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I'm in a bad mood
I hate the world right now. Why do I feel this way.. I've got everything I could ever want not need. I've got luxury that my friends dream of. I've got the freedom I've never had before. Yet, all I want to do is cut a neat little line into my skin. Punishing myself for a crime, I didn't do.
A flash back into childhood
And today's the day teddybears have their picnic.
A story..
A woman walk in to a man in a nightclub beside the waterfront. She spilt her redbull into both of them."My bad" he shouts over the music. "That's okay," she says back as she walked in to the lady's room. "You owe me a drink!" After drying her softrose gold blouse off and adjusted her black tight skirt, she went back to find the man. He turned around, took a sharp breath as if he was shocked to see how beautiful she was. She smiled at his gaping jaw, "that was a red bull that you owe me." "yeah, of cause. You not drinking tonight?" she sighed, "I'm sober because I have no plans tonight and if I have to drive, at least I'm not drunk." He nodded, "that way I can be pleasantly surprised if I make a plan which allows me not to drive home," she continued. "Interesting, as I have no plans also," he smiled. "Would you care for a drink other than red bull?" she smiled and winked in return. She mouthed 'surprise me'. The man quickly turned, as he flagged down then bar tender to where they stood. "I'll have a rum and coke and for the lady," He paused. "Smirnoff vodka, with a lemon wedge and lemonade". He turned to look at her and said, "I'm Roy by the way." She stretched out her hand, "I'm Cassy." Shortly after, the bar tender hand them their drinks, "Nice to meet you Cassy." Roy said as he took a sip of his drink. The ice from his drink, corest his upper lip. Roy was wearing a dark suit shirt and black slanks that gave the impression of power and wealth.
There is a river in you. Do not let it spill from your eyes, let it flow from your mouth.
Isra Al-Thibeh (via poemsporn)
Need this ! ❤
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I want this tattooed on me
A little louder for those in the back.
This THIS THIS THIS.
This is why people keep quiet about their mental illnesses…and why we need to speak up.
I full agree with this !!!
It's amazing how much :
It's amazing how much I hate myself; like every single little scar and my birthmark and my eyes. I was blown away by how much I hated my reflection and how much I wanted to look like someone beautiful for once. I hated my breast, my ass and especially my stomach. Every way I look at myself in the mirror, I could always see a flaw or an imperfection. How many more self-esteem issues am I gonna have before I do one of those, self-love courses??
Simply border_
It's amazing how a simply text, a smile from a stranger or a compliment from a friend, can change your whole day
So lonely. Broken hearted once again. But hide it behind a smile and a lie. Let no one know how I'm dead inside.
having BPD
Having a mental illness like Borderline personality disorder is kind of like fishing.
except you have no rod or bait or a boat.
you're just sitting in a bathtub with a rubber duck making weird noises.
I've had a long day..
So I'm a whore now. That's okay. I'll blame it on my bpd anyway. It's not my fault I act this way. I just want too feel wanted, in every which way. I do what I do, I'm easy that's true. But I'll do what I want even if it means fucking you. Sex is a weapon that I hold against you, fuck me I dare you what more is there too do?
Hope is Fading Away
I'm struggling. I'm fighting against the erge too cut, Too fall back into my old habits. I'm single again. Heartbroken and sad. Why can't I stay happy? Why can't I keep a boyfriend? I don't have the hope too live. I'm drowning in emotions. Borderline personality disorder is the hardest thing too understand, even harder too live through.
Dark Thoughts from My BPD Mind
I can't breath. I'm drowning in emotions. I'm being ripped apart by the heavy current. I can't breath. Cutting is like a gasp of fresh air. But it only lasts a moment. I can't take it. I can't breath. I can't keep living like this.
STEPPS: bpd therapy
System Training for Emotional Predictably and Problem Solving. I did this when I was 18, I'm now 20. Did it help me ? Nope. You know what has though.. Exercise.
The semicolon ;
The times when I fine it hard to cope, I look at my tattoos, I remind myself why I'm here; because I'm a big sister. No I don't have a ; tattoo but after hearing what it is about, I just might.
Me.
Borderline personality disorder is a pattern of having very unstable relationships, having difficulty controlling emotions and thoughts, and behaving recklessly or impulsively.
This is me. You probably couldn't tell just by looking at me that I have a severe mental illness. But I do. It's called Borderline Personality Disorder. It's not talked about very much in the town I live in. It's not really talked about in the country I Iive in... I feel very alone
