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d1 batman glazer sorry he solos all your favs bc i love him i love prompts!! just specify <3 @pufferfishie on ao3

[pufferfishzero]

hi! welcome to my blog <3 I'm fishie, 21f, pufferfishie on ao3. I've been in fandom since I was 11 I think? this is a dc-related blog; within that, I'm most interested in reading/writing about

bruce wayne angst

ghostbat

bruce & dick

autistic bruce wayne

codependent superwonderbat

actually any codependent relationships with bruce

anything I've written is tagged under #fishiewrites ! and this isn't exhaustive, just what I'm most comfortable with writing. I love to talk DC, so please send any thoughts/asks, especially if they're related to the list! feel free to just dm me with an idea, too. I'm comfortable exploring every type of bruce angst (SA, self-harm, dehumanization, suicidal tendencies/thoughts, etc)

I'm a huge multi-shipper, I've been around the block with superbat, batlantern, batcat, brutalia, twobats/bruharvey, and probably more.

as for other fandoms I've loved:

aftg

svsss

haikyuu (guess my fav character!)

klance

atla (jetko is on top, but also zukka and sokka/suki/zuko)

jjk (it took me like a full two years to recover from gojo/stsg...)

this goes for any writing on this page or my ao3, but constructive criticism is always welcome. I want to be a better writer, so any feedback is greatly appreciated.

[body-betrayed]

To the person that wrote that one of the many reasons that Dick is Bruce's favorite is because Dick is the only person - not only friend or family member, only person - Bruce is absolutely sure will come back no matter what, you are extremely correct and I wanna suck you off

And to the person that reminded me that Bruce and Dick canonically find it painful to be around each other because they remind each other of the days when it was just the two of them. And how that time was the best time of their lives and they will never get that back. you are extremely correct and i'm sending heat seeking missiles to your house.

[pufferfishzero]

when bruce is in a particularly bad headspace, god help the first batkid he sees. a zombie in his own home, eyes glazed over even as his body moves with his ingrained fluidity and grace. the moment he registers one of his children in his radius, his head snaps in their direction and the hunt begins. with a speed only a Flash could outdo, he’s dragging his kid into his arms, tucking their head into the crook of his neck and carrying them to the living room to initiate family cuddles. the others will stop by for a few hours, or perhaps the whole night, but that first child is never leaving his arms.

bruce gets so embarrassed once he’s back in his own body, but what he doesn’t know is that the kids all fight over who gets the comfort of Papa Bat cuddles.

sure, they could still join later, but they like seeing bruce, reduced to only his rawest self, be torn out of his own self hatred because he loves them more than he could ever hate himself. even stuck in a miserable spiral, all it takes is one look at any of his kids and he is rushing to love on them

[pufferfishzero]

Thoughts on minhkhoa x bruce x harley?

I want them to be together so bad 😭

i’ll be honest it’s not my cup of tea, but what i absolutely do love and want to see more of is ghostbat with harley as khoa’s queer platonic partner and bruce’s younger sister. i adore her third wheeling them but never feeling like a third wheel because they all ready do click so well together. especially her understanding of bruce’s mental illnesses and khoa’s aspd, and the two men knowing how to support her when she needs it ugh love them

[pufferfishzero]

bruce doesn’t trust the food in the manor but he also just doesn’t give a shit anymore. alfred has drugged him so many times to force him to rest or take a break that, at this point, bruce is used to handing off his autonomy to the man. it stopped registering as something he should fight for when he was 10. he knows, abstractly, that he should have ownership of his own body; at least, he knows it well enough to ensure his kids are safe from it even as bruce lives it.

but his training years reinforced the idea that his body is not his own. he gave ownership of his body to whomever he called master, let them command anything if they promised it would make him better. and, well, at least alfred does it out of love, right? or- or some semblance of affection? residual care from when bruce was still tolerable, at the very least. yes, bruce will take it as a form of care from the man. he gets so little others, surely he can have this?

[pufferfishzero]

cw implied/references dubcon

bruce thinks he likes when people are rough with him because, after a night of unwanted caresses and gentle hands sliding up his thighs, the following brutality he faces as batman is a much welcome relief. he doesn't realize he does enjoy soft sex because every time he's had it, it's with a stranger he wishes he could forget

[pufferfishzero]

Hi,

Opinions on ghostmaker-harley quinn queer platonic chaotic friendship? (Like shawn and gus from psychic)

I love them so much. I wish they had more interactions/fics

love!! i dont see them as a shawn and gus dynamic tbh because i dont see khoa as THAT playful and unserious (he's too busy aurafarming for that lol) but the best friendisms go HARD. harley is definitely dragging khoa around on ridiculous side quests and khoa is pretending to hate it while being very actively involved the whole time lol. when it comes to messing with people, though, they're a nightmare team omg they both LOVE trolling

[robs-your-robins]

Thinking about Bruce going from only living with Alfred and the ghosts of his parents in the Manor to having the kids living in the house. And I'm just thinking about Bruce subconsciously waking up to seeing his all kids and sidekicks wandering around the house most of them who brought friends with them, the house is a mess, Alfred is directing food and drink operations, laughing and joking, the house is so noisy and Bruce is just overstimulated but he can't even go to the Cave because Damian has Jon over for a movie night, he can go anywhere but the Watchtower but it's not even his shift. He's not mad or anything. There's just so many kids in his house.

