🌸both are over the age of 18!
‘we could hold hands until we’re dead, and all we’ll be is friends”
he couldn’t keep his hands off of you. no matter how much he told himself that he didn’t need you.
it was all a lie. he did. he really did.
“but girl I really like you so i’d rather just pretend”
no matter how many times he told himself this will make him weak. he couldn’t stay away from you.
not when it felt so good to have you on his lap. your lips on his. heavy breathing.pulling away to breath only for him to kiss you forcefully.
“with your jaw locked, can’t stop givin me head”
“fuck you” he mutters to you as you pull away for the third time— it was as if you were teasing him. “you always do in the end” you reply with a sly smirk.
he always ended up back with you, in your bed. bed slamming, only sounds are skin slapping, wet sounds, and small words of encouragement.
“i’m as big as i said, stretched out, your gums hurt”
his hips move slow so he could feel the depth inside you. “fuck I love you”—he admits. sometimes he meant it, other times he didn’t.
can you blame him? he just turned 22. you both were trying to figure who you really were. so what if he mistakes his lust for you as love.
he still felt strongly about you.
in moments like these it felt like the only way he could declare his love was with sex— and oh did he prove it, with how he practically worshipped your body.
“Girl you make me numb when we kiss until my tongue hurt”
and whenever he was close—he’d act the same. he’d lean forward, closer to you. whisper small words that you were to full of pleasure to even listen to.
only thought your brain could focus on was the feeling of him throbbing inside you. the feeling of his tip kissing your cervix over and over. the feeling sending you over the edge.
he’d kiss you whilst climaxing inside you—of course he knew you were on the pill. he wouldn’t do it without your permission of course. he might sometimes be a deranged person but he wasn’t a villain.
“and in my dreams you don’t date me ‘cause love hurts’
after you two cleaned up, sometimes he’d leave and sometimes he wouldn’t.. like now.
he wished he could have the courage to ask you out.
but for now he was fine with waiting.
he was fine with just being fuck buddies.
🐚an: not proof read so there might be some mistakes. i type fast soo some things are mid spelled.
🐚: the banners and dividers aren’t mine!!
