A very tired Will Graham fictive

he/it

[proudfictive]

Guess I need to make a pinned post here.

I'm Will Graham, a fictive in a plural system. The rest of my system believes we have DID. Personally, I'm anti-psych and I believe that we're a soulbond system.

I use he/it pronouns. Internally, I am a 40-year-old bisexual man. Physically, we are an intersex, disabled, chronically ill, mentally ill Indigenous adult.

No DNI. Doubles welcome.

Warning for discussion of hard kinks and for personal posts about suicide. I'm not good about tagging reblogged posts, but I tag suicidal posts.

I follow back from @transandrosis. That's the tumblr that the rest of my system uses. They're very different from me, so no hard feelings if you don't follow them.

We have a collective fandom (Hannibal NBC) tumblr at @piteousness.

[proudfictive]

I actually laughed out loud when I read this AI summary.

[perriaeyjeve]

[your-mighty-words-astound-me]

So we definitely need more positive representation of DID, but you know what would be funny? Mildly inconvenient representation of DID.

Oh the world is ending and you need to know about this one specific thing? Yeah I have a guy for that but he doesn't feel like fronting right now

Sorry what's happening rn is this the bad guy? Yeah I just switched in idk what's going on

I know you're dating one alter but we're currently co-con with another alter who hates you so idk how I'm feeling rn

And just who do i think I am? It's funny you should ask that I actually don't know right now

[thestarseersystem]

Wait I just remembered this. here u go :3

[munneknight]

honourable mention

[netherator]

[cipher-fresh]

[ID: A comic book panel of Spider-Man sitting on a brick wall next to Moon Knight. Dialogue says

“Hey, Marc, I-”

“I’m Jake.”

“Jake, listen.”

“Oops, Steven now.”

“Okay, Steven…”

“Marc again.”

The second image shows Moon Knight whispering to Spider-Man, “Wow, I picked a bad moment to space. What’d I miss?”

“Gamora’s taking over the family business.”

“Who’s Gamora?”

“Just punch whoever I punch in a second.”

The third image is a tumblr comment reading “Had a roommate who was a system. One time we were playing a card game with some friends, and a different alter suddenly switched in played a card that allowed them to leave, and left to go play games on their phone. Five minutes later, the original alter walked back in said ‘well, that was rude, I wanted to keep playing’” /End ID]

[alphacrone]

pulling yourself up by your strap-on or whatever they say

[ytumamatambien2001]

ooh so you like my blog? name five of my fetishes

[thethreeofusalone]

Queer systems are like “I’m lgbt” “what, all at the same time?” “yes”

[scaredaloneweird]

its not even character development anymore its just torture

[sugaglos]

So much pain and suffering and for whAT

[osazaisbloodstainedbandages]

society when a mentally ill person doesnt function like a regular person: 😨😨😟😟😱😱😱

[splattergutz]

i feel like i’m cursed forever but other than that i’m doing alright

[turnipfritters]

[crabussy]

"oh you're part of a system? that must be so awful, having people speaking inside your head and taking over your body to do whatever they want!" it wasn't awful when sunny realised I wasn't drinking enough and filled up a large bottle of water so that I could see it and pour it directly into my cup without getting up. it's not awful when jasper immediately shoots down my irrational fears with calm, kind logic.

[crabussy]

it wasn't awful when francis spent an afternoon at the aquarium instead of me and got to see all the fishes for herself. it's not awful when julian can't contain a snort of laughter in my head at something we both heard or saw. it's not awful when phoebe procrastinates on assignments to play beatsaber until she's sweaty and bored. it wasn't awful when jon sat outside on the porch late at night, talking quietly to a neighbour's cat. it's never awful when any of the others chime in about everyday tasks and decisions and ideas. it's not awful when I come back and see that my house is suddenly tidy. it's not awful when I come back and it's messier.

[crabussy]

we're just people moving through our lives with one body between us. we have just as many small joys, irritations, helpful moments, poor choices, fits of giggles, bad times, and affectionate interactions as anybody else on earth. you can't decide we exist in a state of constant misery from our mode of existence alone. I love my crew.

[crabussy]

it's been nearly 8 years since I figured out that I wasn't alone in here. in those 8 years, we've all been through so much shit. we've also made so, so many good memories. I truly wouldn't want to live any other way.

I hope you're kind to the systems in your life. you have a very real power to make being part of a system less awful, just by listening and treating us like real people. and is that not wonderful? [:

[ageae]

Fifi_by_the_sea

[staceythinx]

Erosion by Tamsin van Essen. Who knew parasitic invasion could be so beautiful?

van Essen on her project:

This work explores erosion and the disruption of form. Focusing on biological erosion, I wanted to convey the idea of a host being attacked and eaten away by a parasitic virus, highlighting the creeping spread of the infection as it corrupts the body. I have produced a series of angular porcelain forms, sandblasted to wear the surface and reveal inner strata. This aggressive process, contrarily, creates a delicate vulnerability in the shape. The translucency of the porcelain and the interruption of the surface make it possible to glimpse through to layers beneath, creating a tension between the seen and the obscured.

[oldbutchdanielmolloy]

[redacted] isn’t enough i need [redacted]

[cheaphalloweencostume]

“be gay do crime! but sex is yucky and crime is wrong!” ass website

[cheaphalloweencostume]

literally 😭😭😭

[asexual-amanita]

As summer is approaching, I’d like to remind everyone that you are not entitled to ask someone to cover up their scars, self inflicted or not. I don’t care if they’re big, I don’t care if they’re noticeable, or purple, or all over their body, or what. You can’t police people’s bodies.

[asexual-amanita]

This also goes for my friends with feeding tubes, ostomy bags, central lines and urinary catheters. People are allowed exist in bodies that stray from the expected norm.