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Formula 1 - Incorrect Quote 511
Charles: My late boyfriend-
Lorenzo: What? Max isn't dead
Charles: No, but he's late. He should've been here 25 minutes ago...
Arthur: Oh, you meant literally late
Charles: Also I'm going to kill him for being late
Leclerc family: Oh
The Problem He Inherited — 6/?— Charles Leclerc & Lando Norris
Masterlist || Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 3 || Part 4 || Part 5 || Part 6 || Part 7 || Part 8
Summary: Everyone remembers how Lando used to handle you. Now you're with Charles... and no matter how hard he tries, he can't control you the same way.
Warnings: 18+, smut in this series, brat!reader, flustered dom!Charles, subtle ex!Lando tension, teasing, threesome, possessiveness, paddock gossip, voyeuristic setup, emotional slow burn
Word Count: 1.1k
I really love this series
Things that made me go insane about Charles's BSMT podcast interview, not necessarily in order of appearance:
He has once again reiterated that he sucks at any sport that isn't car racing because he has bad coordination. Is marginally better at basketball than football, which is at the bottom of the list
He learned most of his Italian from his karting days, in school they "taught him how to count up to thirty and that's it", what kind of immersion level was he in
His wedding suit was a Brunello Cucinelli model - this may mean something only to me but Cucinelli is one of the very few BIG enterpreneurs who treats his workers right so. W for me specifically
The Ferrari 250 Testarossa he drove at his wedding? It was LOANED TO HIM by a private owner. That was contacted by Ferrari (owners of a Ferrari car belong to a sort of exclusive club). Charles didn't ask for that specific model, just that he wanted to drive a Ferrari on his wedding day. AND THEY GOT THE PHONEBOOK OUT.
He made his proposal to Alex on September 25 and apparently he forgot every word he's ever known when he went to ask her 🥹
"We were very lucky to manage to keep things small and quiet because in Monaco word goes round very fast" SMALL VILLAGE VIBE TO THIS TAX-EVADING MILLIONAIRES' HIDING PLACE WTF
The way he said "my big brother" and "my little brother" in Italian - "mio grande fratello" and "mio piccolo fratello" when it should be "fratello grande" and "fratello piccolo"
"I was more nervous on my wedding day than in any quali because you can redo a quali lap, a wedding is a one try" 🥹🥹🥹
"There was no doubt about having Leo at the ceremony with us" and "he liked having the tuxedo on, he understood it was a special day" SHUT UPPPPPP
IT WAS ALWAYS THE RED CAR
He's not on social media beyond making his posts (for which he chooses the pictures and captions himself) because the way social media react in extremes to everything (especially his races, both in positive and negative) disturbed him so he doesn't look at them anymore
Monza 2019 and Monaco were the only two times he struggled to keep his emotions in check while he was still in the car
He keeps all his helmets, but the Monaco 24 one is in his living room with the trophy, always on display ❤️
He's scared of helicopters and snakes
He's very aware of how privileged his life is, so he never complains even if his days are always packed full, "because I get to do what I love all the time"
"The day I feel fear inside the car is the day I retire, because fear has no place in racing" [walks into the ocean]
He hasn't had his bachelor party yet. Elettra Lamborghini slandered my boy on the Sanremo stage
The way he talks about his dad, Jules and Ferrari. Just. The whole thing.
The Problem He Inherited — 5/8— Charles Leclerc & Lando Norris
Masterlist || Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 3 || Part 4 || Part 5 || Part 6 || Part 7 || Part 8
Summary: Everyone remembers how Lando used to handle you. Now you're with Charles... and no matter how hard he tries, he can't control you the same way.
Warnings: 18+, smut in this series, brat!reader, flustered dom!Charles, subtle ex!Lando tension, teasing, threesome, possessiveness, paddock gossip, voyeuristic setup, emotional slow burn
Word Count: 1.5k
one thing about the Ferraris is that they’ll try to kill each other in the China sprint
Happily Ever After CL16
Part 1
Warnings: mentions of pregnancy, birth.
Pre-season testing had come and gone in a blur at the desert circuit. The season opener followed immediately after. Media days. Sponsor commitments. Travel. Strategy meetings. There had never been a “right moment.” And somehow, suddenly, it was March and Y/N was six months pregnant.
The Sainz family home in Spain was alive with noise. Cousins running through the garden, Y/N’s friends hovering near the dessert table, her mother directing catering like a general.
It was meant to be joyful. It was joyful. Just complicated.
Charles arrived a little later than most, fresh from simulator work and looking slightly out of place in civilian clothes among the sea of familiar Sainz faces. He greeted everyone politely, hugging Y/N’s parents, clapping Carlos on the back.
Carlos looked tired, pre-season always did that but he was smiling today. Genuinely smiling.
“This is going to be good,” Carlos said, squeezing his sister’s shoulders. “No more secrets about this at least.”
She forced a small laugh.
In the garden stood a large white balloon tied with blue and pink ribbons.
Inside: the answer.
Charles kept his distance, hands in his pockets, trying not to look like he cared more than he should. Trying not to look at the gentle curve beneath Y/N’s spring dress and see something that belonged to him.
Carlos stepped up beside her as everyone gathered.
“You ready?” he asked softly.
She nodded.
He positioned himself close. One arm subtly hovering at her back like always, protective, grounding.
“You’re not doing this alone,” he murmured.
Charles swallowed hard.
That should be me.
But he said nothing.
Phones lifted. Cheers rose. Someone started a countdown in Spanish.
“¡Tres! ¡Dos! ¡Uno!”
Y/N popped the balloon.
A burst of blue confetti exploded into the air, raining down over the grass.
For half a second there was silence.
Then...
Screaming. Applause. Laughter.
“It’s a boy!” her mother cried.
Carlos let out a loud, disbelieving laugh and pulled Y/N into a tight hug, lifting her slightly off the ground before remembering and carefully setting her back down.
“A boy,” he repeated, emotional in a way he didn’t even try to hide. “I’m getting a nephew.”
He pressed his forehead to hers.
Charles stood a few steps away, clapping with everyone else, smiling because that was what he was supposed to do.
But his chest ached.
Watching Carlos stand there, protective, proud, central, while he remained on the outside of his own child’s celebration did something sharp and ugly to his heart.
He didn’t resent Carlos.
He just wished desperately that he could stand where he was standing.
Eventually, the music grew louder, food was served, people drank too much wine in the Spanish sun. Y/N got tired first, slipping inside once the excitement settled.
Charles found her in the quiet of the hallway near the back terrace doors.
“You okay?” he asked softly.
She nodded. “Just overwhelmed.”
He hesitated. “A boy.”
“A boy,” she echoed, smiling faintly.
There was something different about it now. More real. More solid.
“He’s going to be incredible.”
She looked up at him then. Really looked at him.
“You were quiet,” she observed gently.
He exhaled.
“Can I be honest?”
“Please.”
He stepped closer, lowering his voice though the house had mostly emptied now.
“Watching him stand next to you today…” He shook his head slightly. “It was hard.”
Her expression softened immediately.
“Charles...”
“I know why,” he said quickly. “I understand why we haven’t told him yet. I do. But standing there clapping while everyone congratulated you…”
He didn’t finish the sentence.
She felt the weight of it anyway.
“You are his father,” she whispered.
“Not out there.”
A beat of silence.
The last guests were saying goodbye in the driveway. Doors slammed. Engines started.
“I don’t want to hide anymore,” he admitted, voice rough. “I don’t want to be the secret guest at my own son’s gender reveal.”
Emotion flickered across her face. Guilt, longing, fear.
“I know,” she said. “I know.”
He stepped closer still, hands hovering near her waist but not touching.
“I love him already,” he confessed quietly. “And I...”
He stopped himself.
She waited.
“I love you,” he finished, barely above a whisper.
Her breath caught.
The air between them shifted, heavy and fragile.
“Charles…” she started, but there was no conviction in it.
“I’ve tried to be patient,” he continued. “To give you space. To respect Carlos. But I can’t stand next to him pretending I don’t feel what I feel.”
Tears welled in her eyes.
“I’m scared,” she admitted.
“Of him?”
“Of everything.”
He reached up slowly, brushing a tear from her cheek.
“You’re not alone.”
This time, when his hands settled at her waist, she didn’t step back.
The kiss wasn’t rushed.
It wasn’t reckless.
It was months of restraint finally snapping.
Soft at first.
Then deeper.
Her fingers curled into his shirt, grounding herself as his hand moved instinctively to her lower back, careful of her stomach.
They were lost in it.
In relief.
In truth.
They didn’t hear the footsteps in the hallway.
“¿Qué coño…?”
They broke apart instantly.
Carlos stood at the end of the corridor, frozen.
His face drained of color.
His eyes dropped. Not to their faces.
To Charles’ hand still resting against her waist.
Understanding hit him like a physical blow.
Silence swallowed the house.
Carlos’ jaw tightened.
“Tell me,” he said, voice dangerously calm. “That this is not what it looks like.”
Neither of them spoke.
That was answer enough.
His gaze snapped to Y/N. “Since when?”
“Carlos...”
“Since when?” he repeated, louder now.
Charles stepped forward slightly. “It’s not...”
“Don’t,” Carlos snapped, eyes blazing. “Don’t you dare speak.”
The protective brother was gone.
This was something else entirely.
“How long?” he demanded, voice cracking now under the anger.
Y/N’s hands trembled. “Monza.”
The word landed like a bomb.
“Monza,” he repeated hollowly. “So this whole time. All of it.”
Pre-season. Christmas. The appointments.
The hiding.
“You’ve been lying to me for six months?” His voice rose. “In my house. At family dinners. Today.”
“It wasn’t supposed to happen like this,” she cried.
Charles stepped forward again despite himself. “I love her.”
Carlos turned on him.
“You stay away from my sister.”
“I can’t,” Charles shot back, emotion finally breaking through. “I’m not walking away from her or from...”
He stopped himself too late.
Carlos went still.
“From what?”
The silence this time was catastrophic.
Carlos’ eyes widened slowly.
“No,” he said. “No.”
Y/N felt like the floor had dropped out from under her.
“Carlos...”
“Is it you?” he demanded, voice shaking now. “Is he...?”
Charles didn’t look away.
“Yes.”
The word shattered whatever fragile restraint Carlos had left.
“You?” he exploded. “You did this?”
“It wasn’t just him!” Y/N cried.
Carlos ran a hand through his hair, pacing once, twice, disbelief written across his face.
“You’re my teammate,” he said to Charles, hurt bleeding through the fury. “My friend.”
“And you’re my brother,” Y/N sobbed.
“Then why didn’t you tell me?!” he shouted.
Because we were scared.
Because we didn’t know how.
Because everything would change.
And now it had.
The house that had been full of celebration hours earlier now felt suffocatingly small.
Carlos looked between them, betrayed and furious and heartbroken all at once.
“You don’t get to hide something like this from me,” he said, voice low and shaking. “Not for six months.”
Charles stepped forward again, protective now in a different way.
“We were going to tell you.”
“When?” Carlos demanded. “After he’s born?”
Silence.
That answer was too close to the truth.
Carlos let out a bitter, humorless laugh.
“Unbelievable.”
He looked at his sister one more time. Not angry now, just wounded.
“I don’t even recognize you right now.”
The words hit harder than the shouting.
Then he walked out.
The front door slammed.
The echo lingered.
Y/N sank against the wall, tears streaming freely.
Charles stood there, heart pounding, knowing one thing for certain.
Nothing would ever be simple again.
-
A week.
Seven full days of silence.
Carlos didn’t answer her calls. Didn’t respond to her messages. Didn’t even open half of them.
Charles tried too.
Nothing.
And then it was race week in Japan.
The paddock at the Japanese Grand Prix buzzed as usual. Media obligations, debriefs, the constant hum of engines but the Ferrari garage felt fractured.
Carlos and Charles were professionals.
They spoke when required.
Strategy. Setup. Timing.
Nothing else.
