(🚔) The cops are after our muses.

(🚕) Our muses take a taxi home.

(🗺) Our muses get lost. (In the forest, mountains, city, etc.)

(☔️) Our muses get stuck in the rain.

⋆Misc

(🕛) My muse points out that it’s midnight for your muse.

(🎵) My muse sings your muse a lullaby.

(🌠) My muse points out a shooting star and wants yours to make a wish! Quick!

(🌱) My muse catches yours watering a potted plant/garden.

(💧) My muse cries in front of yours.

(🚬) My muse catches your muse doing late night smoking.

(⛓) My muse rubs their fingers against your muse’s scars.

(💔) My muse help washes blood off your muse.

(🐾) My muse accidentally reveals a secret that they have been hiding from your muse. (Being a werewolf, vampire, demon, etc.)

(📻) Our muses listens to the radio.

(👻) Our muses tell ghost stories.

(🌷) Our muses walk around a garden.

(🎤) Our muses do karaoke.

(🐺) Our muses hear howling in the distance.

(📷) Our muses take pictures of each other in the moonlight.

(👄) Our muses whisper secrets and promises to each other.

(🤝) Our muses hold hands in the moonlight.

(🍽) Our muses have a dinner date.

(💃) Our muses dance in the moonlight.

(💋) Our muses kiss under the moonlight.

(💍) My muse asks to marry yours in the moonlight.

⋆Quotes

“I can see the moon and stars in your eyes.”

“Your the prettiest star I have ever seen..”

“Wow.. the moon looks so pretty..”

“I’m a little sleepy..”

“I wish I could jump over the moon!”

“Nah, I don’t feel like sleeping!”

“C’mon!! Let’s dance!”

“The moonlight is our spotlight! The stars is our audience!”

“Look! A shooting star!”

“I wish for..”

“Shh! Don’t say your wish out loud or it won’t come true!”

“I’m not really a.. *yawn*..night owl..”

“D-Did you hear that?”

“I can hear a cricket chirping.”

“I can hear an owl.”

“I think we’re lost..”

“Ahhh!! A wolf!!”

“Would you like a cup of coffee?”

“The moon/night is my ally!”

“Darkness will consume you!”

“What time is it?”

“It’s 12AM already?!”

“You can sleep in my bed if you want.”

“Your sleeping on the couch!”

“Come back to bed..”

“Don’t shine that light in my eyes!”

“It’s so dark out..”

“Look at those pretty fireworks!”

“Spooky ghooost~”

“Boo!”

“Ah!”

“You trying to be scary?”

“I’m actually a little hungry.”

“Are they open this late?”

“Hey! [Name]! Over here!”

“That movie sucked!”

“Let’s.. not go that way.”

“This place is like a ghost town!”

“Ouch!”

“Stay still! If you keep moving, it will hurt more!”

“It’s not what it looks like..”

[erismemes]

HURT & COMFORT   SENTENCE  STARTERS

           —        requested  by  anonymous

HURT

i don’t need your help.

leave me alone.

i don’t care what you say!

i’ve had enough of you.

i can do this on my own, just as i always have.

leave, it’s what you always do.

it’s not like anyone ever stays.

all you’ve ever done is prove to me that you don’t care.

just when i thought we were getting better, you showed me the truth.

once again, your true colors come to light.

just let me go!

COMFORT

i hope you find peace someday.

i’m sorry, i really am.

i care about you, whether you think so or not.

believe me, i understand what you’re going through.

please, let me help you.

don’t move, you’re going to hurt yourself more.

let me try and heal your pain.

i’’ll listen, if you let me.

do you need anything?

if there’s anything i can do, let me know.

just know that i’ll always be here for you.

i’m ready to talk when you are.

i wish i could take your pain away.

[nyxulricdeleted]

The Hand of Sorrow

✘ —;  10 years. 43 missions and 105 drills later – finally. He took in a deep breath of air of the grassy fields and lush which surrounded the kingdom. Azure irises gingerly opened, eyes peering out into the distance at the towering silvery acropolis – Tenebrae.  He crunched the grass beneath his boots as he made his way toward the gates.  Irony greeted him as the two guards who mocked his youth when he left to join the Kingsglaives of Insomnia were still there but this time saluting him as a man instead of a child. 

A simple nod was given in their direction and as he entered, his eyes wandered, slowly as to keep his excitement at bay. It warmed his heart to see not much has changed – everything but one thing and it painted a smile across his pale lips as he noticed it rather quickly ; the beautiful yellow lilliums that she swore would decorate her entire kingdom after she grew them herself.  A small snicker hummed against his chest as he found joy in seeing she had accomplished one of her simple pleasures. 

Once again his face fell flat and stern, marching head high with his shoulders back – like a good soldier boy. The closer he got to the castle, the more anxious he began to feel. It was here he made a vow that would change his life forever. To finally be within arm’s reach to his aspiration made being back here almost surreal. To be worthy of protecting the flower of Tenebrae was no longer a pipe dream – but a reality. His hair had grown longer, a tradition favored from being stationed in Galahd for many years left a braid along it with the side being shaved. Quickly, he marched through the courtyard and was met at the towering marble doors by the guards who seemed to have expected him. 

Quickly, they escorted him to the throne room and as the door’s echoed from being slammed shut, he tried to find a moment to relieve the tension in his shoulders.  There was no room for doubt but there certainly was something that troubled him. His mind began to wander along the songs to his heart and unburdened the childish feelings he once carried – a misplaced love most likely dawned from his youthfulness – or so he likes to blame. He hoped those sentiments would not return to him now as a man – as he was sure that would be the only weakness to his dedication to his line of duty. 

 He was a quiet, awkward 13 year old boy completely mesmerized by everything that she was. Now at the age of 23 he was so sure that those reckless feelings had since diminished. As the announcements were made of the Princess and Oracle of Tenebrae arriving, his body tensed, arms behind his back as he faced front strictly in his place. The tapping of heels mirrored his heart beats and oh how frenzied his entire begin became as he was finally going to lay eyes on his beloved best friend – Princess Aerith.

@roseusuitta​

[nyxulricdeleted]

                                    INPROELIA - Into the Fray

                                      “For those I love,                                                    I will do great                                                         and terrible things.”

                                        Indie Nyx Ulric 

[unloveyou]