LA VIDA POR EL CLARKO

Transparent and raw words of my stuggles and victories. | Ask away. | I want everyone to produce fruits for Christ.

[pisswater-deadgirl]

[quealonzo]

I can’t explain this, it I can if that makes sense.

Thank you to Yah who help orchestrate my life so I can find out what makes me kink.

ADHD-I.

Yes, I said it. Without this diagnosis, I don’t I’ll ever get the chance to stay focus to find myself.

So here’s what I can’t explain, but can through what I learned through my current diagnosis.

I been lacking at communicating and things I tend to avoid, I place addictive behaviors to mask the true feel. Hmm.

To all my Black brothers and sisters who discovered they are diagnosed with ADHD-I. Do you think I am overthinking?

Yes

Naw

Voting ended onJun 10

[quealonzo]

Working on me.

#Mediterranean #good food #good vibes

[quealonzo]

I can’t help to not type this out now.

I’ve seen a post on Instagram recently of one of my military colleagues who just got married. Mind you. This individual wasn’t so kind to many people. Especially when it comes to the dating pool. And to find out they are married. What? I am baffled, but happy for them.

As k don’t want to be seem as a hater, I just dislike how my life didn’t end up in such a way. Do you think those who did end up doing everything correctly first? Or did they took the time to self heal? Or maybe it’s just comprises?

I tell you what. I don’t like who I was, but better yet I am striving to be the best version I can be…as I am being re-invented as I write.

No more of the comparison. Instagram app is deleted for now.

No more giving my soul to just anyone. That right is earned, not bribed over or bought.

I’m confident this new version will set a new pace on the world.

It’s as if I already feel new atoms being created. Just wait. A TED talk will be by me coming to your ears to enlighten yourself to refined horizons.

Whatever that means.

[ourrace-sexraceandculture]

A Black history moment in world history, athletics, and track & field.

[quealonzo]

So, a happy re-birth to me.

Tell me why life all of sudden is all making sense from the book, “Breaking the habit of being yourself,” by Joe Dispenza.

I can’t even think straight now because I am at this point where I noticing I’ve been focusing on a part of myself that has been hurting for so long. Well, what a waste of energy noted.

Now, as I head to the next phase of always holding to energy that brings life and notes when to give off to those individuals who need a little bit of a ‘pick me up’ within, oh what a better time to find out a new Alonzo.

I’ve been so tired of being fixated on the external factors such as love, career, having many possessions and setting an identity for myself, but to turn out I’ve done a lot just to show a status intern all of how truly empty I am inside. Crazy.

[escuerzoresucitado]

[remanence-of-love]

[magicgail]

[nicksucio]

What do you See...? Spring Sunset, beautiful sunset

2026

taken on paper shoot camera

[quealonzo]

Sequioa after hours.

iPhone 17 Pro Max

[quealonzo]

“I got a lot of living to do before I die, and I ain’t got time to waste.” - Jiaani

[quealonzo]

A night on Santa Monica Pier.

iPhone 17 Pro Max

[quealonzo]

3 Sequioa Redwoods.

iPhone 17 Pro Max

[quealonzo]

It’s time.

The time is now.

No more for games.

The time to heal.

No more for games.

Life pressure keeps forming, but where does my strength coming from?

Look at these scars. Oh wait! Are these battles won?

Don’t look back at your victories, but press forward to what is new, and fresh ahead.

Ahead, I say, go to the stronger you.

Ahead to the free you.

Ahead to a surrendered you.

Ok. Identity. I let go.

I no longer hold of my ideas of you.

So hang on tight. Grab hold the new you.

It’s going to be a ride.

Close your eyes.

Hello. Is that rebirth knocking at my door?

Good bye to fear.

Time. I take hold of you; rebirth.

I welcome you now. Holy one, do what you have to do.

[freshthoughts2020]

[lovechangeseverythang]

Lord, there has been so many times when I made up my mind and I told you, “I’m ready.”

I’m ready for this new job.

I’m ready for this relationship.

I’m ready for this new chapter.

But Lord, You hold my life in Your hands. You turn the pages. You put everything into motion, slow it down, speed it up. You control it all.

My heart hasn’t always been ready, Lord… and I see now why You put a hold on so many things I felt I was ready for because You knew best. You always do. And Lord, I thank You for always looking out for me. When I’m ready, You’ll make things happen—because You are faithful.

In the meantime, I will trust You—because You know what You are doing!