No eye contact longer than necessary. No shoulder claps. No shared jokes. The chemistry that had once felt effortless now sat stiff and brittle between them.
Every camera in the paddock sensed it.
Back in Monaco, Y/N watched from her sofa, one hand resting on her stomach, anxiety clawing up her throat.
Six months pregnant and grounded by her doctor.
She couldn’t even be there to try and fix it.
Her phone remained painfully quiet.
Carlos ignored her.
Charles sent gentle check-ins:
How are you feeling? Did you eat? I miss you.
She answered, but shorter now. Guilt pressing on her chest from both sides.
By Sunday night in Japan, when the race was done and media wrapped, Carlos still hadn’t reached out.
By Tuesday, he was back in Monaco.
She didn’t wait this time.
She texted him one message:
We’re meeting. Tomorrow. 11am. Café de Paris. Please.
Three dots appeared.
Disappeared.
Then:
Fine.
-
The terrace of the café was quieter mid-morning. Spring sun, light breeze, tourists wandering the square.
Carlos was already there when she arrived.
He stood when he saw her.
Instinct.
Concern flashing across his face before he masked it.
“You shouldn’t be walking around alone,” he said immediately.
She almost laughed at the irony.
“You’re not answering me,” she replied instead, taking the seat across from him.
He didn’t deny it.
They sat in silence for a moment.
“You lied to me,” he said finally.
Her jaw tightened. “I was scared.”
“Of me?”
“Of losing you.”
He scoffed softly. “You should have thought about that before.”
“That’s not fair.”
“Isn’t it?”
His voice wasn’t shouting now.
It was worse.
Controlled.
“You let me stand next to you at that party,” he continued. “You let me think I was protecting you from some faceless guy who didn’t want responsibility.”
Tears burned behind her eyes.
“He does want responsibility.”
“Oh, I know he does,” Carlos replied bitterly. “That’s almost worse.”
Silence fell again.
People passed by, unaware they were walking past the unraveling of a family.
“I never meant to hurt you,” she whispered.
“But you did.”
Her hand drifted to her stomach unconsciously.
He noticed.
His expression softened just a fraction.
“How is he?” Carlos asked quietly.
The shift nearly broke her.
“He’s good,” she said. “Kicking constantly.”
Carlos swallowed.
“That’s… good.”
Another beat.
“I need time,” he said, finally meeting her eyes. “This isn’t something I just… get over.”
“I know.”
“I look at him every weekend,” Carlos added. “Every race and now all I can think about is that he’s going to be the father of my nephew.”
“Your nephew,” she echoed softly.
He leaned back in his chair, running a hand through his hair.
“You could have trusted me.”
Her breath hitched.
“I do trust you.”
“Then why didn’t you tell me?”
She opened her mouth and then froze.
Something twisted low in her abdomen.
Not a kick.
Not movement.
Different.
Sharp.
Her face drained of color.
“Y/N?” Carlos straightened instantly.
She pressed a hand to her stomach.
“Something feels… weird.”
His chair scraped loudly against the pavement as he stood.
“What do you mean weird?”
“I don’t know,” she breathed. “It just - it hurts.”
Panic flooded his expression in an instant.
“Okay. Okay. We’re going to the hospital.”
“It’s probably nothing...”
“I don’t care,” he snapped, already pulling out his keys. “We’re not risking it.”
She stood carefully, another wave of discomfort making her grip the table edge.
His arm was around her immediately.
Protective. Steady.
He didn’t hesitate.
As they reached the car, she grabbed his wrist.
“Call him.”
Carlos went still.
Her eyes were wide now, not just scared, but pleading.
“Please.”
For a second, pride and anger warred across his face.
Then he swore under his breath and pulled out his phone.
Charles answered on the second ring.
“Carlos?”
“She’s not feeling well,” Carlos said bluntly. “We’re going to the hospital.”
Silence.
Then, sharp and immediate: “What happened?”
“I don’t know yet.”
“I’m on my way.”
Carlos hesitated before adding, quieter now, “Drive safely.”
He hung up.
They both pretended that hadn’t meant anything.
Carlos helped her into the car, jaw tight, hands steady on the wheel despite the fear simmering beneath.
As they pulled away, she closed her eyes, trying to breathe through the strange sensation.
Carlos glanced at her every few seconds.
“You’re okay,” he muttered, like he was convincing himself as much as her. “You’re both okay.”
But neither of them felt calm.
And somewhere across Monaco, Charles was driving faster than he probably should have heart pounding in his ears.
-
The hospital room felt too small for three people carrying that much fear.
White walls. The steady beep of a monitor. The faint hum of fluorescent lights overhead.
Y/N lay propped against stiff pillows, one hand gripping the edge of the bed, the other resting protectively over her stomach.
Carlos stood on one side of her.
Charles on the other.
Neither looking at each other.
The doctor moved efficiently, asking questions, checking vitals, pressing gently along Y/N’s abdomen while she tried to breathe steadily.
“It started suddenly?” the doctor asked.
“Yes,” Carlos answered immediately.
Charles clenched his jaw but said nothing.
The tension between them was almost physical, thick, electric, impossible to ignore.
The doctor moved the monitor into place, spreading gel across Y/N’s stomach.
All three of them held their breath.
Static.
A shift of the probe.
Then...
A strong, rapid heartbeat filled the room.
Clear.
Steady.
Alive.
Y/N exhaled in a shaky rush.
Charles’ knees nearly gave out.
Carlos closed his eyes for a brief second, relief washing visibly over his face.
“The baby is perfectly fine,” the doctor said firmly. “Strong heartbeat. Good movement. What you felt was likely ligament pain or a muscle spasm. Very common at this stage.”
Y/N let out a weak laugh that sounded more like a sob.
“Everything is okay,” the doctor repeated.
Only then did the room begin to feel breathable again.
After a few more checks and reassurances, the doctor stepped out.
Silence lingered in the wake of the closing door.
Carlos turned to Charles.
“I need a minute.”
It wasn’t shouted.
It wasn’t angry.
But it was not optional.
Charles hesitated only a second before nodding and stepping outside.
The door shut behind him.
Inside, Carlos moved closer to the bed, his composure cracking now that the crisis had passed.
“You scared the life out of me,” he said, voice rough.
Tears welled in Y/N’s eyes immediately.
“I’m sorry.”
He scrubbed a hand over his face.
“I thought...” He stopped. Swallowed. “I thought something was wrong and all I could think was that I hadn’t fixed things with you yet.”
Her breath hitched.
“I don’t want to be mad at you anymore,” he admitted quietly.
The words hung heavy between them.
“I tried,” he continued. “I tried to hold onto it. But sitting in that room just now… none of it mattered. Not the lying. Not him. Just you and the baby.”
She reached for his hand.
“I never meant to push you away.”
“I know,” he sighed.
He looked at her stomach, then back at her.
“He’s my nephew,” Carlos said firmly. “No matter what.”
Emotion overwhelmed her completely.
“And he’s going to grow up knowing his uncle is slightly overprotective and probably very annoying.”
She let out a watery laugh.
He leaned down, pressing his forehead gently to hers like he had at the gender reveal.
“But you don’t shut me out again,” he added softly. “Not like that.”
“I won’t.”
He nodded once.
Then straightened.
“I should let him back in before he wears a hole in the corridor.”
A faint smile tugged at her lips.
Carlos paused at the door, looking back at her.
“I’m still not happy about how this happened,” he admitted.
“Fair.”
Then left the room.
-
Charles was pacing outside, hands tangled in his hair.
He stopped instantly when the door opened.
Carlos stepped out, closing it gently behind him.
For a long moment, they just looked at each other.
“You can go in,” Carlos said finally.
Charles searched his face. “She’s okay?”
“She’s fine. Baby’s fine.”
Relief crashed over Charles so visibly it almost hurt to watch.
As he moved to step past, Carlos spoke again.
“If you ever hurt her,” he said evenly, “I will forget that you are my teammate.”
Charles met his eyes.
“I won’t.”
A beat.
Carlos studied him carefully.
“You’d better not,” he added, softer now. “Because whether I like it or not… you’re in this.”
It wasn’t full forgiveness.
But it wasn’t rejection either.
Charles nodded, understanding the weight of what that meant.
Then he slipped back into the room.
-
Y/N looked up when he entered.
His composure shattered the second he saw her.
He crossed the room in three steps, taking her hand carefully like she might disappear if he moved too fast.
“You’re okay,” he breathed.
“I’m okay.”
He leaned down, pressing his forehead to hers, emotion overwhelming him.
“I thought...” His voice broke. “I thought I was going to lose you both.”
“You’re not getting rid of us that easily,” she whispered.
He laughed shakily, brushing his thumb across her cheek.
There was a different kind of quiet in the room now.
Not tension.
Not secrecy.
Something… resolved.
“He doesn’t want to be angry anymore.”
Relief flickered across Charles' face.
“That’s… more than I expected.”
She squeezed his hand.
“When you ran in here today,” she said, “there wasn’t a second of doubt. Not about you.”
He looked at her carefully.
“I’m not hiding anymore,” he said quietly. “Not from him. Not from anyone.”
Her heart pounded.
“Charles...”
“I love you,” he said, steady now. “Not just because of the baby.” His hand rested gently on her stomach. “But that helped.”
A tear slipped down her cheek.
“I love you too.”
It felt different saying it now.
Not rushed. Not secret. Not stolen in hallways.
Real.
He leaned in and kissed her softly, carefully, reverently.
No fear of footsteps this time.
No hiding.
When he pulled back, he rested his hand over her stomach again.
“Our son,” he murmured.
She smiled through tears.
“Our son.”
Outside the room, somewhere down the corridor, Carlos sat alone for a moment longer than necessary.
Adjusting.
Accepting.
Protective as ever.
But no longer standing in the way.
-
May in Monaco felt softer than usual.
Warmer.
Quieter.
Eight months pregnant, Y/N moved slower now. One hand constantly resting at the underside of her bump, the other bracing against doorframes or counters out of habit.
Charles had unofficially moved in weeks ago.
It wasn’t announced.
It just… happened.
One overnight bag turned into a drawer. The drawer turned into half a closet. Half a closet turned into him knowing exactly where she kept the tea towels.
This afternoon, soft music played from her phone while sunlight streamed through the balcony doors.
They were building the crib.
Or rather Charles was building it.
Y/N sat cross-legged on the nursery rug, surrounded by instruction manuals and tiny folded baby clothes she’d been reorganizing for the fourth time.
“You’re holding it upside down,” she said calmly.
“I am not.”
She raised an eyebrow.
He paused.
“…Okay maybe I am.”
She laughed, the sound light and unburdened in a way it hadn’t been months ago.
The nursery was painted a soft cream, subtle blue accents scattered around. A tiny Ferrari onesie hung over the rocking chair, courtesy of Carlos, who had pretended it was “purely ironic.”
Charles tightened the last screw dramatically.
“There,” he declared. “Solid. Safe. Structurally impressive.”
She pushed herself up slowly to inspect it.
He was beside her instantly.
“Careful.”
“I am careful,” she sighed, though she accepted his hand anyway.
They stood in front of the crib together.
It made everything feel real in a way the hospital appointments hadn’t.
“He’s going to sleep there,” she murmured.
Charles swallowed.
“He’s going to wake us up at 3am from there,” he corrected gently.
She smiled.
The baby shifted suddenly, a strong roll across her stomach.
She inhaled sharply.
Charles’ head snapped down. “What?”
“He’s moving.”
His hand was there instantly, spreading across her bump like it belonged there.
Another kick.
Stronger.
He laughed under his breath. “He does that every time I talk.”
“Already dramatic,” she said fondly.
He crouched down in front of her without thinking, pressing a soft kiss just above her belly button.
“Be nice to your mother,” he murmured to her stomach.
She ran her fingers through his hair, overwhelmed by how natural this felt now.
No secrecy. No hiding. Just them.
“Are you scared?” she asked quietly.
He stayed there for a moment before answering.
“Yes.”
