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Can you do Ryan Gosling Ken headcannons
Hi! I already did Ryan gosling Ken headcanons in my part 2 of goslingverse headcanons but thank you for the request you are kenough :)
Love my chalant king 👑
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Goslingverse characters with their s/o:
Part 1
Part 2
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Grace is aroace and pretends reader is his fiancée in attempts to get out of being sent to space. [platonic]
Part 1
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I have some fanfic ideas but I don't know which one to do. What do you guys think? 🤔
ideas:
Grace x lost alien kid reader (platonic)
Bloody Mary headcanons
Grace x teacher reader (friendly rivalry)
Part 3 of Terms and conditions
My headcanons for goslingverse characters with their s/o:
(gender neutral reader,NSFW content MINORS DNI)[Part 2]
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Richard Haywood:
(aged up)
*Your house is a big mansion in LA. It's not minimalist but it's tacky and packed to the brim with absolutely useless things that Richard bought purely to show off his wealth to his friends.
*His love language is definitely a mix of physical touch and gift giving. He can't keep his hands off you and gets really handy especially when there's other guys around. He gets really jealous and possessive to a concerning amount. He had enough money to not have any rules or laws apply to him and he's aware of that. Richard is a pretty impulsive buyer but his impulsiveness becomes ten times worse when he's with you. If you glance at something in a store for longer than five seconds he's already walking to the checkout with two of said thing in hand.
*In arguments he manipulates and gaslights you to the point of where you question your sanity. "Come on baby you know I wouldn't do that to you. You know no one cares for you like I do" He's incredibly charming and knows how to sway you to agree with him without raising his voice but if he doesn't get what he wants after trying hard to persuade you,expect a big temper tantrum. Richard has always gotten what he wants when he wants and he's not gonna let you change that anytime soon.
*Nicknames for you: bae, nerd/dork (ironically)
*NSFW: This man is full of himself, bratty and incredibly selfish. He wants to be worshipped in bed and however he will make you see stars it's never because he cares about your pleasure. It's purely just to do with his ego. Knife play,fear play,choking. This guy is very kinky and rough. He has a major pictophilia kink. He loves rewatching videos of himself with his partners and patting himself on the back for a job well done. I can also see him having a thing for mirror sex just because he enjoys watching his partner's reactions but most of all he likes watching himself. I also think it's a 50/50 with him when it comes to control and that he's probably a switch.
*He's definitely an atheist and believes in a hedonistic philosophy that people should seek to experience as much pleasure and enjoyment as possible before they die. And by people he mainly means himself. He's not big on conspiracy theories unless he can gain something out of them. He has no desire for kids or any responsibilities in life whatsoever.
Lars Lindstrom:
*Your home is technically a renovated garage across from his brother's house. It's cozy but also really messy since he never expected he'd ever really show the inside of his home to anyone.
*Lars values his alone time so he sees spending time with you and ultimate show of his love. He also likes small acts of services. He's not a grand gesture kind of guy but every morning he'll make you breakfast, he'll bring back wildflowers he pciked in spring and he'll patch up any holes in your beloved plushies from years of wear and tear.
*He doesn't like conflict. He finds it very stressful. When he is angry he will awkwardly stand in a corner whilst expressing his disapproval. He prefers arguing by using your inside voices but if things escalate he might yell on rare occasions. Afterwards he likes when you two lay down next to each other at a respectable distance in bed. It's times like these that he will feel most nervous because he's unsure if you still love him after your arguments.
*Nicknames for you: he mainly just calls you by your first name,sometimes he'll call you dear
*NSFW: Lars is a proper gentleman and would want to wait until marriage. Intimacy is something that he finds incredibly difficult and this might never be a milestone he'd be comfortable enough with reaching but if he ever does I think he'd be very sweet and shy.
*Despite his difficulties with physical touch he does want children someday and would probably be more keen on adopting. It would stress him out a lot to have a surrogate or to have you carry the child due to his trauma with his mother's passing. He's a very religious man and goes to church regularly although he's too socially anxious to be active within the church community. Lars doesn't believe in any conspiracy theories either but sometimes he feels empathetic towards those little aliens on TV shows that somehow managed to land in a world where they don't belong and on rare occasions likes to pretend he is one going out on a space exhibition when he is uncomfortable in the current situation.
