Rabbitree

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[byjove]

Are you a bad eyesight gay or a bad hearing gay?

[rabbitree]

Both...that's why I'm bi

Ayyyyeee

[rabbitree]

Then she kisses me so hard that I practically unravel. Time stops and something in me unlocks.

Leah on the Offbeat by Becky Albertalli

[just-shower-thoughts]

A statue’s dick can be both limp and hard.

[showerthoughtsofficial]

If vegeance is sweet , and revenge is a dish best served cold. Then we are talking about ice cream .

[rabbitree]

i am tearing myself apart pt.1 Mars

I am quite certainly ripping myself into pieces I can't think or speak or laugh or cry. I'm just stuck with a pain in my chest and burning eyes. I'm thinking about you my Lemon. My moon princess. You wrote part of our little saying down in a place where I could see it for all of time. You bought the painting I made just for you. I painted you. You gave it back. And then a year later you buy it from me?

All I think about is why? Why didn't you love me like you loved her? After what she did to us. Why did you leave me for her? She hurt us both. She used us. And you still cling to her in class. You still watch her flirt with people who aren't you. At least once a week I wonder... If I kissed you. Would you kiss.me back like that night in my bedroom? Or would you pull away and dream of kissing her. Do you kiss others and wish it was her? Did you kiss me... And wish I was her...?

[rabbitree]

A Dead Love Letter

The things only you have are burned into my brain. The piece of art you let me see, that’s meant just for your skin. The pools of brown I see every day that must hold the world. You are the world. When all is lost I think of your face. So perfect. Made by a God you don’t believe in. How unfair, I covet you in all your beauty. The shape of your body, the freckles on your skin. I can’t have any of it. So I drink it all in. I’d give the sun and stars to call your perfection mine. But the sun and the stars are not mine to give. If only I owned the universe. If only I owned the courage. If only I had the gaul to say “I Love…” No.. Because the world can not exist and let us exist with it. I am trapped on this never ending broken record. I can think all I think. I feel all I feel. But I am trapped in a noose. Of beautiful mental abuse. And I think of you when I get the itch. But the itch won’t go away. And one with an itch can’t help a fellow scratcher. So I will turn on the hot water. My skin shall turn red. I shall sew my mouth shut. And I’ll sew my broken heart all back up. For the one I dream of. Can never be mine. And I fear the day I scratch the itch. Will be the last day thats ever put on my line. So farewell my love. For you’ll never know. How much you make my soul ache. How much you make my heart twist. How much you make me miss you. Just by being you…

[rabbitree]

How odd that this applies to the original person and a person I never planned to be with when I wrote this..

[missinyouiskillingme]

“I miss you and there is nothing poetic about that. You’re gone and I’m hurting.”

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[invaderxan]

Heard some important information on Twitter today, and thought I’d post it here for anyone who may not have heard it. This is actually a thing, devised by human rights organisation called Karma Nirvana.

Reblog to save a life?

[showerthoughtsofficial]

The worst part about vomiting is not actually vomiting, it’s the 30 minutes before vomiting when you know your going to vomit but your body is teasing you with nausea

[mulaney]

Random advice and a fun story

[justdickingabout]

I didn’t want to post this.

[shpresaime-deactivated20180326]

2017: ?????????????????????

2018: ??????????

[randomzshizz]

Less question marks, I see we’re slowly getting there. That’s progress.

[mxnrique]

SNL - Cut for Time: My Little Step Children

WHY WOULD THEY CUT THIS?????

[proto-homo]

This is legiterally the funniest thing snl has done in decades

[owlmylove]

im gonna keep moisturizing and exfoliating and luxuriating and reading books and books and books and finding new poets to love and writing clumsy words of my own and thinking terrible and wonderful thoughts at 1am. keep drinking merlot straight from the bottle and driving up mountains to see the bright sharp chill of the stars and roadtripping down south to spend balmy nights in motels with neon signs like oil slicks. im gonna grow myself wild and lovely and fearful and raw this year

[randomsplashes]