She nodded. “Me too.”
He stood, resting his forehead against hers.
“But not in a bad way,” he added. “In a… I don’t want to mess this up way.”
“You won’t.”
“You don’t know that.”
“I do.”
He searched her face.
“Why?”
“Because you show up,” she said simply. “Every appointment. Every craving. Every meltdown.”
He smiled softly. “You cried because we ran out of orange juice.”
“It was specific orange juice.”
He laughed.
She shifted slightly, wincing.
His smile faded instantly. “What? Are you okay?”
“Yes. Relax. He’s just using my ribs as a trampoline.”
Charles crouched again, speaking directly to her stomach now. “Sir. That is unacceptable behavior.”
Another kick.
Y/N burst into laughter.
Later that evening, they ended up on the sofa, her feet in his lap while he gently massaged them.
The TV played quietly in the background, neither of them really watching.
“You know,” she said sleepily, “Carlos texted me today.”
He looked up. “Oh?”
“He wants to come by tomorrow. Said he found something for the baby.”
Charles smiled faintly. “That’s a good sign.”
“It is.”
There was no jealousy in his voice anymore. Just acceptance.
Carlos had been… careful since the hospital.
Still protective.
Still watchful.
But trying.
And that was enough for now.
Charles leaned forward, pressing a kiss to her ankle.
“You’re incredible, you know that?”
She rolled her eyes gently. “I’m swollen and hormonal.”
“And incredible.”
She studied him for a moment.
“You’re going to be a really good dad.”
The words hit him harder than pole positions ever had.
He leaned forward, kissing her properly this time. Slow, steady, full of promise rather than urgency.
When they pulled apart, he rested his hand on her stomach again.
“Three more weeks,” he murmured.
“Maybe four.”
He grimaced. “Don’t say that.”
She laughed softly, settling deeper into the sofa.
Outside, Monaco glowed in the golden light of early evening.
Inside, surrounded by half-built furniture and folded baby clothes and quiet anticipation, it finally felt peaceful.
Not dramatic.
Not explosive.
Just right.
And for the first time since Monza, everything felt exactly where it was meant to be.
-
June arrived wrapped in heat and noise and impossible glamour.
The streets of Monaco were lined with yachts three rows deep, balconies draped in red, engines echoing off stone buildings like thunder trapped in a canyon.
Home race.
For Charles, the Monaco Grand Prix was everything.
And this year, it felt bigger.
He was starting from pole.
Carlos lined up in P3, directly behind the front row, calm but sharp. The Ferrari garage buzzing with cautious optimism.
And Y/N?
Eight and a half months pregnant and absolutely refusing to miss it.
“You are not walking the full paddock,” Carlos had said immediately when she arrived Friday morning.
“I’m not fragile,” she repeated for what felt like the thousandth time in nine months.
Charles said nothing, just hovered on her other side like a silent bodyguard.
Between the two of them, she barely had to carry her own bag.
By Sunday, the tension was electric.
The Ferrari garage felt like it was holding its breath.
Charles kissed her carefully before heading to the grid, helmet tucked under his arm.
“Don’t move too much,” he murmured.
She rolled her eyes. “Go win your race.”
Carlos squeezed her shoulders before leaving as well. “Text me if you even think something feels weird.”
“It’s a race, Carlos.”
“Exactly.”
From the garage, she watched the formation lap. Heart pounding harder than she expected.
Pole position on home soil.
The roar when the lights went out shook the glass.
Charles launched cleanly.
Held the lead into Sainte Dévote.
Carlos tucked into P3, holding position, strategically patient.
Lap after lap, it became a tense chess match.
No room for error on these streets.
No space.
By lap 35, Charles still led. Carlos had climbed to P2 after a bold undercut worked perfectly during pit cycles.
Ferrari running 1–2.
The garage was alive.
Y/N shifted in her seat, one hand on her stomach, nerves buzzing.
The baby had been active all morning.
Probably reacting to her adrenaline.
She stood slowly, stretching her lower back.
A strange sensation tugged low in her abdomen.
She froze.
Not painful.
Just… different.
She inhaled slowly.
Probably nothing.
She sat back down.
On track, Carlos was closing slightly. Not attacking, just present. Strategic. Covering off threats behind.
Charles’ engineer came over the radio: “Gap to Sainz 1.4. Keep it clean.”
Everything under control.
Then a warm sensation spread suddenly, unmistakably.
Her breath hitched.
No.
No, no, no.
She stood abruptly.
The world tilted for half a second.
A Ferrari engineer turned toward her.
“Are you okay?”
She looked down.
Clear.
Wet.
“Oh my God.”
The words barely left her mouth.
“My water just broke.”
Silence.
Utter, stunned silence.
Then the garage erupted.
“Call medical.”
“Get transport ready.”
“Inform...”
“No.”
Her voice cut through the chaos.
Firm.
Shaking, but firm.
“No one tells them.”
The nearest engineer blinked. “Y/N...”
“Not until after the race.”
Another contraction tightened across her abdomen, stronger now. She inhaled through it, steady, determined.
“They’re leading,” she said through clenched teeth. “It’s Monaco. You tell them now and they’ll throw it away.”
“That’s not your decision,” someone argued gently.
“It is,” she shot back. “It’s my body. I’m not in distress. I can stay here.”
Medical staff arrived within minutes, assessing quickly.
Vitals stable. Baby’s heart rate strong.
“She should go to the hospital,” the medic said carefully.
“I will,” she replied, breathing through another wave. “After the race.”
On track, Charles carved through the swimming pool section with surgical precision.
His engineer’s voice was calm. Controlled.
“Gap to Sainz 1.2. Pace is good.”
Carlos hovered close but respectful. No unnecessary risk.
Ferrari on for a historic 1–2.
In the garage, Y/N had been moved to a quieter back room, seated, monitored.
Charles’ race engineer received a notification.
He glanced toward the medical team through the glass.
“She’s stable?” he asked quietly.
“Yes.”
He hesitated.
Protocol said inform the drivers.
But she had made it clear.
And medically she was stable.
He keyed the radio.
Then stopped.
On track, Charles asked, “Everything okay?”
A beat too long passed before the reply.
“Everything under control. Focus forward.”
His instincts prickled.
But there was no time to question it. Not here.
Lap after lap ticked down.
Y/N checked the monitor beside her, steady heartbeat filling the small room.
“See?” she whispered to her stomach. “Just wait for Papa.”
Another contraction hit.
Stronger.
She gripped the side of the chair, sweat beading at her temples.
A nurse knelt in front of her. “You’re progressing.”
“I know.”
“You really don’t want us to inform them?”
Tears welled in her eyes.
“He’s waited his whole life to win here,” she whispered. “I won’t take that from him.”
Out on track, the final ten laps began.
Charles’ voice came over the radio. “How’s the baby?”
The garage froze.
His engineer kept his tone neutral. “Everything is fine. Focus on the car.”
Charles’ grip tightened.
Something was off.
He felt it in his chest.
Final lap.
The roar from the grandstands was deafening.
Charles exited the final corner cleanly, crossing the line first.
Victory.
Home soil.
Ferrari 1–2 as Carlos followed him across.
The garage exploded in celebration.
Except in the back room where Y/N doubled over with a sharp cry.
“That’s it,” the doctor said firmly. “We’re going. Now.”
She nodded, tears spilling freely now, half pain, half relief.
“Okay. Go get him.”
Out on the grid, Charles climbed from the car, adrenaline still pumping.
He barely removed his helmet before an engineer grabbed his shoulder.
“You need to come. Now.”
His stomach dropped.
“What happened?”
“It’s Y/N.”
He didn’t wait for the rest.
Carlos saw the shift immediately and followed without question.
They reached the medical room at the same time.
Charles pushed the door open.
She was standing, supported by a nurse, hair slightly damp with sweat, eyes glassy but determined.
He crossed the room in three strides.
“You didn’t tell me,” he breathed.
She gave him a shaky smile.
“You had a race to win.”
Emotion crashed over him all at once.
“Are you okay?”
“Yes.” A contraction stole her breath mid-sentence. She gripped his suit instinctively.
Carlos stood frozen for half a second before stepping forward.
“How long?” he demanded.
“Long enough,” the doctor replied. “We’re heading to Princess Grace now.”
Charles slid an arm carefully around her, completely forgetting the cameras, the podium, everything.
Carlos grabbed her bag without being asked.
As they moved down the corridor together, the distant sound of podium celebrations echoed faintly from the harbor.
But none of them cared anymore.
-
Princess Grace Hospital was too bright.
Too white.
Too loud.
Monitors beeped steadily, nurses moved with calm efficiency, and somewhere outside the delivery room doors, the city was still celebrating a Ferrari 1–2 at the Monaco Grand Prix.
Inside, Y/N was terrified.
“I can’t do this,” she gasped, gripping the rails of the hospital bed as another contraction tore through her. “Charles, I can’t...”
“Yes, you can,” he said immediately, though his own voice trembled.
Her nails dug into his hand.
“It hurts...”
“I know,” he whispered, brushing damp hair from her forehead. “I know. Look at me.”
She shook her head, tears streaming freely now. “I’m scared.”
His heart shattered.
He moved closer, pressing his forehead to hers despite the chaos around them.
“You are the strongest person I know,” he said firmly. “You carried him for nine months. You protected him. You protected me. You can do this.”
Another contraction hit. She cried out, body tensing.
He stayed anchored.
“Breathe with me,” he urged. “In and out. Just like the classes. Remember?”
She tried. Failed. Tried again.
“I’m right here,” he repeated. “I’m not going anywhere.”
Outside the room, Carlos stood like a wall.
Arms crossed. Jaw tight. Still in his race suit.
Anyone who walked past instinctively gave him space.
He hadn’t said much since they arrived.
Just one quiet sentence to Charles before the doors closed:
“Take care of her.”
Now he paced once. Then stopped. Then paced again.
Every sound from inside made his chest tighten.
He’d faced race starts at 300 km/h without flinching.
This?
This was unbearable.
Inside, hours blurred together.
Sweat. Tears. Encouragement. Pain.
“I can see the head,” the doctor announced.
Y/N sobbed, overwhelmed.
Charles kissed her temple. “That’s it. That’s our boy. You’re almost there.”
“I can’t...”
“You can,” he insisted, voice breaking now too. “One more. For him.”
She screamed through the final push.
A cry.
Sharp. Loud. Alive.
The room shifted instantly.
Everything softened.
Y/N collapsed back against the pillows, sobbing in relief.
Charles froze for half a second as the nurse lifted their son into view.
Small. Red. Perfect.
“He’s healthy,” the doctor confirmed.
Charles let out a sound somewhere between a laugh and a broken sob.
They placed the baby on Y/N’s chest.
She stared down at him in disbelief.
“Hi,” she whispered shakily. “Hi, baby.”
Charles pressed his hand gently over both of them, overwhelmed beyond words.
“That’s our son,” he breathed.
When the nurse asked if he wanted to cut the cord, his hands trembled.
“Yes,” he said, voice thick.
He stepped forward carefully, following instructions, cutting the cord that had connected mother and child for nine months.
A quiet, sacred moment.
Sealing something permanent.
Later, once Y/N was cleaned up and the baby swaddled securely, Charles stepped into the hallway.
Carlos was on his feet instantly.
“Well?” he demanded.
Charles couldn’t even speak at first.
Then he smiled.
“He’s perfect.”
Carlos’ shoulders dropped in visible relief.
“Can I...?”
Charles nodded.
Inside the room, Y/N looked exhausted but glowing, cradling her son.
Carlos stepped in slowly, like he was afraid to disturb something holy.
He approached the bed.
His nephew blinked up at him, tiny fist peeking out from the blanket.
Carlos swallowed hard.
“Hey, campeón,” he whispered.
Y/N smiled softly. “Do you want to hold him?”
Carlos hesitated only a second before nodding.
Charles carefully transferred the baby into his arms.
The moment the tiny weight settled against his chest, something in Carlos cracked completely.