Ken:
*Your house is beautiful and very very pink. He can visit ofcourse but sleepovers is only for your best friends and Allan. That is unless you decide to grace him with the privilege of being able to sleep in your dream house for one night. Now that would be sublime.
*Ken loves supporting you through acts of service and whatever else you need. He secretly also would like to have more time spent together and it makes him a little sad that you're always so busy but don't worry he's fine as long as he wears his sunglasses to cover the neverending dread behind his eyes!
*He rarely argues because usually you're always right but sometimes when you do argue he gets very sulky and you might find him beaching more aggressively than usual that next day.
*Nicknames for you: My life,my light,most wonderful and beautiful
*NSFW: He does not have genitals but he will do a sexy strip tease just to get your attention and if he's feeling really saucy? The worm.
*Ken's religion is you because you are everything and can do anything. Since he's a doll I don't think it's possible for you guys to have kids but if you really want them Ken will try to find a way so you can get him pregnant but he might need Science Barbie's help to achieve that. His philosophy to life is beach and horses.
Luke Glanton:
*You both live in a remote cabin away from all the noise where the police won't find him. It has a very rustic and neat look to it that he'd be willing to change in minutes if you just say the word.
*He definitely likes buying you stuff and spoiling you in every way possible. He feels as a man, regardless of your gender, it is his duty to provide for his partner. That's just how he was raised. He also likes doing small acts of service that are usually protective to show his love. Things like walking on the outer side of the pavement or actively standing between you and sketchy looking people on the subway. He's not big on full on PDA but he loves holding hands and it genuinely makes him feel a little giddy inside not that he'd ever admit it out loud.
*Luke typically has a temper and will get in fights often with other people but he acts very differently with you in an almost cliché way. He speaks softly and never raises his voice at you even when you hurt his feelings.
*Nicknames for you: my love,baby
*NSFW: I think this guy is such a big teddy bear. He definitely likes being in control but he's also very gentle. I can see him being into overstimulation,edging and maybe some mild breathplay.
*He might look like a nonconventional guy and he knows his job is pretty dangerous but he still wants to have a family of his own someday. He's religious to put it very loosely. He believes there is some kind of higher power out there but he doesn't really know what yet. He also thinks people who believe in conspiracy theories have too much time on their hands.
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Part 1 >> Part 2 (you're here)
My headcanons for goslingverse characters with their s/o:
(gender neutral reader,NSFW content MINORS DNI) [Part 1]
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Ryland Grace:
*I think your house would be very messy and cluttered in a cozy lived-in kind of way. Matching mugs in the sink, drawings from Grace's students put up on the fridge and lots of photos framed on the wall. Ryland is very sentimental in my mind and I think he'd have a big box of just random stuff from your relationship up until the receipts from every dinner you guys had shared.
*His love language would definitely be intellectual connection and physical affection. He loves holding you close but he also loves having friendly debates with you over random topics. It's his way of connecting with you since he has this deep desire to understand your core beliefs and opinions over the smallest things.
*During arguments he's 100% the sassiest drama king you will meet. This man is petty and will not hesitate to say "I told you so". If his feelings got hurt he will also be really passive aggressive until you get the hint.
*Nicknames for you: my love, baby (ironically), stinky (also ironically)
*NSFW: whimpers,touch starved,begs,terrible at dirty talk. He's definitely the shy type and would fumble a lot in the beginning of your relationship. I also think he'd have a praise kink.
*When it comes to beliefs I think Ryland is atheist and prefers the big bang theory (not the show). He wouldn't really want kids. He loves teaching children in his classroom but having one 24/7 that he's 100% responsible for would stress him out too much. I can also see him stubbornly believing in the most out there conspiracy theories but always having a logical argument for it.
Colt Seavers:
*Your house would be pretty organized and modern looking with a bunch of gym equipment and a mini garden in your backyard. Colt mostly tends to it himself since he finds gardening to be calming.
*Colt is very big on words of affirmation. He will tell you how much he loves you and how beautiful you look every single morning. He also really likes physical affection, especially PDA. When he's stressed he'll take you out for long drives where you both talk about your hopes and dreams maybe even open up about your pasts.