Yuri on ice au where Vichan (yuri's dog) never died in the first place and when victor came to yuri's place and brought makkachin the 2 dogs decided that making their owners fall in love was number 1 priority and boom guess what it worked

this is the au we deserve but never received

[dreamgrl1998-deactivated2022072]

u guys ever wonder if someone’s using ur pictures to catfish

[square2017]

no some of us are ugly

[rabbitree]

BItcH WhERe

[butch-king-frankenstein]

My favorite thing about Thomas the Tank Engine is that it canonically takes place in a train post-apocalypse where the Island of Sodor is the only safe zone in a totalitarian dystopia in which steam trains are routinely killed and their body parts are sold or cannibalized for repair

If you think I’m kidding you need to read the original books

[co-rp]

could you please direct me to a source? i would feel much better if this was validated.

[butch-king-frankenstein]

It took me so long to find this quote online but I did it because it’s so much darker than one might expect from Thomas the Tank Engine:

“…Engines on the Other Railway aren’t safe now. Their controllers are cruel. They don’t like engines any more. They put them on cold damp sidings, and then,” Percy nearly sobbed, “they…they c-c-cut them up.” -”The Bluebells of England.”  Stepney the Bluebell Engine.  Rev. Awdry, Wilbert.  London: Egmont Publishing, 1963.

This illustration, by Gunvor and Peter Edwards, accompanied the above text in the original book, and depicts a pair of unfortunate Other Railway engines moments before being disassembled with a blowtorch.

[nightjarring]

HOLY FUCK LOOK AT THE ONE IN THE BACKGROUND THEY TOOK ITS FUCKING FACE OMG

[butch-king-frankenstein]

[zidane-xv]

the early thomas the tank engine books are pretty standard stuff. saccharine bubblegum type stories and illustrations. if you watched the show, it’s like that in book form. the second half of the railway series are so fucking dark and surreal i’m convinced they were a result of reverend wilbur awdry doing copious amounts of lsd and having hallucinations of his own death.

[butch-king-frankenstein]

Excuse me but the very first story in the Railway Series is about an engine who hides in a tunnel and refuses to run because he doesn’t want to get his paint job ruined in the rain, so railway management seals off the tunnel.

They eventually let him out because another engine breaks down or something, but the original plan was to just leave him in there forever.

[shulamithbond]

On the show, didn’t they also hook up one engine to a generator, so he’d never move again? That was literally one of the lines, I think. It’s on some other post on here. It was chilling.

[butch-king-frankenstein]

Yes!  This also happened in the books, to an engine referred to only as “No. 2″, but the television series applied the same scenario to an invented character named “Smudger”, in the episode “Granpuff”.

“Smudger,” said Duke. “Was a show-off. He rode roughly and often came off the rails. I warned him to be careful, but he took no notice.” “Listen, Dukie” he snared. “Who worries about a few spills?” “We do here! I said, but Smudger just laughed.” “Hahaha!” “Until one day, Manager said he was going to make him useful at last. Smudger stopped laughing then!” “W-w-why? What did he do?!” “He turned him into a generator. He’s still there behind our shed. He’ll never move again.”

[deducecanoe-deactivated20161213]

This is so fucked up

[unclewhisky-deactivated20150726]

No, listen.

Okay, so we see Railway Management doing all this shit, right, but supposedly it’s so much worse in the Other Railways? I mean, sure, you might get turned into a generator or bricked into a tunnel for not doing as you’re told, but at least you’re not cut up and sold for parts, right? It’s not so bad on the island of Sodor, right?

Or maybe that’s just what Railway Management wants the engines to think.

Maybe the island of Sodor is the real totalitarian regime, and the engine citizens (slaves) are fed propaganda, illustrated in hellish grays and sulfuric yellows, about how bad it is everywhere else, at all the Other Railways.

You are lucky to be an engine of Sodor.

Railway Management cares about you.

Trust Railway Management.

Stay on Your Track.

It Could Be So Much Worse.

[coralineandthesapphicfantastic]

Wtf the fuck is this train based 1984 bullshit

[123456886532876234586]

This fucked me up. It’s fanfiction time.

[thefingerfuckingfemalefury]

O.O

Thomas the Tank Engine is a far darker and more unsettling series than I ever remembered it being…