His eyes filled instantly.
He let out a shaky breath that turned into a quiet laugh.
“He’s so small,” he murmured.
The baby shifted slightly, settling.
Carlos looked down at him like he’d just been handed the most fragile treasure in the world.
“I’m your uncle,” he whispered thickly. “And I am going to embarrass you so much.”
Y/N laughed softly.
Charles watched them both, emotion swelling in his chest.
Carlos glanced up at him finally.
There was no anger there now.
Just understanding.
And something close to pride.
“You did good,” Carlos said quietly.
It meant more than any trophy.
In a hospital room overlooking the harbor of Monaco, with the echoes of race celebrations still faintly drifting through the night, their world had quietly, completely changed.
-
Three years later.
The sea along the Spanish coast glittered beneath a soft golden sun, waves rolling lazily toward a stretch of private beach lined with white flowers and drifting linen.
It was intimate. Warm. Intentional.
Family only.
The Sainz family gathered on one side. The Leclerc family on the other. Laughter mixing with the ocean breeze.
At the front, Charles stood, navy suit tailored perfectly, hair slightly longer than he used to wear it.
He looked calmer than he ever had on a starting grid.
Beside him stood Carlos.
Best man.
He’d pretended to complain about it.
“Out of everyone you know?” he’d said. “You pick me?”
Charles’ answer had been simple.
“Always.”
Carlos adjusted Charles’ collar now, brushing invisible sand from his shoulder.
“You’re shaking,” Carlos muttered.
“I am not.”
“You are.”
Charles exhaled slowly. “I just don’t want to mess up the vows.”
Carlos’ expression softened.
“You won’t,” he said. Then, quieter: “You’ve been proving yourself for three years.”
Charles glanced toward the small wooden arch at the end of the aisle, draped in white fabric that fluttered gently in the breeze.
Beyond it, the ocean.
Beyond that, forever.
Music began.
Soft. Acoustic. Familiar.
Everyone turned.
At the top of the aisle stood Y/N.
She looked radiant.
The dress was simple. Flowing silk that caught the light, lace tracing delicate patterns along her shoulders. Her hair loose, slightly windswept already.
And beside he stood Santiago.
Three years old. Dark hair slightly tousled. Wearing a tiny beige suit and very serious expression.
He held her hand tightly.
“I walk Mama,” he had insisted earlier.
And so he was.
The guests smiled, some already teary.
Carlos’ jaw tightened as he watched his nephew take his role very seriously, carefully stepping down the aisle like it was the most important mission of his life.
Charles’ breath left him entirely.
Three years ago, he had stood in a hospital room terrified.
Now he stood here, watching his son walk the love of his life toward him.
Santiago reached the front first, looking up at Charles with solemn approval.
“You look nice, Papa,” he whispered loudly enough for the first few rows to hear.
Laughter rippled gently through the guests.
“Thank you, mate,” Charles managed.
Y/N stepped up beside him.
For a moment, the world narrowed to just them.
The waves. The sun. The sand beneath their feet.
Carlos stepped forward, gently guiding Santiago to stand beside him.
The officiant began speaking. About love, about timing, about journeys that don’t always follow the path you expect.
Charles never looked away from her.
When it was his turn, he took her hands carefully.
“They say Monaco is my home race,” he began softly, earning a few knowing smiles. “But home has never been a place for me.”
His voice steadied.
“It’s been you.”
Tears welled in her eyes.
“You chose me when it wasn’t easy. When it was complicated. When it scared us both. You gave me a son. You gave me a family. You gave me something bigger than anything I could ever win.”
Santiago leaned gently against Carlos’ leg, watching with wide eyes.
“I promise,” Charles continued, voice thick now, “to choose you every day. In the chaos. In the quiet. In the in-between.”
He squeezed her hands.
“You are my best decision.”
She laughed softly through tears.
When it was her turn, she took a steadying breath.
“You once told me you don’t like losing,” she said gently. “But loving you has never felt like a competition.”
A ripple of soft laughter moved through the crowd.
“You stood by me when I was terrified. You held my hand when I didn’t think I was strong enough. You’ve been patient. Steady. Constant.”
She glanced briefly toward Santiago.
“You are the best father I could have ever imagined for him.”
Charles swallowed hard.
“And I promise,” she continued, voice steady despite the emotion, “to love you in every version of life we get. The loud seasons. The quiet ones. The ones that scare us. And the ones that feel like this.”
The officiant stepped forward gently.
“Do you, Charles, take Y/N...”
“I do,” he answered immediately, not waiting for the full question.
Laughter broke out again.
The officiant smiled. “And do you, Y/N...”
She didn’t hesitate either.
“I do.”
The words settled into the warm sea air, simple and absolute.
And just before the officiant could continue Santiago tugged on Carlos’ hand.
“Now they kiss?”
Carlos grinned.
“Now they kiss.”
-
The reception bled seamlessly from sunset into twilight.
Fairy lights strung between palm trees flickered to life as the sky turned soft pink and gold. Long wooden tables filled with candlelight and laughter stretched across the sand. Glasses clinked. Champagne flowed freely.
Except for Y/N.
More than one aunt tried to top up her glass.
She smiled politely each time. “Just sparkling water for me.”
Charles noticed.
He noticed everything.
Carlos, meanwhile, had fully embraced his best man duties. Already one drink ahead of everyone else and telling an exaggerated story about Charles nearly fainting in the delivery room three years ago.
“I did not faint,” Charles protested from across the table.
“You sat down very quickly,” Carlos shot back.
Santiago, perched between cousins, giggled loudly despite not understanding the joke.
The night swelled into music.
Spanish guitar gave way to something louder, more rhythmic. Shoes came off. Suits loosened. The Leclerc brothers dragged Charles into the center of the dance floor while Carlos clapped in encouragement.
Y/N watched them, warmth flooding her chest.
Her boys.
After a while, Charles slipped away from the chaos and found her near the shoreline, toes in the cool water.
“You disappeared,” he said softly, wrapping an arm around her waist.
“I needed air.”
He studied her face.
“You okay?”
She nodded, then hesitated.
“Come with me.”
They walked farther down the beach, away from the lights and music, until the sounds of the party softened into background hum.
The moon hung low over the water.
She stopped walking.
Charles turned to face her.
“You’re scaring me a little,” he admitted gently.
She laughed nervously, twisting her fingers together.
“Don’t be.”
A pause.
Then she reached for his hand and placed it low on her stomach.
His brow furrowed slightly.
“Y/N...?”
“I’m pregnant.”
The words were soft.
But the world shifted all the same.
He blinked.
“What?”
She swallowed, smiling now. Nervous but glowing.
“I found out two weeks ago. I wanted today to just be about us. So I waited.”
His mouth opened.
Closed.
Then he laughed once in disbelief.
“You’re serious?”
She nodded.
“Very.”
His hand tightened slightly against her stomach as if expecting immediate confirmation.
“Are you... are you okay?”
“Yes.”
“And the baby?”
“Healthy.”
Silence.
Then he exhaled shakily and pulled her into him, lifting her slightly off the sand before carefully setting her back down.
“We just got married,” he said against her hair.
“I know.”
“We’re insane.”
“A little.”
He pulled back just enough to look at her properly.
“I love you,” he said, almost stunned. “You know that?”
“I know.”
He kissed her. Slow, warm, full of something deeper than excitement.
When they finally pulled apart, he rested his forehead against hers. “Santiago is going to lose his mind.”
When they returned to the reception, the DJ was calling everyone closer.
“First dance!”
Applause erupted.
Charles led her to the centre of the sand. The music shifted to something slow. Romantic. Familiar. He placed one hand at her waist, the other holding hers carefully. She rested her free hand over his shoulder. They swayed gently, the ocean breeze tangling in her hair.
Halfway through the song, small feet padded across the sand. Santiago wedged himself between them with absolute confidence. “I dance too.”
Laughter rippled through the crowd.
Charles immediately scooped him up, balancing him between them. “Well of course you do,” he said. The three of them swayed together under the lights, a small imperfect circle of love in the middle of the beach.
Carlos watched from the edge, something soft in his expression.
When the song ended, applause rose again.
Charles passed Santiago back to his grandparents before Carlos stepped forward. “My turn,” he said, offering his hand to Y/N. She took it instantly. The music shifted again. Slower, nostalgic. They moved easily, like they always had.
“You look happy,” Carlos said quietly.
“I am.”
He studied her face carefully. “There’s something else,” he noted.
She raised an eyebrow. “You’ve had champagne.”
“I can still read you.”
She hesitated. Then leaned closer.
“You’re going to be even more insufferable soon.”
His brow furrowed. Then widened. “No.”
She nodded.
Carlos stared at her for a long second. Then laughed. Loud and full and disbelieving. “You two really don’t waste time.”
“Apparently not.”
His expression softened, emotion rising unexpectedly. He pulled her into a tighter hug. “I’m proud of you,” he murmured.
“For what?”
“For building this. Even when it was messy.”
She blinked back sudden tears. “You’re going to have two nephews to spoil,” she whispered.
“Or a niece,” he corrected with mock seriousness. He pulled back, brushing a thumb quickly under his eye. “You deserve this,” he added quietly.
Out on the sand, Charles watched them. Protective instinct long replaced by something steadier. Family.
When the song ended, Carlos kissed her temple and guided her back toward her husband. Charles slipped an arm around her immediately.
Carlos clapped him on the shoulder as he passed. “Round two,” he muttered quietly.
Charles froze. “What?”
Carlos just smirked. “Relax. I’m not blind.” Then he walked back toward the bar.
Charles looked down at his wife.
“You told him?”
“No.”
He sighed.
“Of course he knows.” She smiled.
Under the lights, surrounded by laughter and sea air and dancing family, it felt like the beginning all over again.
Just steadier. Stronger and bigger than before.
*Bonus*
The drive back to Monaco felt different this time.
Quieter.
Softer.
Charles drove carefully, one hand resting lightly on the steering wheel, the other occasionally reaching across to squeeze Y/N’s knee. In the back seat, bundled in the smallest pink blanket Carlos had dramatically insisted on buying, was Colette.
Colette Leclerc. Six pounds of perfection. Dark hair like her father’s. The same stubborn little pout Santiago had as a baby. Tiny fingers curled into fists like she was already ready to take on the world.
Y/N kept twisting around in her seat just to look at her.
“She’s breathing, right?” she whispered for the fifth time.
Charles laughed softly. “Yes.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
“Okay but...”
“Y/N.”
She turned toward him.
He smiled gently.
“She is perfect.”
Her eyes welled immediately.
Hormones. Exhaustion. Love. Probably all three.
When they pulled into the driveway, the front door burst open before the engine had even fully stopped.
Santiago.
Barefoot. Hair messy. Shirt on backwards.
“IS SHE HERE?!”
Behind him, Carlos stepped out much calmer but only barely.
“Let them get out of the car, Santi,” he called, though he was already walking down the steps.
Charles stepped out first. “Gentle,” he warned immediately.
“I know!” Santiago said, bouncing in place.
Y/N carefully lifted Colette from her car seat and turned so Santiago could see. He went completely still. “Oh.” It wasn’t loud. It wasn’t dramatic. Just pure awe. “She’s tiny,” he whispered.
“She is,” Y/N smiled.
They walked inside together like a small procession. Charles hovering at Y/N’s side, Carlos practically guarding the hallway like security.
In the nursery, sunlight spilled through the curtains. Y/N sat in the rocking chair, Colette tucked against her chest. Charles crouched down beside Santiago. “Okay,” he said softly. “You can touch her hand. Just very gently.”
Santiago nodded very seriously. He reached out one finger. Colette’s tiny hand stretched instinctively and wrapped around his finger. He gasped like she’d performed magic. “She’s holding me.” His voice wobbled.
Carlos cleared his throat loudly from behind them. “She’s strong,” he muttered.
Santiago leaned closer. “I’m your big brother,” he informed Colette solemnly. “That means I protect you. From monsters and boys and Papa when he’s annoying.”
