YAN'S HAPPY CORNER

🧀 = my crush  tw: obsessive, possessive, irl yandere, gore [follows from isleafyhere] »pfp by hyannanatsu«

[obsessed-yan]

if you dont like the irl yandere community OR yandere in general then this blog aint for you !! block me all you want but please dont report this blog ! i use this space to help me cope with my mental illnesses, extreme love, and issues- this is a safe space for me

[obsessed-yan]

never shared how mine n 🧀 hang out thing went~ we did go out to eat n it was rlly good!! he borrowed his brothers car cuz he says his is messy n not like ok, he said he didnt want me to have to sit in it n i thought that was so sweet i told him i didnt mind but he was able to use his brothers car to pick me up hehehe

we chatted n ate, on the way back towards my house he asks abt still going to the park, i said if he still wld like to we cld go, but then he said he had a package at his apt delivered n he doesnt trust his neighbours (lmao) so he wanted to get home to get it n apologized

the first thing he said when i got into the car was that my hair was bright (it was so cute n made me laugh) but my hair was so bright cuz my friend helped me redye it like 2 days before our hang out hehehe he said he thinks my angel fangs are cool too~

and now more recently, i told him my new glasses finally came n he asked to see them !! he thinks he's getting sick (🥺) but i offered him some of the curry im making in a bit tonight that im sharing w my friends, i asked how he was feeling today cuz he mentioned it starring yesterday n it doesnt sound like hes feeling better yet..i still plan to sit some aside for him cuz he said he wld come by my work friday to pick it up. when i check in w him tmrw ill see if he was still planning to stop by or not

[obsessed-yan]

OMG OMG OMG JUST SCHEDULED A HANGOUT W MY DARLINGGGGGGGG WE HAVE NO CLUE WHAT WERE GONNA DO BUT IM! SO! CLOSE!

ITS ABT 2 WEEKS FROM YESTERDAY AAAAAAAAAA IM SO EXCITEDDDDDD AND NERVOUS BUT MOSTLY EXCITED!!!!

[obsessed-yan]

were gonna get food then walk around the park uwu

thinking abt buying like a whole new outfit for the occasion hehe i wanna be comfy but still cute but not too over the top i think eeeeeeee im so excitedddddd

[obsessed-yan]

OMG OMG OMG JUST SCHEDULED A HANGOUT W MY DARLINGGGGGGGG WE HAVE NO CLUE WHAT WERE GONNA DO BUT IM! SO! CLOSE!

ITS ABT 2 WEEKS FROM YESTERDAY AAAAAAAAAA IM SO EXCITEDDDDDD AND NERVOUS BUT MOSTLY EXCITED!!!!

[obsessed-yan]

major 🧀 updatesssss ~~~

a couple weeks ago i made my homemade lasagna n talked 🧀 into coming into the store for me to give him some (and he gave me the mead he saved for me~ its sooo yummyyy !!!) but of course when he came in i was busy with customers so it was just a quick lil hi n wave handoff :c but weve *technically* met in person for the first time that day hehe~❤️❤️

since then hes txtd me first like twice this week (im so proud of him 🥺) and we talked for a bit each time, i complained to him a bit last week abt work n some personal homelife stuff then apologised for complaining but said i love talking to him n he said he loves talking to me too, i had 2 days off in a row earlier in the week this week n wednesday was the other day he txtd me first (at like 8:30 in the morning cuz he didnt get a lot of sleep) so when i woke up n txtd him back i said like "im not looking forward to having to go back to work :c" n he said he wished he cld help w that in some way..(so sweet n cute of him 🥺❤️) but i cheekily said that id love for him to visit me at the store again sometime but understand he doesnt rlly wanna be inside the store too much then was like "we just needa hang out sometime then hehe" that he didnt really respond to..but!!! i talked to one of my friends abt it cuz i didnt know if i shld just wait for him to txt or say smthn cuz i didnt wanna bury my msg abt hanging out cuz i wanted an answer to that yk..she said one msg wld be fine so i sent one n he replied (not replying to my hangout msg..) we talked for a bit n i joked w my friend abt just sending to him "hang out w me 🫵👹" then later felt like i had the balls to send that n she helped me come up w smthn better to send so i refined it n sent it, bringing up hanging out together more directly but also acknowledging that ik he doesnt rlly go out much let alone spend time w other ppl that often. he basically said not to take him not saying anything to my past bring ups of hang outs badly cuz its just not smthn hes used to but he said hed love to hang out w me maybe soon if our schedules allow it (eeeeeeek!!!!!!) so i told him my next days off next week n sorta my schedule next week,i think he fell asleep cuz he nvr said anything..but i hope we can talk abt it n plan smthn c:

idek what wed do!!!!!! but it doesnt matter cuz im so close to spending time w my darling!!!!! aaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!

