HighPanda

Let's bond over A Day To Remember and some doobies

[pandabear912]

I work in a library... My life isnt pretty interesting... This got me pretty good haha

[weedfreedomfinally]

Weed Freedom Finally

[pandabear912]

Zen

[lilshellyxx]

420

[pandabear912]

This year has been a nightmare for me. In February, my grandfather's health took a turn for the worse. March 16 he passed. He was the biggest part of my life and 8 months later, I'm still having a hard time coming to terms with it. Late last year, we got the news that my aunt's (his daughter) cancer had returned. She has been battling cancer since the year I was born. She too, has recently taken a turn for the worse. The last time my mother talked to her, she said she had seen her father again, and she was ready to meet her maker. It has been a terrible week. A terrible fucking year. Today, I had to substitute a Sunday school class for my family's church. When we done with Sunday school, my mom and I had plans for coffee. Before we were able to leave the church, we saw that one of the youngest members (a two year) was having a hard time calming down in the toddler area. We went in to show him some of the really cool toys and this book was sitting on the table. No one had seen it before and they weren't entirely sure on how it got there. The head of the Sunday school program let us take it. This book was read to me every night when I was younger, and it was lost when our basement flooded a few years back. In hard times my mother always tells me; "I'm filled with the wonder of wonderful you, and I love you more each day". With all the shit that my family has been going through... I know for sure that my grandfather is still looking out for each of us and will welcome my aunt home with open arms.

[inritum]

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from Tumblr due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

[ghostdog07]

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

[colourles-rainbw-deactivated202]

It didn’t work constantly, but it worked… I think. 

[bullied]

we live in a world where pizza gets to your house before the police.

[patron-of-thieves]

That’s because the pizza guy has consequences if his job is done incorrectly.

[onesecondathousandthoughts]

Oh snap

[coldweatherandcoffee]

shots fired

[power2thelocallesbian]

but not by the pizza guy

[mcriartsy-deactivated20180310]

OH

[kenzeru]

[reddlr-trees]

•_•

[sarahseeandersen]

[bandsoffthewalls]

Have Faith in Me by A Day to Remember

[greatybuzz]

Just a pug in a ball pit… Wait for the face at the end… LMAO!!!

[memeguy-com]

Yeah thats one way to use it I guess

[pandabear912]

I hope this is the intended use of this product....

[best-of-memes]

[pandabear912]

All the fucking time

[skalodge-deactivated20151026]

before you date a girl with a mental illness, remember: saying, “you’re beautiful” won’t balance the chemicals in her brain.

and don’t fucking say, “i’ll be here for you, no matter what,” if you don’t mean it.

don’t think you’re fixing her by saying, “i love you.” because you’re not

[beautifullyburned-deactivated20]

This needs more notes.

[jeankd]

All of it, but mostly the bolded

[solace-y]

just the girly things

forcing an earing through a closed piercing

taking off tight clothes and rubbing the indents they left on your skin 

human sacrifice

homemade face masks 

[pandabear912]

OC

[pandabear912]

[pandabear912]

Have you?

Have you ever been so lost that you don't know what to do? So lost that you just follow the road blindly? Doing what ever you need to do just to make it to the nest day and tackle it all over again. Its hard. Its extremely hard. And I do not wish this upon anyone. I know we all make mistakes... We all have regrets. I get that, and I also get that everyone... No matter who the fuck you are, we all have our own challenges that need to be overcome. I wish there was an easy way out. I wish that one day we could all wake up and things would be better... How they should be... There is a way out and it all takes time. It also take a lot of willpower to want to make things better... But willpower doesn't change everything, especially if you have ant type of mental illness. Sometimes you need to keep up on countless medications, believe me, I know. I have been on what seems like every antidepressant, anti anxiety and panic medications. None of them have ever worked. Nothing has made it so I can balance my life and panic/anxiety attacks. When I was 17 I first smoked marijuana. My life became so much more balance. My anxiety seemed to go away. I was able to deal with people. I was able to live. I wasn't suffocated. So many people have looked down on me because I smoke. I won't amount to anything because I smoke pot. That's not true. I have a full time job doing what makes me happy and I also have a child. No I'm not a bad parent because I smoke marijuana. My child is never around it nor have I ever put him in danger because of it. Its easy to step outside on the porch if decides to take a nap. Nothing is ever done in my house nor stored where he can find it. If something harmless can make so many things easier... Why is it so frowned upon. I know so many states are making laws that are making life easier for everyone... But there are still so many naysayers. I am no longer lost. No longer blindly going down a road that no one knows where it may lead. I have found the something that makes my life bareable. My challenges all haven't been overcome but I'm finally able to be me... To hold a job and support my family!