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rant

i hate my job. i've had fulfilling work before and losing that work destroyed me. sure i work in healthcare but the burnout is real and just because it's "safer to stay" doesn't mean I don't wanna go. i want to do meaningful work again. everyone is telling me its dangerous and i understand that. I know i deserve to have a more than just barely bearable job. i had that for almost 2.5 years before it was taken from me. and now im 3 years into this desk job from home and all i want is to be paid a living wage doing something I LOVE doing. something i EXCELL at doing. and it's all jumbled in my head because I know I loved that job and I was good at it - and on the other side of the coin you see how i was fired because of my adhd and letting things fall to the wayside. Do I try again? Do i do the scary thing and take the jump? or am I just angry?

#txt #personal #2026 #rant #vent #job hate #deskjockey #dead end job #big emotions

tastylemonbread

daddy wants to see yall on yall baddest behavior. lend me some sugar. I AM your neighbor.

thatnoulguyorsomething

I genuinely cannot tell if this is supposed to be a horny post or House of Leaves inspo. Great job, op.

tastylemonbread

secret third option actually. now, don't have me break this thing down for nothing

myceliyolk

reminder that "allies welcome" was once secret code for "those not out yet can still participate without putting themselves at risk", and for those who aren't out yet to comfortably exist in these spaces you have to let allies exist in those spaces too.

meeks-peaks

this is also important for queer people who don't know anyone else there. let them bring their friend, even if the friend is cishet. many would rather not go at all, rather than go somewhere alone.

thursday

gutterviking

Forth wall reinforced by Kermit The Frog

officialqueer

I choose to believe.

roadhogsbigbelly

i'm not saying people shouldn't be reading more books, but i do think it's funny how many people thinking "reading comprehension" is just about how good you are at reading books and not like. criticial thinking skills.

rainandsugarcane2000

need a sugar daddy who doesnt make me send pictures, doesnt need me to talk to him, doesnt care what i spend the money on, 50k per week, no romance, and sends me everything i show him on pinterest.

#where aaaauurr yew #THIS

silent searching

i still look for you - old terms of endearment that i thought perhaps you'd use. the old haunts still hold you - but not in a way i can touch. still far off and forbidden. you are basking in your sunshine while i rest in shadow. like an old vampire hellbent on having his prize.

will this hunt ever end?

#personal #txt #poetry #prose #ghost spark #calcifer #the universe told me i wasnt loud enough #can you fucking hear it now

superhelldeactivated

I've realized recently that every time I'm asked for socials my response is sorta "oh i don't have twitter" "I'm not on Instagram much" "i uninstalled TikTok a few months ago" and this has led people into believing I'm just someone who doesn't do social media but in reality you can find me in here lets get it on cunts monday through shawty like a melody sunday, 9am to 12am, posting blorbo.