as close as my own heartbeat

the world according to me

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when someone you knew every day of your life walks out without a second thought.

i never would have done that to her.

motion sickness by phoebe bridgers / tumblr post by @theundergroundwoman / photo on pinterest / unknown / my dark vanessa by kate elizabeth russell / photo on pinterest / weird hills by janani k. jha / euphoria (2019-2026) dir. sam levinson / letter from sylvia plath

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i still feel her with me everywhere i go.

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my grandma’s funeral is today and i cannot imagine life without her

unknown / signs by bloc party / photo from pinterest / grief is love’s souvenir by glennon doyle melton / unknown / stars at last by jessica jocelyn / felicty, an american girl adventure (2005) dir. nadia tass / gone from my sight by henry van dyke / sunrise on the reaping by suzanne collins

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my grandma died yesterday and i miss her so much.

unknown / halloweentown (1998) dir. duwayne dunham / poem by shannon barry / the princess diaries (2001) dir. garry marshall / unknown / tuck everlasting (2002) dir. jay russell / unknown / buffy, the vampire slayer (1997-2003) creator joss whedon / mockingjay by suzanne collins / joy (2015) dir. david o’russell

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you’re the meaning of my life

carrie soto is back by taylor jenkins reid / divine secrets of the ya-ya sisterhood (2002) dir. callie khouri / little women (2019) dir. greta gerwig / daisy jones and the six by taylor jenkins reid / stepmom (1998) dir. chris columbus / ginny & georgia (2021-present) creator sarah lampert / sunrise on the reaping by suzanne collins / interstellar (2014) dir. christopher nolan

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you can never go back.

the burning by venetta octavia / euphoria (2019-2026) creator sam levinson / to all the boys i loved before, p.s i still love you (2020) dir. michael fimognari / the crucible by arthur miller / unknown / bridgerton (2020-present) creator chris van dusen / unknown / we hug now by sydney rose / one tree hill (2003-2012) creator mark schwahn

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“even after everything”

boy meets world (1993-2000) / the hate u give by angie thomas / sharp objects (2018) dir. jean-marc vallée / the haunting of hill house (2018) dir. mike flanagan / shanghai girls by lisa see / fear street 1978 (2021) dir. leigh janiak / bridgerton (2020-present) / magic for liars by sarah gailey

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father / daughter films

bee season (2005) dir. scott mcgehee & david siegel

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favorite reality dance shows :

dancing with the stars ( 2005 - present ), created by fenia vardanis, richard hopkins and karen smith

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father / daughter films

when a man loves a woman (1994) dir. luis mandoki

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father / daughter films

the hate u give (2018) dir. george tillman jr.

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films by female directors

serena ( 2014 ) dir. susanne bier

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mother / daughter films

spanglish ( 2004 ) dir. james l. brooks

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rachel zegler and her male leads:

ben platt / the last five years, on the west end (2026)

tom blyth / the ballad of songbirds and snakes (2023)

kit connor / romeo and juliet, on broadway (2024)

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rachel zegler & ben platt in the last five years on the west end, march 24th, 2026.

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so impossibly good

love statue / the people we meet on vacation by emily henry / the notebook (2004) dir. nick cassavetes / unknown / twilight: the graphic novel, written by stephenie meyer and illustrated by young kim / high fidelity (2000) dir. stephen frears / catching fire by suzanne collins / the summer i turned pretty (2022-2025)

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on being cared for by the one you love

bridgerton (2020-present) / catching fire by suzanne collins / outer banks (2020-present) / the prince of tides (1991) dir. barbra streisand / new moon by stephenie meyer / buffy, the vampire slayer (1997-2003) / twin peaks (1990-1991) / fifty shades freed by e.l james / unknown / pretty little liars (2010-2017)