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hey everyone.. long time no see I guess
after our cat passed away, we were totally destabilized. we are okay, but to make it simple, we no longer have the same host. we aren't sure if they've split or gone dormant... but our sys has basically been flipped upside down and it hasn't been easy.
we don't know if we will come back to tumblr anytime soon, but we are frequenting tiktok now because our current host has a passion for video editing. yall can follow us there @ jayvery_uwu (linked below)
also, apologies to anyone who sent in reqs to our coining blog, that will be going on hold until further notice. none of the current fronters are really into the whole mogai coining thing unfortunately.
sending love to everyone 🫶🏻 we hope to come back eventually once things settle, but please follow us over on TT if you'd like to !
if i have to hear one more person say “ew men” when i say i have a boyfriend im gonna start throwing rocks at people
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Too many of you conceptualize trans men as having access to all the advantages of cis womanhood and cis manhood combined, when the reality is that most of us just see the disadvantages of failed manhood and failed womanhood combined
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is there any sight in the world more healing than the that of a cat trotting daintily towards you
i feel like i hardly hear this around, but such an integral part of realizing you’re a system is that YOU yourself are an alter/part/etc. theres so much talk about trying to find other alters and dont get me wrong, thats really helpful for a lot of people and its helpful for me too! but its extremely difficult with little/no communication, but using whats right in front of you, yourself, as a reference point did SO much for me and helped me identify wayyyyy more patterns in my behavior or speech that weren’t mine. and even just recognizing that i was a part of myself- really helped a lot for i how i view myself within the system and my others with me.
ID: A userbox with a black-and-white scale-patterned background. There is a black-and-white image on the left, which is a kaleidoscope-style pattern resembling a Rorschach ink blot. On the right, there is purple text stating: “This user doesn’t care about discourse around the validity of endogenics and would rather address misinformation about DID and issues within the DID community.” End ID
Made a userbox for myself and anyone else who feels like it fits. :) Please reblog and credit @dissociativediscourse if you use!
thinking further on my response and i do think CDDs can be a spectrum more than clear cut diagnostic criteria. like just in general. like just from what ive observed & what im reading (currently working on the haunted self!) i think theres a lot of overlap in symptoms between DID, OSDD, and even C-PTSD & BPD, which makes it harder to draw a line on whether certain presentations count as one disorder or another
it's an added layer of difficulty that theres so many different ways CDDs can present. i feel like every system i meet and every system i read about has its own unique ways of presenting, which im assuming is because it's a complex series of adaptations to very specific stimuli & circumstances. but like the variance in peoples' lived experiences makes it hard to make blanket statements about systems (or even like, alter archetypes, for example)
like theres just so many ways a system can look. some people know about their alters as early they can remember & experienced them as imaginary friends or voices. some people go 20, 30+ years without realizing theyre a system at all. theres polyfrag systems with layers upon layers of subsystems and complicated inner workings. theres people whose alters have only a passing awareness of each other. and so on. Individuals might share a diagnostic label, but there might be little overlap in how they experience being a system
anyways This is a lot of rambling that's straying into different territories.. sorry my mind may not be all here LOL
at it's core we are all experiencing various levels of structural dissociation ... unity 🤝
I agree with this. I was actually just working on a “the spectrum of dissociation” slide for the conference presentation I’m doing in a couple months and I was helping my co-presenter make a “spectrum” that was more like a pie chart. Like how the autism spectrum is often represented these days. Some of this, more of this, less of this, etc.
Like maybe high levels of amnesia but lower level of identity alteration. High levels of emotional constriction but no memory disturbances outside of that. High levels of identity alteration but maybe less derealization.
Stuff like that. Because it’s not linear. It’s not like, you land in one place with preset cluster of symptoms and then someone else is in a different place with a different preset. It’s clusters of symptoms combined in a truly endless variety of ways. But we’re all on the spectrum of structural (complex) dissociation together.
hey. dont cry. endless possible futures spanning out in front of you like an infinite spiderweb. ok?
just realised this is actually quite horrifying and not a comforting thought at all. Sorry
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People with DID/OSDD: if you’re facing stressful times or life changes, then it’s not weird for your system’s “routine” to flip itself upside down. Certain dynamics might change, like who the main fronters are or how much communication & switching there is. I've had times where I went from some communication/switching to NONE, other times when I went from having hardly any to suddenly A LOT. If this has ever happened to you, you were not making it up. It's just something that dissociation can do!