i am 100% convinced that andrew fell in love with neil and though he was a hallucination not only bc he respected his boundaries and was gorgeous but bc of how fucking strange he was
like andrew is a highly inteligent man, with a photographic memory. you know his pattern recognition is off the charts. so he was at that point just going through life with a script, able to predict roughly what anyone would say and do.
so i can just imagine that neil just came in and just constantly made his brain short circuit with things like the fucking cheeky “better luck next time” after he caught them at wymack’s and then every other thing he says just fucking throwing andrew for an absolute fucking loop whenever he opens his mouth
“and i am nothing, and as you’ve always said, you want nothing”
ATE LEFT NO CRUMBS
the cigarette salute??
ICON - SO CONFUSING
“You know, I get it…”
MIC DROPP














