peach

is this thing on

[vqtkufi]

‘Will it be like this forever?’

[myloveonherknees]

mothercain. tumblr, 20 jan 2023.

[midiport]

she’s like an alternate universe jerma985

[twinsfawn]

ETHEL CAIN PHOTOGRAPHED BY DOLLIE KYARN

[sweatermuppet]

unpunishable - ethel cain / georgia o'keeffe

[myloveonherknees]

mothercain. tumblr, 19 feb 2023.

[donttakethering]

i think the first word-vomit thought about wtialy i wanna put out there is that i never fully understood why hayden called ethel cain an unreliable narrator when it came to preacher’s daughter. lyric details like “i’ve killed before and i’ll kill again” and the whole “was isaiah kidnapping her or did she join him willingly” debate, sure, but those always felt minor. i reeeeally get it now. a knock at the door and tempest really show just how much of this relationship was in ethel’s head. i don’t blame her. i wouldn’t blame a puppy who just wants to cuddle for not understanding what “no” means yet either. that notion, the jules-vaughn-because-half-of-every-relationship-is-in-my-head of it all, was one of the main things that caused me to feel like this album held up a huge, embarrassing mirror to me. lord knows i’ve done the same thing, and honestly, i still do. because i can put all these narratives into my head about what i think i can be for them and how i think we can connect, how i feel like i’d understand them in a way no one could, but at the end of the day, i don’t know that person the way i think i do. i think despite how jaded i feel myself becoming towards love, i still hold onto that childish, fairy-tale image of what love could be like (“love is not enough in this world, but i still believe in nebraska dreaming, cause id rather die than be anything but your girl”). i guess i simply don’t see why it couldn’t be possible. but you’re not exactly watching where you’re going if your head’s in the clouds.

[motherrcain]

[ribandserpent]

super big day for annoying people like me who have never gotten over anything literally ever

[lakevida]

whatever dude i dont even look that tormented mostly

[minecraft-news-real]

Oh my god there’s Minecraft blood everywhere

[frankencain]

The future is a benevolent black hole.

Sagittarius A* / Kathy Acker, Pussy, King of the Pirates / Outer Wilds (2020) / Is There a God-Shaped Hole at the Heart of Mathematics? / Drain for overflowing water at Sambuco Dam, Lavizzara Valley / ? / Thomasin Frances, Hole Theory (15/10/2022) / Bryan’s Ground, a public garden in Herefordshire on the Welsh border. / odd, weird, strange and unusual / Mark Z. Danielewski, House of Leaves / Evil (2019-2014) / Judas H., Overflowing With Empty / Illustration of the Annular Eclipse of 1836 from “A fourteen weeks course in descriptive astronomy”, Joel Dorman Steele (1836-1886) / @imdad_barbhuyan on Instagram / The moon’s Copernicus crater. Through magic glasses. 1890. / Kaveh Akbar / Dune (2021) / Yousif M. Qasmiyeh, The Camp is a Bait for Time / Darina Muravjeva, Hole / Hilde Heynen in Heterotopia and the City / x / Leonard Cohen, Beautiful Losers / x /  Louise Glück, from Descending Figure / Anne Carson, Eros the Bittersweet: An Essay. / Caitlyn Siehl, What We Buried; from “A Letter To Love” / Lara de Moor, Orb (2014) / Sam Sax, Pig / The National - Wake Up Your Saints / Aleksander Rostov / Sanna Wani, from “Princess Mononoke (1997)”, My Grief, the Sun / Gregory Orr, [i want to go back] / Thomas Ott / ? / Judas H., Overflowing With Empty / James Baldwin, Giovanni’s Room / Massive sinkhole swallows house in Florida / Edna St Vincent Millay, in Letters (1952) /Silent Hill 4 (2004) / @/vren-diagram / Anne Boyer, What Resembles the Grave But Isn’t / Law of Holes / Scarlet Hollow (2021) / Lucy Dacus - Cartwheel

(part one)

[sovietnam]

[sovietnam]

[elbiotipo]

I think one big reason why we don't consider the stars as important as before (not even pop-astrology anymore cares about the stars or the sky on itself, just the signs deprived of context) is because of light pollution.

For most of human history the sky looked between 1-3, 4 at most. And then all of a sudden with electrification it was gone (I'm lucky if I get 6 in my small city). The first time I saw the Milky Way fully as a kid was a spiritual experience, I was almost scared on how BRIGHT it was, it felt like someone was looking back at me. You don't get that at all with modern light pollution.

When most people talk about stargazing nowadays they think about watching about a couple of bright dots. The stars are really, really not like that. The unpolluted night sky is a festival of fireworks. There is nothing like it.

[funeral]

Psychoanalysis: Object Relations Theory

[francisforever2014]

how it feels knowing that loneliness is still time spent with the world