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[pangur-and-grim]

I wonder if being bullied as a kid has any inoculating factors? like "I can do this now, because I could do this at 4 feet tall" type stuff. or does it just permanently make you into a quivery little prey animal? much to consider.

[pangur-and-grim]

oh yowch.

[artsyolivia]

[neenarchive]

me: you literally have a disorder. this is symptoms

me: no perhaps my soul is rotten

[sacred-portal]

[fidelcostco]

the human brain is so cool, if you're tired and stressed enough, your brain will go, "don't worry, I got you" and shadows will start moving

[fidelcostco]

and what's the genital situation on the shadows

[fidelcostco]

oh this is my post

[raisedseal]

Had a really really really good birthday weekend with M

Ate Good friday night, Ate amazingly good Saturday (we tried duck!) we were very gay, we visited my friend and went to a museum Sunday and ate good again

Past couple days since I’ve been really really struggling

Monday I was home alone and just bawled until I fell asleep, I cried like 3 times at work Tuesday

M’s fam was a mixed bag yesterday for her real bday but we got a coffee maker and a meal out of it at least, and in a pleasant turn her mom stood up for her

I’m gonna follow up call some of these therapists on my break in a few, I feel like I have less of a handle on this than ever and it’s been a full week since I sent in my intake stuff

I just want a date for when I can get help :(

[memeuplift]

[junglejim4322]

My delusion that im always right really isn’t helped by the fact I almost always do end up being right

[cilantrhoes]

[mr-mistyeyed]

would u still love me if i were stuck in a cycle i've never been able to break

[my-dailydreams]

[woodwool]

severely deficient in whatever vitamin makes u a person

[morphogenetic]

(wanting to make a post about something but it reveals too much about your personal life) i have had a negative experience

[kosmogrl]

[ryebreadgf]

[boringkate]

It's not too late to suppress all of your wants and desires and to die unfulfilled and afraid without anyone ever having really known you.

[3rabbit]

daughter (non-practicing)

[3rabbit]

sister (deadbeat)