is it bad that i lowkey jst switch up on MOTM sometimes. I'll be enjoying it at some point- then i jst get reminded of what was (Unintentionally) taken from me and i get all jealous and hateful
"Buff" Cup "Fem" Bendy Like- I just got out of that era bc people were hating on it then- now we're jst back on the trend
Kinda hurts lowkenuinely
Hell- one of my myth related posts on tumblr has like- over 2k notes Nothing i've ever posted about my own AU and art has gotten that much attention- I mean. Even Nort and Fly themselves reblogged that
I'm always reminded why i kinda just stopped posting here
(sort of- stopped)
It's just- i dont feel as attached to myth as quest
doesn't bring the same vibe- or joy for me
Ig im just too nostalgic
stuck in the old ways
I jst feels like im going backwards- everyones moving on and im jst getting started
i've already made some corny "vent" about this- but yeah. Im saying it again. Im outlandishly jealous. Just imagine for a second- you're so excited to finally start an ask blog, after facing the fear of being on any other platform than what you're used to. You've seen the videos- you've seen the dubs. You've wanted a blog since 2024
And the moment you get out there, the moment you're starting to improve- something bigger, better, more "dazzling" completely overshadows that entire dream of yours. And the only way you'll ever get on its level is by literally doing the exact same thing.
i've said it once and i'll say it again.. Nort and Fly deserve this. Everything they've done- They showed off their skills, only took basically one post and then everyone was all over them. Good for them. I really admire what they do
but im sure as fucking hell still envious.
If there's anyone else out there still stuck in this "Quest" stage, i see you- i know the struggle. Every "new" post i come across (and by new i mean like seen a month ago) of QFTIM. It's some shitpost about "how terrible it is" i fucking get it- alright??? But i mean COME ON. I've seen the same people who used to be all and only Quest content before MOTM rolled up, switch up immediately- And i have to say good. for. you.
you know how to move on- sure wish i did.