*This man is absolutely atrocious at facing conflict. When you're arguing he typically will just walk away mid argument to cool off and think things through because he's terrified that he might say the wrong thing. He gets really distant when he's angry but he always returns (usually) and talks with you calmly about it after being given some time to process what he actually wants to say.
*Nicknames for you: Babe,honey,my sexy bacon (ironically)
*NSFW: manhandles,bit of an exhibitionist,likes being the one calling the shots but he also enjoys having full on conversations during sex even if it's about nonsense. It secretly turns him on when you're lecturing him about the small stuff with that angry frown.
*I think he's agnostic. He's more of a hardcore and devoted swifty than he is a devoted christian. I think he'd be open to kids but only if his partner really wants them. With his job he believes it might not be right to have a child that's dependable on him. He doesn't believe in many conspiracy theories and actively makes fun of anyone who believes stuff like the moon landing is fake.
Noah Calhoun:
*Your house is very unique and incredibly beautiful. It's handmade to the very last detail. It's pretty organized but far from minamilist. You also have a big pond with a ton of ducks. He likes watching your face light up when you feed them frozen peas in the mornings.
*Noah is extremely hotheaded and stubborn in arguments. He's very direct and doesn't sugarcoat things for you. If he feels you're being unreasonable or irrational he will call you stupid. He will raise his voice and persistently insist that you solve the argument right now. He has enough common sense to not break something or raise his hand to you but he's definitely intense during fights.
*Noah likes showing his love in various ways. His favourite is acts of service and gift giving. He'll make you coffee every single morning just the way you like and buy or make you gifts that actually mean something. He believes to be loved is to be known and uses gifts as an opportunity to show just how well he knows you. He also secretly likes writing poems about you. They're stuffed away in a drawer somewhere.
*Nicknames for you: sweetheart,baby
*NSFW: he's gentle and patient with you,pretty vanilla,I really think it's a 50/50 with him wether he's noisy or not. At the beginning he's deathly quiet cause he's incredibly nervous but I think once he gets more comfortable he's definitely the type to be easygoing and playful during sex and might even crack a few jokes to see if he can make you laugh. He's definitely got a marking kink and likes the thought of people knowing exactly who you were with last night.
*Considering this takes place in the 1940s I think Noah's a very devoted and traditional Christian man who definitely would want kids, preferably three. He is pretty narrow minded and doesn't believe in any scientific beliefs that discourage things said in the Bible.
Holland March:
*Your house isn't messy but it has a ton of beer bottles just laying around. It has a nice art deco style though.
*Holland is frustrating to deal with in arguments. He'll crack jokes after you just told him the most vulnerable thing. He doesn't raise his voice but he uses humour to deflect a lot to the point of kind of ragebaiting the person he's arguing with.
*Holland struggles with showing affection to partners after his wife's death. He'll show his love through quality time whether that be just sharing a beer together or doing a puzzle with you in bed at 3am. He'll buy you stuff sometimes but usually they're not all that personal or handmade and more practical things that he thought you could get some use out of.
*Nicknames for you: Honey,sweetheart
*NSFW: He's lazy during sex and a real pillow princess,he will say the most filthy things and then lay down and expect you to do most of the work. Likes receiving degradation. Secretly he thinks he might be a masochist but he's too scared to experiment and find out.
*Holland used to be a religious man but he stopped believing in God when his wife passed or so he claims but deep down he still wants to believe in heaven because the thought of his wife still existing in some form where she is able to see Holly grow up brings him a sense of comfort. He 100% believes that the space landing was fake. Although he already has a kid he's aware he's a shitty dad and wouldn't want more kids to disappoint.
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Part 1 (you're here) >> Part 2
I think you look beautiful...
Transfem jax isn’t my head cannon but she so cutie i had to reblog
then it’s a good thing for you that transfem jax is not a headcanon at all, it’s just plain actual canon. hope that helps
can’t even make eye contact smh,,
it doesn't matter
i can have brainworms as a treat but first some studies
I cried watching Project Hail Mary btw
What if PHM crew survived
everyone has to be nice to him
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Arograce x f!aroace reader [Part 2]
A/N: this isn't completely accurate to the movie or book events. I am not aroace myself so please feel free to comment if I might've misrepresented something or to just educate me on some aroace topics you guys would like to see represented in the fic
Tags: aroace,platonic soulmates,teacher x teacher,found family,mentions of acephobia
Warning: this chapter is mostly just a bunch of stuff that don't make any sense at all and is just meant to be silly fluff with slight angst at end. Also not proofread. Mentions of somewhat sexual trauma at the end.
