I hate my mind. It’s genuinely so messed up, idk what’s going on. We recently found out about being plural, and realised that that was us. We have two alters, Gray (they/he, aromantic) and Clove (they/ she bisexual), but instead of just switching between each other occasionally noooo we just both sit inside our brain, and we’re always there. Gray is the host, and is there most of the time, but Clove is just always in the background, and she doesn’t even say anything bad, and is the calm and peaceful side of us. Like Clove is a green colour and Gray is red. And when Clove ‘takes charge’ so to speak, Gray doesn’t go away.
Also, we’re not diagnosed with anything, and we don’t think w have anything, but we know there’s not just one person in there, and we feel like we sound insane anytime we talk about jt.
on top of that, we have separated ourselves from reality, so that whenever we look in the mirror, we are just flushed with disappointment that we don’t look like what we picture in our heads, which is different for each of us.