[renviary]

ghostbat kissing bcuz dc are cowards

[mooniolex]

happy priiideeee, i still have some pride drawings planned so this wont be the last one

[garabato0s]

take care baba's chair

[pufferfishzero]

Would it be alright to use your fic prompts/ideas from here as Inspo for fics to write (credited of course)? No pressure >:3

of course!! all i ask is that you link the original post and tag me so i can read it hehe

[pufferfishzero]

"You used me! I trained you, treated you and loved you like my own son, and you destroyed everything I built! Even now, you have the audacity to stand against me," Ra's snarls at Bruce. Bruce holds back a flinch, stands tall against a man he still, guiltily, loves. He is aware of his family fanned out behind him, watching but not interfering at his command, but his focus is slowly narrowing to just him and Ra's.

"i used you?! I gave you everything I had, everything I was! I gave myself over to you, and you still think I was using you??"

"I am not so foolish as to think you would sincerely end the Wayne lineage to become one of mine."

Bruce almost stumbles back in disbelief at the words. "That- that was all I wanted. Did I not prove my loyalty to you, time and time again? Ra's," Bruce shakes his head in distraught confusion. "I let you do anything to me. I let you carve open my body and hold my heart in your palms while I lay awake. I let you rewire my veins, break and reset my bones, flay me open and mold me to your tastes. I gave you everything! My body is more yours than mine! All I wanted was one change from you, one thing to prove your loyalty to me!"

"That 'one thing' was the fundamental mechanism of change, Bruce. I know you have your childish ideals, and I indulged them myself for some time, but what was I supposed to do when you refused to grow up and see the world as it is?"

"YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO KEEP ME!" Bruce can't keep the anger and hurt out of his voice as he shouts. "I remade myself for you and you still threw me aside! All I ever wanted was a family, and I am so damn grateful to be a father, but I wanted one too. Is that so awful? I just wanted to be a son before a father, and I thought you..." Bruce doesn't finish the sentence, instead staring off to the floor on Ras's left.

Gently, Ra's speaks. "In another life, another time, another place, it might have been us," Ra's says. "But in this one, you have your faithful butler watching you, protecting you."

Bruce smiles wryly. "My butler? He's tried leaving me every time I get difficult. Should've seen him when I was addicted to venom. You could always withstand me, but he wanted to leave. If I hadn't adopted Dick when I did...."

A pained look crosses Ra's face as he steps forward. "My boy, I-"

"No," Bruce says, "we can't fix it now. You- I could forgive you hurting just me. I already have, but you laid hands on my kids. I can't be part of your family anymore, not without abandoning my own. And I don't have to tell you that I won't ever do that." Bruce steps back towards his actual family. He watches, distantly, as Ras's hand drops from where it had reached up to touch Bruce. He turns, showing his full, unguarded back to Ra's as he takes his family back home.

Another life, another time, another place...

[pufferfishzero]

he hasn't consciously realized it yet, but bruce is waiting for someone to save him from the pervasive touches he endures as Brucie at galas and in the public eye. he knows he cannot exert his own autonomy himself, he knows he must dutifully allow the touch even as it whittles him down from a person living to a machine performing. but, perhaps, someone will see the almost (intentionally almost) imperceptible tightening to his eyes, the tension in his back, the exhaustion when he's come, the scrubbed-raw pink of his skin after he showers...

maybe, if someone else notices, they'll tell him he doesn't need to endure the hands on his chest and back and thighs and ass. they'll tell him gotham doesn't need him to smile through the discomfort, to invite more touches against his own will. they'll tell him it wouldn't matter even if gotham did need that, because he is free to say no. maybe, please, will someone notice?

but he's raised a family of detectives, and his best friends are an investigative journalist and a princess who sees the truth between the lines of reality. and they've seen, they must have seen, but if these people who are so much better than bruce himself, so kind and good, have not excused bruce from this duty, then maybe it is the right thing to do, to just deal with it.

[warrior-of-storms]

they should invent a me that actually writes & delivers on the things she said she would write

[jlquarterly]

TIM DRAKE READING ORDER

For those who, like me, when they like a character they need to read every single comic the character appears in, I have compiled a list of all of Tim Drake’s appearances from his debut up to the 2011 Flashpoint reboot (not including New 52 continuity).

[koiloii]

bruce and minhkhoa both having an empty hole inside them and dealing with crushing loneliness, but while bruce is able to fill it up by devoting himself solely to gotham. the only thing that minhkhoa was ever able to find that would satisfy him was bruce