welcome to my slow descent into madness

cat • she/her • queer millenial • this is my phan sideblog, i follow from polaroidcats

[ahappydnp]

twitter user danisnotonfire november 22nd 2009

[selineabanto]

20 YEARS OF AMAZINGPHIL 💙💫

[fryday]

maybe this is a silly thing to be soft about but i love that dan still makes danisnotonfire his username for games like. dani snot is eternal 🩷

if it's a crime to be a goop about dan bringing his dinof branding with him through life on the quiet, especially after putting such effort into running from it in the public eye, PUT ME IN JAIL!! his heart is made of jelly it's a slippery little thing but fundamentally wobbly and made for squeezing. fake pessimist i see the love you still carry for the dream you had in 2009 it may not have been slick but it was earnest and that's all there is at the end of the day

also i love that he not only uses it for games and things but he uses it knowing we will see. as most things are with dan this is certainly intentional and that makes it MORE touching. he's saying we're allowed to look at what he's really made of btw. he's not afraid of it anymore, btw. anyone still here with me.

[dragonleftovers]

I put Dan and Phil in a 17th century Italian painting because that’s literally what they look like in this frame:

[dansphreckles]

5 weeks of evolution

[userlesbian]

[unphortunate]

im obsessed with this image

[phace-off]

i love u judgy king

[marygravesart]

Which of the outfits should I do next? 👀 🦇

[diphowell]

my favorite Barbie character

[diphowell]

my favorite Barbie character

[mikyday]

Phil being a proud boyfriend and showing off YWGTTN

[diphowell]

they are so incredibly self aware of how they used to pose when they were young and can replicate it scary well.

[danandphilupdates]

danandphil tiktok

10/2/26

[dragoninsect]

no one:

…

dan: WHEN YOU GO TO A HOTEL -

phil: RIBENA SUCKS NOW!!

dan: - THE FIRST THING YOU DO SHOULD BE -

phil: IT USED TO HAVE SUGAR!!

dan: - TAKE THE FUCKING THROWS AND DECORATIVE PILLOWS OFF THE FUCKING BED!!!!!!!!!

phil: FUCK THE SUGAR TAX!!!!!!!!

[lizardsmp3]

ok im still hung up on the bert and ernie overtly dan and phil thing from today but like why is this so very much the same image. why are bert and ernie’s very twitter accounts also dnp-coded. why is bert’s @ in all lowercase and ernie’s has caps. SesameErnie… AmazingPhil… bertsesame… danielhowell… exactly the same really… why are they so so very much the same it’s not even funny anymore this is the most serious thing in the world to me Can anyone hear me. it’s always been real but it’s realer than ever before in new and magical ways… it’s so serious to me…

[lizardsmp3]

just terribly emotional abt the baby steps of it all. how they’ve gotten more and more used to referring to themselves as a couple. how phil’s starting to put his arm around dan’s shoulders in videos. like ;(( it’s still so new but they’re figuring it out now that they’re Allowed to for the first time!! and it’s soooo!!