July 21st, 9:06pm,
It's hot. I'm broke. I can't stop wanting to die but haven't tried in over a week. I need help and a hug. I want to die but not from heat stroke. I need $150, one painting, 3 $50 deposits or donations, or 15 $20 donations.
I'm really on my last leg. I just need to be able to get to bed. Otherwise I won't make it another day. I'm begging for help. I'm beyond my capacity to cope anymore.
Venmo- Kate-Havekost
Paypal- [email protected]
I need sleep.
Having an awful day and it's not improving!
It's over 100° again. My sincerest hope is to have the money for a hotel by 6pm. I can get out of the heat as soon as I can get enough to get a room!
I would save quite a bit if I can book several nights at a time. So that's my goal to sell enough to book through the weekend. To get three nights will cost roughly $550 including taxes and incidentals. I can check back in at three. Which would be ideal because it's supposed to be almost 100 today. That translates to selling one 12"x 16" wood panel.
I don't have enough money for a room tonight or food of any kind.
I need money for a hotel room tonight. Call me manipulative, I'm not okay right now and every second I'm not sleeping I'm building a logical case for ending my life. I need to make sure I sleep every night.
Artwork prices are very negotiable because of my ongoing unhoused crisis.