Charles looked offended. “Excuse me?”
Carlos snorted.
Y/N laughed softly, tears pooling in her eyes.
Santiago looked up at her suddenly. “Can she sleep in my room?”
“Not yet,” Charles smiled. “She needs Mama at night.”
Santiago thought about that. “Okay. But when she’s bigger.”
“Deal,” Y/N whispered.
A few minutes later, Santiago climbed into Charles’ lap while Y/N adjusted Colette’s blanket. “She smells nice,” he said thoughtfully.
“That’s because she’s a baby,” Charles replied.
“Will she cry a lot?”
Carlos answered that one. “Yes.”
Santiago looked slightly concerned. “Okay. That’s okay. I’ll help.”
Y/N’s heart physically melted.
Charles pressed a kiss into Santiago’s hair. “You’re already the best big brother.”
Santiago puffed up proudly. Then he leaned forward again, watching Colette sleep. “She looks like you,” he told Charles.
“Does she?” Charles asked softly.
“Yeah. But prettier.”
Carlos burst out laughing.
Charles rolled his eyes but couldn’t stop smiling.
Y/N looked at her little family. Her husband kneeling beside her, her son completely enchanted, Carlos standing there like the world’s most protective uncle.
Three years ago it had been chaos and secrets and fear. Now it was this. Light. Warmth. Home. Charles leaned over and kissed her gently. “Welcome home, Colette,” he whispered.
Santiago rested his head against his father’s shoulder, still staring at his sister like she might disappear if he blinked. “She’s ours,” he said softly.
“Yes,” Y/N smiled. “She’s ours.”
Monza CL16
This was requested. I changed it slightly from complete. Similar plot but different tropes. I hope you like it. :)
Warnings: Smut, mentions of pregnancy, bit angsty.
Monza always felt different.
Louder. Faster. Alive in a way no other circuit was.
But this year felt electric.
Ferrari banners flooded the grandstands at the Italian Grand Prix, a sea of red stretching as far as Y/N could see. The air above the Autodromo Nazionale di Monza shimmered with heat and anticipation, tifosi packed shoulder to shoulder, chanting before the cars had even fired up.
It was Ferrari’s home and it was Carlos’ 30th birthday.
Y/N leaned against the pit wall during the formation lap, heart hammering as she watched the two scarlet cars weave to warm their tyres. Charles lined up P2. Carlos P3. Close enough to fight. Close enough to dream.
“Imagine a double podium,” she’d whispered to her brother that morning.
Carlos had grinned. “Imagine a one-two.”
Now the five red lights blinked on above the grid.
Silence.
Lights out.
The roar was deafening.
Charles launched cleanly, slipping into the tow down to Turn 1. Carlos reacted instantly behind him, covering the inside as the pack squeezed three-wide into the Rettifilo chicane. For a split second it looked like there wouldn’t be space. Carbon fibre came terrifyingly close but both Ferraris emerged intact.
By Lap 12, the strategy tension had already begun. An early undercut from a rival threatened to split them. The pit wall was a storm of Italian and Spanish and clipped radio messages.
“Box now, box now.”
“Stay out, stay out.”
Y/N stood just behind the engineers, hands clasped so tightly her knuckles had gone white.
Charles pitted first. A clean stop. 2.3 seconds.
He rejoined into traffic.
Carlos stayed out longer, tyres fading but lap times still strong. The gap to Norris behind wasn’t comfortable, Nowhere near big enough for a safe stop. Every sector he pushed was about survival, about stretching just enough space to protect track position.
“Push now, Carlos. We need two more laps like that,” his engineer urged.
“I’m trying,” he replied, breath audible over the radio. “Rear tyres are gone.”
Lando dove into the pits.
Undercut attempt.
The garage went silent.
Carlos stayed out one more lap, wringing everything out of degrading tyres, the Ferrari sliding slightly through Ascari but holding on.
“Box, box.”
The stop was clean. Not lightning, but solid.
He blasted down the pit lane and emerged into Turn 1 with Norris thundering alongside him, fresh tyres biting hard.
Wheel to wheel.
The crowd was on its feet.
Carlos braked impossibly late, holding the inside line, forcing Lando to back out just enough to avoid contact. They exited side by side but Carlos had the better traction.
He held P4.
The Ferrari garage erupted, tension snapping into pure noise.
And ahead of him, Charles was now leading.
The tifosi roared every time the red cars blasted past the main straight, engine notes echoing off the old Monza grandstands. With ten laps to go, the top two were now Ferrari. Nose to tail at times through Lesmo. Matching each other through Ascari.
But it wasn’t comfortable.
A late safety car, debris in the Variante Ascari, bunched the field back up. The entire garage tensed.
No margin. No breathing room.
Restart. Five laps to go.
Charles controlled it perfectly, backing the pack up before launching out of Parabolica. Carlos reacted instantly, covering off the car behind, defending aggressively into Turn 1 as the crowd collectively forgot how to breathe.
“Hold them, Carlos.”
“I know.”
Y/N couldn’t feel her legs.
Every lap felt like an hour. Every braking zone a potential disaster. One lock-up, one missed apex, and the dream would shatter.
Final lap.
Charles was flawless. Smooth. Precise. The Ferrari dancing over the kerbs like it belonged there.
Carlos defended like it was personal.
Out of Parabolica for the last time, the grandstands were already on their feet.
Charles crossed the line first.
The scream that tore from the crowd was almost violent in its joy.
A heartbeat later
Carlos crossed in P2.
Ferrari one-two at Monza.
For a moment, the garage just stared at the timing screen like they didn’t trust it.
Then absolute chaos.
Engineers shouting. Mechanics hugging. Headsets flying. Someone crying openly.
On the cooldown lap, Charles’ voice came over the radio, cracked with emotion.
“Grazie ragazzi… at home… P1 at home.”
Carlos’ laughter followed over his own channel. “Best birthday gift ever.”
Y/N was already running before she realized she was moving.
Parc fermé exploded into red. Charles climbed out first, arms in the air, soaking in the roar of the tifosi. Carlos jumped from his car seconds later and instead of heading straight to the team, he scanned the barriers.
“Y/N!”
She barely had time to brace herself before he vaulted forward and pulled her into a tight hug, lifting her clean off the ground.
“We did it!” he laughed into her hair.
“You did it,” she corrected, tears in her eyes. “Thirty years old and a Monza one-two!”
He set her down but kept his hands on her shoulders, grinning like a kid.
Behind them, Charles was being swallowed by team members, but his eyes found them through the chaos. He smiled soft and proud before turning back to salute the crowd again.
The Italian anthem would play soon.
The podium would be a blur of red and champagne and history.
But right now, in the middle of Monza’s madness, with her brother laughing breathlessly in front of her and Ferrari back where they belonged It felt like something unforgettable had just begun.
-
Monza didn’t sleep after a Ferrari one-two.
It glowed.
The streets were flooded with red long after the podium ceremony had ended. Fireworks burned in the distance, chants of Forza Ferrari echoing between buildings, car horns joining in like part of the orchestra.
By the time the three of them slipped into a tucked-away bar not far from their hotel, they were still buzzing.
“To thirty,” Y/N said, raising her glass toward her brother.
“To P2 at Monza on my birthday,” Carlos corrected dramatically.
Charles leaned back in his chair, jacket long abandoned, hair still slightly flattened from champagne and helmet sweat. “To a Ferrari one-two at home,” he added, softer. “That’s the important part.”
They clinked glasses.
The first drink went down too easily.
The second came faster.
Carlos was glowing. Not just smiling, but glowing. Relaxed in a way he only ever seemed to be around family. Around people who weren’t asking him about contracts, futures, or what came next.
“You nearly killed me into Turn 1 after that pit stop,” Y/N accused, pointing at him.
“I had it under control,” Carlos said instantly.
“You locked up!”
“Strategically,” he replied.
Charles laughed into his drink. “Strategic lock-up. New technique.”
Carlos shook his head. “You two are insufferable.”
But he was grinning.
The music grew louder as the night went on. The bar filled with Italian fans who had clearly followed the celebrations from the circuit into the city. A few recognized them. A few drinks were sent over “for the birthday boy.” Someone started singing again.
Carlos checked his phone at some point, frowning slightly before standing.
“I promised I’d call mum,” he said. “If I don’t do it now she’ll pretend to be offended for the next six months.”
Y/N snorted. “Go. Be a good son.”
Carlos leaned down and pressed a quick kiss to her hair. “Don’t disappear.”
Then he looked at Charles, not suspicious just older brother aware.
“Don’t let her drink anything fluorescent.”
Charles placed a hand over his heart. “I would never.”
Carlos narrowed his eyes like he didn’t fully believe that… then disappeared toward the terrace, phone already to his ear.
Just like that, the noise around them faded into background blur.
Y/N hadn’t realized how close she and Charles were sitting until the space across from them was empty.
“You okay?” he asked, voice lower now.
“Yeah,” she said, a little too quickly. “Just… processing.”
He hummed. “It was loud today.”
“That’s not what I meant.”
He tilted his head slightly, studying her.
“It was perfect,” she admitted. “Monza. Ferrari one-two. Carlos turning thirty. You winning at home. It felt… unreal.”
Charles’ expression softened. “When I crossed the line, I couldn’t hear my engineer. The crowd was too loud.”
She smiled. “That’s how you know it mattered.”
He was quiet for a second, fingers tracing the condensation on his glass.
“I saw you in parc fermé,” he said. “He ran straight to you.”
She laughed softly. “He always does.”
“He looked happy.”
“He was.”
Charles’ gaze lingered on her a moment longer than necessary. “You make him calmer. You know that?”
“You make him push harder,” she countered.
A beat.
There was something different in the air now. Not dramatic, not obvious. Just warmer. Slower.
They were both tipsy. A little untethered from the pressure that usually surrounded them.
Outside, another firework lit the sky red.
Charles leaned closer so he didn’t have to raise his voice over the music. Close enough that she could smell champagne and something clean and familiar.
“You stayed for all the media obligations" he said quietly. “Most people would of left.”
“I wasn’t missing that,” she replied. “Not for anything.”
His eyes held hers.
“For us?” he asked softly.
Her heart skipped.
“For Ferrari,” she said but it came out quieter than she intended.
A smile tugged at his mouth. Not teasing. Not playful.
Something else.
Across the bar, Carlos was still outside, laughing loudly into his phone, completely unaware.
The music had shifted at some point. Less chanting, more bass. Something slow and heavy that pulsed through the floor and up into their ribs.
Charles's hand brush her lower back, a spark igniting between them. 'Dance with me,' he whispered, his breath warm against her ear. She hesitated for a split second, glancing toward the terrance, but the alcohol buzzing in her veins made resistance feel pointless. They slipped onto the floor, bodies pressing close amid the throng of strangers.
His hands slid to her hips, pulling her against him as they swayed to the rhythm. YN's heart raced, the forbidden thrill of it all heightening every touch. His thigh nudged between her legs, grinding subtly, and she bit her lip to stifle a gasp. The heat built fast. His lips grazing her neck, her fingers digging into his shoulders. 'We shouldn't,' she murmured, even as she arched into him, her pussy already aching with need.
But the pull was too strong. Charles guided her through the crowd toward the back, their steps urgent, until they ducked into the dimly lit bathroom. The door clicked shut behind them, muffling the music to a distant throb. It was a single-stall space, cramped and reeking faintly of bleach, but privacy was all that mattered now. YN leaned against the sink, her breath coming in short bursts. "Carlos... if he finds out, it'll destroy him. You're his best friend."
Charles stepped closer, his hands framing her face, thumbs tracing her jaw. "I know. Fuck, I know. But I can't stop thinking about you." His voice was rough, laced with guilt and desire. He kissed her then, hard and deep, tongues tangling as his body pinned hers to the cool porcelain. YN's hesitation melted under the assault, her hands roaming his chest, feeling the hard planes of muscle beneath his shirt.
