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i thought of a new tattoo idea yesterday and i absolutely love it

it’s one i immediately knew i was going to get and it kind of has to do with you

#tattoo #ideas #tattoo artist #designs #new designs #tattoo designs #reminders of you #permanent #i miss you #it’s not weird #it’s a good idea #i’ll get it

i almost told you i missed you tonight. maybe it was the alcohol but it’s true and you should know that

i really, really miss you

#i miss you #hard cider #drinking #alcohol #i really miss you #the alcohol talking #i don’t know #depression #one day i’ll see you again #it hurts #i wish you were here

i miss competing against you in everything and for everything because now it’s so difficult for me to get myself to do work… or anything

i miss that about you

#competitions #competitiveness #competitive #i miss you #i don’t get anything done #productiveness #depression #competing over everything #that’s so fun #i’m better than you #hahaha

i’m starting to befriend someone new and it’s a struggle but it’s going alright and i’m supposed to see them again very soon but you texted and now… well, now i’m gonna keep accidentally comparing them to you

i hate you for making my standards so high

#friends #new friends #it’s hard #social anxiety #comparisons #they’re never you #they’re never as good as you #except maybe once #almost #i hate you #i miss you #you made me like this #high standards #no one compares #it sucks #making friends is hard

i went to a concert by myself last night and it was incredible. it made me feel things and i legitimately miss it

and that’s exactly how i feel about you

#concert #music #it was amazing #by myself #lone wolf #so fun #feel #feelings #feel things #happy #sad #alive #scared #uncomfortable #social anxiety #it was so cool though #i miss it #i miss you

i had the most wonderful dream last night and you were in it

but when i woke up, i felt incredibly empty because you’re not here

#dreams #good dreams #happy dreams #i miss you #so fucking much #sometimes i wonder if you miss me this badly too #it doesn’t even matter #life sucks #but it sticks less with you #but you’re not here #sad #it hurts

i miss my dog so i got a pet fish. it sounds stupid but it makes sense to me.

i miss you too

#dogs #they’re the best #dogs make the world better #pet fish #fish #replacements #i miss you #i could never replace you #not even if i tried

tonight i wish i was a smoker. don’t ask why. i just do. i know it’s bad for me but that’s what i’m feeling right now

i think you’d understand

#smoking #bad for your lungs #cigarettes #anything really #idk why #but also i totally know why #stress #i miss you #you’d understand

my roommate had a mental breakdown today so i didn’t tell her i was on the verge of one today (really for the last week) because i didn’t want to complicate things

i would’ve told you though

#mental breakdown #depression #stress #ugh #i miss you #dogs make the world better #a lot #sad #so much to do #so much happening #decisions #life

is it bad that all the people in the world that i want to see most are thousands of miles away?

you’re at the top of the list

#miles away #thousands of miles #like two thousand #more than that #everyone is really far #long distance #long distance friendship #i miss you #it’s been a while #sometimes it doesn’t feel that far though

i talked to someone new today. i put myself out there. it went well but i don’t know if i’ll see them again

i think you’d be proud regardless

#social anxiety #stress #new people #strangers #new friends #i miss you #you’d be proud #i tried #i did something big #they’re not you #i need to stop comparing people to you

i’m kind of dreading tomorrow

facing it would be a lot easier if you were here

#tomorrow #the future #no #just no #dread #stress #meeting people #phone calls #social anxiety #i miss you #you make things easier #you make me less stressed

i had one of those dreams that’s good and leaves you just feeling kinda happy and peaceful when you wake up. it was really weird but it was good

the last time i felt even close to that was when you were around

#i miss you #sad #happy dream #peaceful #not a nightmare #it was weird #i didn’t want to wake up #it’s been a while #a few months #happiness #i wish you were here

sometimes i replay conversations endlessly in my head to try and figure out how i screwed it up - how i pushed them away - how i offended them somehow, you know?

i need you to tell me how to move past that

#replaying conversations #what did i do wrong #how did i screw it up #sorry #did i offend them #i hate it #the wondering #i need help #stop overthinking #overthinking #i wish you could actually be here #i wish i could talk to you #i miss you

every time i hear habits (stay high) by tove lo i think of you

i miss you

#habits (stay high)#tove lo #it’s such a good song #i listen to it on repeat #to keep you off my mind #to forget i’m missing you #i miss you #in a haze #sad

i can’t stop arguing with myself over things that shouldn’t feel so important and it’s really annoying

i wish you could help me figure it out

#advice #i miss you #i miss talking to you #arguing with myself #little things #it’s not even important #stress #social anxiety #it sucks #it makes life harder #wish you could help

i went camping by myself and i had such a good time. i really prefer being by myself

except when it comes to you

#by myself #introvert #antisocial #kind of a hermit #camping #sleeping in my car #i miss you #alone with you #by myself with you #alone #that’s fun

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