itās so special to me that so much of fan culture is textual analysis for the love of the game. like thank god there are people in my phone who are also thinking about this thing i love so much that they are writing transformative fiction as character studies and setting clips of the show to music with theme-relevant lyrics and writing long text posts analyzing every line of dialogue like!! yay!!!
Aziraphale and Crowley's last kiss explained (by a European) āØā¤ļø
I shall jump straight to the point: people online did NOT seem pleased with Aziraphale and Crowley's last kiss. However, unlike them, i believe this was a deeply meaningful, touching and romantic moment for us to see and i thought I'd give my two cents about it too.
For starters: this was an APOLOGY kiss. That's right people, not a simple "I love you" or "I like you back" kiss but a PROPER apology kiss. Aziraphale reaches for it first, it's the first thing that comes to his mind when he realizes this might actually just be the last time they ever get to see each other. He wants to start over, do it better, and in order to do that he needs Crowley's forgiveness for everything that has happened in the past few years for things to finally be RIGHT.
He also touches his lips the same way he did when he first got kissed by Crowley at the end of season 2, except this time he does it to "give it back". It simbolizes Crowley's feelings being reciprocated, a tender act of apology for not kissing him back the first time but finally doing it right this time. He no longer thinks of that touch to his lips with sorrow or hatred or confusion, but rather as an answer, as something beautiful, as the love he's always felt but could never find the courage to openly reciprocate until now.
As for a possible additional meaning, here in Europe a kiss given by the fingertips can symbolize many things. One of them is "farewell" (and given the context of this scene i might add this kiss was the perfect choice), it's a sign of respect and profound admiration, it's a tender act to say goodbye in a polite and innocent way: it's pure, just like them.
Additionally, in my country, a kiss by the fingertips is most commonly known as a religious act, a sign of devotion and adoration done to the feet of sacred statues and holy sculptures; it symbolizes complete submission to our deepest love for the holy and to surrender to the greatness of the saint we behold, to give them our complete and undoubted faith.
it's loyal, It's devoted and faithful, It's endlessly filled with love and respect, it's playful and innocent but also clever and bold: it represents Aziraphale PERFECTLY. ā¤ļø
i believe we were very lucky to be able to see the different ways these two characters express their love for one another, we get to see how Crowley expresses his love through a kiss and we get to see how Aziraphale does it in his own way. They both come straight from the heart, both dripping with need and affection and love, but each in their own, unique ways.
Their kiss is THEM, it's a reflection of what they think of one another, how they see each other, and how they perceive their relationship. And i think it's the single most beautiful thing I've ever seen in a very, VERY long while.
To anyone interested in translation and/or poetry, may I recommend this excellent website? On each page youāll find the original French text of a poem from Baudelaireās Les fleurs du mal, along with five or six translated English versions of that poem. The translations are all in verse, but run the gamut from unrhymed and fairly literal to tightly rhymed with significant departures from the original. Not only are some of the translations quite good English poetry in themselves, the project as a whole demonstrates how poetic translation works and what choices a translators make to try and get across the spirit of the original.
Fleursdumal.org is dedicated to the French poet Charles Baudelaire (1821 - 1867), and in particular to Les Fleurs du mal (Flowers of Evil).
I thought today about a villanelle
I had an inspiration there and then
I wrote this in a spreadsheet in Excel
Itās hard to keep the poems rigid shell
On track inside my mind, so when
I thought today about a villanelle
I thought about refrains re-rung like bells
And how simple it might be to begin;
I wrote this in a spreadsheet in Excel
The line below these two, I brag to tell
Is simply coded as =A1
I thought today about a villanelle
And this stanzaās refrain, I neednāt spell
It out; it equals A3 and is done!
I wrote this in a spreadsheet in Excel
I planned to use this better, really sell
The bit; but flew too closely to the sun.
I thought today about a villanelle
I wrote this in a spreadsheet in Excel
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ETA 2/2024: Iāve had many inquiries about this poem, so if you came back to this original post to see about attribution, hi there! I give blanket permission for this poem to be shared as you like and/or used as a teaching resource. Iād love if my name (copperbadge aka Sam Starbuck) went with it, and if you wanted to add a link to my published work at http://extribulum.wordpress.com youād be doing me a solid, but you all just do what you can. Hope the people you share it with enjoy it!Ā
One time this man approached me in a bar talking in Spanish. So I assumed he was Spanish and we started speaking, we had a whole ass conversation and at some point he was like. So what part of Spain are you from? And I said well Iām Italian actually. What part of Spain are you from? And he was like. Iām Greek.