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You felt as if you were experiencing a weird fever dream. With the lengthy story from Ryland and the noise from the TV you had decided to move to the balcony. "Wait wait wait. Let me get this straight. You want me to tell people we're engaged and I need to what? Pretend to be pregnant? So that the government doesn't send you to this super top secret space mission"
"Yeah basically" Grace cringed at his own words. He knew he was asking for a lot and he also was very aware of how completely insane he sounded but he was desperate. If Stratt found out he was lying he would be forced without allowing him even a simple goodbye to his students or mom.
"Ryland" a long moment of silence passed. You tried to tread lightly. "Is there any kind of medication you have forgotten to take today?"
"I don't have schizophrenia"
"I never said you did. Delusions are also very common in Bipolar disorder I think? Or so I've heard" You tried not to judge but in your mind this man was completely out of check with reality and clearly had some mental health troubles.
"I'm not insane" Grace ran a hand over his tired face and adjusted his glasses that were barely hanging on by a thread on his ears. "Look I know this sounds weird but I'm not insane. Please. It won't take long I promise... You're my only hope"
You sighed but with how desperate Ryland sounded you had half the heart to consider it. "I don't know Ryland. I'm not exactly keen on going to unfamiliar places with colleagues who talk about secret space missions"
"I will buy you that Nintendo switch you wanted" Those words broke down some of your suspicious defenses.
"Okay fine. But only for a couple days"
"Yes! I mean great. I owe you" Ryland pumped his fist in the air in silent victory when the call ended. If he could moonwalk he'd do a little dance too. He was too relieved at the possibility of evading going to space to care about the fact that he had just lost all his retirement funds to bribery. Gosh how much even was a switch?
~*~*~*~*~*
"I didn't even do anything!" Teenagers had a tendency of thinking the rules applied to them. Especially eigth to ninth graders and frankly it was giving you even more of a headache than usual.
"You were on your phone. Come on Jacob hand it over" your voice was perfectly calm as you held out your palm and eventually after seeing no way out of this the boy handed over his phone with a newfound frustration.
"I have rights you know"
"Yes and one of them is to not be an idiot in class. Now let's resume shall we?"
You may have been too harsh on the boy but your mind was elsewhere today. Today was the day Ryland had asked you to be his fiancée. He even called you this morning. On a burner phone of all things? Just to remind you about your meeting with this woman called Stratt this afternoon. He also insisted on you wearing a very basic silver band that looked more like a basic ring than an engagement one. There weren't even any diamonds.
It was confusing. You've been watching him like a hawk today. He showed no signs of delusions and seemed pretty in touch with reality in the break room today so why was he still insisting on this imaginary meeting?
You have never had any warning signs of Mr. Grace being aggressive. He was a very friendly colleague and you might even consider a very distant friend. And you were promised a Nintendo switch from this so you decided you'd go with him to this meeting he made up in his head.
You were busy enjoying your coffee and reviewing papers in your classroom when a red haired woman entered your currently empty classroom with two large men in suits and Ryland trailing after her. You heard her name fell from your lips. She had a thick accent you couldn't quite place.
"Or should I say Mrs. Grace to be?"
What the hell? These were actual people. This wasn't supposed to be part of the script. You pinched your arm but the three strangers in your classroom and a very nervous Ryland remained.
"Hi yes" you cleared your throat and stood to shake her hand. "Yeah that's me" Mr. Grace intertwined your hands. You weren't opposed to holding hands with your friends occasionally but his hands were sweaty and felt like you were holding the skin of an anxious fish that had just been pulled out of water.
"Come with me" Stratt did not ask and immediately walked. One of the men in suits seemed well acquainted with your colleague but he ushered you two to the car with an intimidating height despite his initial joking smile shared between Grace.