He broke the kiss to drop to his knees, his fingers hooking into the waistband of her jeans. "Let me taste you," he growled, eyes dark with hunger. YN nodded, breathless, lifting her hips as he yanked the denim down along with her panties, exposing her slick folds. The cool air hit her skin, making her shiver, but Charles's hot mouth was on her in seconds. His tongue flicked over her clit, firm and insistent, before he sucked it between his lips.
YN's head fell back, a moan escaping as she gripped the sink's edge. He devoured her pussy like a man starved, lapping at her entrance, tongue thrusting inside to scoop up her wetness. His hands gripped her thighs, spreading her wider, fingers digging into her flesh. She bucked against his face, the taboo weight of it, the risk of her brother just outside, only making the pleasure sharper. "Charles... oh god," she whimpered, her body trembling as he alternated between broad licks and targeted sucks, building her toward the edge.
He didn't let up until she shattered, her orgasm crashing over her in waves, juices coating his chin. YN panted, legs weak, but Charles was already rising, unzipping his pants. His cock sprang free, thick and hard, the tip glistening with pre-cum. The haze of alcohol dulled any second thoughts, their tipsy minds focused only on the raw urge pulsing between them. "I need to be inside you," he said, voice strained. YN met his gaze, the hesitation flickering again but she wrapped her legs around his waist, pulling him closer. "Do it. Fuck me."
He thrust in with one smooth motion, burying himself to the hilt in her soaked pussy. They both groaned at the stretch, the fullness. Charles's hips snapped forward, pounding into her relentlessly, the sink rattling with each drive. Yn clung to him, nails raking his back, her walls clenching around his cock as he filled her over and over. The mirror behind her fogged with their breaths, the sounds of skin slapping skin echoing off the tiles.
"You're so tight," he grunted, angling deeper, hitting that spot that made stars burst behind her eyes. The guilt twisted in her gut, but it fuelled the fire, making every plunge feel dirtier, more intoxicating. YN kissed him fiercely, tasting herself on his lips, as he fucked her harder, faster. Her body coiled tighter with each thrust, the friction building an unbearable pressure deep inside. She gasped into his mouth, hips rolling to meet him, chasing the release that hovered just out of reach.
Charles's rhythm faltered, breaths ragged, but he didn't stop, driving into her with desperate force. "Gonna cum... inside you," he rasped, the words lost in the fog of their drunken haze, neither pausing to consider the consequences. YN's own climax hit then, triggered by his words and the relentless pounding, her pussy spasming around his cock as waves of ecstasy ripped through her. She cried out, muffled against his shoulder, her juices mixing with his as he followed seconds later. With a final, deep thrust, Charles came, his cock pulsing as he flooded her pussy with hot spurts of cum. They rode out the aftershocks together, bodies locked and trembling, the world narrowed to the slick heat where they joined.
As Charles pulled out, a trickle of his seed leaking down her thigh, YN straightened her clothes with shaky hands, the alcohol making her movements clumsy. "We can't tell him," she whispered, the weight of their secret settling like a shadow, though the buzz softened its edges. He nodded, cupping her cheek. "Our little sin." They shared a quick, guilty kiss before slipping out, the door creaking as they remerged into the bar's chaos.
Back at the table, Carlos was already there, nursing a fresh beer, his eyes narrowing as they approached. "Where the hell were you two? I come back and the table's empty. Thought you ditched me or something."
YN's heart skipped, but she forced a laugh, sliding into her seat and grabbing her drink to steady her nerves. "Oh, uh, we just... Charles wanted to show me this crazy dance move he learned. But the floor was packed, so we ended up chatting by the bar for a bit. You know how it is we lost track of time." She shot Charles a quick glance, her cheeks still flushed from more than just the alcohol.
Charles settled in beside her, draping an arm casually over the back of her chair, close enough to feel the warmth but not suspicious. "Yeah, mate, your sister's got some killer moves. Almost dragged me into a full-on competition. Didn't want to embarrass myself too bad." He chuckled, clinking his glass against Carlos's, the lie slipping out smooth under the influence.
Carlos eyed them for a moment, then shrugged, the booze making him easy going. "Alright, alright. Next round's on me then. But no more vanishing acts we're celebrating tonight." He waved down the bartender, oblivious to the secret simmering between his sister and best friend, the air at the table thick with unspoken tension.
Two weeks later, Baku felt nothing like Monza.
Where Italy had been loud and glowing and wrapped in red, the paddock at the Azerbaijan Grand Prix felt sharp. Wind whipping off the Caspian Sea. Concrete walls looming too close. No room for mistakes.
No room for unresolved tension.
Y/N stepped into the Ferrari garage Friday morning and immediately regretted it.
He was there.
Charles stood near the engineering table, already in team kit, headset resting around his neck. Focused. Calm. Professional.
Like nothing had happened.
Like two weeks ago they hadn’t stumbled back into the hotel in Monza still laughing, still flushed from champagne and adrenaline. Like they hadn’t crossed a line neither of them had dared name before that night.
She hadn’t stayed in the morning.
She’d left before he woke up and they hadn’t spoken since.
Her stomach twisted.
She kept her eyes down, pretending to check her phone as she moved toward the back of the garage. She could feel him though. The awareness was immediate, electric. The kind that made her skin prickle.
Don’t look.
Don’t look.
“Y/N.”
Her name in his voice still did something to her chest.
She froze for half a second before forcing herself to turn. “Hi.”
God, it sounded awkward. Thin.
He studied her carefully. There was no anger in his expression. No accusation.
That almost made it worse.
“Can we talk?” he asked quietly.
Her heartbeat spiked. “I... I actually promised Carlos I’d sit in on the strategy briefing.”
It was a lie. A weak one.
Charles’ jaw tightened just slightly. “Right.”
An engineer called his name from across the garage and the moment fractured. He nodded once and turned away, slipping seamlessly back into driver mode.
Y/N exhaled shakily.
This track was unforgiving. Long straights into brutal braking zones. Walls inches away at over 300 km/h. Drivers needed clarity here. Focus.
And she was the opposite of clarity.
The guilt had been eating at her for fourteen days.
Carlos’ 30th birthday.
His one-two at Monza.
The way he’d run straight to her in parc fermé, lifting her off the ground like nothing in the world mattered more.
And hours later she had crossed a line with his teammate.
His friend.
Her chest tightened.
She hadn’t planned for it to happen. It hadn’t been some long secret scheme. It had been adrenaline and champagne and weeks of tension finally snapping.
And afterward, in the quiet, reality had crashed down hard.
It felt like betrayal.
Even if Carlos would never see it that way.
Even if Charles wasn’t just his teammate but her friend too.
Saturday qualifying in Baku was chaotic as always. Red flags, near-misses, cars brushing walls. Charles clipped the barrier in Q2, nothing major, but enough to spike everyone’s heart rates.
Y/N flinched harder than she meant to.
Their eyes met across the garage after he climbed out of the car.
There it was again.
Not anger.
Not regret.
Just something unresolved.
Later, as dusk settled over the city circuit and most of the team filtered out, she found herself alone near the back of the paddock building overlooking the track.
Footsteps approached.
She didn’t need to turn to know who it was.
“You’re avoiding me,” Charles said gently.
The Baku skyline glittered behind him, wind tugging at his team jacket.
“I’m not.”
“You left without saying goodbye.” His voice wasn’t sharp. It was steady. “And you won’t look at me.”
Her throat tightened. “It was a mistake.”
The words felt like glass in her mouth.
Silence.
“A mistake,” he repeated.
“I shouldn’t have let it happen. Not after Monza. Not when it was his birthday. I feel...” She broke off, frustrated with herself. “I feel awful.”
Charles stepped closer, but not enough to crowd her.
“You think I don’t care about Carlos?” he asked quietly.
“That’s not what I’m saying.”
“Then what are you saying?”
She wrapped her arms around herself against the wind. “I’m saying he trusts us. Both of us.”
“And we didn’t betray him.”
Her eyes flashed up. “Didn’t we?”
The wind howled briefly between the buildings, carrying distant city noise with it.
Charles ran a hand through his hair, frustration slipping through his calm exterior for the first time.
“It wasn’t just champagne,” he said. “It wasn’t just adrenaline.”
Her heart pounded.
“It meant something to me.”
The admission hung between them, heavier than the concrete walls lining the circuit.
She hadn’t let herself think about that part.
Hadn’t let herself consider that maybe the guilt wasn’t the only reason she couldn’t sleep.
“I can’t do this right now,” she whispered.
“Because it’s Baku?” he asked softly.
“Because if I look at you for too long, I forget why I’m supposed to feel guilty.”
That silenced him.
Somewhere out on track, another team fired up an engine for a systems check. The sound echoed through the narrow streets.
Tomorrow he would strap into a car inches from the walls at 340 km/h.
Tomorrow Carlos would line up beside him.
The three of them would stand together again like nothing had shifted but everything had.
Charles took a step back, giving her space even though it clearly cost him.
“After the race,” he said quietly. “We’re not avoiding it again.”
It wasn’t a question.
She didn’t answer.
She didn’t trust herself to.
The tension between them felt tighter than the walls of the Baku street circuit and Sunday hadn’t even started yet.
-
The race in Baku had been brutal.
Close walls. Lock-ups. A late safety car that shredded strategies and nerves alike. Ferrari salvaged solid points. Not the chaos of a DNF, but not the fairy tale of Monza either. Controlled. Professional. Tense.
Too tense.
By the time the debrief ended, the paddock had thinned out. Mechanics packed up equipment under harsh white lights. The wind coming off the Caspian had picked up again, rattling the temporary structures around the circuit.
Y/N waited near the hospitality unit longer than she meant to.
She knew if she left without saying anything, this would drag on for weeks.
Charles emerged from the back of the garage still in his race kit, the top pf his suit tied around his waist. He looked tired. The kind of tired that came from concentration, not sleep.
“Can we talk?” she asked quietly.
He studied her for a moment, then nodded. “Yeah.”
Neither of them spoke as they walked down the narrow paddock corridor toward his drivers’ room. The walls were thin. The space temporary. Everything about Baku felt fragile.
Inside, the room was small. A sofa, a table scattered with briefing notes, his helmet resting in the corner.
The door clicked shut.
Silence.
He leaned back against the table, arms folding instinctively. Guarded, but not closed.
“Well,” he said softly.
She kept standing near the door, like she’d already decided she wouldn’t stay long.
“I need space,” she said.
The words came out steadier than she felt.
His expression didn’t change, but something in his posture stiffened. “Space.”
“Yes.”
“From me?”
She swallowed. “From… this.”
He pushed off the table slightly. “We haven’t even defined what ‘this’ is.”
“That’s exactly the problem.”
The room felt smaller by the second.
“Monza was…” She hesitated, forcing herself to say it clearly. “It was a mistake.”
The word landed heavier than she intended.
“A mistake,” he repeated quietly.
“It shouldn’t have happened. We were emotional. It was a big weekend. Champagne, adrenaline...”
“It wasn’t just champagne,” he cut in, not angrily, but firmly.
She shook her head, already defensive. “It doesn’t matter.”
“It does to me.”
Her chest tightened. She avoided his eyes.
“We can’t carry this on,” she said. “It’s not fair. To Carlos. To the team. It complicates everything.”
“We’re adults,” he replied. “It doesn’t have to be dramatic.”
“It already is.”
He took a slow breath, trying to steady himself. “You’re acting like we betrayed him.”
“It feels like we did.”
“We didn’t,” he said again, more insistently now. “We didn’t hurt anyone.”
“You don’t know that.”
He stepped closer,not invading her space, but close enough that she couldn’t pretend he wasn’t there.
“Look at me,” he said softly.
She didn’t want to but she did.
There was frustration in his eyes now. And something else. Something vulnerable.
“You think I would ever do something to hurt Carlos?” he asked.
“No.”
“Then trust that.”
She shook her head again. “You’re not hearing me.”
“Then explain it to me.”
Her voice wavered for the first time. “If we keep doing this… if it becomes something… and it goes wrong? It ruins everything.”