[obsessed-yan]

its been a couple of days since i txtd 🧀, my minds just been other places..i plan to check in when i wake up later though of course- i wanted to txt him yesterday but was asked to work later than i was scheduled and when i got off time just got away from me unfortunately

hes kinda really into brewing n making alcohol (which is so cool) but he said hes not like super into drinking. hes has a lot of trouble with this batch hes been working on but he said i can try some once its done and im super excited about it!!!! not just to try it but also it means like seeing him n possibly hanging out in person!!!! cuz how else could he give it to me :3c (i wonder if he thought abt that at all lol)

[obsessed-yan]

i miss him so much rn..i offered to go w him to see iron lung a couple weeks ago cuz i told him i was going w my friends opening night to see it n he said to let him know how it is but unfortunately he said he "appreciated the offer but wld be way too nervous for that" n he did say sorry which id be insanely nervous too but wld still do it anyway hehe! but cuz of that ive been a little nervous to suggest a more low-key, less stressful hangout type beat- i can see where seeing a movie together as a first time hangout cld be too much or too srs but if hes not coming back to the store soon so i can bug him irl imma need to figure smthn out fast. i was thinking abt suggesting like going to the park, he doesnt seem the biggest fan of outside time (me neither) but he also doesnt rlly like ppl either, so at least w the park u dont have to be around others.. maybe i cld offer making a snack or smthn for us too!~ itd be so cuuuutee but i need to wait for it to be a bit warmer, he gets sick kinda easily n id worry abt him catching a cold or smthn if its too cold

maybe, maaaybe the next time i ask if hes heard anything abt coming back i can cheekily slip it in that way. i was thinking abt asking abt that kinda soonish tho,,well i cld say like 'when it starts to warm up a bit' then mention the park maybe??? im worried hed kinda say no again tho...but our texting convos are kinda solid n he did kinda flirt back w me one night, im kinda 50/50 on how he feels abt me cuz if he didnt like me or want me talking to him he wldnt respond n block me but he also didnt wanna go to the movies w me (but also it is the movies so i dont fully blame him w that)

im too in my head rn..

[obsessed-yan]

i told my darling happy valentines day n wished him a good day, he said "thanks, you too" and said he didnt get much sleep last night so he had to call off of work today :c

i told him yesterday that i was having dinner w my friends yesterday night n was excited to try s new burger from the place we were going and he asked me how it was n i told him i cldnt try it cuz they had a limited menu (made me so sad) but i said it gives me a reason to go back sometime

im letting him have a restful night n will txt him again tmrw c:

[obsessed-yan]

heard back from 🧀 today when i texted again c':

we talked for a little bit, i didnt wanna possibly stress him out or anything by asking abt hanging out so ill save that for tmrw if i get the courage, i did kinda call him cute (he said he drove n picked up his brother from work,called him cool n said hes like his best friend- which is SO cute like hello?? im valid in tell him thats cute am i not lol) and he hasnt said anything but in his defence it was super late for him so- plus my darling is rather shy so if i dont get anything tmrw when i wake up i wont be mad,maybe a lil disappointed but if he were to call me cute idk what id say back either other than like "eek!" or smthn so

[souffreii]

" you ’ d really kill yourself if your lover died before you . . . ? "

if i can barely live when they ’ re asleep, what makes you think i ' d survive if they were gone forever ?

[obsessionrevived]

Ur name would look so pretty carved into my thigh (҂ > ⩊ <)

[obsessivel0v3r]

I'm SO sorry for the person I turn into when I'm in love.

[aeipawthy]

[delidelicate]

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[monitoringyou]

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[wildfiresockdrawer]

New date idea: we kill our exes together