"Oh. Okay" you reluctantly followed. This woman walked twice the speed of a regular person like she had an entire world to save.
"Where are we going exactly?" You picked up the pace just to keep up and fell into a light jog that Ryland mirrored.
"You will see soon. Please enter the car. We will answer any questions in a moment"
The car drive was silent and the further you travelled into unfamiliar terrain and past the city, the more anxious you became.
You knew one thing for sure now. Ryland Grace was indeed not crazy. This was real. Oh shit.
~*~*~*~*~*
"Your fiancée,Ryland Grace, is part of a project of ours. We need him to travel to space but he is refusing out of his duty to you and your...supposed child on the way" Stratt's gaze travelled to your stomach with an unconvinced expression. Oh boy was it hot in here?
"Ah. Yes I remember he told me of that. I told him Ryland,my love, I will never forgive you if you go through with this. I will not raise this child on my own" Acting was never your thing.
But the overseer had no way of proving you incorrect. At least not right now. "You know it is strange. Grace has never once mentioned you. Not even to Karl" Her eyes were like two big lasers boring into your skulls.
"Well that is because she uh...cheated on me. Yeah she cheated big time. We had a fight. It was pretty heated. Didn't speak for weeks. That's why I didn't mention her"
Your jaw was now on the floor and you offered a polite smile before pulling Ryland aside. "I cheated on you? What the hell is wrong with you?" Your anger could be heard even when you were whispering.
"Well I can't say I was cheating. I've practically been living in this lab for the past few months. Just go along with it" Ryland mustered his best pleading expression and you reluctantly caved.
"Fine"
You took your seats again but you seemed more stiff in the way you were sitting now. "Sorry about that. The truth is...yes. I did cheat on Ryland"
A relieved sigh left the man now that you were finally going along with it but then you added your own little spin to it.
"You see Mr. Grace has a rare disease called Phallus regressus. It is truly tragic. His penis had shrivelled up and withered like a disappointing pig in a blanket. I was left unsatisfied for many years and I just.." you feigned distraught guilt and managed to focus enough to get your eyes to glaze over a little. "I lost control of myself. But we have decided to work things out. For the child" You turned to look at the increasingly agitated man next to you. "Isn't that right,darling?"
Your creative liberty had earned you a forced smile from Ryland. "Yes. Yes that's right"
Stratt felt at a loss of words. "I see...I wish I could unhear that. But we shall move on to the practicalities. As much as I wold like to believe in love I need to ensure that this is the truth" She set down a box of pregnancy tests. "Karl and Jonathan will escort you to one of the bathrooms. They will be waiting outside but do not feel alarmed. We are simply just making sure"
You both felt your stomach drop and judging from your colleagues constipated expression he was having a similar expression. Wasn't lying to the government like a crime or something?
God Ryland what did you get us into?
~*~*~*~*~*
She was far past her due date and incredibly uncomfortable. He knew he was playing with fire right now.
It was a simple plan really. He just needed to somehow get Mrs. Montgomery to use a pregnancy test,take said pregnancy test and then somehow find a way into the women's bathroom and switch it out with the one you were supposed to take. Maybe if you stalled them long enough this could actually work.
He took a shot and grabbed the unattended dark screen and pretended to be taking a call. "Hello? Yes?"
"Excuse you that's my fucking phone" Mrs. Montgomery argued.
"Mrs. Montgomery it's for you"
"No shit dumbass"
"Mr. Smith is saying he doesn't believe you about the baby and that he's not going to keep quiet about things unless you take this test right now to prove it" Gosh he felt insane and he's 99% sure that he was going to be sent to HR after this. Or worse.
"That bastard!" Gosh he was so glad she didn't have much trust in her side piece and soon to be the father of her child. Isn't love beautiful? That or she was just extremely gullible.
He watched Mrs Montgomery waddle to the rest room. Success! Now the task of getting it to you.
"You're in the way" Nancy,a woman who didn't care much for being polite. She didn't come off as the opposed to bribery type. Who knew keeping yourself from going to space was this expensive?
~*~*~*~*~*
"What's taking so long?"
Dammit! Grace was supposed to be here by now. "Um...I'm shy? Just a minute!"