“It doesn’t have to go wrong.”
“You can’t promise that.”
“No,” he admitted. “But you can’t promise it will.”
Silence.
He softened slightly. “You left without saying goodbye.”
“I know.”
“That hurt.”
She flinched.
“I thought you needed distance.”
“I needed you not to disappear.”
The honesty in his voice made it harder.
She forced herself to take a step back, physically creating space again.
“I can’t do this,” she whispered. “Not right now. I need space and we shouldn’t carry it on.”
“So that’s it?” he asked quietly.
“For now.”
“For now isn’t the same as never.”
She didn’t answer that.
Because she didn’t trust what she might say.
“I’m sorry,” she said instead.
He nodded once, jaw tight. “Right.”
She reached for the door handle, pausing only for a fraction of a second.
He didn’t try to stop her.
Somehow that hurt more.
The door clicked shut behind her, leaving him alone in the small drivers’ room. Helmet in the corner, race notes still scattered across the table, the echo of something unfinished hanging heavier than the Baku air.
-
Two months later, the paddock lights in the desert burned white against the night sky at the Abu Dhabi Grand Prix.
Season finale.
Title on the line.
Ferrari versus McLaren for the Constructors’ Championship.
Everything felt razor sharp.
From the first practice session, the garage had carried a different kind of tension. Clipped radio messages, strategy simulations running nonstop, engineers double-checking everything twice. One mistake could cost them an entire season.
Y/N wasn’t there.
She hadn’t been to a race since Baku.
Charles had told himself that didn’t matter.
That it was better this way.
Carlos, though had been off all weekend.
Not slower. Not unfocused in the car. If anything, he was clinical. Precise. He put it on the front row in qualifying and barely celebrated. He answered media questions with polite half-smiles that didn’t reach his eyes.
Charles noticed.
He always noticed.
Lights out on Sunday and the race unfolded like controlled chaos. Pit strategy undercut battles. A late safety car that tightened the field and nearly shattered Ferrari’s plan. Charles held P2 under immense pressure while Carlos fought tooth and nail for the lead.
Final laps.
If they finished P1 and P2, the championship was theirs.
No mistakes.
No contact.
Carlos defended like a man possessed. Charles covered off the car behind with ruthless precision.
When the chequered flag fell:
Carlos P1.
Charles P2.
The Constructors’ was Ferrari's.
The garage exploded. Mechanics crying. Engineers screaming. Red confetti already being pulled out before parc fermé.
Charles climbed out of the car laughing in disbelief, pulling his helmet off as fireworks began lighting up the Yas Marina sky. He expected Carlos to be euphoric.
Instead, when Carlos removed his helmet, there was a strange quietness in his eyes.
He smiled. He hugged the team. He raised his fists.
But it wasn’t the same.
Even on the podium, as champagne sprayed and the Italian anthem played for Ferrari, Carlos’ smile seemed… delayed. Distracted.
Later, when the noise had dulled and most of the team had dispersed toward celebrations, Charles found him standing alone near the back of the hospitality unit overlooking the marina.
“You win the last race of the season and secure the championship,” Charles said lightly as he approached, “and you look like you’re about to attend a funeral.”
Carlos let out a breath that almost passed as a laugh. “It’s been a long year.”
Charles studied him. “That’s not it.”
Silence stretched between them.
Finally, Carlos rubbed a hand over his face.
“Y/N called me the other day,” he said.
The name hit like a jolt.
Charles kept his expression neutral. “Yeah?”
“She’s pregnant.”
The world seemed to tilt.
Charles’ stomach dropped so fast it felt physical.
Carlos continued, voice tight in a way Charles had never heard before. “She just told me. Two days ago.”
Pregnant.
The word echoed.
Charles forced himself to breathe normally. “Okay.”
“She won’t tell me who the father is,” Carlos added, frustration creeping in now. “Says it’s not my business. Which is ridiculous, because of course it’s my business.”
Protective big brother mode. Activated.
Charles swallowed carefully. “How… how far along is she?”
He tried to make it sound casual. Like general curiosity.
Carlos didn’t notice the subtle strain. “About two months. That’s what she said.”
Two months.
Monza.
The room felt too warm.
Charles’ mind raced, calculating dates he didn’t want to calculate. The last time he had seen her. The last time they had spoken properly.
Two months.
He felt the edges of panic creeping in but kept his face composed.
“She won’t say anything?” he asked.
Carlos shook his head. “Nothing. Just that she’ll handle it.” His jaw tightened. “She doesn’t have to handle it alone.”
Charles nodded slowly, barely hearing the rest of the sentence over the thudding in his ears.
If the timing lined up...
If it was him...
Carlos was still talking. “If some guy thinks he can just walk away from this...”
Charles forced a steady breath. “You don’t know that’s what happened.”
“I know my sister,” Carlos shot back. “She’s protecting someone.”
The words hit harder than they should have.
A hollow feeling settled in Charles’ chest.
“Have you talked to her since?” he asked.
“She’s avoiding the topic,” Carlos muttered. “Typical.”
Fireworks exploded again outside over the marina.
Ferrari were world champions.
And all Charles could hear was two months.
Carlos clapped him on the shoulder, misreading his silence as shared frustration. “Anyway. We’ll figure it out.”
“Yeah,” Charles managed.
Carlos’ phone buzzed and he glanced down at it. “I need to go. Team dinner.”
“Go,” Charles said quietly.
As soon as Carlos disappeared down the corridor, Charles pulled his own phone from his pocket.
His hands were steady.
His heart wasn’t.
He stared at her contact for a long second before typing.
We need to talk.
He hesitated.
Then hit send.
The screen showed the message delivered.
Outside, the celebrations roared on.
Inside, everything had just changed.
-
Charles barely remembers the flight.
All he knows is that he booked the first seat he could find to Nice and spent the entire journey staring at the same three words on his phone screen.
We need to talk.
Her reply had come an hour later.
Okay. There’s a café near the port. Tomorrow at 10?
Short.
Polite.
Like they were acquaintances, not...
He forces himself not to finish that thought.
The Mediterranean air is cool when he steps out of the taxi the next morning. The sea glints under pale winter sun, gulls circling lazily overhead. The café is small, tucked against a pastel-colored building, quiet except for the clink of cups and low conversation.
She’s already there.
For a moment, he just stands on the pavement.
Y/N is seated at a small outdoor table, sunlight catching in her hair. She looks… softer. Calmer somehow. And there, barely noticeable unless you’re looking for it, the faintest curve beneath her sweater.
His breath leaves him.
Two months.
She looks up.
Their eyes meet.
It hits him all at once. The last time he saw her properly was in Baku, standing on a balcony with the wind in her hair telling him she needed space.
Now she looks breath taking and fragile in a way that makes his chest ache.
He crosses the street.
“Hi,” she says.
“Hi.”
God, even that feels loaded.
He sits opposite her, the small metal table suddenly feeling like a barrier and a lifeline at the same time.
“You look… good,” he manages.
She smiles faintly. “You look tired.”
“Long week.”
A beat of silence stretches between them.
A waiter drops off two coffees and a pastry they clearly ordered without coordinating. She nudges the plate toward him automatically, like muscle memory.
They split it without speaking.
It’s awkward at first. Painfully so. Small comments about the flight. The weather. Ferrari’s championship celebrations. Things that don’t matter.
His eyes flicker to her stomach more than once, subtle but involuntary.
She notices.
Of course she does.
Eventually he can’t take it anymore.
“Carlos told me,” he says quietly.
Her fingers still on the coffee cup.
A small inhale.
“I figured he might.”
The noise of the café fades into the background.
“He said you’re pregnant.”
“I am.”
There’s no drama in her voice. No fear. Just certainty.
“And he doesn’t know who the father is.”
She meets his eyes fully now.
“No.”
His heart pounds so loudly he’s sure she can hear it.
“Y/N,” he says carefully, “is it...”
“Yes.”
The word is soft.
But it lands like thunder.
He stops breathing for a second.
“Yes,” she repeats more clearly. “It’s yours.”
The world narrows to the space between them.
He looks at her stomach again, not in disbelief, but in stunned realization.
“You’re sure?” he asks, barely above a whisper.
She gives him a look. “The timing isn’t exactly complicated.”
Monza.
His chest tightens.
“I’m sorry,” she says suddenly. “I never meant for you to find out from Carlos. I just… I didn’t know how to tell you and I didn’t want to do it over the phone.”
He runs a hand through his hair, overwhelmed but trying to stay steady. “You were going to tell me?”
“Yes.” A flicker of hurt crosses her face. “Of course I was.”
Relief mixes with panic inside him.
“And Carlos?” he asks.
“He cannot know,” she says immediately.
There’s no hesitation there.
“For his sake,” she continues. “For yours. For the team. If he finds out right now. With everything, with Ferrari, with how protective he already is it would explode.”
She isn’t wrong.
Charles leans back in his chair, absorbing the weight of it.
“So we say nothing,” he says slowly.
“We say nothing,” she confirms. “He doesn’t need that distraction. Not now.”
A secret.
A massive one.
“And later?” he asks.
She hesitates. “Later we figure it out.”
He nods slowly.
Silence settles again but it’s different now. Not awkward. Just heavy.
He studies her more carefully this time. The way her hand rests unconsciously over the slight curve of her stomach. The calm strength in her expression.
“You’re okay?” he asks quietly.
She smiles. Small, but real. “I am.”
He swallows. “I want to be there.”
Her eyes soften.
“I know.”
There’s a pause before she adds, “I have a check-up in a few weeks.”
His pulse kicks again.
“If you want to come,” she says, carefully neutral, “you can.”
He doesn’t hesitate this time.
“I want to.”
Something unspoken passes between them. Fragile, uncertain, but undeniably real.
They’re not what they were at Monza.
They’re not what they were in Baku.
This is something entirely new.
Entirely bigger.
Across the table, their fingers brush briefly when they both reach for the last piece of pastry.
Neither pulls away immediately.
The Mediterranean breeze lifts slightly, sunlight warm against the quiet morning.
In Abu Dhabi, Ferrari are world champions.
In Nice, everything has just become infinitely more complicated
-
The morning of the appointment, Charles barely slept.
He’d driven circuits at 300 km/h without his hands shaking.
This was worse.
He pulls up outside her apartment in Monaco ten minutes early, then spends nine of them staring at the steering wheel and telling himself to breathe.
When she finally comes downstairs, wrapped in a light coat, hair loose, he forgets whatever calming speech he’d rehearsed.
She looks… softer again.
And the curve is no longer something he has to look for.
“Hi,” she says gently as she opens the passenger door.
“Hi.”
His voice cracks slightly. He clears his throat and pretends it didn’t.
The drive to the clinic is quiet at first. The Mediterranean glitters to their right, traffic light, morning sun warm against the windshield.
He grips the steering wheel tighter than necessary.
“You’re nervous,” she observes.
“I am not.”
She raises an eyebrow.
He exhales. “Okay. Maybe a little.”
“You drive into Turn 1 at Monza three-wide without blinking.”
“This feels more dangerous.”
She laughs softly, and the sound loosens something in his chest.
Still, as they pull into the small medical building’s parking lot, his heart starts racing again.
Inside, the clinic smells faintly of disinfectant and coffee. The waiting room is calm, muted tones and quiet voices.
He sits beside her, knee bouncing.
“You’re going to wear a hole in the floor,” she murmurs.
“I can’t help it.”
She reaches over without thinking and rests her hand lightly on his thigh.
It stills him instantly.
Her name is called.
Suddenly it’s real.
He follows her into the examination room, trying to act normal, trying not to look like a man whose entire world might shift in the next five minutes.
The doctor smiles warmly, speaks gently, runs through routine questions. Y/N answers easily - she’s been here before.
Charles stays quiet, hovering slightly behind her, unsure where to stand.
“Would you like to see?” the doctor asks, turning the monitor slightly.
Charles steps closer.
On the screen, at first, it’s just shapes. Grey and black and static.
