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Well...here's some gifs of Dean's heart breaking over Cas

[lostwhump]

Supernatural Baby (11.04)

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my favorite little guy, I miss you

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still missing him btw

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cowboy edition <3

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I need him back.

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give him back to me!

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come back to me

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<3

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never not missing him.

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<3

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come back to me

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missing him

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yup, still missing him.

[castielcommunism]

in Regarding Dean when Dean talks to himself in the mirror and tries to recall important facts about his life, he doesn’t say like, oh I was born in Kansas, I’m a hunter, I’m 30 something years old, etc. Instead he just starts listing off all the people he loves

[tea-or-die]

All In - Ch 4

Chapter Four is up! You can read it here.

Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply Category: M/M Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Relationship: Castiel/Dean Winchester Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Cain (Supernatural), Charlie Bradbury, Dorothy Baum, Benny Lafitte, Max Banes, Alicia Banes, Aaron Bass, Background & Cameo Characters Tags: Alternate Universe - Roommates/Housemates, Roommates, oh my god they were roommates, Dean Winchester Tells Bad Jokes, Dad Jokes, Dean Winchester Uses Pet Names, Weed User Castiel (Supernatural), Recreational Drug Use, Dean Winchester's Love Language is Cooking, Pining, Mutual Pining, College | University Student Castiel (Supernatural), College | University Student Dean Winchester, Headaches & Migraines, Shotgunning, Autistic Castiel (Supernatural), Demisexual Castiel (Supernatural), Demiromantic Castiel (Supernatural), Gift Giving, Idiots in Love, They're In Love and Don't Know It, shameless flirting, Jealous Castiel (Supernatural), Insufferable Fondness, Masturbation, First Kiss, Getting Together, Love Confessions, First Time, Anal Fingering, Anal Sex

Charlie graces Castiel with another warm hug. He finds he truly appreciates it – he probably doesn’t get hugged enough. At least until she whispers in his ear.

“You better figure your shit out,” she tells him. “He’s not gonna wait for you forever.” Her face is dead serious for a moment, before she relaxes into a smile, calling out goodbyes as they head out the door. Castiel barely manages to respond. He’s too busy turning her words over in his head. Who is she talking about and what the hell did she mean?

[krexhatespushups-blog]

Y'all should really check this out. It's so cute and Cas is SO oblivious!

[castiellesbian]

when you're gay and having an emotional scene with your mom who you have been struggling to connect with even though you love her

[dftwm]

okay we really need to talk about it

I guess every person who believes in bi!Dean has ever thought “but why has this silly guy never come out? He’s obviously flustered by men but he never really tries”.

And!

There’s the cut scene from 14x14, “Ouroboros”, where Dean says John used him as a bait for evil truckers.

And if we think more than a second, we can see young Dean with his big green eyes and plump lips, playing innocence and taking dirty hints to distract the monster.

So. One more time.

Dean knocks on the door, smiles, flirts, winks and finally gets inside.

John is getting ready. Dean is still in the truck cabin with a lustful monster.

How far is he going? Hardly think John cares. He’s waiting for the perfect moment, while Dean is being touched or maybe even kissed, because Dean is a good soldier. And good soldiers don’t ruin the Hunt.

It wasn’t one time or two.

“Dad made me do it all the time”.

Dean was being touched by men against his will constantly, so over time he just couldn’t perceive gay people as he used to do.

We all talk about John being homophobic, but what if it wasn’t the reason?

What if Dean just couldn’t imagine himself with a man and not see all these truck drivers instead?

What if that’s why he never flirts with men in early seasons.

He still remembers too well. He still sees not enough positive examples.

What if that’s why a little later even drunk he could only flirt, but not sleep with men. Because sleep means lust. And men’s lust is disgusting and dangerous.

What if only years later he watches “Brokeback mountain” for the first time, witnesses Jack Twist’s love and yearning and pain and thinks “wow. that was pure. that was real”.

What if the process we can see through all the seasons is not a getting rid of the internalized homophobia, but a healing?

[sweetonsugden]

🥹

[caio-silva]

one of these is not like the others...

[winchestergifs]

5.8 | 14.12

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[targent]

cant fucking sleep bc wikipedia has separate lists for vampires and for fictional vampires

[inacatastrophicmind]

[erynnis-hun]

🫠

[shallowseeker]

Season 16 should play the romance for laughs. Dean somehow communicates that he returns Cas's feelings and Cas is GOBSMACKED.

