okay, so i wrote a deeply self indulgent hollanov fic that's more of an ilya rozanov character study but where i make him extremely bipolar...
as it picks me up, puts me down
summary:
shane hollander hasn’t texted ilya back in 26 hours and ilya is completely neutral about it. 26 hours is, objectively, when considered in the larger patterns of ilya and shane hollander’s texting relationship, not an extraordinary amount of time. and were ilya to feel anything about it, which he doesn’t, it would have much more to do with the fact that every hour of every day for the past three days he’s felt like a fucking live wire (for absolutely NO fucking reason) than it would have anything to do with shane hollander as a person specifically.
OR
5 times ilya is extremely bipolar + 1 time shane is there to notice.


