Just then you heard arguing coming from outside the door. "Excuse you I have my rights! So unless you want me to pee all over the damn floor I'm going to go in"
A woman entered,Nancy, read on her name tag. She handed over a plastic bag with a pregnancy test in it. It was positive. You didn't want to think too much over how Grace got his hands on this.
Nancy didn't say anything and just adjusted her beautiful blonde curls in the mirror.
"Thanks" you smiled awkwardly at the woman before grabbed a piece of toilet paper from the stall and carefully removing the positive test from the bag. You'd prefer not getting urine on your hands.
You tucked the unused pregnancy test into your bra,too scared that they might go through your bag. Maybe this was more secure. You didn't want to go to jail.
~*~*~*~*~*
The silence felt deafening when Stratt stared at the test for a long moment. "Your training if the new standing starts tomorrow. You have three days. You will not leave this building for those few days"
"Yes of course" Ryland maintained a composed expression.
"You are excused"
You kept it in all the way until you were out of the building.
"Yes!" You don't know how but someway along the way you got involved into succeeding this deception. Maybe it was the brief stress of being arrested for lying to the government.
"We're pregnant!" Ryland pumped his fist in the air in victory. Well technically not pregnant but they were fake pregnant. Mission successful!
For a brief moment you both hugged even in the face of victory it felt odd to have contact with your colleague. Even if it was platonic.
"Is this awkward?"
"Yeah. Let's not do that again"
"Okay"
~*~*~*~*~*
"Thanks. You have no idea how much I owe you" After your victory you both decided to go for a well deserved bite at the lounge where Ryland had told you about everything. Well almost everything.
It was a bit deserted now that the sun had begun to set but it felt nicer than way. Ryland never liked crowds. "Sorry for dragging you into all this"
"It's ok" You offered a polite smile and something akin to empathy was glinting in your eyes. "I know what it's like. To have people think you're not as important just because of... well who you are" Or in your cases who you don't love. Atleast not romantically.
"Yeah life kinda sucks like that" Ryland's comment drew laugh from you both.
A loud silence filled you both and Grace merely sighed in agreement. "I used to think that if I tried hard enough that I could fit in"
"Is that so? I figure that went swimmingly"
A smile creeped its way onto his lips. "Not exactly. I used to have this girlfriend. She was a good friend of mine"
You weren't sure why but it felt as if physically the air around you had changed when he mentioned his ex. It was the kind of silence that would fill the movie theatres before the Titanic hit that iceberg.
"I really cared about her as a friend. I liked hanging out and it felt nice to hug someone or to even have someone just be there that was so loyal to you but I never really felt that desire to...go further"
Your frown deepened and you choked in when the sound of the jukebox was no longer sufficient enough to fill the silence.
"And did you?"
"I felt this crushing weight to keep moving things to the next step. I mean that's how relationships usually go. And when I..." Ryland's blue eyes looked more vibrant when they were glazed over. You wonder if bringing that up after this conversation would atleast get a laugh out of him and lift his spirits.
"People would say I got lucky which is kinda funny because every time I forced myself to just get it over with I felt like a piece of myself was taken that I just couldn't get back. She didn't do anything but I eventually just...ended up hating her"
What do you say to someone who had experienced something so incredibly invasive and personal? You had no idea.
"You know a friend of mine once told me about this book. And in it there's this guy. Now this guy says we should live life how we want instead of living it according to how other people think your life should be lived"
Ryland tried to suppress a smile but hearing his words thrown back at him was slightly amusing.
"So I'm a friend huh?"
"Yeah. I mean unless you think I'm too uncool to be your friend?"
"No no" he panicked and held up his hands in self defense. It's rare Grace managed to make friends in general. "Friends it is"
You both shook hands when an idea popped up into your head.
"You know what? Let's get married"
For a moment Ryland froze. He knew you didn't mean it in a romantic way,thank god, but still that was insane! Pretending to be engaged is one thing but married? As in legally binding married??
He laughed in attempts to brush it off. He must've misheard. "What?"
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Part 1 >> Part 2 (you are here)
Do you think I made Adrian too small
let's throw 1,000 skittles into each other's mouths and not tell anyone
"I can't remember their names but... they were my friends. My comrades"
Pls stop I'm crying 😭