Then the doctor adjusts something.
And there it is.
Small.
Unmistakable.
His breath leaves him.
“That’s the baby,” the doctor says softly.
He doesn’t realize he’s reached for Y/N’s hand until their fingers are laced tightly together.
Then a sound fills the room.
Fast. Rhythmic. Strong.
A heartbeat.
For a split second he thinks it’s his own echoing in his ears.
But it’s not.
It’s faster. Lighter. Alive.
He blinks hard, vision blurring unexpectedly.
“That’s…” His voice fails him.
Y/N squeezes his hand.
“That’s your baby,” she whispers.
The words hit deeper than anything else so far.
He swallows, eyes locked on the monitor, listening to that rapid thump-thump-thump that feels impossibly powerful for something so small.
He’s driven for podiums. For championships. For Ferrari.
None of it compares to this.
“Everything looks good,” the doctor continues, unaware that Charles feels like he might either laugh or cry or both.
Healthy.
Strong heartbeat.
On track.
The irony almost makes him huff out a breath.
When the sound finally fades and the appointment wraps up, he stays standing there a second longer, staring at the grainy image printed for them.
In the car afterward, he doesn’t start the engine immediately.
He just sits there.
“You okay?” she asks softly.
He looks at her, really looks at her, and something shifts in his expression. The panic is still there.
But so is awe.
“I heard it,” he says quietly, like he still can’t quite believe it. “That was real.”
She smiles. “Very real.”
He rests a hand cautiously over her stomach, hesitant.
She nods.
It’s still early. He knows that.
But knowing there’s a heartbeat under his palm changes something fundamental.
“We’re really doing this,” he murmurs.
“Yes,” she says.
Outside, Monaco moves on like nothing monumental just happened.
Inside the car, Charles feels like his entire life just rewrote itself.
And Carlos still has no idea.
-
Christmas had been… complicated.
The Sainz family home was warm, loud, filled with food and laughter and too many opinions. But under the fairy lights and festive music, tension hummed.
Y/N had smiled through it all.
“Yes, he’s in the picture.”
“No, I’m not saying who it is.”
“Yes, he knows.”
“No, I’m not doing this alone.”
Her mother had watched her carefully. Her father had been quieter than usual. Carlos had hovered like a shadow, protective without being suffocating. Stepping in when questions became too pointed, changing subjects when conversations edged too close.
By January, she was four months pregnant.
The curve was undeniable now.
Not huge. Not dramatic.
But visible.
She and Carlos were walking through the harbour in Monaco, winter sun reflecting off impossibly expensive yachts, when he gently steered her away from a patch of uneven pavement.
“Carlos,” she sighed. “I’m pregnant, not fragile.”
“You nearly tripped.”
“I did not.”
“You almost did.”
He kept half a step closer to the road side, arm occasionally brushing hers like a silent barrier between her and everything else.
He’d been like this for weeks.
More watchful. More present.
She knew it came from love.
But it also made the secret heavier.
They rounded a corner near the café-lined stretch by the marina and stopped.
Charles.
He was mid-conversation with someone from his management team but looked up at exactly the wrong moment.
Or the right one.
His eyes found her instantly.
Then dropped.
Then froze.
Four months was no longer subtle.
The faintest tension crossed his face before he masked it with something easier. Softer.
He excused himself and stepped toward them.
“Hi,” he said.
Carlos’ posture shifted immediately. Not hostile, but instinctively protective. Subtle. Almost invisible unless you knew him.
“Charles” Carlos greeted lightly, clapping him once on the shoulder.
“Carlos” Charles replied with a faint smile.
His gaze flickered back to her.
She felt it.
They’d been… better. Since the appointment. Since the heartbeat.
Still careful. Still distant in public.
But closer.
“How are you?” Charles asked her.
“I’m good.”
He nodded, searching her face like he always did now. Checking, measuring, making sure she really meant it.
Carlos noticed.
Something small and sharp moved behind his eyes.
“We were just grabbing lunch,” Carlos said. “Doctor says she shouldn’t skip meals.”
“I never skip meals,” she protested.
“You forgot breakfast yesterday.”
“I was sleeping.”
Charles huffed a quiet laugh.
It happened fast.
A photographer, clearly recognizing both Ferrari drivers, stepped backward to frame a shot.
Straight into Y/N.
She stumbled.
Carlos reacted instantly, grabbing her arm.
But Charles was already there too, hand braced at her lower back, steadying her before she could lose balance.
Everything froze for half a second.
Her breath caught.
Charles’ hand remained at her back. Firm. Protective. Instinctive.
Carlos saw it.
Really saw it.
Not just the reflex.
The familiarity.
The way Charles’ thumb pressed slightly, grounding.
“You okay?” both men asked at the same time.
She nodded quickly. “I’m fine.”
The photographer apologized profusely and hurried away.
But the air had shifted.
Carlos’ gaze flicked between them, something calculating beneath the surface now.
Charles stepped back first, withdrawing his hand almost too quickly.
“Sorry,” he muttered, like he’d crossed a line.
“You didn’t do anything,” she said softly.
But Carlos was quiet.
Too quiet.
He studied Charles for a long moment.
“You seem very concerned lately,” he said, tone casual but eyes sharp.
Charles didn’t flinch. “She’s your sister.”
“Exactly.”
A beat.
The marina felt colder suddenly.
Charles held his gaze evenly. “I care about her.”
The words were simple.
But they carried weight.
Carlos’ jaw tightened slightly.
“I know you do,” he replied.
It wasn’t accusatory.
It wasn’t friendly either.
Just… loaded.
Y/N felt her pulse spike.
This was the line they’d been walking for weeks and for the first time, it felt dangerously thin.
Carlos checked his watch after a moment, breaking the tension. “We should go. Appointment soon.”
She nodded.
Charles hesitated, then looked at her. “Call me later?”
It was soft. Almost a question.
Carlos heard it.
She swallowed. “Yeah.”
Carlos’ gaze snapped to her.
Too late.
Charles stepped back toward his waiting conversation, but the look on Carlos’ face hadn’t softened.
As they walked away, he didn’t say anything at first.
Then...
“How often are you seeing him?” he asked quietly.
Her stomach dropped.
“Carlos...”
“I’m just asking.”
Protective.
Suspicious.
And suddenly, the secret felt like it was on borrowed time.
-
Five months.
That’s what the doctor had said at the last appointment.
Five months and everything was progressing perfectly.
Charles was sitting cross-legged on Y/N’s sofa in her apartment in Monaco, trying very hard to act normal about the fact that his entire world currently revolved around the gentle curve beneath her oversized sweater.
“You’re staring again,” she teased softly.
“I’m not.”
“You are.”
He shifted closer anyway.
She guided his hand carefully to her stomach, her own fingers resting over his.
“It’s been happening more this week,” she murmured. “The kicks.”
His throat went dry.
“I don’t know what I’m supposed to feel,” he admitted.
“Just wait.”
The room was quiet. Late afternoon light spilling through the windows, the marina faintly visible beyond the balcony doors.
Then...
A flutter.
Subtle. Quick.
His eyes widened.
“Was that...?”
Another one. Stronger this time.
His breath caught completely.
“That’s… that’s real,” he whispered.
She laughed softly, emotional in a way that mirrored him. “Very real.”
He kept his hand there, barely daring to move and then it happened again. A distinct kick beneath his palm.
His face broke into something unguarded and bright and overwhelmed.
“That’s our baby,” he said, almost disbelieving.
The word our hung in the air.
She didn’t correct it.
Instead, she leaned her forehead lightly against his shoulder, both of them smiling in stunned, quiet joy.
A knock at the door.
Sharp. Unexpected.
They froze.
She checked the time.
Her stomach dropped.
“Oh no.”
“What?”
She stood too quickly. “That’s Carlos.”
Charles went pale.
“What?”
“He said he might stop by this week and I forgot and... oh my God.”
The knock came again.
“Y/N?”
Carlos’ voice.
Close.
Charles stood immediately, heart racing in a completely different way now.
“Bedroom,” she whispered urgently.
He didn’t argue.
He slipped down the hallway just as she opened the door.
Carlos stepped inside carrying a paper bag and wearing that familiar protective older-brother expression.
“Hey,” he said. “I was passing by and thought I’d check on you.”
She forced a smile. “You didn’t have to...”
“I know.” He held up the bag. “But I did.”
She blinked. “Is that...?”
“Yes. The ridiculous pistachio croissants you’ve been craving from that bakery across town.”
Her eyes filled slightly despite herself. “Carlos…”
He shrugged like it was nothing. “You’re building a human. The least I can do is secure pastries.”
He stepped inside fully, glancing around casually.
Charles pressed himself flat against the bedroom wall, heart pounding so loudly he was convinced it could be heard through the door.
Carlos moved toward the kitchen.
“You’re sure you’re okay?” he asked, softer now. “You seemed tired yesterday.”
“I’m fine,” she replied, praying her voice sounded steady.
“You’re not overdoing it?”
“No.”
He studied her for a long moment.
Charles held his breath.
Finally, Carlos nodded once. “Good.”
He kissed her temple gently. “Call me if you need anything.”
“I will.”
After another minute of small talk and reassurance, Carlos grabbed his keys.
“Get some rest,” he said.
The door closed.
Silence.
She stood there for a full five seconds before exhaling shakily.
The bedroom door opened slowly.
Charles stepped out, running a hand through his hair.
“That was...”
“Too close,” she finished.
He nodded.
She sank onto the sofa suddenly, the adrenaline crashing all at once.
Without warning, she started crying.
Not quietly.
Not gracefully.
Full, shaking sobs.
Charles crossed the room instantly, kneeling in front of her.
“Hey- hey -"
She covered her face. “I hate this.”
“Hate what?”
“Lying to him.” Her voice broke. “He looks at me like that... like he’s going to protect me from everything and I’m standing there hiding the biggest thing in the world.”
Charles’ chest tightened.
“He deserves to know,” she whispered. “Every day we don’t tell him I feel worse.”
He sat beside her, pulling her gently into his chest.
“I know,” he said quietly.
“I feel guilty all the time,” she admitted. “He’s excited about being an uncle. He keeps talking about it and he doesn’t even realize...”
Her voice cracked again.
Charles pressed a kiss into her hair.
“We didn’t do anything wrong,” he murmured. “But that doesn’t mean it’s easy.”
She pulled back slightly, eyes red. “I can’t keep doing this. I can’t keep hiding you in my own apartment.”
The truth of that hit him hard.
He nodded slowly.
“Then we tell him.”
She blinked. “Soon?”
“Yes.”
He took her hands firmly. “We choose the moment. We control it. But we don’t drag it out until it explodes.”
She searched his face for hesitation.
There wasn’t any.
“You’re sure?” she asked.
He glanced down at her stomach, where just minutes ago he’d felt their baby kick for the first time.
“I’m not hiding from this,” he said quietly. “Or from him.”
Her breathing began to steady.
She leaned into him again, this time calmer.
“Okay,” she whispered. “We tell him soon.”
Outside, Monaco carried on as usual.
Inside the apartment, the secret they’d been carrying for months finally felt like it had an expiration date.
And neither of them knew how Carlos would react when it did.
-
I will post part two tmr :)
PS: defo din't tear up wile writing this.
good to know because it was externally defined as ‘a piece of shit’
and the gay ass trophy goes to none other than max verstappen
this is the dream podium for this weekend
The differences between my fav F1 ships
we call this one "parents making heart eyes while the child eats crayons at the dinner table"
charles_leclerc Mr & Mrs. Leclerc 💍 ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
Guys I can’t!!! Im crying I’m soooooo happy for them!!!
"your man" how can it be casual when his engineer is also shipping them!!!!!
Charles, MEXICO 2025:
📻: “Max? MAX!? Heughe, that’s— Max, stupid! That’s a penalty if you overtake for sure.”
Max, BRAZIL SPR 2024:
...You guys know you’re not teammates, right? He can’t hear you. He has no way of hearing you.