Hollstein, Holtzmann, and Clexa Trash

||Natalie||Pansexual||She/They/Them|| Multi fandom||

[kingcheddarxvii]

on my wedding night

me: *sobbing*

my wife: what’s wrong

me: I can’t believe a girl likes me

[keep-away-reality]

[nocturnalsuggestions]

i would love to fall into your arms after a hard day

[sunndogg]

have you ever been so wildly attracted to someone you can actually feel it driving you insane

[lovelysuggestions]

Holy fuck i love you

[crap-im-gay]

“what would you tell your 12 year old self?”

me: aye you a lesbian homie

[juansendizon]

Today I missed you and it didn’t hurt to miss you like the earth longs for the rain when summer begins to fade, and it needs the drops to soothe the feeling of transition. Today I missed you and I was happy for the space you left how it was empty, null but not at all broken when autumn suddenly comes to take the leaves to the ground so that the trees can remember their roots. Today I missed you and I was there at the supermarket sniffing the flowers that reminded me of how beautiful a struggle winter is because what comes after that was the day I first kissed your smile that’s as annihilating as your giggle. Today I missed you and that’s all these words can express because you were searching for something while I was searching for something else and we both had to let go for our truths and honestly, I hope you find what makes you spring.

juansen dizon, Today I missed you (via juansendizon)

[thebookongoodbye]

I hope that every time someone asks you how I’m doing and you have to respond “I don’t know, we’re not together anymore,” I hope it hits you all over again. I hope it stings.

m. a.

[musickeepsmealive]

In order to love who you are, you cannot hate the experiences that shaped you.

[thegoodvybe]

[etrogim-deactivated20200109]

she’s trying (i’m she)

[shmwrites]

i’m so sorry. i’m sorry because you deserved so much better than them. i’m sorry because they showed you what love is and then ripped it away from you. i’m sorry because now you’re terrified of letting anyone in or close to you. i’m sorry that now you leave first because you can’t bare to see another person walk away. i’m sorry that the people you would never hesistate to choose stopped choosing you. i’m sorry that your body aches because you miss them so much and that they don’t miss you back. i’m sorry that you don’t think you’ll ever find any better because it couldn’t be any further from the truth. i’m sorry that it won’t be easy to get over this and that you don’t believe it will get any better. i’m sorry that you don’t think that when you heal you’ll be happier than you were before you met them. and most of all, i’m sorry that even though you know these words are true, you’re still struggling to believe them

in case they didn’t say it, i’m sorry love.

[melancholy-lover]

-and then one day, you decided I was too much of a mess for you.

Oh, how the tables have turned.

[onlytwitterpics]

[thelostswede]

[blueartistic813]

TONIGHT

[afterlaughters]

same day. four years apart. same boys.

[psychicghostninja]