One time I was in Argentina and I was so tired of trying to speak Spanish because Iām not very good at it lmao so I broke into exasperated English and the retail seller girl quickly understood me and engaged me in conversation. We talked for a while, she introduced me to a makeup brand, and then I decided to buy it. While she was packaging the purchase, she asked me if I were from the US or perhaps the UK and I just said āoh no Iām Brazilian hahahā and she looked me straight in the eyes and said, in clear Portuguese, āIām Brazilian tooā
When my dad went to China on a work trip, his Mandarin speaking wasnāt great but his listening was fine (his first language is Cantonese) and he encountered a German guy who had moved to China to work. My dad knew how to speak German because he studied it in university (but wasnāt great when it came to listening to new vocab he hadnāt studied before), and the German guy knew Mandarin because he lived and worked in China, so they had a conversation where my dad spoke to the German guy in German and the guy responded in Mandarin. Iām sure it confused a lot of their coworkers who just saw the Asian guy speaking German and the white guy speaking Mandarin.
Some years ago, I worked for a manufacturing company that had a service depot in China.Ā One of the engineers from the main office here in the US spent most of his time at the depot.Ā The problem was that he didnāt speak *any* of the various Chinese languages, and no one at the depot spoke any English.
They all, however, spoke Spanish.
Ye knowe eek, that in forme of speche is chaunge
With-inne a thousand yeer, and wordes tho
That hadden prys, now wonder nyce and straunge
Us thinketh hem; and yet they spake hem so,
And spedde as wel in love as men now do.
glossary:
eek also
and even
tho at the time
prys great value
wonder a cause for astonishment
nyce stupid
spedde succeeded
You know the form of language, too, can change.
Within a thousand years, even the words
that were most precious then, seem strange
and foolish to us; yet they spoke them so
and did no worse in love than we now do.
detailed translation and etymology notes below the cut:
knowe: modern (and middle) 'know' is from oe (ge)cnawan. however that's not a good oe translation here, as it means something more like recognize (and its actually pretty uncommon). I used witan here, ancestor of modern wit, which is more like 'to be aware of a fact'.
forme: this is French! there were a few oe words that would fit here, but I chose hiwung (in the dative here). think to hew (at least I assume? I can't actually find anything confirming the etymology)
speche: from oe spƦc (genitive here). usually in oe this is sprƦc, with an r, but not always! and for whatever reason, the version without the r is what stuck around
chaunge: also French! the oe is wendan (as a noun here). origin of modern 'went' as in the past form of 'go' as well as the rather archaic word wend.
thousand: oe doesn't have an exact equivalent of modern 'a', so I usually just leave it out. þusend has inconsistent and complicated declensions but I think not declining it here is fine... it's dictionary page is a little broken so I'm not 100% sure
prys: French! the oe here is weorþ, which is where we get modern worth. this grammar is a little funky to me here; I'd rather use this as an adjective if i wanted to imply great price but whatever. i think the implication stands
nyce: this is a fun one. this is from a French word meaning foolish, from latin nescius, ignorant. it has obviously changed quite a bit; in historical linguistics terminology this word has undergone amelioration, a fancy word that means becoming nicer (pun intended). there are actually quite a few oe words I could use here, but I chose dysig, origin of modern dizzy, for a little semantic shift joke
straunge: more French! has replaced basically all the germanic options. fremde is a little closer to the original meaning of strange; that is, referring to foreigners (strangers)
thinketh: grammar time! us is not the subject here, it's the object, as þyncan is an impersonal verb, like modern english seem. 'they seem to us', not 'we think of them'. i don't know enough about middle english to say why hem looks dative here though...
spedde: is in fact the origin to modern english speed. success -> quickness is a funky semantic shift
as: this is a shortening of oe ealswa, literally all + so. also the origin of 'also'
as usual, all my info is from the oed and bosworth toller online dictionary, with a bit of declension help from wiktionary. i'm happy to answer questions if you have any :)