It had all happened too fast.
He’d been having a good time, or at least as good of a time as he could have. He hadn’t seen anyone he recognized, he saw a single shadowhunter who had seemed a little too off for his liking so he’d found his way to another part of the carnival.
Then suddenly he’d heard people screaming, had seen them fleeing for the exits. He’d heard shouts that they were locked, that they were trapped, and then he’d seen the attacks start.
Raphael had been torn, everything in him wanted to stay and fight, to help as many people as he could.
At first that had been exactly what he’d tried to do, as one of the attackers darted past him towards a human he’d reached out and grabbed it by the back of its clothing and pulled it back harshly, throwing it behind him.
As a human his strength hardly compared but he was a trained fighter and had 80 years of practice. Lifting his leg he kicked it backwards and over one of the metal railings put up to keep people in line for the rides.
He watched it for a moment, focusing on his breathing. When it slowly began to stand he realized that it wasn’t just any creature, it was a vampire, and now it was focused on him.
Raphael’s heart had been racing, reminding him of the day the heavenly fire had burned through him, had changed him.
He’d felt overwhelmed, scared. Now here he was, facing a vampire, and his mind suddenly turns to the last time he’d faced a vampire.
As he turned to run he saw the vampire come after him, faster, stronger. Teeth sank into his shoulder, causing his entire body to freeze.
He wouldn’t die, not again. He couldn’t die again. Not after all he’d done to find himself again, not after he’d tasted freedom. Not now that he was truly alive.
With a sudden burst of adrenaline he grabbed the cross around his neck and pressed it against the side of the vampires face where fangs were buried in his shoulder. He heard the scream the vampire let out which gave him time to wrench backwards, while it was distracted by the pain he tried to grab it around it’s neck and jaw, snap its neck, render it immobile.
The vampire must have known that was what he was going for however because it grabbed his arm and tried to twist it around, as if trying to break it. Pull him closer. He didn’t know.
Using that he leverages himself, twisting with the vampire as it grips his arm, his body works on muscle memory, he’d done this before, he could do it again. Pressing back against the vampires chest Raphael lifts himself up, using his lower body to run up the wall and tried to twist around out of the vampires grasp.
His goal had been to flip over the vampire, maybe try and take him out on the way down. But for a moment, for a single moment fueled by adrenaline, he’d forgotten he was only human.
Raphael realizes his mistake when he feels the pain of his shoulder wrenching out of its socket, effectively dislocating as he twisted away. Panting harshly, the pain more like a dull throbbing at this time, he knew later he’d feel it full force, but for now he could still fight.
As the vampire lunged he dodged to the side, a bit slower but keeping on his feet. To his right he spots a broken carnival stand, a piece of broken wood protruding. Grabbing it with both of his hands he gripped it hard and closed his eyes, his heart beating rapidly in his ears.
“Through the holy mysteries of our redemption, may almighty God release you from all punishments in this life and in the life to come. May He open to you the gates of paradise and welcome you to everlasting joy.”
Forcing his eyes open he lifted the stake just as the vampire lunged at him, driving it forward and through its chest with a sharp cry. He watched the vampire burst into nothing but ash, causing him to stumble back, dropping the makeshift stake.
Picking up his cross he pressed it to his lips as he began to sob.
After finding a place to hide Raphael had stayed curled up, clinging to his cross as he prayed, trying to drown out the noises around him.
Raphael had stayed in his hiding spot until he saw sunlight peeking through the door of where he hid, pushing it open he made his way outside, looking all around him.
Nearby he spotted a familiar figure, his heart lurching as he made his way towards her. They had never been friends before she’d lost her memory, but now she was someone he’d consider a close confidant. A close friend.
“Clary…” He said softly, his voice cracking with emotion. With guilt.
Clary had seen numerous massacres through the years, far too many for someone her age. Hell, for anyone at all. The aftermath of the attacks in the carnival, as sad and devastating as they were, was not shocking for the nephilim. It didn't mean she was apathetic, because she did care about every single victim, mundane or downworlder. It simply meant she was used to it, and the auburn haired woman hated it.
Probably for the best, she joked with herself. It'd be pretty embarrassing to start crying while on mission.
As the bodies were collected by the United Worlds Associations and the town's Sheriff's Department, Clary and three others checked the buildings for anyone else that could have needed help. There were still a lot of people uncounted for, so before the Agents could focus on discovering what happened and how it happened, they needed to make sure everyone was safe. Or...at least found.
The nephilim exited the Hall of Mirrors, about to meet up with her partner at the entrance of the Tunnel of Love, when she heard her name being called. The auburn haired woman turned quickly, eyes growing wide when she realized who had spoken. "Raphael!" She hurried to him, dropping the blade she'd been holding and speaking into her walkie-talkie. "We need a medic at the Hall of Mirrors. Quickly."
Clary caught Raphael as he approached, holding him tightly so he wouldn't fall. "--It's gonna be okay," she assured him. "I’ve got you."