hand on my stupid heart.

pansy1993 / 30s / he/they 'i have seen a million pictures of my face & still have no idea.'

[killerbytes]

uh hi so!

i wrote this webpage that walks u thru looking after yourself when you know a thought is making you spiral. deployed it publicly bc i wanted it on mobile and i thought other people might like it too

check it oot

[persecutorlifeandsupport]

You're a hero op

[librarygf]

and what if i said that the rooftop fight in episode 1 lays the groundwork for the dynamics that we'll see in the boxing day fight. ilya going through something hard and serious with his family/depression and not saying it to shane, so that shane thinks the fight is about the immediate problem (him winning rookie of the year/them going to bood's party). and ilya getting getting mad at shane for not understanding, but only saying a tiny sliver of the truth (not everything is about you, hollander/i have no one). shane trying to ask about it, but getting agitated (so what is it then?/could you please explain what the fuck is happening?). and shane saying something pissy bc he feels so upset (all you do is beat me. i win one fucking thing, and you can’t even show your face/uh, fuck you. sorry i still want to win cups instead of smoking weed with my teammates between losses). hashtag the troubles have always been there and that's the good shit to me. so much to learn but they still love each other <3

[zami-lumi]

ringed seal illustration

[puckwanger]

— dulce et decorum est pro patria mori

[ohmovie]

She was amazed to discover that when he was saying, 'As you wish,' what he meant was, 'I love you.' And… she truly loved him back.

THE PRINCESS BRIDE (1987) dir. by Rob Reiner THE LORD OF THE RINGS: THE FELLOWSHIP OF THE RING (2001) dir. Peter Jackson

[batmanisagatewaydrug]

always some new bullshit in the ocean

[local-demon-in-your-area]

Why is it always orcas or dolphins

Why can't a salmon do some bullshit for once

[batmanisagatewaydrug]

worry not ☝️ they're doing coke

[poetic-questions]

—Rainer Maria Rilke, "The Prodigal Son", from The Notebooks of Malte Laurids Brigge

[john-silvers]

BLACK SAILS, II

[mabeltanaka]

My Cousin Vinny (1992)

[absurdityof]

“I felt very sad so I sat down. I felt so sad that I rested my head on my own knees and smoothed my own head. I felt so sad I couldn’t imagine feeling any other way again. I said, I don’t like this. I don’t want to do this anymore. And I went back to lying in bed, just before the doorbell rang.”

— Jamaica Kincaid, from “What Have I Been Doing Lately,” At the Bottom of the River (via lifeinpoetry)

[geryone]

Hindsight, Rosanna Warren

[weltenwellen]

Chen Chen, Your Emergency Contact Has Experienced an Emergency

[tearfulangel]

[kitduckworth]

We cannot live in a world that is not our own, in a world that is interpreted for us by others. An interpreted world is not a home. Part of the terror is to take back our own listening, to use our own voice, to see our own light.

St. Hildegard von Bingen (1098 - 1179)

[beguines]

Devon Walker-Figueroa, from "As a Prisoner for the Lord, Then, I Urge You to Live", Lazarus Species

[weltenwellen]

Hanif Abdurraqib, The Crown Ain't Worth Much

[derangedrhythms]

The mass of lilies that surrounded me exhaled, now, the odour of their withering. They looked like the trumpets of the angels of death.

Angela Carter, The Bloody Chamber and Other Stories; from ‘The Bloody Chamber’