the land of really fucked thoughts

Cain/Juules. 25. Enby. i ban bots on sight. follow only when you've reblogged/posted something with tags.

[ravenbeakx]

new year, time for a new about me post!

welcome! hello! i'm cain/azriel/juules, 22 y/o, enby. pronouns are they/she/he. it & neos aren't necessary but i would be fine with them. my pronouny page can be found here.

i mainly use english on here but some mandarin can and will slip between the posts. also please do not ask if i can sing in mandarin yes i can but i ain't pandering

i post my silly little drawings about silly internet men and reblog all kinds of random things i find on my dash.

most of my drawings finished after aug. 2021 can be found as scan files/CSP project files on my ko-fi. if you want art prints i now have a shop on inprnt! Commission is currently: open

if you want to you can also find me on: insta, twitter, reddit

EDIT: because I'm leaning towards a Pedro and Oscar special interest, I'm learning Spanish as my second foreign language (definitely not because French is way harder)

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What cursed creature have I created........

[cotton-glass]

wiggles<3

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Finally got rid of noodle hair😮‍💨

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noir.

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FINALLY GOT IT TO WORK IN RT VERSION TOO FUCK MY LIFE

[emziess]

Look, Eden gave me a tattoo. The COI made me burn it off. I didn't choose either of them. I still get a scar.

Simon's Scar Iron Lung (2026) dir. Mark 'Markiplier' Fischbach

[emziess]

Look, Eden gave me a tattoo. The COI made me burn it off. I didn't choose either of them. I still get a scar.

Simon's Scar Iron Lung (2026) dir. Mark 'Markiplier' Fischbach

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[rockytheeridian]

MARK FISCHBACH as SIMON THE BUTCHER in Iron Lung (2026)

[graves-yard]

Rewatched iron lung (finally) here are some notes I took of things I missed without captions and a smaller screen

The COI made him burn his Eden tattoo off himself, according to him.

Blink and you miss it, the Quiet Rapture was twenty years ago (makes sense with the timeline for Simon)

Eden has a place called the grove and that’s where the bodies go to the Last Tree

“You are not gonna kill me when I get up there are you?” Peak fawning behavior. Lots of begging and fawning. He fawns a lot actually. Fight or Fawn.

Finds comfort in the leather patch on his hood??

Reaches for it when feeling scared.

Rubs the patch before ripping it off his hood. “I’m not dying down here”

Quick to anger but regulates fast

“Would you give anything to survive?” “Yeah. But I never had anything to begin with” and then holds the sprout.

Ellie telling him he will live and WE will survive

“We are all. We are one. In the blood.”

The “patch” was his mother’s.

She gave him a knife pouch, and it’s studded like his patch.

“Would she despise the killer she raised? Or would she be proud?”

He wraps it around the black box and that’s why he tells his mom to keep it safe.

“Your ship is alive”

“Pray that you stay dead”

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[duckngk]

who up curlin’ up they markeplier into ryan gosling’s arms

context:

also IRON LUNG IS OUT ON YOUTUBE YOU CAN BUY IT NOW

[requiem01r]

[cricketandmouse]

They’re passive aggressively cleaning each others faces in the banana bed rn

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peace and love on planet earth….