But when Dean is hesitant to make the first move, Cas buys an etiquette book in courting. He also studies Dean's favorite movies.

It's awkward and just…sprinkled in like it’s nbd. Cas is writing poetry on napkins and leaving flowers in Dean’s workspaces.

Sam: “Let’s hit the books.”

(Cas has used one of Dean’s empty beer bottles as a vase, the flowers are dried so they’ll last longer)

Sam: “As I was saying, let’s hit the books.” (silence as he goes to move the flowers from Dean’s workspace)

Dean: “Don’t touch my shit.”

[shallowseeker]

It’s very important to me that the flowers are kinda ugly somehow. Everything Cas does is a little janky/cheap/lame/“off.”

EDIT: If it is something nice, he shoplifted it or got it through other criminal means.

[shallowseeker]

Sam keeps mistaking the poems for lore or case notes cause they’re in Enochian.

(They’re bizarre, like alien-type erotica in the vein of Song of Solomon)

Dean: (snatches the paper) That’s mine!

Sam: Dude, that’s Cas’s case notes????

Dean: ……no

[shallowseeker]

#whenever it gets close to being straightforward#dean mutters something like#vultures#harpies#none of your beeswax dude#etc#it’s private ok#my life isn’t a tv show

#sit com that natural!!!!!!!!!!#yes yes yes yes#the flowers in the beer bottle 🥺#i loooove a comedy c plot#Dean doodling Mr and Mrs Cas Winchester on his hunter journal while waiting for Sam and the camera watches#then Sam comes back and he SLAMS it shut which makes Sam suspicious where he wasn't even going to ask what he was writing befode#*before @kerryweaverlesbian

#so cute#and cas being the magpie that he is would just give dean absolutely random stuff#like a beer bottle cap or some jewelery he plundered from an etruscan lovers' tomb#absolutely cheap stuff and unbelievably priceless artifacts#they both mean nothing to cas and dean their monetary value that is means nothing to them#the value is purely in the gift in the exchange of something#in the “this made me think of you so here please take it”#“you keep those”#dean just makes nests out of all these things#and the poems would be some sort of epic of gilgamesh shit#“like a ....heaven he fell upon me” sort of poetry#words so deep and ancient that you don't even fully undestand but that make you blush anyway#meanwhile sam is there these rituals being too intricate for him and I love him for that via @ananke-xiii #they should still be disaster post confession#just another way#destiel text post @silver-stake-through-the-heart

Season 16 romance-as-unseen-background-noise-the-camera-never-quiiiiiite-focuses-on. They're wearing ringpops at some point.

[shallowseeker]

Oh yes we will never get enough of nesting

also i still love Sam trying so hard to make it less weird

✨ Sam: Dude, that’s Cas’s case notes???? ✨

Dean: …no.

[gr4ndtheftcanoe]

just kiss my fuckin forehead dude. i've been so good, man i swear

[lazarrusrising]

[gr4ndtheftcanoe]

just kiss my fuckin forehead dude. i've been so good, man i swear

[lazarrusrising]

[sankta-wraith]

All jokes aside, can we just take a moment to appreciate that this is basically the first time Dean is seeing Cas, his Cas, the Cas he fell in love with, in almost two years. I mean Cas was God for a bit, and then he was a Leviathan, and then he was dead, and then he was Emmanuel, and then he was insane, and then he was in Purgatory for a year; and between all of that, Cas hasn’t really looked like himself in quite a while. But then he walks out of that bathroom and he looks like Cas again. The trench coat, the blue tie, neat(ish) hair, clean shaven, even the little smile. So of course Dean gets a little hot and bothered. That’s his angel right there. That’s his Cas. He hasn’t seen him like that in so long, and I bet there’s a part of him that thought he would never see him like that again. But there he is, standing in a motel room looking like he was ripped right out of one of Dean’s fonder memories.

[evrikka]

JENSEN ACKLES and JARED PADALECKI in the first trailer for the final season of “THE BOYS”

[wyrdpersonwhowanders]

ah yes supernatural, the show where our otp regularly try to kill each other and then gay love pierces through the veil of death and saves the day and all that shit